After supper, her colleagues got off work one after another and Jiang Yuan was still organizing the documents when Chi Yanâs girlfriend He Mi suddenly walked up to her, âYou are Jiang Yuan, right?â
Jiang Yuan felt her heart shiver with was cold but she still had to face the other person with a smile, âAh, yes, Iâm Jiang Yuan.â
âThank you so much. I heard from Ah Yan that you took care of him in the hospital.â
Jiang Yuan subconsciously glanced at Chi Yan who was on the phone in the office through the glass wall. She didnât know how Chi Yan told He Mi that she went to the hospital to take care of him in those days. He Miâs words seemed to be grateful to her but it seemed more like a declaration of sovereignty.
She also really likes Chi Yan.
But she didnât know that Chi Yan had a girlfriend and when he was in the hospital, Chi Yan took her hand and said, âJiang Yuan, thank you, you are so kind to meâŠâ
Although he didnât say anything to express his liking, the look in his eyes at that time was very clear and is that action really just showing gratefulness and moved? Is she wrong? She was still sweetly guessing his thoughts with full of expectations and that one day they will be a couple but how could his girlfriend just suddenly appear?
Was it just her wishful thinking?
She was confused.
Why did Chi Yan act ambiguous with her when he has a girlfriend?.
She was embarrassed and angry.
âWe are colleagues so we should take care of each other.â She returned to the other side in embarrassment and stammering.
âI still have to thank you.â He Mi said, âJust now I saw that you didnât eat much. Chi Yan will take me to the famous dessert shop to eat so why donât you go with us?â
â Iâm not hungry so I wonât go, thank you.â Jiang Yuan said.
He Mi didnât force her but just smiled and said, âThen we will meet next time.â
âOkay.â
She quickly sorted out her documents and got off work. When she left, Chi Yan was still on the phone .
She walked out of the office door to the subway station and she donât know what she was thinking but she followed the crowd and got into the train in the opposite direction. When she came back to her senses, three stations had already passed. She hurriedly got off the train but she just missed it and the staff told her, âGirl, itâs the last train so just take a taxi back since itâs very late.â
She luckily was able to stop a taxi quickly and returned.
Back in her small apartment, Jiang Yuan sat on the sofa in a daze.
Just now, she only cared about embarrassment but now that she is alone ,the loneliness and pain are overwhelming.
Her heart aches and it pains.
She wanted to cry but couldnât .
What the hell is she really?
In the dead of the night, she was very tired and decided to think about nothing else.
Itâs just that she thought too much in the hospital in those days and she was self-indulgent.
She got up and went into the room to get a change of clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
When she was washing her hair, she picked up the shampoo and just as she was about to squeeze it into the palm of her hand she suddenly remembered that it was the shampoo that would allow her to âpass throughâ and put it back.
Thinking of the man who had sex with her, she had a strange feeling in her heart. She donât know what kind of a person that man is so how could she have a relationship with him for no reason? As long as she doesnât use that bottle of shampoo, she shouldnât âmeetâ him again, right?
She thought of Chi Yan again and her heartache came back.
She wiped the corners of her sore eyes and grabbed another bottle of shampoo and washed her hair quickly and left the bathroom. ââNo matter how uncomfortable it is as long as she digests the fact that she is âself-indulgentâ, the two of them can still get along as before like a good boss and obedient subordinate.
. Jiang Yuan is not the kind of person who has to make a statement with her flamboyant personality. She was going to pretend that nothing had happened, if notâ