After the engagement ceremony with Caesar, the number of my visitors increased noticeably.
In the beginning, there were a lot of people who wanted to entice me to wield Caesar. However, as rumors spread that âPrincess Peresca is a great demon king who surpasses the emperorâ, their visits died down.
Instead, guests for other reasons came and bothered me.
âPlease, Princess. Please be with us in the presence of His Majesty.â
Two men visited me early in the morning in the throne room of the imperial palaceâs annex.
Both of them were newly emerging aristocrats who did not have a high titles, and they were fed up with the terrifying rumors about Caesar from the beginning.
âNo⊠I have no intention of intervening in politicsâŠâ I rubbed my forehead and sighed.
However, the two men hurriedly denied my words.
âWeâre not asking you to advocate for us or help us! We just need you to stay!â
âYes! All you have to do is stay by our side!â
âI donât know why I have to go and sit there.â
The two men looked at each other, hesitated, and managed to explain why.
âIsnât His Majesty a very frightening person? To be honest, we are afraid to see him.â
âIn fact, I shudder when I see His Majestyâs chilling face.â
âWell⊠His Majestyâs impression is a bit scaryâŠâ I blurted out the later words, remembering Caesarâs face.
âEven so, itâs doubly scary when a black, tall, and handsome guy has a cold air around him.â
To be honest, he was only kind to me, and Caesarâs personality wasnât the best.
âAh, but what the hell does your fear of His Majesty have to do with me being with him?â
At my question, the two nobles answered simultaneously with a voice more confident than ever, âBecause youâre the person who can defeat His Majesty!â
Mmm.
Is this image okay as it is?
I couldnât help but look at the two of them with an awkward smile.
***
âTherefore, starting today, you should be kind to others, Your Majesty,â early in the morning, I firmly ordered Caesar, who had come to the Empressâs Palace to have breakfast with me.
Caesar had a very disapproving expression. âWhy is Helena, who is bothered by everything, accepting their opinions?â
âItâs more annoying when people like that come and whine.â
âOkay. You still have everything made up of troublesome things and more troublesome things,â Caesar murmured while washing his face dry with one hand. âIâm sorry, Helena. My âkindnessâ isnât a lot in total. There is a limit to using it for you.â
âAt this rate, we will go down in history as a brutal couple. At least one person should be gentle.â
âWhy does it have to be me?â
âIâm lazy.â
âHelenaâŠ!â Caesar called my name as if it was unfair.
âItâs not just because itâs annoying. Initially, you needed a strong image to be wary of Valer and establish yourself, but not now, right?â
Caesar had fully built up the image of a mighty and fearsome monarch like never before, so he needed to show a little bit of a merciful and gentle monarch.
âItâs not good to have people who canât say the right thing because theyâre afraid of Your Majesty.â
âWho the hell is afraid of me? Look at Hamilton and Rowena.â
âThose two are the ones who know His Majestyâs true nature, right?â
âMy true nature? Are you saying Iâm actually a merciful person?â
â⊠Anyway.â
âYouâre trying to change the subject. Answer me what my true nature is.â
âThe important thing is that I hope the number of my annoying visitors because of Your Majesty will decrease as soon as possible.â
âSo itâs not because of my image after all?!â Caesar looked at me with a look of betrayal.
âNow, letâs do our best together, Your Majesty.â I clenched my fist and smiled broadly.
Caesar eventually wrapped his hands around his face.
But what could he do? This dreadful wolf, in one way or another, was a fool who could never refuse my words.
***
The opportunity to practice came quickly.
While walking around the castle with Caesar, we came across a scene where the leader of the Black Knights and several knights gathered and talked.
âOh, just in time for good foodâŠâ
âI was just going to call them prey, Helena.â
âCome on, Your Majesty. You go and have a friendly conversation with them,â I ordered, poking Caesarâs side. Caesar nodded and frowned. It seemed he really didnât want to do it.
He hesitated several times, but eventually followed my opinion and approached them first.
âWhat are you talking about?â
Those who were distracted by chatting with each other later found Caesar and greeted him with pale faces.
âY-Your Majesty!â
âAh, Princess Peresca!â
âExcuse me! Forgive me for not seeing you two!â
âNo⊠Calm down. Iâm not reprimanding you.â
He had only said a sentence, but Caesar seemed quite taken aback by the trembling knightsâs reaction.
Is my image so ferocious? Caesar finally realized that he was a little stingy.
âNow, talk. Have a conversation,â I ordered Caesar without a sound.
Caesar let out a deep sigh and turned to face the knights again. âUm⊠Is there anything difficult for the Black Knights these days?â
This was a nice line from a wonderful monarch trying to fathom the grievances of his men.
The problem was his attitude. A low, overbearing voice. Above that, the gaze looking down from his tall figure. Overwhelming power that radiated naturally from the whole body.
Sure enough, the knights seemed to have misinterpreted Caesarâs words.
âI will work even harder! I will work with all my life!â
âPlease forgive me for playing around before Your Majesty!â
âOh, no. I donât mean it in that sense.â
Mmm. Did it sound like, âSeeing you playing around, it seems that the Black Knights are so comfortable these days, huh?â, Caesar thought.
âI just want to talk comfortably with you guys.â
âW-Weâre sorry for the inconvenience!â
âWhat are you guys doing?! Bring a chair so that His Majesty can speak comfortably!â
âI-I will go!â
âNo, I will go!â
At this point, I was a bit suspicious.
Was the problem of this communication Caesar or them?
âMaybe itâs because of Caesarâs overbearing atmosphere.â
Caesar looked sharp.
The color combination of his jet-black hair and red eyes caused that, and his sharp jawline and eyes didnât look gentle.
Yeah, maybe itâs because of the impression.
âPlease smile, Your Majesty,â while the knights hurriedly pulled out chairs from the room, I poked Caesar on the side and said.
Caesar now looked like he was at his limits.
âI donât think it will get better if I smile.â
âYou wonât know until you try.â
âI think I will know even if I donât try.â
âYour Majesty?â
I told you to smile. I grinned and tilted my head, and Caesar groaned with an âughâ.
âYour Majesty! Princess! We brought some chairs! Please be seated and order us!â
In the meantime, two knights came back carrying two chairs.
I looked back at the knights and smiled brightly, intending to set an example for Caesar. âOh, thank you for caring.â
At my smile, the tense expressions of the knights relaxed a little.
Thank god. The atmosphere has softened a little.
Now, this is the time, Caesar! A gentle image with your handsome smileâŠ
â⊠Ugh?â
Caesar smiled.
The problem was that it was a really bloodthirsty smile.
It looked like he was displeased with the knightsâs relaxed nature.
âLooks like Iâll be facing the Dark Knights more in the future,â Caesar spoke to the knights with an elegant yet cold smile. He was like an infernal god who sentenced doom.
There was no need to explain how the knights trembled at that bloody smile.
Anyway, one thing was certain.
It would be better for Caesar not to be friendly.
***
Hearing about Caesarâs splendid failure of his friendly operation, Dalton laughed hard at the head of the room.
âHahahaha, I should have witnessed those human faces on the spot! Hahahaha, hahaha, cough, cough!â
âOh, Captain. Keep your dignity,â Gerald, the general secretary who was by Daltonâs side to help organize the paperwork, said bluntly. Dalton, of course, pretended not to hear.
âOh, but I think I mustâve felt numb, too, toward His Majestyâs smiling face.â
âIs it that strange?â
âDoesnât he do that when heâs very angry?â
âYes. His smile means âIâve had enoughâ.â
Dalton and Gerald nodded at the same time and explained.
My face was distorted as I held the teacup in both hands.
âNo, what nonsense-â
âIsnât it natural to think that when a nobleman who doesnât usually smile smiles, there must be something behind?â
âHis Majesty smiles so well. Sometimes it feels a little mischievous.â
âThatâs just for you.â
Is that so?
In the end, is it impossible for Caesar to be kind to anyone but me?
I was worried, but I also felt fortunate⊠While feeling a little happy⊠Mmm. It was a complicated feeling.
âSigh, Iâm worried anyway. I donât think itâs good to be called a tyrant by people.â
âReally? I donât think itâs anything to worry about.â
âWhy?â
âInstructor, what do you think a tyrant is?â
âWell⊠A monarch people fear?â
âUm, yes. Thereâs that too. But why should you be afraid of a tyrant?â
I thought for a moment, then answered slowly, âThey donât care for the people, do evil, practice tyranny, and punish those who speak the truth unjustlyâŠ?â
âExactly. I agree. Do you think His Majesty is like that now?â
â⊠Nope.â I shook my head.
After Caesar became emperor, he was busy enough to make me wonder if he was a workaholic.
Day and night, the emperor did not rest day and night to normalize everything that had been messed up by relying only on Valer.
âIt is true that His Majesty is a scary person. And his personality- I only say this between us, but itâs not very good.â
âAh, Captain! Please be careful with your words!â Gerald stomped his feet and scolded him, but Dalton just waved his hands in annoyance.
âEven if he growls at the nobles who talk nonsense sometimes, there arenât any nobles who lost their heads yet, right?â
âThatâs right, actually.â
Even Valer and Marianne still had their heads intact.
âEven though the Black Knights were so nervous that they were scared, they are rather well-organized and disciplined compared to the days of their ancestors,â Dalton said with a hearty smile. âEveryone knows. Even though His Majesty is a fearsome person, there is no doubt that he is worthy of a monarch.â
His eyes showed a glimpse of confidence and trust in Caesar.
âBeing scared and not trusting are two different things.â
âI guess?â
âOf course. Even if our kids pee because they fear you, donât they trust and follow you?â
âTheyâre afraid of me? But why?â
âHahahaha! You donât know how to evaluate yourself!â Dalton burst out laughing again.
âAnyway, in the end, it seems that it was my pointless worry.â
I felt a little bit foolish.
I was embarrassed. I felt sorry for Caesar, who matched the rhythm.
But, it was also reassuring.
His affection eventually became my own privilege. I should enjoy it to my heartâs content. At that thought, my smile spread unconsciously.
Then, an attendant entered the room. Contrary to my expectation that Dalton had a business, the attendant approached me.
âExcuse me, Princess. Thereâs a message about a guest at the dukeâs residence.â
â⊠A guest?â
Ugh, is it another cowardly aristocrat asking me to be by his side when heâs meeting Caesar again?
I let out a long sigh. Caesarâs affectionate monopoly seemed too costly.