TheĀ GW and the Part-time Job and the Ojou-sama (5)
One way or the other, the result was that we fell at the preliminaries for the basketball match.
Izumino Gakuen Basketball Club was actually in the best 16 level of the prefecture so the reason we lost was because I dragged them down.
Of course, it wasnāt that everyone who participated in this match were part of their starting lineup. However, Soutarou was the Basketball Clubās starter and Kaname was omnipotent at sports. There were 2 first-year bench players but even they were skillful.
No matter how I think about it, the reason for our defeat was because I sucked at basketball.
āReallyā¦ā¦ Iām sorryā¦ā¦ā
āItās okay, itās okay. Besides, I was the one who forced you to join. I should be thanking you instead.ā
āSoutarouā¦ā¦ Iām sorryā¦ā¦ā
A smile that was completely unclouded. As I thought, Soutarou is kind. Itās precisely because heās kind that I felt even more apologetic and want to disappear.
It wasnāt that I was extremely unathletic. I feel that Iāve gotten more muscular and even my stamina improved ever since becoming male.
I didnāt strongly refuse because I thought I could do it if I tried harder. Perhaps I was being conceited, but I wanted to be of help to them.
Itās because I had been thinking this way that all the more I still feel ashamed to have failed so badly at the game.
āMako-chan, you Travelled[1] a number of times, huh. The way Mako-chanās face turned red and flustered was incredibly kawaii.ā
Travelling, and then getting agitated over that, I ended up Travelling even more.
Just recalling that made me embarrassed and I felt like crying.
āKora, Kana too, wonāt Mako be pitiful if you say so much? It canāt be helped that Mako is a beginner.ā
āI wasnāt really making fun of him, you know. Itās just that itās rare for Mako-chan who can flawlessly handle anything to make a blunder. āSo even Mako-chan has things heās not good with, huhā, was what I was thinking.ā
Even I have things Iām bad at. In fact, just a month ago I was a frail girl.
I donāt find insects and snakes repulsiveć»and Iām also fine with touching frogs. Haunted houses and jet coasters are fine too. Dark places and tall places, those are also completely fine. I donāt hate studying and while I donāt particularly like athletics, I wasnāt bad at them either.
But, ball games alone, to a devastating extent, I canāt do them. By the way, I digress, but I also lack the sense for arts and music.
While in theory I understand ball games, arts and music, I canāt do it if you ask me to try them all of a sudden.
āIām really bad at ball gamesā¦ā¦ Though, I didnāt think it would be this bad.ā
It was a match where everyone was earnestly contending. No matter what a light-hearted feel this practice match had, they no doubt had the sentiment of wanting to win.
And I trampled all over that sentiment.
Maybe it couldnāt be helped that my shoot didnāt make it. However, I should have at least been able to not drag them down.
I feel that the more I think about it, the more I fall into darkness. Letting out a small sigh, I sat while grasping my knees[2].
āIt was Mako who said that itās not embarrassing to have things youāre bad at.ā
Directly before my eyes, Soutarou stooped down and gently stroked my head.
āIām sorry for teasing you. But, it wasnāt that I wanted to make fun of you.ā
Kanameās voice sounded troubled.
Even Iām the same. Iām at fault, and even though I didnāt have the intention to, I ended up troubling these two with my sulky attitude. I also didnāt have the intention to take on an attitude as though I was beaten when Iām already down.
Much less, I didnāt want them to comfort me so leniently.
āIām sorry. Iā¦ā¦ā
It canāt be helped that I feel down. Itās because theyāre excessively compassionate. Thinking like that, I raised my head only to have my head hugged by Soutarou with a āgyuutoā.
And it naturally became that my head was buried into Soutarouās chest.
āI prohibit you from apologising anymore.ā
āAh, just Souta, thatās unfairć¼. Me too, me tooć¼. I want to āgyuā Mako-chan tooć¼.ā
Usually heād say that weāre embarrassing or that weāre flirting, but just today Iām allowed to soak in the tenderness of these two.
āSoutarou, teach me basketball next time. It was, incredibly mortifying to lose.ā
āSure thing. Makoās reflexes arenāt bad, I think you can surely become good at it.ā
Without any strange intentions, I placed my cheek against Soutarouās chest. Like a certain time back then, I saw the two beauty spots lined up on his left collarbone.
A soft floral fragrance mingled with the smell of sweat, he had a scent like that of young woods. I suppose, a similar smell was also coming from me.
An antiperspirant-like citrus scent drifted from Kaname who hunched over and hugged Soutarou and I. Although Soutarou also used antiperspirant, the scent was much easier to detect from Kaname.
But somehow it feels embarrassing to have our skin touching while weāre all sweaty.
āMako-chan, thanks for the good work!ā
With her pleated skirt fluttering, Mitsuki jogged towards me.
My face turned blue thinking that, this time, some misunderstanding will definitely arise when she sees three guys embracing each other like this.
But the absent-minded and airheaded Mitsuki, without behaving like she was disturbed to see three guys embracing, directly reached my side.
Just as the two who were embracing me let go, with reddened cheeks she grabbed both my hands.
āMako-chan, you were really cool! You were more cool than anyone else. As expected of Mako-chan!ā
āMitsukiā¦ā¦ thanks.ā
āUn! Mako-chan, good work. Do you want to have the bento now? I made the atsuyaki tamago salty for Mako-chan.ā
Mitsukiās honest eyes didnāt contain any lies.
Mitsuki wasnāt trying to comfort me. She simply expressed her honest thoughts frankly.
I can feel that she truly, from the bottom of her heart, thought my figure when playing basketball was cool.
āIf youād like, everyone can eat too? I made a lot.ā
I think that the sight of Mitsuki carrying the 5-tiered box which reached her face was by far the most kawaii.
āI also want to eat Mitsukiās bento-nyać¼?ā
āWah, Narahashi-kaichou-san!ā
The one who hugged Mitsuki from behind was Junya.
To think you hugged my kawaii Mitsuki, Iāll definitely not forgive you.
I started standing up while making a stern face, but he quickly separated from her so I ended up in a half-risen posture.
āDidnāt you say you wonāt hug Mitsuki? I wonāt let you eat her cooking!ā
āāow mean. If I canāt hug Mitsuki-chan, then Iāll hug bunny-chan.ā
Immediately after speaking, he clung onto the waist of me who had half-rosen and pressed our cheeks together. Furthermore, he buried his nose in my temple and started sniffing with a ākun kunā.
I want to know whatās so fun about sniffing my body that stinks of sweat from the match.
While being watched by Kaname whoās inappropriately laughing and Mizuki whoās inclining her head with a blank look, Junya is hugging me and Soutarou is trying to save me, a very surreal situation has taken place.
Good grief, I donāt even have the time to feel depressed.
Honestly, though I do think itās bothersome, surprising I canāt deny that a part of me felt very happy.
In spite of myself, I burst out laughing at the change of my state of mind.
āMakoā¦ā¦?ā
āLetās eat Mitsukiās bento, everyone. Mitsukiās bento is delicious, you know.ā
All the morning matches are ending soon.
Then weāll borrow a space somewhere and enjoy Mitsukiās bento. Itāll definitely be fun.
āJunya. Youāre supposed to eat my bento. Isnāt that right?ā
A very feminine and dignified voice. But like a cold and chilly icicle, it directly pierces into oneās heart.
Itās like cold water being poured onto the head.
The owner of that voice was undoubtedly the person I was most afraid to meet. I slowly lifted my head.
As I thought, there stood the Ice Queenā¦ā¦āāYukinoshita Madoka.
āMadoka-chan, is your condition okay already? Werenāt you just discharged from the hospital?ā
āEven so, thereās no way I wonāt come and cheer my Yasuchika on when he has a match.ā
She emphasised the āmyā portion with a studied tone.
Madoka gave an absolute zero icy glare to Mitsuki.
Mitsuki seemed like she had no idea whatās going on, and looked at me seeking help. As a onii-chan, thereās no way I wonāt help Mitsuki when she makes such a face.
This time I stood up, blocking Mitsuki like Iām trying to protect her.
āWhat will you do, Junya?ā
āThen, Madoka, letās eat with bunny-chan and the rest. Call Chika-chan too.ā
āDonāt mess around, Junya. I want to eat with only Yasuchika and Junya. I donāt need anyone else. You are different.ā
Then, for the first time, Junya gave a troubled smile.
āThereās no one here whoāll hurt Madoka-chan.ā
It probably wasnāt the reply she expected. Madokaās face distorted, as though she was about to cry, as though she was angry.
If I recall, I heard that Madoka was a 20 year-old 2nd-year at University but she looks much younger than that. Itās as though her growth stopped inĀ elementary school.
āThatās enough. Iāll just invite Yasuchika. I donāt need Junya anymore.ā
āA, Madoka-chan!ā
Junya chased after Madoka who left the scene like she was sulking.
But before he left, he lowered his gaze just once towards the ground, looking in our direction. It can be seen that heās troubled.
āSorry about Madoka-chan. That person, sheās immature. Prone to sickness, she didnāt have many friends. She also doesnāt attend school much so she doesnāt know how to communicate well. So, I hope that youāll forgive Madoka-chan. Iām sorry. Let me have Mitsukiās bento next time, okay?ā
Saying up till there, Junya went to chase Madoka.
Madoka was certainly immature. The reason was as Junya said, prone to sickness, she doesnāt attend school much and doesnāt have many friends. But thereās no way itāll be good for her to continue using that excuse even into the future, and she canāt either. Someday thereāll be a need to fix this.
But if Yasuchika really plans to marry Madoka, does he intend to support her for the rest of her life, to leave things be?
Thinking itās okay to hate everyone else as long as that special person is kept close by, I feel that itās an extremely wasteful way to live.