I did not wish to be born like this. I spent a shitty life and until the last moment getting killed, every day of my life is full of sadness. I did not think it was mortifying. It did not seem to be mortifying. I did not think why. I did not have a doubt. In fact, I’m just a human. I received what life gave me with a biased thought and broken way of thinking. Or so it seems to be, until now. A curse to restart life after dying. A shut-in staying indoor because of distrust in human being. For months and years, piling up useless knowledge and keeping an immature mind. Usable knowledge? There’s no way~ Don’t look down on a NEET ! I know one thing that’s clear though. My life in different world starts now.