MotivationâNo matter the situation you may be in, this is the main driving force behind every action. Young children feel this motivation rise from deep inside either bodies, and show this on the outside with endless energy, whereas middle school students are entranced by their fantasies, as this is the embodiment of their motivation (*General truth). Once you find yourself in this confusing period called your adolescence, this becomes more of a driving force of your actions while thinking of a certain someone. Especially for us boys, we only act for the girls we like. As for what Iâm trying to say hereâŠ
âBeing in love sure is a crazy thingâŠâ
With immature feelings, I looked at the paper in front of my eyes, and then raised my head to the upper right.
ââ65th, huh.â
After finishing the hellish end-of-term exams, I could finally breathe again. It was tough to a level where everything outside exams feels like paradise. Are all people above me masochists or something? With the end of spring, we had the midterm examinations, but it was probably obvious enough that my rank would drop. I feel like I was 32nd or something. However, studying didnât feel as tedious back then.
I remember why. I had an iron conviction of âIâll definitely go with Natsukawaâ. If I wasnât completely infatuated with Natsukawa, I wouldnât have made it up to such a high-level school. Even now, I could see that the amount I studied was nearly not enough. Or more than that, I just didnât have any motivation.
If I went back in time now, would I have taken the entrance exam here againâŠWill I be able to even keep this position next time? I might have to be a bit more careful.
âSajocchi, what place did you get?â
âHachaaa!?â
âGyaaa!?â
This is what happens when you suddenly surprise me from behind. Also, donât just keep your paper open for everybody to see, me. Especially with Ashida, who will immediately go tease me if she sees the smallest opening. I glared up at Ashida, who leaped over her desk to look at my screen. She must have realized how disgruntled I was, and apologized with a bashful laugh.
âIâm 74th!â
âEh?â
Just when I thought she pulled back she suddenly revealed her own score. Since she said it at a solid volume, I could pick that up easily, and thatâs why I learned of Ashidaâs rank without even caring about it.
So, what? Is it that? You said it first, so now you expect me to say it? âŠWell, sure. The top 100 are shown on the paper in the hallway anyway, so she would be able to figure it out anyway.â
âHere, I fell down quite a bit.â
â65âŠIt pains me to say it, but youâre higher than meâŠAlso, werenât you even higher before, Sajocchi?â
âI-I donât remember.â
âWhat a bad liar you are.â
How does she even know about thatâŠWeâve only known each other for two months back then, didnât weâŠIs it her information network after all? A girlâs information networkâŠThen, do the other girls know as wellâŠ?
âHuh, I figured youâd be in the top 50 safe, which is why I asked, but this is pretty unexpected~â
âWhat about you and your 76 then?â
âItâs 74, remember that.â
âAye aye.â
Seems like Ashidaâs pretty proud about her own rank. Donât just âEheheâ me. Iâm higher than you.
âDo you remember my previous rank!?â
âLike hell I would.â
âI was 220th! I made some great progress!â
âYou were an idiot, huh.â
âPast tense! I forgive you!â
Sheâs clearly in high spirits. Unlike she, she must have actually studiedâŠIt felt like she wasnât too busy as of late with her volleyball club, so I guess thatâs what most of her time went into. Alright, my motivation is to not lose against her.
âAlright, Sajou! What rank are you? Iâm 230!â
Yamazaki sure sounds happy.
*
âWaah, amashing.â
You think I was joking around? No, I was muttering to myself. These words came out of my throat before I realized it. A few days passed since the individual grades were announced, and the yearly grades were hung up in the back of the classroom. There were those happy to look at the rankings, those desperately trying to hide them, and I decided to not care. I just want to forget about the existence of these exams.
The reason I let out these disgusting words is simply because I saw the name correlating to the 2nd rank. It was none other than our classâ goddess Natsukawa Aika. Sheâs as much of a genius as always! I think that during the last mid-term examination, she was like 27th whereas I was 32nd. Even during the exam studies, I clung to her, huhâŠLike a stalker, I was even close behind her in terms of grades.
This time, she was free. Nobody could stop her any longer. I mean, this is seriously amazing. Seems like I really got in the way of her studies, huh. I donât think she was at such a rank back in middle school either.
âAichiii! Give me half of that!â
âW-What do you want!?â
Of course, as the top of the class, Natsukawa was surrounded by everyone else. Normally, I would have been the first person to be there. Although it hurt a bit inside my chest, watching her flustered face from afar wasnât half bad either. HehâŠhavenât you grown, Natsukawa. Iâm burning from passion as a fan of yours.
âSajou.â
âHum?â
Someone called out to me, so I turned around. Sasaki sat on his seat, grinning at me.
âW-Why are you here?â
âThis is my classâŠWhy are you treating me like an outsider.â
Sorry about that, I was just in a good mood, so I couldnât be bothered to even give you attention. I think this might be the first time I feel so indifferent towards being a handsome guy. No, just kidding. I hope that you only have white rice with you for lunch today.
âWhatâs up, Sasaki. Did it finally get stolen from your little sister?â
âWhat exactly!? No, Iâm happy about the exam results!â
Itâs not related to his little sister? ImpossibleâŠAs I was thinking about something unnecessary like that, Sasaki pointed at the paper with all the grades on it. When I was searching for his name, I found it at a rank much higher than mine.
â29âŠnot bad.â
âRight? And you went down by quite a bit, Sajou. Couldnât keep up with your studies, hm?â
UrkâŠwhatâs this guyâs problem? I donât like that attitude, you second-paper bastard! This is an alarming situation. For the unpopular group of students, the only thing they can use as a weapon is their cultured knowledgeâin other words, studies. I canât accept that this would be stolen by some soccer club freak. Now Iâm even more motivated!
âAll your passes should just end up in the offsideâŠ!â
âYou give back the weirdest results, my guyâŠâ
Weird. No matter what I do, I canât see us in the same wrestling ring. Must be because of the motivation. The reason heâs suddenly so cocky is because he thinks weâre competing for Natsukawa, right? Weâre at the starting line, and yet the difference in talent is overwhelming, why is that? Not to mention that I got rejected over and over. Youâre already beating me with specs alone, so could you not go all outâŠ
ââŠItâs great to boast about yourself, but if you want to impress Natsukawa, then these grades arenât nearly good enough, you think?â
âUrkâŠâ
Sheâs the second place in the entire student year after all. Even if you won against me, that doesnât mean anything. If anything, going any further than that is like a path of thorns. If you canât even take the top spot, bragging is useless. AlsoâŠtalking about that, that first placeâs name is super longâŠThereâs even English letters mixed in thereâŠMaybe some transfer student? Would make sense why theyâre so clever.
âWell, just give up on studying, and focus on your soccer career. Just donât miss any PK1s, okay?â
âThat doesnât mean I can just give up with my studiesâWait, are you trying to put pressure on me right before the big tournament, you bastardâŠ?â
Also, Sasakiâs a first year, and yet a regular? Iâd be terrified to leave my Senpais in the dust, they might just try and kill me in the dark of night. Well, Sasaki should be fine, he has Yuki-chan with him after all.
*
Now that the results for the end-of-term exams were announced, all that was left was to wait for lunch break. My mood had dropped drasticallyâŠI really need to report these grades to my parentsâŠ? Since I got good results last time, my parents were happy, and I could brag about it, but nowâŠYeah, Iâll just keep quiet about it.
Lunch arrived, and today I rarely enough had a lunch box with me. Natsukawa and Ashida both told me to eat more after all. Whatâs wrong with sweet bread? Itâs cheap, and delicious. Also, itâs not that bad for my body either.
After returning from the toilet, I headed to the center of the classroomâwhere Natsukawa sat. Before, when I went to meet Airi-chan, I happened to agree to her request in the heat of the moment. Not like Iâm forced to go or anything.
âThe day after I made that promise.
âHuh? Sajocchi, where are you going?â
âHm?â
I bought some food at the convenience store, so I was about to head to the same usual bench in the courtyard, when Ashida grabbed my arm, as she planned to make her way towards Natsukawaâs seat. When I looked at her with a âWhat do you wantâ expression, she just silently pointed over at Natsukawa. I looked over at her myself, andâ
ââŠAh.â
Our eyes met. However, she averted them right away. An awkward mood filled the air. I remember now. I feel like I said something before. To think I would actually forget something related to Natsukawa, I hate myself. Met with this deep regret, I couldnât help but grit my teeth.
ââŠâŠAh?â
âAichi really is popular~â
ââŠâŠâ
Sasaki, as well as Shirai-san and some other girls, talked to Natsukawa. Watching that, I really could tell that he liked her. I didnât even need to think about this dead and cold feeling inside my chest in order to understand it. Becoming aware of that, my hate for myself only grew stronger, and I just wanted to disappear.
âCome on! You promised, right? Sajocchi!â
âAre your heads linked or something? How do you know about thatâŠâ
Whenever I say something or do something in regards to Natsukawa, thereâs a big chance that Ashida learns of this as well. Well, theyâre friends after all, so they probably exchange this kind of information very frequently. Seems like Natsukawa has a fair amount of trust in Ashida as well. Damn it, I never wanted to be a girl more than I do nowâŠIsnât Ashida more of an enemy than I am, Sasaki?
Either way, the two of us joined in on that group. Ever since that day I visited Natsukawaâs place, I would sometimes and sometimes not eat with them. The reason Iâm not going there every day is so that the others wouldnât assume I was clinging to her again.
âWith that being the case, I had my balanced food in my hand, and headed over to the center of the classroom. Seeing Koga and Murata showed disgusted faces in the corner of the classroom at the courtyardâs window side, I smiled to myself, and sat on the outer end of the group. So Natsukawaâs time has comeâŠThen again, that just means I canât approach her or Ashida that much.
âAh, Sajou-kun.â
âSup.â
For being the class representative, Iihoshi-san couldnât be more normal of a girl. Personally, sheâs got a lot of points going for her nonetheless. She has the personality to immediately cut off people who say foul stuff, and sheâs the kind of class representative who gently creates an atmosphere for everyone else to join in, which just shows that she has the talent to be a class rep. As of late, I really started to realize that.
Despite that, sheâs not necessarily cute or especially beautiful. She can control the mood of the conversation, not giving a chance of going out of control to girls like Murata or Koga. According to a rumour I heard, thereâs a message group established by the class rep, and you only get allowed inside if youâre a girl she accepts. Truly terrifying.
ââŠWhat a household this is.â
âAh, itâs the Airi-chan boom, surely.â
âEh?â
âToday is the second group after all.â
Theyâre gonna spoil and dote Airi-chan again, huh. That means that Sasaki was part of the first group. In reality, youâre the third group though, did you know? I was the VIP who got a solo trip as the second group. The VIP!
âYou seem to be excited for it, Iihoshi-san.â
âIâm joining them after all. If I can meet Airi-chan, then I definitely want to.â
âEh, really?â
âBecause of her younger sister, a lot of people got interested in her, which is why thereâs now more people around her.â
âIs that going to be okay?â
Sounds like some journalistâs analysis. Is she some kind of manager? Trying to have Natsukawa make a hundred friendsâall on her own? I didnât expect someone was working on that besides me. Well, I figure that for Iihoshi-sanâs case, itâs not just Natsukawaâs friendships alone.
âYouâre trying to create a comfortable atmosphere in the class?â
âItâs not that big of a deal. I just didnât want her to be the center of attention and dislike that.â
ââŠâŠâ
Her smile had a mysterious Onee-san type of level to it. For me, who has given up a relentless approach towards Natsukawa, and even talked normally with Murata and KogaâŠI wonder which side I am on.
âWhat about you, Sajou-kun? You always jump between talking to Natsukawa-san, and then suddenly not talking to her.â
Isnât that pretty much normal? Whatâs wrong with two acquaintances talking whenever they feel like it? I understand that sheâs trying to get something out of me here, but Iâm sorry me no speak americano.
âHahaha, how can I approach her and break apart this kind of atmosphere, you feel me?â
âThatâs a lie, something must have happened. Everyone feels the same way.â
âSeriously?â
I mean, I guess that makes sense. Iâve been that clingy after all. If anything, Iâm shocked nobody asked me until now. Maybe theyâre being suspicious of meâŠUsing the reason of being ârejectedâ as a premiseâŠAnd, what? Did they think it would turn into a matter of the police?
âIâm innocent.â
âWhat are you talking about?â
I most definitely did not dye my hands in any shady color. I did dye my hair though. Oh yeah, that black hair of mine apparently was a big hit. I got many likes on social networks though. And, how I looked less shady now. At least say I donât look shady anymore. Also, did I really look that wayâŠ? I never heard that before. Also, isnât brown hair a bit more modern in todayâs times? As a high school student and all.
No, forget about that. Natsukawa is more important. So itâs finally time for her to show her true talentâŠTo think things would end up like this solely because I stopped clinging to her. As of late, Natsukawaâs in a much better mood, and it feels like sheâs speeding ahead of me. This must be the strength she borrowed from the godsâŠAhh, so dazzling!
âDad is very happy.â
âEh?â
This distance really is the best. I donât understand a womanâs heart after all, and be it Natsukawa or Ashida, no matter how much I try and figure out how to interact with them, they still get angry at me. At times like these, supporting them from afar really is the most peaceful. Ah, that smile was cute.
âHaving fun after classes is important. For both Natsukawa, and class rep as well.â
âEh? Y-Yeah. Well, Iâm looking forward to it. I heard about Airi-chanâs cuteness to no end from Shirai-san and Okamoto-san.â
âRight. But, sheâs not just cute, she also has a lot of endurâNo, yeah, sheâs really cute. Thatâs it, yep.â
That was closeâŠI almost said something unnecessaryâŠNatsukawa gets very serious when it comes to her younger sister after all. I shouldnât be leaking too much information like that. Not like anybody would understand where Iâm coming from, even if I told her. She only jumped at me after all.
To my surprise, Iihoshi-san was quite the talkative girl.
*
âA gameâŠkaraokeâŠâ
The conversation grew more heated, conversing about karaoke, games, etcâŠBefore I realized it, I felt the urge to head to the toilet. It was pretty rough conveying that to Iihoshi-san without actually saying it.
âThis really feels plebeian. Like Iâm living in the countryside, and it is much more noisy.â
âIt canât be helped, the students here belong to the âcommon familiesâ.â
They probably didnât care about me at all, as they just walked past me, distancing themselves. Are theyâŠheading towards our class? Well, whatevs. The toilet is calling for me. If I got hit in the gut now, Iâd definitely leak, so let me get this done first.
âPhewâŠâŠHuh?â
Upon finishing my business and returning to the classroom, I saw a weird group of three standing in front of the door. Oh wait, theyâre the group of three from before. The door of class C was slightly opened, and they were crouching down to take a peek inside. On their uniform, I could see the neckties belonging to the first years. I figured that they werenât doing anything bad, but that blonde-haired girl couldnât be more suspicious.
I mean, this is different from the hallway in front of the student council office. Thereâs normal people passing by here. Only coincidentally was the hallway empty, with only me and those three here. Yuuki-senpai ainât here, you know? Even if you bend over there like stalkersâWait, bend over?
âŠO-Ohh? Now that I get a closer look like it, this does seem quite suggestiveâŠCrap, my legs are frozen. Why? I must be exhausted, and my heart is trying to heal that exhaustion without the consent of my brain. Canât help it, Iâll use my secret techniqueâSnail pace!!
âSo that woman is Natsukawa Aika, huhâŠâ
âWhatâs your business with Natsukawa?â
âEeeeeeeek!?â
âKyaaaaaaaaa!?â
ââŠ!?â
What did that woman just say? Natsukawa Aika? First she has a grudge towards Big Sis, and now itâs Natsukawa? Should I tie you to the back of a bicycle, and do some circles on the sports grounds? Huh? I can turn your blonde hair black if you want me to?
âUrk⊠Cough cough âŠ! C-Can you not suddenly call out to us like that!?â
ââŠAh.â
Being asked that question, I finally caught on to my blunder. Why did I even call out to them? I knew that this would only be more trouble for meâŠWhy did I react this much just because she used the word âNatsukawaâ? Do I like Natsukawa that muchâŠ? Oh yeah, I sure do. Let me calm down a bit. Now that Iâve returned to my senses, I can calmly attack this situation. Well, I probably shouldnât.
Thatâs right, just be normal. Letâs go according to what a normal reaction would be. I already met that blondie in front of the student council office. Since she doesnât seem to be too fond of Big Sis, and her name plate being gone from her uniform, I should just be calm, calmlyâŠI think I used some sketchy polite language before.
âIt has been a while, my lady.â
âE-EhhâŠ? Ah, have weâŠ?â
âWe have met in front of the student council office before. At that time, you were peeking inside with quite the troubledââ
âWahh! Wah! Wah!â
âThe way you were peeking inside was quite impressive!!â
âWhy did you still say it!?â
Any stalker actions are bad. I definitely wonât back downâŠthe world has to know about these evil deedsâŠ! And thanks to that, I can enjoy the embarrassed face of a beauty like her!! Fuhahahaha!
âMarika-san wasâŠpeeking inside the student council office? Didnât you meet Yuuki-sama?â
âDespite that, you sure have something against the vice student council preââ
âWahhhh!â
The blondie jumped up and down in front of me, trying to silence me. Now youâre even more noisy than I imagined you to beâŠBut, this is pretty fun in itself. So, is her grudge towards Big Sis something like a secret? At times like these, wouldnât you just broadly announce it right in front of her, and blame her for being a rival? Thatâs unexpected.
Now that I think about it, Big Sis must have met the K4 way before I even enrolled at this school. I think itâs already too late for a rival to appear here. Not to mention that Big Sis is a Senpai two years above her.
âGrrrrâŠThatâs what you would expect from the âeastâ side. Unlike the âwestâ side, you donât show a single shed of consideration towards a ladyâŠThatâs why I hate plebeians and their plebeian families, who donât know how to spell society!â
âWat?â
Leaving aside the whole blabbering about plebeian familiesâŠWhatâs that east and west side about? Did we have this kind of differentiation here at school? I think this school has the courtyard in the middle, with the school being split into an east and west part, butâŠare you not allowed to set foot on the other side if you belong to one?
As I was pondering on Blondieâs words, the door the three were peeking inside at suddenly swung open.
âHyaaa!?â
ââWhat are you doingâŠâ
âWhatâs up, Sajocchi?â
âEh? Natsukawa? And Ashida?â
âArenât you easy to decipher, Sajocchi~ Hmm?â
The three girls were left shocked, Natsukawa seemed annoyed, whereas Ashida seemed pissed and could barely keep up this smile. Oh yeah, things got pretty noisy, huh. Natsukawa somewhat looked me in the eyes, somewhat didnât, giving me suspicious glances. Itâs been a while since Iâve seen thatâŠThank you very much!
âWhat kind of situation is this?â
âThese three said they had some business with you, so I gave them an earful, Natsukawa.â
âCan you not make it sound like youâre my bodyguard.â
How rude, donât you think this is destiny? My instincts are always telling me to protect you, NatsukawaâŠThough, I doubt you really need any protection.
âUghâŠN-Natsukawa Aika-san! I have some business with you!â
âUmâŠwhat could that be?â
âTogether with your excellent grades making you 2nd of the student year, just because youâre a bit cuteâŠActually, you really are cuteâŠâ
âEhâŠT-ThanksâŠ?â
How nice! Thatâs a bit of a confusing development, but I still gave a thumbs-up. I do get some daily flirting between Natsukawa and Ashida, but this is developing even better than expected. Being able to observe this up so close is like an honor for meâŠI canât wait to see more pushing and being pushedâŠyes.
âS-Since you have the sufficient grades and are a bit cute, I shall grant you the right to support the top rank of the student year, which is meâShinonome Claudine Marika!â
âEh?â
âGo on, Aichi.â
âEh? UmâŠDo your best!â
âNo! Thatâs not what I meant!!â
âOuch ouch ouch, Iâm sorry!â
For some reason, I was the one being hit. Well, I was playing around a bit after all~ However, ClâŠClaumaty? You are wrong about one thing! Natsukawa isnât just âa bit cuteâ, she is âSuper mega ultra cuteâ!! So, remember that!
Claumaty cleared her throat, and faced Natsukawa again. Following that, she pointed at her.
âYou will support me! So that I become the next student council president!â
âEh, student council presidentâŠ? Can you even become the student council president as a first-year?â
âI will prove it!â
âWoah!?â
Another girl of Claumatyâs group, a girl with straight black hair, stepped in front. The fact that she only jumped in now to stand up for Claumaty had me a bit annoyed. And yet, I felt like sheâll just self-destruct here.
âAll official positions of the student council can be recommended and applied for. This school allows the freedom for selection activities, and the one with the most votes will be elected in the end.â
âOh, a walking student handbook.â
âHehe.â
âK-Kaoruko-san, I donât think he was praising you, you know?â
Hearing my words that I just so happened to blurt out, Kaoruko-san showed a satisfied expression. I mean, I get it, she must be happy getting such an honest response back after delivering this elaborate explanation.
âEven so, a first-year student is generally at a disadvantage. The more time you spend at this school, the more you understand itâs ins and outs, and having someone older than themselves is reassuring for the students, someone who understands how a student council should be.
âReassuringâŠâ
So basically, those who canât read the mood will be excludedâŠI get that, but is there even someone else who would be willing to put up with the pain of becoming student council president? Ah, I can think of one person.
âWhat about Kai-senpaiâŠ?â
âHe mentioned that he has no plans of becoming the student council president. If that is true, then nobody else of the student council would attempt to become the student council president.â
âHuh.â
So Kai-senpai ainât feeling it. If so, then I wouldnât know who would become the next student council president. I donât deal with the 2nd-year Senpais either.
âEven so, there are about 240 second-years at this schoolâŠso once the election period arrives, there will surely be someone else applying for this position. Thatâs why I need to gather as many followers as possible until thenâŠSo that I become the next student council president.â
I see, her plans make sense. Thereâs a good portion of people who donât take stuff about the school too seriously, so the majority wonât even show interest in such an official position. Even so, the easiest way to gather votesâis to be known by others. Sell your name, and have the student body remember you, thatâs how you get the most votes just by default.
The person who becomes everyoneâs idol can grasp victory all too easily. Thatâs how a normal election works. You just have to gather devoted followers. In order to achieve that, gathering those who stand out under your wing isnât a bad idea. I can understand why she would go for Natsukawa.
ââŠBut, thatâs a bad move.â
ââŠWhat did you say?â
I subconsciously blurted out what I was thinking. Right when I realized that I shouldnât have done that, it was already too late. With Claumatyâs eyes glued to me, I had no hope of escapingâŠSo I could only explain myself.
âWould you mind explaining what exactly you mean by that?â
âNatsukawa is standing out too much. If you were to have her become your advertisement, people will just think âEh, Natsukawa-san isnât the candidate, but that girl?â, you know.â
âW-What?!â
âAs your average male student, I can guarantee that. If you deal with Natsukawa, youâll just get lost in her spotlight. Youâll just be the add-on.â
She looked at me in disbelief, but I didnât bother much with that. If I donât say it with a clear tone, she wonât understand it anywayâŠBecause, this is the objective and individual difference between those two.
Itâs true that sheâs got charming looks with prominent blonde hair, and between cute and not, she definitely is up on the cute scale. I figure that she could herself with these looks. However, if thereâs someone even more cute next to you, youâll just look like the root of a tree.
âNatsukawa is definitely much cuter than you.â
ââ!â Claumatyâs mouth opened and closed, as if she couldnât believe what I just said.
The other two girls behind her were equally giving me dubious looks, and together with Natsukawaâs full-blown glare, I could feel my body twitching. Do you finally get how great Natsukawa is?
âM-Marika-sanâŠ! SheâNatsukawa is from the âeastâ! You shouldnât meddle too much with her!â
âT-Thatâs rightâŠ! We from the âwestâ should gather those who are faithful followers of yours!â
ââŠâŠâ Claumaty was forming a fist, quivering in anger.
She must have lost her words because of my immediate response. With that attitude, you wonât be able to use Natsukawa as a front man. Itâll only end in more work for Natsukawa.
ââFuâŠfufufuâŠâ
ââŠ!â
Claumaty showed a forced smile, and glared up at me. However, she immediately directed her gaze over at Natsukawa instead.
ââEek!?â Natsukawa froze up.
I was prepared to receive the karma for my words, but it seems like she was more interested in Natsukawa. The entire classâor at least a big portionâhad gathered at the doors to the classroom, inspecting what we were doing outside. There were those who looked at Claumaty like she was a bother. Yeah, this ainât looking good. She totally seems like the bad guyâŠWell, her request was nuts from the very beginning.
âM-Marika-san, we really shouldâŠâ
âRetreat for nowâŠâ
âUrkâŠâ
The three were panicking. Especially the two behind Claumaty were desperately trying to convince her to leave. They probably didnât want her to stand out in a bad way.
ââŠWell, Iâll be taking my leave here.â
This isnât something a random guy like me should participate in. You chose the wrong person for this, Claumaty. You tried to pick a fight with Natsukawa, who wins against you in both looks and personality, not even counting her grades. This is the expected result, and you ate the karma.
âSajocchi, Sajocchi.â
âHmâŠ? EhâŠâ
Ashida showed me a wry smile, pointing in a certain direction. When I turned towards that direction, I saw Natsukawa, covering her face with both her hands, quivering. If I didnât know any better, it looked like she was blushing all the way up to her earsâŠ
âEh, what. What happened?â
âThis is your fault, Sajocchi. You said something crazy like that without batting an eye.â
âCrazyâŠ?â
âYou calling her âcuteâ.â
âHuh? Natsukawa heard that enough times until now, right?â
âT-That might be true, butâŠBeing told this openly and broadly in front of everyoneâŠâ
Iâve called her cute countless times so far, and everybody around me should be aware that I feel that way. Thereâs no reason for her to be embarrassed about that now this late into the game. Natsukawaâs gotta be used to that by now, right.
ââŠIf you considered time, location, and situation, yeah.â
âWasnât this the same situation as always?â
âThatâs exactly what I mean, Sajocchi.â
EhhhâŠwhyâs she suddenly so angry? ScaryâŠRight as I felt terrified of Ashidaâs attitude, I felt someone pull on the sleeve of my shirt. Turning around, I saw Natsukawa with a flushed expression.
âD-Donât say something embarrassing like thatâŠâ
âCute.â
ââŠD-Donât look.â
âSame as always, huh.â
I donât need that analysis. Also, whatâs the difference here? That I have an ulterior motive or not? Does she feel happier if I say it with a straight face? Leave it to me, Iâll practice my serious face, and make you happy. Youâre so cuâDonât glare at me like that, AshidaâŠ
ââW-Wait a second, Amano!â
ââŠâŠâ
âI told you to wait! Did you not hear me!?â
âEh, me? Whoâs AmanoâŠ?â
Right as I wanted to go back to the classroom, Claumaty called out to someone. I was hoping for Amano to respond quickly enough, but when I turned around, she was actually looking directly at me. Am I AmanoâŠ? It happened so naturally, I didnât even catch wind of that. WhyâŠ? Amano WataruâŠHey, that ainât half bad.
âAre you sure about this!? No matter how relaxed you may be, the ones to win in the end are those who act!â
âHuh? Eh?â
âI will definitely become the next student council president! I wonât lose, even if itâs against this âoh-so-cuteâ Natsukawa Aika-san!â Claumaty left these words behind, and walked away with the other two girls.
Leaving aside the case of her aiming to become the student council president, trying to win against Natsukawaâs cuteness is futile, so I felt bad for her.
ââŠ.ClaumatyâŠâ
âClaumatyâŠ? Who?â
âEhâŠ?â
*
After overcoming the deadly time called end-of-term exams, what came was disturbance. I wonder what exactly she was talking about with âwestâ and âeastâ. I thought that maybe she was talking about the separation of classes, because class A to C was in the east building, whereas D to F were in the west building, but is it really something this traditionalâŠ? Is it just a random class seperation?
It clearly is some kind of discrimination. I thought that this was Claumatyâs identity to say that sort of thing, but the two with her agreed on that. Maybe something happened at the time they enrolled.
âSomething did, yeah.â
âSeriouslyâŠâ
Iihoshi-san told me like it was nothing. I was just curiously asking her in hopes of maybe getting some kind of hint, but to think that she really knew somethingâŠI underestimated her. Please do your best as the class rep in the future as well.
âYou know that thereâs famous enterprises around here, right. Thereâs the business street next to the train station after making it through the residential district.â
âAh, now that you mention it.â
âThis here is a private high-level school as wellâŠA childâs academic background is basically guaranteed thanks to the familyâs social standing. And, you know that this school is pretty old, right?â
âYeah, I heard about that.â
Now that I think about it, at the back of this school is an old traffic circle that connects to nowhereâŠ.Right when I enrolled here, I got my hopes up thinking that this might be connected to the train station.
âSo itâs more of a Showa characterâŠBefore, the three classes were split into east and west, and you would want to separate investors and those families who arenât, right?â
ââRight?â, you sayâŠAh, thatâs why they keep talking about east and west.â
Isnât that proper discrimination? She probably got the thought of âPlebeian families are snobsâ hammered into her by her family. Then again, it seems like the teachers were treating her just normal.
âBut, D to F are still three classes. Do we have that many rich children here?â
âHmmâŠI feel like itâs mostly related to class E. The others are just affiliated relationships I think.â
âHuhâŠI donât really get it.â
âElegant.â
âEh?â
âThe E in elegant is probably the connotation behind this. Though itâs only a rumour.â
âWat?â
Sorry, but what are you trying to tell me hereâŠ? Thatâs the whole reason? Arenât we supposed to be an established and high-level school? Thatâs gotta be some investor getting on a high horse and just randomly naming that, right? That better not have come from the school itselfâŠ
âWell, speaking in terms of era, thatâs been fading for sure, especially with the first and second-years.â
âHuh~ We have some rich students here, so did the country put their eye on them or something?â
âNo, the âeastâ was stronger, thatâs all. In terms of natural virtues, unity, inside, and grades.â
âIsnât that an overall victory?â
âWhen I saw the public morals committee president and the student council vice president, I was certain. Theyâre both âeastâ.â
âYeah, I can definitely see the public morals committee president belong to that.â
âEhâŠ? Yeah, both her and the student councilââ
âYup, the public morals committee president.â
So that kind of history went down at this school, huh. Sounds like it came straight out of a drama or manga, to be honest. The staff office as well as the social studies prep room are in the southern building, and the music as well as home economics room is in the northern building. Since I never had anything to do with them, I didnât even keep them in mind.
âItâs not really a new story, so maybe some students experienced going to the same club as âeastâ and âwestâ. Then again, the best I can imagine is rich small boys and girls going to sports clubs, so I donât get much.â
âI-I seeâŠâ
Iâm not even part of any club, so why am I running my mouth like that?
*
Night arrived, and right around when Big Sis came home from cram school, I just nonchalantly asked her.
âBig Sis, is there an east and west in your school year as well?â
âHuh? AhhâŠthat weird story they talk about.â
According to what I heard from Big Sis, that kind of thing was much more prominent back when she was a first-year. The difference in treatment was completely different just depending on that. The rights to club budget, the contents of exams, which led the âeastâ to leave the right path. Violent actions secured supremacy.
ââThat sure was a lot of troubleâŠâ
The one who acted as the mediator surprisingly enough was Yuuki-senpai, a second-year back then, and a member of the âwestâ. He apparently went Noblesse Oblige style, and changed the âwestâ from the inside. But, you were surely involved in that, Big Sis, right? I can see it on your face.
âAlso, what kind of family does that blondie belong to?â
âBlondieâŠ? Ah, that girl.â
âThatâs right, that unfortunate half girl.â
You donât really hear a name like âShinonomeâ around here. She did give off the vibe of being rich enough, but maybe itâs just roleplayâor so I doubted her, but according to Big Sis, she really had the big cash. Apparently sheâs the daughter of a textiles companyâs president in France. Name of the company and personality donât have anything to do with each other, and her parents know Yuuki-senpai, which was the connection for the engagement.
âWhat even is her goal in becoming the student council president?â
âWell duh, thatâsâNo, I donât know, whatever.â
âCan you not suddenly turn so uncaring?â
Big Sis suddenly showed that âWhat were we even talking aboutâ expression. Mid-conversation, she even started watching TV. I could have guessed, but Big Sis really is looking down on Claumaty. I feel like an idiot by even trying to discuss that. Well, I can see her being annoying.
I wanted to at least hear out the rest about Claumaty, but I figured that Big Sis must have been tired, so I decided to leave her alone like that. Personally speaking, I wish sheâd just keep up that crude expression and reactions all the time. When sheâs tired, I feel like being considerate of her.
If Big Sis was Natsukawaâ
Then she wouldnât end as my big sister. Seeing her wear that camisole, lying on the sofa, something very forbidden would happen. A real big sister sure is weird. Despite sheâs a member of the opposite sex, I donât feel anything. I do wanna slap her on the stomach though. Like, to repay her for all the hardships I have to go through because of her. Not like I would do that though (*or could do that either).