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First project with a male protagonistâŚ
Anyways, I read the manga and I liked it, saw a pick up request in NUF, found the raw links Yukkuri-san provided (of the deleted web novel) and went on a reading spree. Still havenât read it all, but itâs interesting enough? I think Iâm at about the halfway point.
Not referencing the scanalations super closely. Doubt Iâll ever catch up to the scanalations tho. Idk how to do âmasculineâ and crude speech, so if a guy (or a girl whoâs good at it) wanna take this from me, go right ahead~~ (I have the raws in my google drive so just ask if you want)
Also, as always, translation accuracy is not guaranteed.
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<b>Chapter 1ăShit, Iâm going to die</b>
ăO-oi. Thatâs Manai Zero.ă
ăThe guy who even yakuza <sup id="fnref-2960-1"></sup> are rumored to avoid? Shit, his eyes are scaryyyă
ăThatâs not it. He has yakuza backing him.ă
ăTch. I can hear you, you shits. Iâm just trying to get home from school, but this is what I get?
ăOi!ăWhat the fuck are you bastards looking at!?ăAahh!?ă
ăStop picking a fight with every single guy you see. Theyâre clearly spooked.
ăEeek!ăIâm sorry!ăIâm sorry!ă
ăIf you got business with Zero-san, come say it straight to his face!!ă
ăI donât have any!ăIâm sorry!ă
ăStop freaking them out. All I want to do is go home. But I keep getting entangled with pretentious bastardsâŚ
ăGet your ass over here!ă
ăEeeeeeeeeeekkă
ăStop ită
ăB-but Zero-san, these guysâŚă
ăI said stop!ă
ăYes!ăYou guys got lucky. Hurry and scram!ă
ăT-thank you!ă
ăThey fled in a panic. Stop looking at me with those frightened eyes. I didnât even do anything.
ăEveryone is the same. Selfishly following me around and bringing out my name. These guys just want to use me too.
ăOnce I get home, my family will look at me like theyâre seeing a monster. Getting freaked just because my eyes are a little scary.
ăMan, Zero-san sure is amazing!ăThe other day, he one hit KâOed some idiot with a front kick!ăSerious respect!ăEven yakuza will give you way on the same road!ăYouâre the strongest high schooler!ă
ăTch. That guy was just weak.ă
ăHaha. Your trademark unrestrained brown hair is on point today too!ăIs it natural?ă
ăI can only hear it as him telling me to maintain my hair better.
ăAt any rate, itâs all just miserly guys who donât like me. All they do is pick fights, and all that spreads is my bad reputation. Thereâs no one who understands or loves me.
ăThese clingy guys keep talking about shit I donât give a damn about. I want to get home asap.
ăRight!ăYou wanna take a rest at the park, <sup id="fnref-2960-2"></sup> Zero-san?ăIâll buy you a drink!ă
ăI want to go homeâŚă
ăJust for a little bit!ăJust for a little bit, please!ă
ăTch. Only for a while.ă
ăThereâs a problem with me not being able to refuse too. Ah, so annoying.
ăDonât get so noisy just cause I decided to spend some time with you guys at the park.
ăTch. So bothersome.
ăHuh?ăLook, Zero-kun <sup id="fnref-2960-3"></sup> . Thereâs a ball and a kid coming out from the parkâŚă
ăAahh?ăWhatâs wrong with thaâŚă
ăI can hear a sound. Itâs the sound of a truck.
ăShit!
ăHey kid, stop!ă
ăEh?ă
ăDamn it. It was too late. Meeting my eyes, the kid stopped right in the middle of the road. Shit!
ăI still might be able to make it!
ăDAMN IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTT!ă
ăI just barely reached him. I was able to thrust the kid away somehow. If I can avoid the truck like this after, then Iâll be fine.
ăThe truck was already right beside me.
ăShit, Iâm going to die.
ăThud!ăThe impact ran through my whole body.
ăThe truck sent me flying. There was only supposed to be a short interval before I hit the ground, but I saw the world in slow motion.
ăThis is that. The revolving lantern <sup id="fnref-2960-4"></sup> . I only see guys who got scared when they saw me and guys who who are crying.
ăSo it ends like this. Scaring people and making them cry and being hated.
ăI fell unconscious.
ăDamn itâŚă
ăAn?ăI can move my hands?ăThereâs no pain either. Â Thereâs nothing wrong with my body.
ăRousing my body, I observed my surroundings.
ăThere was a massive amount of books as far as I could see and the smell of dust. What the heck is this, when I thought I was hit by a truck, I came to a library.
ăNo, itâs not a normal library. I donât know how long it continues, and thereâs an abnormal amount of books here.
ăThump thump. At the sound of collapsing books, I turned around.
ăCough, cough. Ueehh, maybe I shouldâve hired a janitorâŚOh?ăIs there a visitor?ă
ăThere was a black haired guy with pretentious looking glasses. Is he a librarian?ăHis pale face and aura seems to fit just that.
ăOur eyes meet. He averts his eyesâŚItâs what always happens.
ăUhh, ummmâŚă
ăOi, where is this place?ă
ăYes!ăThis is the place where memories and records are gathered!ă
ăWhat is this guy saying? Memories?ăRecords?ăSo this isnât a library?
ăI donât get what you mean. Why am I here?ă
ăEh?ăWhy, you ask⌠L-let me check on something. No, is it ok for me to check on it?ă
ăTch. Do what you want.ă
ăHe opened and closed books, took them out and put them away.
ăWhatâs with this guy. Thereâs no way things about me would be written in a book.
ăOr what, is he actually a doctor or something?
ăAhhăź Yes!ăItâs here!ăManai Zero. Second year in high school. While trying to save a child, you were run over by a truck and died. Is thisâŚcorrect?ă
ăStop looking at my face for every single thing. Heâs a bean sprout Glasses that pisses me off.
ăItâs right, but itâs not. Arenât I alive? So the kid is ok?ă
ăY-yes. The child got away with a few scrapes!ăAlso, that isâŚYou have died, without a doubt.ă
ăLike I said, Iâm aliveă
ăWhatâs with this guy. Is his head strange?ăI feel like what Iâm saying isnât getting in his brain.
ăErm, living humans canât come to this place. Meaning, you are unmistakably dead.ă
ăLiving humans canât come?ăDead?ăIn other words, youâre talking about the world of the afterlife.ă
ăY-yes. That sort of thing.ă
ăTch. So the afterlife really existed. I thought that since theyâre dead anyways, people would just disappear.
ăâŚDeath, huh. I see, I died.
ăAt any rate, I was hated by everyone. As long as the kid was safe, then thatâs good enough for me.
ăI got it. Thatâs enough. I canât really believe it, but I died. And so, what should I do from now on?ă
ăYou sure are fast on the uptake. There are lots of people who canât accept it.ă
ăThere was nothing good about living anyways. Dying by saving a kid, itâs not too bad.ă
ăT-thatâs notâThere are people who grieve over your death!ă
ăThere arenât.
ăBut I couldnât voice it out loud. It felt like an extremely sad thing, and I couldnât admit it. Though I knew it, I couldnât say it myself.
ăTch. Just leave it. I asked you what I should do from now onă
ăItâs not fine!ăPlease look at this!ă
ăWhatâs this?ăA crystal?ăItâs that thing used by fortune tellers, right?
ăSomething rose to the surface. What is this?
ăPlease look closely.ă
ăO, ouă<sup id="fnref-2960-5"></sup>
ăHe was scared of me just before now, but he began speaking to me in a dignified manner. Did he get promoted from a glasses (megane) to someone insightful (megane)? <sup id="fnref-2960-6"></sup>
ăHm?ăWhat is this?
ăWhat I saw in the crystal wasâŚMy funeral?ăWhy are they crying?
ăYou can see, canât you? There are people who are saddened over your death.ă
ăI couldnât say anything.
ăMy several followers who I only thought wanted to use me. My little sister who was always scared of me. Multiple people from school.
ăZero-san!ăWhy did you die, Zero-san!?ăWerenât you supposed to be invincible!?ă
ăBig brother!ăBig brotheeeeeeeeeeerrr!ă
ăThe hell. So I wasnât hated?
ăDidnât I make you carry my stuff?ăWasnât I not the type of person who you would reach out to?ăWerenât my eyes scary?ăYouâre freaking loud! <sup id="fnref-2960-7"></sup>
ăWhat the hell is this.
ăYou might have been feared. But you werenât hated.ă
ăWhatâs the use of knowing something like that now. Arenât I already dead? And arenât my parents making faces like a load has been lifted off their shoulders?ă
ăYes. There are people who think that way. But I wanted you to know that it wasnât just people like that.ă
ăâŚOuă
ăShit. Some junk got into my eyes. I just didnât notice it.
ăBut Iâm already dead. I canât do anything.
ăHeyă
ăYesă
ăSomething, anything is fine. Isnât there any way I can tell those guys something?ă
ăIâm sorryâŚă
ăI see. Sorry for asking the impossible.ă
ăWell of course, something so convenient wonât exist. But, I feel like Iâve been saved a little. Even though I donât know if this is real or not, I sure am simple.
ăThanks. Thatâs enough.ă
ăI understand. Iâm sorry for only being able to show you. But I wanted you to know.ă
ăOu, thanks.ă
ăAverting my eyes from Glasses, I wiped my tears. He didnât notice, right?
ăI took a deep breath and calmed myself down. All thatâs left is to ask what I need to ask from Glasses.
ăAnd, whatâll happen to me from now on?ă
ăYes. About that, I have a proposal.ă
ăProposal?ăIsnât there only the choice for going to heaven or hell?ăBut well, Iâm in a good mood so I donât care either way.
ăI think Iâll make you reincarnate.ă
ăReincarnate?ă
ăWhat is reincarnation?ăDoes it mean I can revive?
ăUnfortunately, Iâm unable to return you to your former world. But Iâm able to reincarnate you to another world.ă
ăIs that right? I donât really get it. What do you mean?ă
ăUmm⌠It means you can lead a second life.ă
ăSecond life?ăIs it that when everyone dies, they get to revive in a different place?ă
ăHe smiled and shook his head. What are you laughing at.
ăTruthfully, thereâs a strict inspection to go through. In regards to you, Iâll use my authority to give you permission.ă
ăAuthority and such, what kind of self-important things are you spouting, Glasses? Or were you some Big-shot Glasses? No, he has an underlingâs face. Thereâs no mistake.
ăNow then, without further ado Iâll reincarnate you.ă
ăOi, what about my replyâŚă
ăIâm not listening!ăIâll have you reincarnate!ă
ăAinât this coercion!?ă
ăHe ignored me and opened the documents?ăPapers?ăFiles?ăand rolled something that looked like dice.
ăWell, he should give an explanation at least. Moreover, a second life, huh? âŚThis time I need to put in more effort to do better.
ăAlright!ăIâve decided!ă
ăOu. Where am I going? America?ăFrance?ăOr will I go from Tokyo to Hokkaido or something?ă
ăNo, no. Itâs another world steeped in spirits and magic.ă
ăHah?ă
ăReincarnators get one skill. The skill Iâll give you, who wanted to be loved, is this!ăăThe Man Loved by Spiritsăă
ăNo, wait a momentă
ăNow then, off you go!!ă
ăDidnât I say to wait!?ă
ăMy body was engulfed in unpleasant feelings. The ground tugged at my body.
ăA hole?ăIs this a hole!?ăA hole at my feet!?ăIâm falling, Iâm falling, Iâm falling!
ăThatâs not enough of an explanatioooooooooooooooooonnn!ăAnd who the hell are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!ă
ăMustering my strength, I raised a question while I was falling.
ăUoooooooooooohhh!ăIâm seriously falling!
ăMy apologies. I havenât introduced myself yet, have I? More or less, Iâm the Chief Executive of the After World. Saying it so you can understand it easily, Iâm what youâd call God. Now try your best!ă
ăHah?ăGod?ăSo you werenât some underling Glasses?ă
ăWhile thinking such things, just like how my body was falling, my conciousness also fell.