AN:First chapter from another characterâs point of view.
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I never wanted to hurt my friends.I did not want to be that kind of man.I am called a âHeroâ and I am suppose to be a model of the people.That was what I strive for.
And despite my desperate attempts to live up to that.Before my eyes is the girl I never intended to hurt. My struggle ended in vain.
So therefore I need to atone for it and yet.
âItâs difficult .If I just not say anything .Is it truly alright?â
âBecause weâll just forget. So donât worry if itâs alright.â
She said that with a smile.Though her smile was slightly twitching at the side.
Well she does go with that fellow Birdie to the red-light district from time to time.Perhaps this girl has a lot of experience so it just doesnât really concern her.Well if the person says itâs fine, what is the need to hesitate.
Iâll just excuse myself with âwe decided to have fun and she went through with her desiresâ.I licked her petite body all over. I grabbed her thin waist and did all what I wanted to do with her.Did all to pleasure me.
However from her pov,she did not have that kind of joy.From her mouth  she unleashed painful sorrowful screams.Whether it was cause the influence of the drug or not,usual I donât but when I heard her sorrowful voice I felt pleasure.
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DARK DESCRIPTION AHEAD, Â SKIP TO AFTER THE SQUIGGLES IF YOU DONâT WANT TO READ
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Shortly after she began to cry.Because of the pain she already wanted to stop.I am covered in blood so I wish for you to forgive me.
However she declared we should forget this disaster tomorrow.What are you talking about now.My reasoning dissipated a long time ago.When I heard that I again had violent urges towards her.Before long her crying turned into a thin sobbing.
My body was also covered in blood after some time.Was it that somewhere in her vagina there may have been a tear? Perhaps that why she was crying? If that is the case the hole will just change.
Her reaction after that changed did change.Her resistance became more intense.Desperation in her voice. It was a good stimulation for me, So i decided to enjoy it while I could.
Soon after,she had no response.It seems like she fainted.However I was unsatisfied.If she doesnât scream itâs convenient.With her unconscious I got to indulge in her until sunrise.
. . . . .Finally when I was satisfied I tossed her unconscious ass to the side.I relished in the nights taste, her genitals were red and swollen.After that satisfying view I stretched and fell asleep. The long night was finally over.
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Dark Description is over.
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The memories of that night.It is supposed to be forgotten,however. . . .
From the morning, Fio has not said a word.Normally she is noisy,but itâs been a few hours already and she hasnât spoken.
I understand that I am called thickheaded and insensitive. But she is definitely angry.But perhaps she canât say it.Yesterday I did just use her as a sex toy the entire night.
It was decided that there will be no memory of yesterday night.It was suggested by her ,the victim.Last night I was in a frenzy, to the extent that I donât fully know what had happened.And for her to receive such a treatment,it is natural for her to be upset.
However, it may be impossible to discuss because of the arrangement. . . . .Iâm not able to apologize.I should have apologized more in the morning.When the awkward levels werenât so high.
And then there was the fact that when I first inserted into her, there was blood.Was last night truly her first time? I made her important first night that awful?
Even though her usual habits are quite. . . . . eccentric.She is still a girl.And I have deeply hurt this girl. I really am the lowest of trash.
I hate that I am a poor speaker.What should I even talk about?Because we are suppose to act like normal Iâll just talk about stuff around us. But I am so bad at talking to others in general.Better yet I donât even know what to talk about after the incident.
I have to get her into a good mood.I have to get Fioâs trust back.but with my skill. . . Actually I just remembered something. Birdie always boasted about being smooth with women, and getting them in a good mood.
((âFirst of all you have to praise their appearance.That is, if she doesnât mind being praised. If its a serious or strict girl than she would consider it sexual harassment if you praise her.Do not praise her breast,that is a landmine.Hair,Accessories etc. are a sure on success. If they are wearing perfume you can compliment that.â))
Praise their appearance.Well, Fio isnât wearing perfume or accessories and so on. Her hairstyle is. . . well itâs a mess.Itâs just unkempt and ruffled everywhere.Probably due to the treatment I gave her last night.What do I praise then?
If this continues Fio will always be quiet around me.I need to resolve myself and talk to her.
â . . . .What is it?â
Praise , Praise. . . Chest is a no. Chest is a no. . .
âFio, you have a wonderful w-waist.â
Her face turned pale and walked distant away from me.Dammit, It seems that I made a mistake in something.
âFio, I want you to not be so far away.â
âIf you are saying that I need to be vigilant! So stay away from me!â
Well crap, it seems I made a misunderstanding with my words.
By the way,Birdie was never able to read her mind and Fio often struck back with malicious gossip.It seems that following that person would lead to a misunderstanding.
However,Itâs not impossible to recover.From now on Iâll remember the words of other friends besides Birdie. . .
Thatâs right! Yuri said:
((âThere is nothing better than love.For example even if you angered someone.If there is love youâll surely be able to communicate with each other.Ifyou love that person, you surely know what to do for that person.â))
A devout nunâs words will surely be more useful than Birdieâs words.
So Iâll know what to do if I love Fio?. . .Well,Fio is an important friend, but I donât know what to do though? Hmm, It seems like I am not in love with Fio.
If itâs just one person needed to love,should I bet on the possibility that Fio loves me. What does Fio think of me? Unfortunately I do not know.
âHey,Fio. IÂ have something I want to ask.â
â. . . .What is it? Back! Donât approach me.â
âFio, do you love me?â
âPfft, wwwwwwwwwWHAT!?!â(ăăăă©ă©ă©ă©ă©ăȘăȘăȘăȘăȘïŒïŒïŒ)
Once she heard my question, her face went pale and moved away from me at the speed of light.
âWhat,what are you asking!? Are you just feeling bad for what happened a while ago!? Lies, is it that you like me?â
âNo, apparently I do not seem to love you Fio.â
âYou seriously deserve a beating.â
Instantly after hearing my words, far away from me she squatted grabbed decently sized rock and threw it at my face. Fio isnât even at the physical strength of a normal person, I easily dodged the rock.
âWhatâs wrong. What are you mad about?â
âAvoided it,garbage waste bastard! Is that so, he was really such a guy,I got messed with,Did you really want me to look like an idiot!?â(éżăăăȘăŽăć±ééïŒăăăă ăŁăăăłă€ăăŻăăăă愎ă ăŁăă»ă»ă»ăäžçŹă ăçă«ćăăăȘăŹăăąăăżăăăăăăŒăïŒ)(TN:confused.)
âFio usually looks like an idiot. By the way why did you call me a garbage waste bastard?â
Strange.Even though Fio is usually not the angry type.This type of anger I have only seen from those 4 other girls.
It seems that this fierce anger stems from what has happened yesterday.Iâll accept her anger silently.That is at least the first atonement. . .
â. . . .Hey, Alto.I suddenly got angry at you. . . I felt misunderstood or something,I donât really understand it.I got really frustrated.â
â. . . .Is that so? Then I will accept it silently. Sorry Fio.â
âHuh? I was apologizing, I got mad at you!Why are you apologizing!? What is it ?â
While I was accepting her irrational anger, I sensed something in the distance.
âHmm,There is signs of several people 30 kilometers ahead. It may be a town.Letâs go. Fio get on my back.â
âThis guy. . . He is acting like nothing happened before. . .I am starting to understand the frustration of those four girls for the first time.â
â. . . .Remember, Alto.â
Similar to yesterday she is now riding on my shoulders. However unlike yesterday she is firmly grabbing me with both her hands and legs.
Yesterday she was almost dead. She could barely even grab my clothes good enough.However today should be fine enough,so It should be okay to raise my speed a bit more than yesterday.
I used physical strengthening magic on myself and then started my quick acceleration stepping forward- â â â
The inertia from my massive acceleration seem to have flung Fio off. Within a hairâs breathe I grabbed her leg,leading to only her face hitting the ground.
âYou,You,You!! Are you trying to kill me?â
âSorry. but you should be alright.â
âAlright!? My face just slammed into the ground idiot!! Whatâs with that acceleration!? In the first place I canât hold tight enough for that!â
âNo. . . .oh,Iâm sorry.â
I forgot.Although She is the worldâs best healer, even called âdeathâs bane.â her physical ability is not much different from an ordinary person. Even if an ordinary thug attacks her with their bare hands she would easily be defeated. She has the body strength of a weak girl.(ăæ»ç„æźșăă)(TN:just changed it to deathâs bane cause it sounds/translates better.)
âThis time hold on tightly.â
She healed her face with magic.If Fio was an ordinary person there would have been a scar on her face, caused by me. But her being the best restoration user, there will be no such problems.
Fio once again got on my back.This time to make sure I donât make the same mistake, I held her legs firmly with both of my hands.Her body was tied to me with a cloth. . . .Huh, I havenât notice until now.
On my back,Is the lone girl that I had sex with until morning.Who was so soft and tender when embraced- â â â â
A feeling of guilt tightened my chest.
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