It was a friendly voice, but they were words that dug strongly inside the heart. What was even more dog-like was the fact that there was nothing wrong with what he said. Richton was a man like a fortress.
As if to prove that he was always watching, he suddenly appeared and trapped me in the mansion then disappeared. He acted as if he knew everything, and in fact, Wilhelmâs henchmen were collapsing one by one in his hands.
If all of this was part of Richtonâs planâŠ. As Wilhelm said, Richtonâs feelings for me might have declined a long time ago, leaving only the shell.
âThe duke has lived only for revenge.â
Azmaria, Ariel, Susan and Agrane could all be just means for Richton. A perfectly designed means to achieve his purpose.
âSo heâs going to kill Miss Susan. The most pitiable and tormented in the worldââ
His long finger, which came up before I knew it, pulled my chin up. Wilhelmâs red eyes, fluttering in the lamp, gave off a hot, lava-like echo.
ââEspecially when youâve let go of all your anxiety and youâre completely open. The most wretched and cruellest of all.â
âIs that an ending that includes you too?â
âDid the duke talk about me?â
âHe always mentioned you as if you were a lifelong enemy.â
What was Richtonâs most precious thing? What was the reason for Agrane to be hated the same as Wilhelm, who had him locked up like a beast?
âWhat should I do now?â
His hand gently swept down my cheek. He opened his mouth with a gaze of tranquillity as if he were appeasing a child.
âCome back with me, Nui. Iâm going to prove my Nuiâs bloodline to rebuild the family and re-establish the lost history of Karoldâs.â
âWhere am I going back?â
âThe Imperial palace.â
I laughed in vain. Just like the Agrane in my dream, wasnât that the same as telling me to be locked up again after being proven to be of the bloodline that had been raised in iron bars? Thereâs no such absurd words.
âWilhelm hasnât given up on me yet.â
What was the reason? Because of that dirty feeling from the past? Or because there was another plan?
âBut I canât live without him.â
I shook my head and carefully shook off his hand that touched my cheek. I copied the pitiful expression that Azmaria often made. The expression that showed lingering feelings and weak expectations that couldnât be shaken off.
âI love his excellency Richton.â
His suffocating gaze looked at me with the intention of eating me up. The atmosphere which gave the feeling of kindness and dignity until the previous day had disappeared without a trace. I turned my head away from Wilhelm. Facing his nature, the fear that remained only as an afterimage in my memory was likely to rise to the surface again.
ââŠI canât delay it any longer. Iâll pick you up.â
He left the bookstore holding my hand. I felt like I was sweating in my palms. Standing at the door, he hugged me lightly and left a short kiss on my forehead.
âWait for me to save you from there, Nui.â
Wilhelm saw me off. He had a serene face, as if he had decided that I would return to him. I left as if I was running away. I checked my back dozens of times until I turned away from the street, and whenever I turned my head, Wilhelm stood there.
âCrazy bastard.â
How could you say that youâre going to save me? I walked out of the downtown area as if I was running. There was the illusion that his shadow was following behind my back. It was about ten minutes after arriving at the back gate of the Ingord mansion through the darkness. I felt a strange sensation and stopped walking. There was a yellow fire in the place where the large elm tree stood.
âKeane.â
I felt my heart beat faster due to the tension. There was only one man who was so tall and lean in such a sloppy posture.
âDid you wait for me?â
As I got closer, a face shaded by a faint light was revealed. Keaneâs expression staring at me was very cold.
âYou, youâd better pay close attention to Mr. Berkneâs advice.â
âAdvice?â
âTsk. Donât pretend you donât know with a stupid face. Donât you remember the advice not to go around alone?â
Keane took the lead and turned to the mansion.
âIf he gives such advice without giving the reason⊠It canât be kept well.â
âIâm telling you in advance just in case, but I donât know (the reason).â
âI donât want it. Donât worry.â
I was relieved and anxious that he didnât ask where I had been.
âThere must be a reason why Mr. Berkne canât tell either.â
I answered Keane as we crossed the meadow.
âI guess so. Itâs related to a person you canât just talk about carelessly. Even if you say it, you canât be sure of it.â
No matter how much I thought about it, the only thing that came to my mind was Richtonâs face. It was all the more so because Wilhelm had warned me in a confident manner.
âYouâre very obedient to Mr. Berkne, arenât you?â
Keane glanced back at me. His red hair fluttered violently in the night breeze.
âSomehow I donât feel good.â
âDid you follow your instinct?â
âA knight like me has reliable instincts. So youâd better be careful, Susan.â
I was always careful. The sound of the wind passing by my ears was chilly. Somehow, I felt like I was hearing thunder from afar.
âThereâs going to be a typhoon tomorrow.â
Following Keaneâs accelerating steps, I entered the mansion. Azmariaâs room from outside the annex was so dark that it was indistinguishable from the night sky. I quietly opened the door, passed the kitchen, and headed for the bedroom. No, I was going to pass by.
âSusan.â
I didnât know since when she had been waiting. Azmaria, who was sitting at the table, slowly pushed the chair and stood up. I became stiff at the unexpected presence, but soon I asked her as if nothing had happened.
âDo you need anything?â
âNo, thatâs not it.â
âThenâŠâ
Azmaria closed her mouth and glanced at my face. The faint sound of the rain in the silence gradually became clearer.
âItâs not a big deal. While lying in bed and daydreaming, I suddenly thought of it. I donât think Iâve shown my appreciation properly even after receiving a lot of help from Susan.â
âI donât care about it. Thank you for just saying that.â
It was a confession that felt somewhat sudden.
âAre you fully recovered now?â
âYes.â
âOh, thatâs amazing. It should have been a deadly poison.â
What was her intention? Why was she thanking me at this time and asking me about my physical condition? I couldnât figure out the reason, so I had no choice but to respond with as much care as possible.
âMost poisons donât work on me. I have immunity.â
âIs that also because youâre his shadow?â
âYes.â
A bitter emotion came to Azmariaâs face.
âIâm sorry. I shouldnât have asked.â
âItâs okay.â
Donât tell me youâve been waiting for me to talk about trivial things. Azmaria picked up something that was on the table. It was light, so I couldnât see it clearly, but it was definitely a high-end paper[1] box. After a short deliberation, the box opened in her hand.
âI heard that maids are not allowed to wear ornaments, but Susan will become the nanny of my child, so I think this will be okay.â
If my memory was not wrong, Azmaria had affirmed that she would not make a child with her own mouth.
âItâs the most expensive black pearl I have. I purposely chose something that doesnât stand out much.â
The object she put out was a black pearl earring that was black and soft as if it was soaked in ink.
âLady, I canât accept this.â
âIs it because I said itâs expensive? But I donât enjoy using these earrings anymore.â
âIâŠâ
âYou are my lifesaver, Susan. Please help me save face.â
Could a semi-forced gift be called a gift? I couldnât refuse anymore, so I received the earrings from her.
âThank you.â
âCan I help you?â
Even before I answered, Azmaria picked up one earring.
âWhy does it look like youâre in a hurry?â
If you insist now. When I put my hair behind my ears, Azmaria put on the earrings one by one.
âIt suits you much better than I imagined.â
A maidâs uniform and pearl earrings. I wondered if it really suited me.
âWill you wear it all the time?â
âYes, I will.â
Azmaria smiled satisfactorily. I went back to the bedroom long after she left the kitchen. Of all the many things, why were they earrings? Why earrings, which were the most noticeable? Azmaria once gave a gift to Prince Beatrice too.
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More than letters, earrings can be seen at a glance and they make it easier to distinguish people, right?
âIs that the reason Mr. Berkne told me to be careful not because of Richton, but Azmaria?â
But trying to deal with me in this way was too sudden.
âNo. It might not be a sudden thing.â
Either it was a plan to kill Richtonâs closest aides one by one, or a plan that she made under the judgement that it would be enough only for her to know the future.
âItâs not the former. If that was the case, Mr. Berkne wouldnât have bothered to hide it.â
If so, it could be seen that Azmariaâs target was limited to me. I wondered what the intention was. Did Azmaria want to be the only one to monopolise the information about the future?
Or.
âShe regards me as a love rival.â
Do you want to monopolize Richton, not the future? I carefully swept the pearls on my ears. In fact, it was like a sign to inform the assassin to kill me. Could I handle it by myself? I fell asleep while thinking about Wilhelm and Azmaria all night.
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[1] they call it paper box but itâs made of wood