Chapter 44: Running Away From Richton, Who Never Misses His Prey
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I pretended to be okay, but then closed my mouth again to catch my breath. Wilhelm, who had never seen my face under the veil, pretended to know me.
This was also a perfect proof that I was Agrane. Far from relief, my mouth began to dry up due to excessive tension. If I treated him casually here, it could be disadvantageous in many ways. Letâs pretend I donât know anything.
âWho are you?â
Wilhelm smiled softly. âYou donât have to pretend you donât know. Even as time passes, your face remains the same.â
âThanks to you, I almost did something terrible⌠Letâs go inside. Itâs quite chilly.â I was relaxed when opening the door myself and entering. I also replied, imitating his smile. âI didnât know that the prince of the Empire would know me⌠I really canât believe this reality.â
âItâs reality. I donât know if youâre talking about the reality that I know you or the reality that you act as a maid in Ingord.â
Wilhelmâs question was quite explicit. Youâre trying to scoop me out. All he knows about me now is that Iâm an Ingord maid. This meant that I could have the upper hand while conversing with him.
âIs it surprising for you that Iâm living in Ingord?â
âItâs very surprising.â
âYou are talking incomprehensibly. The reality I was talking about was the former.â
The bookstore was dark and dry. As soon as the dry air touched my skin, the door closed. A flickering lamp, an isolated space, and Wilhelm. I caught my breath as slowly as possible. Letâs forget about Agrane. From now on, Iâm Susan.
âYou didnât come all the way to Ingord because of my letter, did you?â
âI wonder why you donât think so.â
âI donât think the letter I sent yesterday flew to the Imperial City in less than a day.â
âIsnât it possible that I settled down in Ingord and waited impatiently for you to call me?â
It was a calm voice. Wilhelm pushed an old wooden chair towards me, and sat on a low ladder. The Wilhelm in front of me felt like a different person.
No, better yet, it suited the Wilhelm I knew for a long time. The main character of this story. A man who would overcome numerous trials and become the final winner.
A man who would cut Richtonâs neck and become the Emperor. With his attitude, expression, and tone of voice, there was no sense of oppression or cool atmosphere at all. Rather, his gentlemanly dignity and arrogance were imbued in his body as if it were natural. The boy in the dream felt like an illusion.
âCan I call you Agrane?â
âNo, please call me Susan. Agrane is like someone elseâs name.â I answered while sitting carefully in the chair
âEven if you are not used to it, it should be yours.â He stretched out his long arms and lit a lamp on the table.
âYou told me I was your relative.â
âYou remember it exactly.â
âI canât be an imperial⌠Then, am I the daughter of a noble family?
I asked in a voice with subtle expectations. As if I didnât know the disgusting past of living as a dog for Wilhelm.
âYes. Susan, you are part of the most historic family in the Grenferg Empire, and the last successor.â
âWhere is that place?â
âKarold.â
There were not many maids who knew the names of the families that died many years ago. I exclaimed with an awkward expression as if I had never heard of it.
âIt got destroyed after you disappeared. Karold was a family with no common relatives.â
âOh, my. I canât believe such a tragic thing happened.â
His face, telling an old story, looked a little bored, that is, unless it was an illusion.
âI thought youâd be a little more surprised.â
âYou might have thought so. But honestly, it feels like someone elseâs story.â
âThatâs strange. If you truly felt like it was someone elseâs business, I wouldnât have gotten a letter from you.â There was a long shadow over the white face of prince Wilhelm.
âYou know that I lost my memory.â
âHow can I not know?â
âI want to ask you this. How do you know that?â
Wilhelm stared at me in the eye with his chin on his hand. I didnât turn my head. Susan, who didnât know the past, had no reason to avoid his gaze.
âI knew from the beginning that you were Prince Wilhelm. Canât you imagine that Iâm pretending not to know? If thatâs not the case⌠I guess we were quite close cousins.â
Close cousin. It came out of my mouth, but I couldnât stop the disgusting energy from coming up from my stomach.
âMiss Susan.â
âYes.â
Wilhelm took a long breath. âWhen I met you in Crohertz, how I felt thenâŚ.â
A faint joy appeared on the face that had endured boredom. âMiss Susan wonât know until the day she dies.â
It was a feeling I didnât want to know, but I couldnât take my eyes off him. Because Wilhelm didnât look away from me for a second.
âSo I thought about it quite a lot after receiving the letter. It was hard to immediately understand what the help you were talking about was for.â
âI wrote it down too bluntly. Iâm sorry.â
âNo. Helping Miss Susan is a very pleasant thought for me.â
As if he was serious, Wilhelm smiled warmly for the first time. âBecause you, who lost your memory, asked me for help when you only met me for the first timeâŚ..I thought it would be such an urgent situation.â
Without answering, I patted my collar and hesitated. I hoped that the image of me reflected in his eyes would appear as lame and shallow as possible.
âWas it Duke Richton?â, asked the Prince.
âMy employer is Duke Richton.â
âMs. Susan. The employer does not teach his maid to kill.â
âNo, Iâm a maid. I just move according to his orders.â
âAre you afraid of him?â
Wilhelmâs voice was very sweet. He showed a relaxed and polite attitude and encouraged me not to feel as nervous as possible. Very skillfully. If I didnât know Wilhelm from my past, I would have confessed all my feelings without hesitation.
âWho wouldnât be afraid of His Excellency? Every time I make eye contact, I feel an unbearable sense of murder, and my legs shake inevitably.â
âDoesnât he treat Miss Susan like a mistress?â
At that moment, my throat was blocked as if I swallowed sand. Oh, idiot Susan. After a few seconds, I noticed that my expression collapsed. Letâs not worry too much. It might be better to show an agitated appearance.
âOh, Iâm sorry, I was too blunt.â
âWhat does that mean?â, I asked.
This was an opportunity. An opportunity to find out about the Richton I didnât know. Wilhelm briefly swept his tightly closed lips. I felt like he was thinking deeply about something.
âMiss Susan, listen carefully. The reason why Duke Richton is truly scary is because he plays with people in his palms.â
âI know that much.â
âYou donât know. Do you think he was just simply there from the beginning? No, the duke is a man who crawled up from a floor lower than the gutter.â
It was a remark that gave me no choice but to ridicule the Prince. You think I donât know that the owner of the gutter was, you, Prince Wilhelm himself ?
âThe Duke knows for sure what people are attracted to and what they want. And he uses it skillfully. It would be easier if the other person was a maid. Didnât he act as if you were special to the Duke?â
But the following words made me no longer want to ridicule him.
âOne day, he showed his desire, and one day he pretended that nothing had happened. He is cruel to others, but he listens to you, or he only sways in front of you.â
Even if I didnât want to be agitated, every word Wilhelm spit out affected me. The conversation with Richton and the expressions he showed me repeatedly came to my mind and disappeared.
âI canât believe Iâm your owner. Itâs such an undeserved dream.â
âLady Azmaria Will asks me for marriage, so I canât help but ask my precious loverâs intention.â
âI only saw you and came all the way here. You canât see yourself comfortably, alone in this endless hell. I became like this because of someone.â
As I struggled to shake it off, Berkneâs advice, which emerged from deep within my memories, covered Richtonâs voice.
âSusan. We should not close our eyes foolishly just because His Excellency considers us special. Pride is different from Ingordâs poison. It will swallow you up and make you fall down in the end.â
Wilhelm continued to speak.
âI fully understand. The favour shown to Azmaria Will is fake, and the waves of emotion shown to Miss Susan must have been with a sincere heart. Itâs easy for Duke Richton, because he has been taking away and conquering what he wants in that way.â
I canât be swayed. But I have to look swayed.
âDonât lie. No, Richton to meâŚ.â
I covered my face and opened my tightly clenched lips. I also acknowledged that even if I pretended not to be, I was half sincere. I didnât know about Wilhelm, but there was a big hole in his argument.
For Richton, Iâm completely different from Azmaria Will or Ariel Crohertz. Unlike them, I had nothing to lose to Richton, and we shared the past through a chain called Wilhelm.
âDo you know that the Duke and Miss Susan had a relationship in the past? Itâs not exactly a relationship, itâs a bad relationship. With that hand, you completely destroyed what the Duke had valued the most.â
My heart beat fast. This was because Wilhelmâs remarks were the information I had been most curious about so far. Why did Agrane receive Richtonâs hatred? There was a man in front of me who knew the truth.
âWhat do you mean precious?â
âI canât tell you right now. Talking to you who doesnât remember anything will only add to your confusion.â
âIâm already confused enough. Rather, it can help me to let me know the forgotten past.â
âHelp⌠How does it help you? If you know why Duke Richtonâs hatred is directed at you, will you kneel down and apologize? Will he ever forgive you? If he doesnât forgive, the only thing left to do will be running away. From Richton Ingord, who never misses his prey.â