Richtonâs voice was so resolute that even Count Will could not refuse. Azmaria staggered from her seat with an awkward smile.
âRichton, you remember those words from back then. I-I, just the fact that you didnât forget meâŚâŚ.â
Have I ever said something like that? Maybe Azmaria had more memories of Agrane. How did she have Agraneâs memory? How could Richton know such a fact? Worrying was always in place. Soon Richton took his gaze away from her.
âThere is no answer to my question, even if I listen. Miss Agrane Karold doesnât seem to have the confidence to choose the right option. So Susan, youâŚ.â
âThe maid tried to kill me, Richton!â
It was a cry that could never be considered a scream from such a small body. Azmaria took off her lace gloves with trembling hands. A bad blister revealed the red back of the hand.
âAh, this wound! Itâs the maid next to you who left this terrible scar. Last night, I held back my tears⌠I couldnât even sleep in the burning pain. What the hell are you going to entrust to a maid who does her wickedness on your back?â
Richtonâs expression was unimpressed.
âLovely, slender, Agrane Karold, I canât believe youâre talking about the pain on the back of your hand. Agrane Karold, as I know her, is a woman who takes what she wants even by sacrificing her own wrist.â
There was a shapeless pressure. Richton seemed very unhappy with the mention of Agrane from Azmariaâs mouth.
âYouâre pushing me without even knowing.â
It didnât matter if she died or not. However, I wanted to be as far away from the damage as possible.
âMiss Azmaria is very tender-hearted and kind. Youâll show your love with pearl earrings even to an ugly maid like me.â
Richton laughed in vain.
âMaybe she gave me the cheek after receiving the pearl.â
âYou should have been able to say no to either.â
âIs it okay if I cut off her neck in return for giving you your cheek?â
It was a sweet voice. Like someone else.
âYour Excellency.â
It was the time when I was wondering what the right answer would be. Keane, who was watching the situation without saying a word, immediately stepped forward.
âYou have a promise with me. Please donât forget that promise.â
It was the first time Keane had gone against Richton in this way. He was more like Ingordâs dog than I was.
âPromise⌠Keane. Do you mean that all her remarks sound sincere to you?â
âEven the smallest of possibilities are precious to me.â
âSo, do you want me to guarantee the life of Miss Azmaria Will?â
What was the promise? What was the connection that made Richton take a step back?
ââŚYes.â
Keane, who had always been relaxed, never lost his nerve in front of Richton. Was it because he mentioned the promise between them? Somehow it seemed even more so today.
âSir Keane? Whatâs thatâŚ.â
Azmaria looked up at Keane with a confused face. But Keane did not take his eyes off Richton until the end. But there was no answer from him. Everyone held their breath and looked at him, but the parlour was silent as Richton awaited my decision. Like a dog waiting for submission.
Should I save her? Was there a reason why I had to save her? If there was, it was just that Keane wanted it. I just didnât trust him anymore, and there was no ill feeling. On the contrary, I once owed him a debt.
The worries didnât last long. Because there were many more sufferings in the world than death.
âI donât think you can kill an innocent girl like this, my lord.â
âThatâs merciful.â
âLetâs send her to Wilhelm. Youâre sending everything back to its original place. You never know. As the master said, will she sacrifice her wrist to get what she wants? For exampleâŚlike master.â
At that time, Azmaria got up as if in a seizure. Her red, bloodshot eyes glared at me in an instant. She grabbed me and dragged me down to the floor.
âShut up, shut up! Shut up!â
My face took shape on the precariously shaking retina. Suddenly, Ariel from the Marquis of Krohertz came to mind. Why was everyone stepping into the gutter on their own?
âBy his side is like being in a cage similar to an iron castle! Itâs a hell from which you canât escape!â
Azmaria strangled me with both her weak hands.
âHave you ever licked Wilhelmâs feet? Have you ever been a docile bastard who only barks? It was all about a subject that, at best, was all about suffering. That voice telling me to go backâŚ.â
âThen get out.â
I wanted to spit on the ugly distorted face if I could. However, I did not want to hear the eardrum-tearing scream anymore, so he replaced it with a mumble.
âAll you can do is cry like a baby. Are you afraid? If youâre afraid, why donât you cut off your wings and get out of the cage? Or are you afraid of even escaping? Funny how youâre afraid of a girl who was willing to do anything to kill me, like a dog.â
Before she could do any more, I pushed her body and stood up. It wasnât her disassembled face. She didnât seem to understand what I was saying.
Yes, because a woman who wasnât Agrane pretended to know her.
âNow itâs time to wrap up the discussion, Count.â
Count Will groaned at Richtonâs words. I felt extremely tired. It was at the level that I wondered if it would have been more convenient to just leave it alone to kill it.
âThen Iâll be on my way home.â
Richton spoke in a relaxed tone while dusting his clothes.
âGet the right medicine from Berkne.â
He nodded and left the parlour instead of answering. I couldnât clear my mind all the way across the empty hallway.
âWhy did you call me?â
He promised to marry Azmaria according to my choice, so would he follow my choice after that? It couldnât be the only reason Richton called me.
âAgrane.â
Someone pulled my arm lightly and dragged me into the shadow beyond the reach of the lamp.
Wilhelm. Yes, he was there. I managed to suppress the desire to escape. I couldnât show that attitude here. I forced my voice out of my locked up throat.
âDonât call me by that name.â
âYour cheek hasnât subsided a bit.â
âItâs only been a day.â
Wilhelm swept my face down with a friendly gaze. Peace was flowing in the enemyâs eyes, shining darkly in the shade. His face in the dream was unimaginable.
âI donât know if Iâm mistaken, but⌠you donât look good.â
His smooth fingers swept my hair behind my ears. But I didnât have the energy left to fight him. I spat out the answer that Wilhelm might be hoping for.
âI saw the âthemâ you said. The one who pretends to know everything about you, and treats you like a monster.â
âYou mean Miss Azmaria Will.â
I nodded my head.
âAre you afraid that you will be denied because of her presence?â
âThere were times like that.â
âThat means not now. Does that mean you donât mind being denied? OrâŚ.â
His smooth smile faded away.
âDo you mean it wonât happen?â
If I said I remembered him from the past, what would Wilhelmâs attitude be? Would it be the same then as now? Or like in the pastâŚ. I was a beat late in replying because I was thinking of useless thoughts. I shook my head and took a step back.
âToo close. Iâm afraid youâll hear my heartbeat.â
âYou seem to be unable to hear my heartbeat.â
I didnât have enough time to worry about that. Wilhelm leaned closer than I had backed off. The serious and good impression that I recognized at the first meeting remained. However, unlike then, the moist moss-colored shade, which was unknown, was swaying in his eyes.
I felt like he would read my mind if I faced him for a long time, so I looked down as if nothing had happened.
âYou know what? The first time I saw you and the current time you⌠Itâs a little different.â
âI havenât changed. Susanâs eyes on me have changed.â
Wilhelm slowly swept my shoulder. There was no unpleasant intention. It seemed rather like an act of reassurance to me.
âIf you come back to me, you will be able to live as a Nui.â
âThatâs consistent. Is Agrane so precious to you? I donât think Agrane is your real sister.â
âThere is nothing special about blood ties except for the fact that they are the closest communal group. And to be honest, we are related by blood. Because my mother and Miss Susanâs mother are first cousins.â
Even if you are a sixth cousin, you are no different.
âBut Susan. What matters to me are not blood ties. Arenât there a lot more important things than that in the world? Pleasure, enjoyment, excitement, satisfactionâŚ.â
The more I heard the words listed, the more I remembered Wilhelm in my dream. Before the hidden fear was revived, I hurriedly opened my mouth.
âThose are the emotions that a lover would give. Your relatives and sisters have nothing to do with me. Coincidentally, Wilhelm. The one who will return to you will be Azmaria Will, not me. Because itâs been decided that way.â
âI donât know.â
Wilhelmâs voice was supremely soft.
âIf Duke Richton truly hated Agrane KaroldâŚâŚ he will send the real, not the fake. He knows that it is the best revenge.â
Then he asked with a soft smile.
âDo you still love him?â
I didnât answer. Wilhelm did not urge me to answer more than that, and Iâm glad he didnât. Fortunately. What was fortunate? I felt a sense of dread when I saw myself relieved. Wilhelm followed me with his eyes until the end as I ran out of the long hallway. I havenât personally seen it, but I could feel it.
***
The next day, after several days of pouring rain stopped and the last supper was over, Berkne came to the kitchen and called me out quietly. He spoke,
âPrince Wilhelm wanted to take you away, and his Excellency accepted the request.â