âThis isnât the first time I have met you in life.â
We met in one life, we met in the next, and in the nextâŠ
We had been seeing each other for a very long time.
âYou always end my life.â
With a cold expression that made my heart freezeâŠ
With words like blades relentlessly spit out of his lipsâŠ
I was born with a fear of him from the moment I uttered my first cry into the world.
Until the moment I died, I had been living in fear of him.
âŠâŠThat was my life, Rixus.
âRixus, as to why you did that to me.â
Me. It was me.
ââŠâŠSomeone who will brutally destroy everything you love.â
People whom he cherished as much as his life.
This country, Aktoum, which he succeeded after his father and tried to lead until now.
Ires, who had always been by his side as an assistant no matter what.
All the people with whom he exchanged warm glances at least once in his life.
With my handâŠthe flow of this story was ended with this hand.
I knew, it was me.
ââŠCan you accept me like this?â
Wasnât it too selfish to ask him to share my burden like this?
ââŠBerylia.â
Rixus covered my cheek with a large hand. Then, he looked at my face that was cupped in his hand, with deepened eyes, for a long time.
He whispered,
âWhat kind of expression is that?â
Before I knew it, my eyes were blurred. I felt the pain of my heart beating and tearing my chest like a rag.
âWhy are you making such a face. Like a child whose world has collapsedâŠâ
Confused and embarrassed, Rixus held me in his arms and patted my back.
âRixus, what can I say?â
If you knew you killed me seven times, you would be very sick too.
RixusâŠ
âDo you know that this embrace is so warm that I am even more afraid?â
In the end, I didnât even say a word. It was just when I was biting my lips.
âYour Highness the Crown Prince!â
The sound of footsteps running towards us and Iresâ voice were heard at the same time.
Almost immediately, Ires noticed me and stopped suddenly.
ââŠI didnât know the two of you were together. Iâm sorry for being rude because I was rushing to tell you about an urgent matter!â
âNo. Ires, the business is over.â
âBerylia.â
As I hurriedly got out of Rixusâ arms, he called me.
His large hands seemed unwilling to let me go.
I moved slowly to get his hand away from me.
âI have to work anyway. Iâll tell you where the office is⊠so donât worry.â
âHow can I let you go like this?â
ââŠIâm sorry, just let me go, please.â
Rixusâ dark eyebrows contorted.
Perhaps he was barely swallowing his rushing words, for his bones shook violently.
I could tell just by looking at his face and rough eyes.
How he feltâŠ
But in the end, I got out of the place as if I was running away from Rixus.
His tenacious eyes were persistently lodged behind my back.
* * *
Ires, who interrupted Rixusâ time with Berylia, was in danger of getting into big trouble.
But he came with some really important and good news, so he could be forgiven.
âYour Highness, I have finally found the âPortrait of Madam Artingusâ!â
A relic that could look into the past.
It seemed that the object which had been hidden with only the clue that it was in Morentorium had finally been found.
Rixus, who felt like his heart was going to erupt because of Berylia, felt relieved just hearing this news.
âWhen can I have it in front of me?â
âIf you wish, it can be done within three days. In fact, I tried to bring it to the capital as soon as I found itâŠâ
âDid you?â
âAs ownership of the object is split across three people, negotiations are taking some time.â
Tak, tak.
Rixus looked into the air and tapped the sofa with his long fingers.
Her eyes were brimming with tears; the thought of her face made even the back of his head tingle.
He was not really that patient.
Nevertheless, the person was Berylia, and he was holding on with infinite patience. But if it went any further like this, he felt like he would go crazy.
âWhat the hell are you doing alone?â
He felt like he would go crazy if he didnât know right away.
A vein was strung across his neck.
âTwo days.â
âYes?â
âI canât wait any longer. Bring it to me in another two days.â
Ires glanced at his masterâs eyes, and immediately lowered his head like a knife.
âYes, Your Highness the Crown Prince!â
* * *
âAh, Your Majesty! Youâre coming in nowâŠ!â
On my way to the office, I ran into the chicks in the hallway.
Following Seryl, Laura asked calmly.
âDid you have a good walk?â
ââŠThe weather is chilly.â
Maribel said in a strangely hoarse voice, worried about me.
âBecause they were worried, they came out and waited for me.â
Thinking of the ladies who must have been standing around in the hallway made my heart ache.
The me who suddenly refused to be helped with dressing and insisted on walking alone; it was natural for the ladies who had been taking care of me at the closest distance to worry.
âTheir speed is crazy.â
It was a time when I was thinking about what to say with a sorry heart.
Seryl, still with a bright voice, carefully held out a box.
âThis is from him, Archduke Marquis!â
âAh, Margotâs PendantâŠ!â
I reached out my hand without hesitation in the hallway as well.
âGive it to me.â
âOh, Iâll bring you to the roomâŠâ
âItâs okay.â
I wanted to check it out as soon as possible. I immediately took the box and opened it on the spot.
The holy relic would be sealed anyway, so I just wanted to check the item.
Unsurprisingly, the shape of Margeâs pendant wrapped in silk was seen.
My mind was at ease.
âJohann kept his promise.â
I felt grateful to him again.
Although it was paid for and received, he was willing to give up something like this⊠Truly, he was a nice guy.
Now that I had no one to turn to, Johann was a person of comfort to me.
âIt was an item sent by the Archduke, and next to it was a âletterâ.â
ââŠâŠLetter?â
I took out a small shining marble from the side of the relic.
âIsnât this a video stone?â
âŠâŠYou mean he sent me a video letter?
âNo, really, such a useless thingâŠâ
This guy was being crazy again.
As I muttered frankly without realizing it, the chicksâ eyes widened.
Still, it seemed like he was treated too trivially for the archduke of a country, so I quickly added.
âIsnât this a bit excessive?â
It was at that time when the chicks were nodding their heads in unison with their genuinely sympathetic faces.
[Queen, do you like the item?]
The video started to be transmitted automatically.
â!â
âOh my, I donât want to see you. What are you being so condescending? I definitely paid for it.â
Forgetting how grateful I was for a moment, I frowned and watched the video.
[You always donât reply when I send a letter, so a letter without an answerâŠ]
In the video, he gently clasped his chin and smiled.
[Iâm sending it as a video so that it stays well in your brain.]
âHuh.â
Unknowingly, I stuck out my tongue at his persistence. The chicks who did not know such a side of Johann were watching the video curiously.
Fortunately, he did not specifically mention âMargotâs Pendantâ, whether I was prepared to watch the video with others.
But he did not forget to give caution.
[Youâre such a smart person, so Iâm sure youâll do wellâŠ
Oh, if you reply to the video, I will not send a video next time.
So, choose.]
He rolled his eyes and smiled softly.
[Whether you reply or continue to receive my video mail.]
âŠIt was a tremendous skill to be annoyed to get a reply.
âItâs a talent to make a video letter a nuisance, Archduke.â
Poof!
He disappeared after a clean greeting.
However, at that moment, something suspicious caught my eye.
âŠâŠDid I see it wrong?
Suddenly, my chest went cold.
Confirmation was needed.
I let the chicks leave, and then I grabbed the video stone again.
After confirming that there was no one around, I immediately replayed the video on the spot, I did not have the heart nor time to enter the room.
[Queen, do you like the item?]
I skimmed through the useless section and stopped the video at the last moment.
I widened my eyes and properly looked at the vaguely captured plant.
ââŠInnocent.â
It was definitely Innocent. Although the leaves were yellow and withered, and there were holy relics placed around it.
My spine became stiff as if anxiety had licked my back.
âInnocent is about to wither to death, so he put relicsâŠâ
I recalled the Innocent that was in his drawing room during the last meeting.
It was obviously healthy. Of course, there were no holy relics around.
If he had only left it that way for a whileâŠ
If it had always needed those holy relicsâŠ
What if Innocent had dried up yellow due to being tainted by the energy of evil?
ââŠâŠ.â
My eyes shook rapidly.
No.
âI donât know just by looking at it.â
Perhaps because it was unintentionally exposed to evil energy and Johann was working hard to save that plant.
âŠBut how likely would that be?
My heart was constricted. My blood felt cold.
His name leaked out of my mouth like a groan.
âJohann, MarquisâŠâ
Maybe I only remembered his image in the original.
Maybe I trusted him too easily.
âI need to check on Johann.â
âHow can I checkâŠâ
ââŠLetâs gather the brain cells, I need to make a plan.â
It required deep thought. Instead of doing this in the hallway, it was time to go into the room and focus.
On my way to the relocated office, I realized that the chicks were waiting, so I quickly moved to the old office.
Almost at the same speed as running, the guards opened the door quickly with a start.
Gi-ikâ Tak!
But as soon as I entered, something was weird.
âWhatâŠ?â
The air in the office felt somehow unfamiliar. An apprehension that seemed to be harshly intrusive.
I could only describe this feeling with my sixth sense.
ââŠâŠ.â
Was it just my feeling?
I slowly looked around the office that felt strangely uncomfortable.
I glanced slowly from the ceiling to the tableâŠ
The place where my eyes truly stopped was the floor.
The hem of a green dress was protruding from under the desk.
The corners of my lips stiffened slowly.
âSheâs trembling.â
It was vividly felt that the owner of the dress was terrified.
I opened my mouth and spoke, as cold as ice.
âCome out.â
ââŠHeuk-euk.â
Frightened, the person was sobbing.
Unable to hold back the tears, unable to stand up.
Crawling on the floor, the woman barely appeared. It was a face I knew.