âL-Like I saidâŚ! If youâre okay with it, thenâŚ!â
I forcefully slaughtered all my poor and innocent wicked desires, and right when I wanted to put on my outdoor shoes, I dropped my loafer shoes to the ground. In a panic, I chased after them to pick them up, showing a lame side to her.
UmâŚNatsukawa-san? âŚAre you saying that today is the dayâŚ? What a sudden developmentâNo, maybe not as much? I completely ignored the possibility of her bringing me along just like that. Though, I didnât think itâd happen today.
âEhâŚUm, didnât you have to prepare some things?â
âT-ThatâsâŚI had to mentally prepare myself.â
âCute.â
âS-Stop calling me cute, idiot!â
âSorry, my libido justâŚâ
ââŚKei said the same thing before, but what do you even mean by that?â
Eh, Ashida did as wellâŚ? Ashida felt her libido in the presence of Natsukawa? So she and I are rivals? The scent of yuri sure is strong today. Maybe I should just pull back and enjoy the show. Just please do it in front of me. No, I donât think I can act all luxurious like that. Iâm already way too blessed because Natsukawa is actually giving me the time of the day. When can I get the ticket for the handshake event?
âŚSo, what? Am I going to visit Natsukawaâs place right now? Isnât this pretty bad? Bad like Ashida said it? What would Airi-chan like? A box of sweets? Haribo?
*
The way home felt awfully nostalgic. Until a while ago, things had been like this, and yet this kind of emotion filled me. How many times did I walk this way home next to Natsukawa? Well, I guess I was just chasing after her. Haha.
Anyway, the only difference is that Natsukawa wasnât speeding ahead of me, but rather walked next to me. It makes me feel a bit embarrassed.
âHey, Natsukawa.â
âW-What?â
âI feel like Iâm about to die from the nervosity.â
âW-Why are you nervous!â
âBecause Iâm alone with you right now.â
âW-WhaâŚ!?â
âYou canât tell? Look at my legs, theyâre going left and right.â
ââŚYouâre shaking.â
You donât need to say it out loud, okay. You know how I feel about you, donât you? It feels like Iâm heaven, yet equally that Iâm being tortured in hell. It feels like Iâm already full, but Iâm forced to eat my favorite hamburger. Then again, that might be the case because I didnât get to mentally prepare myself properly. This isnât the time to be joking around~
âYou donât have to be so nervousâŚâ
âCorrection, my tension is already changing into power.â
âI-I seeâŚâ
Thatâs right, think about it. This isnât some erotic development. Natsukawa is just going to introduce me to her little sister. Thatâs all there is to it. Weâre only going home together in order to achieve this. This situation is like a business transaction.
But, what am I supposed to talk about here? Thereâs lots of things I want to ask. Am I even allowed to know where you live? Are you sure about letting me inside? But, that would get us back to âWhy was I not allowed before?â, so thatâs not an option. Iâm sure that Natsukawa is still not over that, so I need to bring up something else.
ââŚWhat kind of person is your little sister? I only saw a picture of her. By the way, my Big Sis is a gorilla.â
âDidnât you make up with your older sisterâŚâ
âI think so. I stuffed some steamed buns into her mouth.â
âWhat are you doing!? Youâll just make your older sister angry!â Natsukawa screamed at me.
Man, how cute she is. Of course, I didnât stuff the food into her like that. After all, that primate stuffed her mouth voluntarily. But, thatâs just how we two siblings work, I guess? Like weâre reporting on what happened as of late, something like a timeline. I feel like many other siblings like us would do the same thing.
âWe talk with fists rather than words. Not to mention that Big Sis started it all, showing me whatâs in her gutâŚThough I donât know how she feels.â
Thinking about it, Iâm the only guy in this entire world who saw her bare stomach. If that was anybody else, wouldnât that be pretty dangerous? Imagining that with NatsukawaâŚNo, donât. No wicked thoughts.
âR-Really? I guess this kind of skinship exists as well.â
âIâm your Senpai when it comes to siblings. Once your little sister slams steamed buns in your mouth, just let me know.â
âThereâs no way Airi would do something like that.â
You may never know. Even young girls can change in ten years. Itâs not like Big Sis was always a gorillaâŚWait, I think she was?
âAiriâŚAiri isnât like thatâŚSheâsâŚâ
âHm?â
ââAn angel.â
âYeah, I can tell how much you love her.â
At the same time, Iâve seen the picture, so I know. Not to mention that I know another Senpai who loves spoiling a certain angel at school.
âSo then? Whatâs the best points about her?â
âEh? UmâŚThe part where she feels comfortable around me.â
âEh, you can tell?â
âYou know, when I raise her up, she leans against meâŚand then she relaxes, and falls asleep right away.â
ââŚâŚâ
MmmâŚSo cute! Natsukawaâs tone goes all soft whenever she talks about her little sister, itâs adorable! Has she ever shown such a kind face towards me!? Iâve never seen this expression on her before!? Iâm going to die today, I can tell!
ââŚJust to let you know, but donât expect some Onii-chan vibe from me like you saw from Sasaki. I never really interacted with children like that.â
âAhâŚthat makes sense. Youâre a younger brother after all.â
âYou got your hopes up?â
âI-I didnât! Whyâd you think that!â
âSo then, Iâd like to get some reference on how Sasaki was acting with herâŚâ
ââŚYouâre immediately trying to lower the hurdle for you, huhâŚJust act as you always do.â
I mean, I donât want to be hatedâŚHow do I act like I always do? All the other times before, she just called me grossâŚNo really, how can I get her to like me? I never really tried to get along with a young girl like that. What about my hair color? She wonât think of me as some yankee, right? This is pretty badâŚ
âUm, Natsukawa-sanâŚâ
âW-What?â
ââŚCan I go home?â
âH-huh!? Youâre going to say that now!?â
âI feel like the nervosity is getting the better of me yâknowâŚâ
âDonât âyâknowâ me! Thatâs what Iâm talking about!â
âUrkâŚâ
Despite me not feeling hurt no matter what Natsukawa said to me before, hearing a logical argument like that is pretty tough. My self-respect isâŚitâs vanishingâŚ! I feel like Iâm going through a poisonous area, gradually losing my HPâŚ!
âJ-Just come with me already! I wonât allow you to go back this late into the game!â
âAh, heyâŚâ
She grabbed my arm, and pulled me down the different path I would always take. That way must be Natsukawaâs home. PhewâŚthe map inside my head is being filled out, despite me being against it. My body is still all over Natsukawa. Sorry all you Natsukawa fans out thereâŚIâm definitely going to Natsukawaâs place.
âAhhhhhhhhhhhhhâŚâ
âYour voice! You donât need to be that nervous!â
I mean, Iâm going to visit the house of the person I loved all this timeâŚYou get me, right? You donât? Then please do! Understand my feelings, Natsukawa-sanâŚ! Iâm happy, but not happy either! Iâm scared! What if I act suspicious from start to finishâŚ? Then, Natsukawa wonât ever bother with me againâŚIâm annoying after all, yâknowâŚAh, this is what she was on aboutâŚ
âNatsukawaâŚI know I might be a bit late in saying this, but Iâm shocked you can be so assertive in dragging a boy to your homeâŚâ
âI-Iâm not dragging anybody around!â
âI still think this is pretty badâŚâ
âUrkâŚâ
Crap. I know I said that I would do anything for her sake, but the realist side of me is screaming and telling me to run. I canât just stay silent and tag along.
ââŚW-Whatâs so weird about it?â
ââŚEh?â
âW-Weâve known each other for two and a half years, so whatâs weird with me inviting you to my homeâŚItâs not weird at all.â
âItâs notâŚweird? Not weird, not weirdâŚâ
âE-Ehhh!?â
Thatâs rightâŚThinking about it, weâve always been together for the past two and a half years, just as Natsukawa said. Even if itâs the member of the opposite sex, it wouldnât be weird for her to invite me to her homeâŚright? To be fair, Iâm pretty surprised to find out that Natsukawa was actually aware of our time together, and to be honest, even I wasnât that aware of it.
Since sheâs already saying that, I can only bear with it. I can do it, surely. My stomach ache because of me being nervous? I got through even worse things thanks to Big Sis. I just need to run away from reality!
*
Itâs the Demon Lordâs castleâŚ
From the outside, it looked like a normal homeâŚand yet, why does it look so big and imposing? Was my home not a normal house, but some small hut?
âN-Now, letâs go inside.â (High-pitched voice)
âDonât continue that character in front of Airi, okayâŚâ
âUrkâŚâ
âW-Why are you about to break out in tears?â
My plan to become a girl was denied. Then, what else will I be able to do? I give up. I have to accept my quivering legs, and blank head. Nothing can be done. Take me in Buddha.
âD-Do you hate it that much?â
âCrap, now I really want to meet your little sister. Can I give her a good hug?â
âIâll punch you.â
âWoof~â
That was close, I almost got on all fours. I could barely hold myself back barking. She sure is good at not flinching in the slightest and yet emitting scary amounts of pressure. If I was a dog, I would have pulled my tail in, wao~
âCome on, hurry up already!â
âUwa, I-I get it, I get itâŚ!â
Natsukawa is actually the assertive and seductive type of girl? From an outsiderâs perspective, this looks like sheâs shoving a boy into her house. I feel quite honored to have received such a great duty. So, what should I do about my impulses that I canât hold back? Iâll take a trip overseas then, got it.
âB-Be quiet, okay.â
âEh, weâre going with that template?â
âOtherwise Mom will find outâŚ!â
âSo your dear mother is at home.â
It was like the spirit of a business salesman suddenly possessed me. Nice judgement, me. Letâs go with that in case something happens. Also, is it that bad for your mother to find out? I can justâŚyou know, greet her normally. Though I donât have any gifts. You donât want her to see me? Come on, donât be like thatâŚ
I followed after Natsukawa, who was sneaking ahead of me. Is this going to be okay? If they find us now, theyâll only think we planned on doing something lewd, right?
ââŚ!â
Natsukawa opened the front door, and I joined her right after. T-This isâŚ! The scent I can faintly pick up from NatsukawaâŚ! Eh, isnât this bad? The entire atmosphere in this house feels like Natsukawa. Well, this is her home, so that makes sense. Even so, itâs too stimulating for an adolescent boy like me. That scent of a personâs home, you get it, right? When I went to the bastardsâ houses to play games, I was never too conscious of it. You need to deal with it, meâŚ! This is a do-or-die situationâŚ!
Let me get a grip. Mission starts! The goal of this mission: Meet Natsukawaâs younger sister without being caught. The time limit is until itâs dinner time at the Sajou Household.
ââAh! Onee-chan!â
âA-AiriâŚ!â
âMission failed! Retreat, retreat!â
âWah, where are you going!â
A girl about five years old poked out her head from the door connecting the hallway to the living room. Through transparent glass hanging in the middle of the door, I could see what seemed to be Natsukawaâs dear mother, and my Saint. Mission failed, weâll get them next time! Thatâs why, could you maybe let go of me, Natsukawa-san? Itâs really bad for my heart.
âOnee-chan! âŚAnd, who?â
âIâm Sajou Wataru. Nice to meet you, Airi-san.â
âDonât give such a distanced greeting.â
Itâs the spirit of the business salary men whoâs possessing me, okay! Iâm a kind Onii-san. Iâm really good at dealing with children, and I need to show that in order to keep my composure. I have little sisters myselfâacross the TV screen that is.
As I was making weak excuses in my head, Airi-chan was lifted up from behind her back. Because of the sudden appearance of Natsukawaâs dear mother, I froze up.
ââAra? Did you bring more friends over, Aika?â
âY-Yeah.â
âAh, nice to meet you. My name is Sajou Wataru.â
O-OhâŚmy greeting went more smoothly than I would have expected. I guess my social values really show when the time comes. Maybe Iâm not that much of a lost cause after all. In a bit of relief, I looked at Natsukawaâs mother. You could see that she had a daughter. Rather than being kind, it felt like she was very diligent and thorough.
âSajou-kun, I see. Nice to meetâWait, itâs only him today?â
âUrkâŚY-Yeah.â
âO-Oh myâŚso today itâs your room, Aika?â
âN-No, donât get the wrong idea, Mom! Weâre using Airiâs room, okay!â
âI-I see?â
Ah, so sheâs that kind of mother. The type who talks with her daughter on equal terms, like sheâs her age. That left me a bit more relieved. Since this is Natsukawaâs mother weâre talking about, I figured that she would be strict and impregnable. Iâm glad sheâs not some uptight company president-typeâŚAlso, I donât think thereâs much worth in knowing me. If she knew I was bothering her daughterâŚ
âStaaaaare~â
Oh, Airi-chan is staring at me like crazy. Getting a good look at her, she really is cute. Like an angel, almost. Her big round eyes are adorable, I can see why Natsukawa would be so obsessed with her. Iâd love to have a little sister like her. Guess Iâll break the TV screen once I get home.
*
âW-WellâŚsorry about my Mom.â
âNo, I feel bad for suddenly barging in here.â
âDonât worry about thatâŚ!â
âCuâMgh!â
âH-Hey! Donât do that in front of Airi!â
R-Right. Whenever itâs about her little sister, Natsukawa gets really serious. I need to hold off of that kind of stuff, at least for now. I hope I can keep my impulses downâŚ
Natsukawa brought me to a childrenâs room, with a joint-mat on the floor, creating a colorful feeling in the room, together with a small slide and even a jungle gym. Besides those, there are many other things like wooden building blocks. I can tell that Airi-chan really is being loved.
I was told to sit down at the small round table in the middle of the room, and didnât wait long for Natsukawa to return with some tea.
âThis is quite the situation.â
âD-Donât say that, Iâm trying hard not to be conscious of it.â
âAfter going this far to have me meet herâŚ?â
ââŚâŚâŚâ
Even in this situation, Natsukawa is adamant on making me meet her little sister. If not, Natsukawa wouldnât accept this situation, according to Ashida. I havenât heard it from the person in question, but she didnât deny it either, and her attitude shows.
âAh.â
As we were exchanging words like that, Airi-chan walked towards me, and sat down in front of me, cross legged.
ââŚTakaaki?â
ââŚHm? Takaaki?â
âT-ThatâsâŚâ
Maybe the name of the father? No, she wouldnât call him with his nameâŚThen, it must be the name of another man. Ah, I heard that she was pretty clingy towards Sasaki. I feel like his mother called him Takaaki when Yamazaki and I came to visit him.
âAiri, this Onii-san is âWataruâ.â
âWaataaru?â
âFufu, whatâs that intonation.â
ââŚâŚâ
What is this sceneryâŚHeaven? Is this heaven? Iâm being surrounded by a Goddess and an angel. When was I invited to heaven? Are you fine with me being here? Because of this dazzling sight in front of me, I could only narrow my eyes. It felt like I was watching something I shouldnât be. Just what should I be doing hereâŚ
âCome on, introduce yourself, Wataru.â
âY-Yeah.â
Natsukawa showed me a gentle expression that I had never seen on her before. Even the tone of her voice was kind enough to keep me spacing out, let alone her calling me by my name. Eh, are all Onee-chans in this world like that? Is it weird for me to be this confused� No, my Big Sis is the odd one out.
ââŚIsnât that name pretty hard to say? Airi-chan, just call me âSajouâ.â
âSajo~â
âThatâs right, Sajo~â
âSajo~!â
âSajo~!â
âYou donât need to turn into a childâŚâ
Ah, not good, my desires justâŚI guess that my internal little brother attribute got attracted to Natsukawaâs older sister attribute. Subconsciously, I was turning into a small child there. I give up, Iâm a pervert after all. I just want a lap pillow.
Airi-chan kept changing âSajo~â, while raising one hand like an Ultra*an pose. Iâm glad she managed to remember it. I feel like itâs a simple name to say.
âSajo~ Weird head!â
âNatsukawa, let me dye my hair really quick.â
âGive up on that right now.â
She called my two-tone hairstyle weirdâŚ! I mean, I knew. I really need to do something about this hair of mine. Well, leaving it like that will eventually solve things. But, having brown mixed into it must look yuck, right.
âSajo~ Carry!â
âEh?â
âCarry!â
C-Carry? How do I do that again? Just normally pick her upâŚHow? UrkâŚNow that itâs come to this, I need to do the classic carryâŚthe âprincess carryââŚ!
âWhat are you doing?â
âAh, wellâŚâ
âStand up.â
âO-OkayâŚâ
Natsukawa must have figured out that I was at a loss, and provided a follow-up. I stood up as she told me, and took a âcarefulâ posture.
âItâs not that hard. Just do what comes to your mind.â
âO-Ossu.â
âJust âyesâ is fine.â
âY-Yesh.â
Thatâs Natsukawa for you. Sheâs a skilled Onee-chan. Maybe I might just get through with becoming a little brother and get spoiled by herâŚI always wanted an older sister like herâŚ
âAiri-chan, Iâm doing it, okay?â
âMmmm?â
âIs this your final answer?â
âNo way she would understand that. Just do it.â
âOkay.â
Ehm, what should I do againâŚJust pick her up beneath her arms, and put her on my chestâŚ? H-HuhâŚI feel like thatâll be hard to do at her size.
As I was left confused, Natsukawa approached me.
âListen, you create a chair with your left arm, and put them on there. Your right arm is the back of the chair in that case. That will get them in a secure position, and they can relax.â
âO-Ohh..thatâs much easier.â
âRight? Also, put them on the same level as your line of sight. Airi is looking up at you.â
âS-Sowwy~â
I put a bit more strength into my arms, pushing Airi-chan up. Right when we were on the same level, Airi-chan put her hand on my head, touching my hair.
âEh? What is she doing?â
âTouching your hair. How about you dye it soon?â
âRightâŚNatsukawa, which one do you prefer? Black or brown hair?â
âT-Thatâsââ
âThe same as Onee-chan!â
âGot it.â
âHold your horses.â
A partner look with NatsukawaâŚNot bad. Weâve gotten closer as of late, so now I actually feel like seeing my own hair in a more reddish-brown color. The compensation is the distance of our heartsâŚWhat kind of compensation is thatâŚ
âWhy~?â Airi-chan tilted her head in confusion.
Doing that while up in my arms had quite the destructive power. Really, have two sisters, both of them cute, right in front of meâŚAm I going to die tomorrow?
âHey hey, how can you change your color like that?â
âOnce you become an adult, you can change it as much as you want.â
âEhhh, not fair.â
âAdults are never fair.â
âHey.â
âUhe~â
Adding a needless comment at the end, Natsukawa pulled on my cheek, stretching it to the side. Iâm sure that I must be showing a weird face right now. But, Airi-chan is laughing. What a great smile, Iâll do the same for you later once Natsukawa isnât looking.
âEhe, eheheâ
âNyafu~â
Airi-chan joined in, and pulled on my other cheek. She enjoyed forcefully pulling my mouth open. The more I let out a weird voice, the louder her laughter got. She sure laughs a lot. Sheâll surely be popular later, maybe even more than Natsukawa.
âFufuâŚfufufu.â
âŚâŚâŚUm? Natsukawa-sanâŚ? Arenât you enjoying yourself as well? You donât show any intentions of letting goâŚWell, whatever. I can enjoy her touching me without being prosecuted later. This is the best ouch ouch Airi-chan your nails are biting into my flesh!