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“That’s right… But just this time, though.”
After a small nod, Yuria bowed deeply to me.
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“….I’m really sorry.”
“Apologizing means that night wasn’t a dream.”
“Yes. I… did terrible things to you. I know that I can’t just apologize… for what I do. I also don’t want you to forgive me. But still… let me apologize. Let me make up for what I’ve done to you. ”
“You don’t have to apologize. In the first place, you’ve told me to run away properly… I’m here today to tell you that I don’t want to leave this mansion. Honestly… I don’t really understand what is happened to me that night. I don’t even remember. Even so, it was me who ignored your warning and stepped in. I certainly remember that.”
Slowly, Yuria opened his eyes wide.
“What are you talking about? You did nothing wrong to me. I….”
“You are trying to protect me.”
“But I can’t protect you!”
Yuria answered with bitter voice and hung his head. His clenched hand trembled.
“I can’t protect you. I lost to him. If I were stronger, if only I were stronger, I would have been able to protect you. It’s all my fault!”
“He… I mean that wolf, you know. Who exactly is he to you?”
Yuria closed his mouth. I took a step forward and spoke again to hi.
“He must be the cause of the wound on your wrist.”
“…….”
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“I’m sorry. I know you’re in pain. Always. But I don’t know what to do.”
“You… worried about me that night.”
“……..”
“I should have told you everything. I should have let you go earlier….”
Yuria closed his eyes. Then he looked at me as if he had made up his mind.
“Ban-san. I… as you know, I’m not human. I was born because of the relationship between a wolf and a vampire.”