Contrary to my expectations, the guest who visited me was Yulika Brande.
Why did she come to me after returning to her estate? As I entered the room, swallowing the ominous feeling that something troublesome would happen, a more unexpected situation unfolded.
âLady, then how about this magic? Iâve thought for a long time that this sentence must be an error.â
âI think itâs a kind of variation rather than an error. There are no grammatical errors, so it must have been intentionally inserted.â
âI guess itâs possible. Magic like this will consume a lot of mana, right?â
âI think so. It must be similar to the fire magic recorded in Voltaireâs autobiography.â
âI agree. But if we modify the syntax like thisâŠâ
âBut this will take too long to cast, so in practicality, it is somewhatâŠâ
Mm.
Where am I?
Which universityâs lecture room did I come to?
I quietly closed the door I had opened and tried to leave. But before the door was closed, Yulika found me.
âAh, Princess!â
âHey, youâre here!â
Following Yulika, Roman, who was having a heated discussion with her, jumped up from his seat, still showing a sloppy smile.
âUnbelievable! This is my house, right?!â I pretended to be exaggeratedly surprised.
Yulika frowned slightly and smiled bitterly.
âOh, Iâm sorry. It looked like you would be late, so I talked to this lady for a while.â
It doesnât look like you simply talked to each other, I thought as I looked at the books and papers scattered on the table.
Roman remained in the capital for the purpose of meeting Noe, who was trying to unseal Krusech.
Being a poor scholar without money, the dukeâs residence naturally gave him a place to stay, and he was currently living at the dukeâs residence.
I approached the two and sat down to continue the conversation.
âDid you two know each other?â
âNo, this is our first time seeing each other.â
âIt was strange that a magician was in this house, so I spoke to him first.â
âHuh? How did Lady Brande know that Roman was a magician?â
âFrom his attire.â
I glanced at Romanâs rough and rustic clothes.
Oh, I wondered why he was wearing such cheesy clothes. Is it like the uniform of those involved in magic?
However, Yulika denied my guess with the following words. âBecause many people involved in magic have such a shocking fashion sense.â
It wasnât a uniform; it was just a lack of sense.
Roman laughed and scratched the back of his head.
âOh, dear. Iâm embarrassed to hear that.â
⊠I wanted to tell him that it was not a compliment.
âAnyway, itâs unexpected that youâd look for me. Didnât you go back to your estate?â
âAh⊠yes. I did go back,â Yulika avoided my gaze and gave an ambiguous answer. âFrom now on, please just call me Yulika, Princess.â
âWhat?â
âI was cut off from my family.â
âWhat?!â
Wow, I was so surprised that I almost jumped out of my seat.
I mean, could you just mention that in front of a third party?
I looked at Roman in bewilderment. Roman also had a somewhat bewildered expression on the unexpectedly heavy topic.
However, Yulika, who was actually involved, smiled brightly and waved her hand. âOh, donât be surprised. Well, getting kicked out and being abandoned by the family is a common thing these days, isnât it?â
No, it was not!
There was never a time when such things were common, in all times and places, let alone these days!
âNo way⊠Is it because of the engagement?â
âYes, because it means Iâm useless now. But more than thatâŠâ
ââŠ?â
âHe mustâve been ashamed that I didnât protect the empress do- I mean, Marianne,â Yulika said with a bitter smile.
It seemed that the reason why she spoke in a light tone like it was someone elseâs business was to barely hold back the tears that were about to explode.
âHow could a father do such a thingâŠ!â
This was the woman who had poisoned his daughter to be infertile. What reason did he have to defend that woman?
âUh⊠You two speak. Iâll excuse myself.â Roman, realizing that the atmosphere had become heavy for some reason, quietly tried to get up from his seat. However, Yulika caught him.
âNo. You can stay. I donât have much time to meet people these days, so itâs fun to talk to many people.â
Roman looked at me with an awkward expression. To be exact, his eyes looked like he was seeking help.
âJust stay, Mr. Roman,â I said. Roman failed to escape and sat back down with a gloomy smile.
After letting out a shallow sigh, I asked Yulika, âThen where are you staying now?â
âIt may not be much, but I have my share of wealth, so donât worry about that.â
âYou canât keep going like that. Why donât you ask for help from your close lady friends?â
âClose lady friends? Who are you talking about?â
âYou used to go together often⊠The Hector or the BebincaâŠâ
At my explanation, Yulika smiled bitterly.
âI have already asked. Even though I know itâs useless.â
She hadnât gotten a good answer.
Well, it was understandable.
I remembered the two young ladies who had changed their attitude a while ago and flattered me.
âWell, of course. Even I have lived my life looking only at the position of the empress, not caring about my own life,â Yulika said in a regretful voice. âThey just saw me as the âto-be empressâ. So I canât blame them, who rejected me, who is not the âto-be empressâ anymore.â
âYoung Lady-â
âWhen I was kicked out of my house, many names came to my mind, but I donât think anyone could help me. It was that kind of life.â
The life of âBrandeâ.
A life without âYulikaâ.
âI know itâs shameless. Still, I came to ask for your help.â
âMe?â
âYouâre someone who hates âBrandeâ. So could you be merciful to me, whoâs not âBrandeâ?â
Yulikaâs eyes were desperate. Even though she had said not to worry, it seemed that their e situation was worse than expected. So she came looking for me who was once an enemy.
No one would blame me if I swore at her and sprayed her with water and drove her away. But she must have been so determined.
Even so, did she have no choice but to come to me?
Was I the only one who came to mind?
âWhat do you want me to help you with? Do you want some money?â
âPlease find me a place to work.â
â⊠Work?â
âIt doesnât matter if itâs chores. I can even become an attendant to the dukeâs family.â
In the imperial family or the dukeâs family, people of lower aristocrats are sometimes used as butlers or chief ladies-in-waiting.
âI can see youâre determined, but⊠You wonât be able to hold out. Itâs not easy, working for someone else.â I persuaded her with anxiety. But she was stubborn.
âBut thereâs no other way to live.â
âI understand your impatience. I know that commitment. But this isnât possible.â
âStillâŠâ Perhaps thinking that she was not able to achieve her goal in the end, Yulika bit her lower lip hard and bowed her head.
At that time, Roman, who had been quietly listening to the conversation by the side, raised his hand.
âWell⊠Excuse me, may I speak for a moment?â
Yulika and I looked at Roman at the same time.
After Roman inhaled and cleared his throat, he opened his mouth. âActually, the guild is looking for a librarian who knows a lot about magic.â
â⊠A librarian?â
âWe have to classify and organize books, but the data is so vast and old that no one dares to touch it. But we canât entrust it to someone who knows nothing about magic.â Roman smiled shyly and looked at Yulika and said, âItâs not that the young lady has no knowledge of magic at all⊠No, I think youâre rather rich in conversation.â
âThen⊠PerhapsâŠâ
âYes. If you donât mind, how about working as a librarian for our guild?â
Yulikaâs eyes lit up, like someone who had finally found hope.
âActually, weâre not financially well-funded, and the salary is not high. The work is also very difficult.â
âThatâs fine!â Yulika said urgently.
Roman laughed at that refreshing answer. âGood. Then I will contact Liun. I will also write a letter of recommendation for you.â
âAh, then how can I repay you-!â
âAhaha, the princess feeds me and gives me a place to sleep, so Iâm just helping her in return.â
Roman scratched his cheek shyly.
I was dumbfounded, so I argued with Roman. âNo, wait a minute. Why are you giving Lady Brande the grace you received from me?â
âAhh. Arenât good things good?â
So whatâs good for me in this situation?!
âBut well⊠Iâm glad it eased my feelings.â
I sighed lightly as I looked at Yulika, who was delighted.
***
After having dinner, Yulika left the dukeâs residence.
I gave a carriage to Yulika. She stubbornly refused, but I didnât want to treat her badly for some reason.
Walking side by side in the corridor, Yulika hesitated for a long time before opening her mouth. âActually, I came here with the intention of being criticized.â
âI guess so. Asking me for help, to be honest is a little shameless.â
âWhoa⊠Yes.â Yulika asserted in my cold answer. âBut somehow, I thought that if it were you, you would help me even if you cursed at me.â
âWhy? Is it because I sympathize with you?â
âNo. Because I know youâre a princess who knows how to make the right choices.â
I turned my head to Yulika at the unexpected reply. But she was staring straight ahead, not at me.
Since she didnât bother to make eye contact, I looked straight ahead again.
âHonestly, Iâm impressed.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âIn the sense that youâre someone who can honestly ask for help. I am not good at things like that.â
For a very long time, I had never depended on others.
Little by little, I was learning to trust and depend on people and ask for help, but I was still clumsy. It was more familiar and comfortable to make decisions alone and work hard alone.
I realized now that it took a lot of courage and effort to seek help.
âIs that so? You were weak in the strange part.â
When we arrived at the entrance, I handed Yulika the package of papers I had prepared.
âTake this.â
âWhat is this?â
âItâs tea leaves. Didnât you go to this store often, too? I just bought something.â
Yulika looked somewhat bewildered. Then she took out the tin case inside the paper package.
On the outside of the tin case, along with the seal attached only to the limited edition, the name of the tea leaf was written in gold leaf.
âOh, itâs not poisoned, so donât worry,â I laughed and joked. Yulika looked at me with a mysterious expression. Well, maybe this joke wasnât very good.
âWhy⊠is it tea?â
Yulikaâs expression was complicated.
I shrugged one shoulder and answered lightly, âYou are a noble lady.â
A tea is a luxury item.
In particular, high-quality tea leaves sometimes represent the dignity or discernment of the family.
She was abandoned by Brande. Separated from an aristocratic family, she could no longer be called an aristocrat.
But.
âYouâre still a strong and wonderful noble lady. You know how to raise your own honor, right?â
âAh⊠Thatâs⊠T-Thank you.â
Yulika laughed awkwardly with an âahahaâ. Even as she laughed, she couldnât hold back her thick tears.
She held the tin case in her hands and held it to her forehead, while she wept. Her shoulders trembled.
Her cries, which had only been sobs, were soon swallowed up by sounds that shook the air.
Youâll be fine.
Because you know how to make the right choice.
With that in mind, I waited by her side for her to stop crying. For a very long time, silently.