After supper, her colleagues got off work one after another and Jiang Yuan was still organizing the documents when Chi Yan’s girlfriend He Mi suddenly walked up to her, “You are Jiang Yuan, right?”
Jiang Yuan felt her heart shiver with was cold but she still had to face the other person with a smile, “Ah, yes, I’m Jiang Yuan.”
“Thank you so much. I heard from Ah Yan that you took care of him in the hospital.”
Jiang Yuan subconsciously glanced at Chi Yan who was on the phone in the office through the glass wall. She didn’t know how Chi Yan told He Mi that she went to the hospital to take care of him in those days. He Mi’s words seemed to be grateful to her but it seemed more like a declaration of sovereignty.
She also really likes Chi Yan.
But she didn’t know that Chi Yan had a girlfriend and when he was in the hospital, Chi Yan took her hand and said, “Jiang Yuan, thank you, you are so kind to me…”
Although he didn’t say anything to express his liking, the look in his eyes at that time was very clear and is that action really just showing gratefulness and moved? Is she wrong? She was still sweetly guessing his thoughts with full of expectations and that one day they will be a couple but how could his girlfriend just suddenly appear?
Was it just her wishful thinking?
She was confused.
Why did Chi Yan act ambiguous with her when he has a girlfriend?.
She was embarrassed and angry.
“We are colleagues so we should take care of each other.” She returned to the other side in embarrassment and stammering.
“I still have to thank you.” He Mi said, “Just now I saw that you didn’t eat much. Chi Yan will take me to the famous dessert shop to eat so why don’t you go with us?”
” I’m not hungry so I won’t go, thank you.” Jiang Yuan said.
He Mi didn’t force her but just smiled and said, “Then we will meet next time.”
“Okay.”
She quickly sorted out her documents and got off work. When she left, Chi Yan was still on the phone .
She walked out of the office door to the subway station and she don’t know what she was thinking but she followed the crowd and got into the train in the opposite direction. When she came back to her senses, three stations had already passed. She hurriedly got off the train but she just missed it and the staff told her, “Girl, it’s the last train so just take a taxi back since it’s very late.”
She luckily was able to stop a taxi quickly and returned.
Back in her small apartment, Jiang Yuan sat on the sofa in a daze.
Just now, she only cared about embarrassment but now that she is alone ,the loneliness and pain are overwhelming.
Her heart aches and it pains.
She wanted to cry but couldn’t .
What the hell is she really?
In the dead of the night, she was very tired and decided to think about nothing else.
It’s just that she thought too much in the hospital in those days and she was self-indulgent.
She got up and went into the room to get a change of clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
When she was washing her hair, she picked up the shampoo and just as she was about to squeeze it into the palm of her hand she suddenly remembered that it was the shampoo that would allow her to “pass through” and put it back.
Thinking of the man who had sex with her, she had a strange feeling in her heart. She don’t know what kind of a person that man is so how could she have a relationship with him for no reason? As long as she doesn’t use that bottle of shampoo, she shouldn’t “meet” him again, right?
She thought of Chi Yan again and her heartache came back.
She wiped the corners of her sore eyes and grabbed another bottle of shampoo and washed her hair quickly and left the bathroom. ——No matter how uncomfortable it is as long as she digests the fact that she is “self-indulgent”, the two of them can still get along as before like a good boss and obedient subordinate.
. Jiang Yuan is not the kind of person who has to make a statement with her flamboyant personality. She was going to pretend that nothing had happened, if not–