âHe must be coming because the Grand Duke has collapsed.â
Rex continued on calmly. However, the stunned expression on his face made it clear how shocked he was right now.
There has been little interaction between Duke Bluea and the Grand Duke. They last interacted when Rex was sent to the Grand Duchy.
I squeezed Rexâs hand. I couldnât imagine what it must have been like for him to see his father, the man who abandoned him, for the first time in so long.
âSo, I couldnât stop it.â
Gilbert said with a troubled expression on his face.
Gilbert seemed genuinely sorry for Rex, but what could he do to stop him from visiting his only brother?
He must be busy right now, fulfilling his responsibilities as head of household.
Now that I think about it, Gilbert appeared to have endured a great deal of hardship while I was asleep. He had bags under his eyes, which were most likely caused by a lack of sleep.
I quickly lowered my head again, fearing that Gilbert would turn his gaze from Rex to me as I snuck a glance at his face.
âIâm fine.â
ââŠâŠIâm sorry.â
âDonât say that; itâs not like Iâm going to live my entire life without seeing him.â
Youâre lying.
You were going to live the rest of your life without seeing him.
But I kept my mouth shut, not knowing what to say, while Rex tried to make Gilbert feel at ease with a smile on his face.
Gilbert, who had a regretful expression on his face, stroked Rexâs head.
âJust let me know if you donât feel comfortable seeing him, and we can just say you were running an errand or something.â
âWouldnât that be too obvious? Actually, it wouldnât matter to him whether I was present or not. However, itâs still appropriate for me to be there.â
Rex said it lightly, but there was nothing light about it.
If I had been normal, I would have responded to Rexâs words, but this time I remained silent. The one to blame for whatâs happening right now isâŠ
âDonât say that, Rex.â
âBut itâs true.â
âYou are not someone trying to blend into the Grand Ducal family; you are one of my precious little siblings.â
At Gilbertâs sincere voice, Rex quickly shut his mouth.
I thought Gilbert, who was speaking so kindly, was remarkable.
âMary, are you feeling well?â
His attention turned to me.
Gilbert was having trouble speaking to me, as evidenced by the slight tremor in his voice as he asked me.
I nodded silently.
âThen why are you unable to look me in the eyes?â
Gilbert gently stroked my cheek as he asked, but I was still unable to look up. His face made me think of Grand Duke Estin, so I couldnât look at him.
I couldnât bring myself to meet his gaze. Gilbertâs low sigh tickled my head.
âRest a little longer.â
ââŠâŠyes.â
âYou donât have to come out when your uncle gets here, okay? Just eat, take your medicine, andâŠâŠ.â
Gilbert, who was giving me advice, suddenly became unable to speak further. Declaring that he had to get ready for Duke Blueaâs arrival, he left the room.
He could have asked a servant, but it was clear that he came in person on purpose in case Rex would be shocked.
I couldnât even see him off properly because I was so sorry for my actions.
âDo you want to eat more?â
ââŠâŠNo.â
âAre you going to get up?â
âYes.â
âYou should lie down more.â
âI canât do that when uncle is coming.â
Actually, I didnât want to see his face. I wasnât in the mood, but I canât let Rex face that person alone.
If it hadnât been for me, Grand Duke Estin would not have collapsed, and that person would not have needed to visit the Grand Duchy.
I was to blame. Thatâs why I couldnât just stay in bed and leave Rex alone.
I was about to call Carol when Rex spoke with his voice and his body trembling.
âI should have killed it.â
It was a statement that made my body freeze as I was about to get up.
âI should have apprehended the beast who tried to attack you.â
âNo, why are you saying that all of a sudden?â
âIt would have been my opportunity to repay the Grand Duke for saving my life.â
âRex, pleaseâŠâŠ.â
âIf he didnât take me in, I wouldnât have met you, and my brothers. I wouldnât know there are still good people.â
I called out Rexâs name in a pleading tone, but he continued to speak with a sullen face. I donât understand why these innocent people are blaming themselves for my obvious mistake.
I remembered what Grand Duke Estin once said. He said he didnât know what I was thinking with this little brain of mine.
Thatâs how I feel looking at Rex now.
What sort of thoughts could he possibly have about repaying kindness with that puny little brain of his?
âNo, thatâs not about repaying kindness.â
I spoke to Rex in a stern, older sister-like voice.
âAre you stronger than father?â
âNo!â
Rex jumped up and refuted what I said.
âIf you killed that beast instead of father, he would be mad. Donât you think so? Because father is much stronger.â
âSisterâŠâ
âSo donât say that. He wonât like it.â
It wasnât comforting, but I hoped Rex would feel a little more at ease.
Itâs all my fault, and I donât want anyone else to feel guilty. But if I blamed myself here, Rex would have soothed me, saying it wasnât at all. However, I didnât want to hear that it wasnât my fault, so I decided not to say that.
âNow, will you call Carol? Uncle is coming, so I need to prepare!â
âThat man is the devil.â
Rexâs face darkened again.
âWhen I heard the story about the god of the underworld, I thought it might be him.â
I could tell Rex was very angry with Duke Bluea because of the way he spoke and looked when he mentioned that person.
It was nothing like when we were talking about Grand Duke Estin earlier.
âI really hope you never run into that person because I canât even imagine the harm he could do to you, and if that person actually touches you, I donât think I could handle it.â
I gently stroked the white fingers of Rex. I thought that even a thousand words of comfort wouldnât reach him right now. I hope Rex doesnât suffer too much. I hope he doesnât turn to the dark side later on. I hope he will be happy.
Rex is my precious little brother.
âDonât worry, Rex,â
âSister doesnât know himâŠâŠ!â
âIf Uncle hates me, heâll be more offended that Iâm standing firmly in my place. Donât you think?â
When I said something that made sense, Rex became quiet and continued by saying that he would bring Carol, but his expression remained uneasy.
He really didnât want me to meet the Duke of Bluea face to face.
With a sad expression on her face, Carol ran to me when she heard that I was looking for her. She gave me a bear hug and then assisted me in getting dressed. I wore a pretty pink dress, but I still looked pale.
Before Duke Bluea arrived, I stopped by Grand Duke Estinâs bedroom for a moment.
He looked as calm as if he were taking a short nap.
âDad.â
I called out to him in a small voice, but Grand Duke Estin didnât even flinch.
I lightly stroked his pale fingers. I felt like he was going to get up and hug me at any moment.
âHave a good dream.â
Donât they say that dreams are a manifestation of the subconscious?
Since I had a dream that I had to protect father, I wished he could dream of a cozy world where nobody needed protection.
The already gloomy atmosphere became even more so after hearing about Duke Bluea. Outside the castle, everyone gathered to greet him.
Aiden, who found me, smiled affectionately. He gently tapped my cheek, asking whatâs wrong with my expression.
âAre you feeling a little better? You donât have to come out.â
âStillâŠI have to.â
Theodore looked gloomy. If it were any other day, he would have been angry and stayed behind, but he just sat there quietly. Theodore seemed to feel guilty about something, too.
I wanted to tell him that it wasnât his fault. In the midst of this, I began to wonder about the Duke of Blueaâs reason for visiting Conler Castle.
âThe Duke of Bluea is here!â
The black carriage drew nearer. The carriage was strangely similar to that of the Grand Duchy of Conler.
Well, he was originally a Conler, so it wasnât strange, butâŠâŠ. But it had a peculiar feeling.
I tightly held Rexâs hand next to me.
âLong time no see.â
Duke Blueaâs first impression was quite like Rex, but without the warmth that Rex had.
So, if Rex were to truly become a villain later on, Iâm afraid it would feel like this. I held Rexâs hand even tighter.
âUncle, what brings you here?â
âAh, youâre already asking about my business here before I even entered?â
Duke Bluea replied coldly to Gilbertâs words.
No, heâs my uncle. But heâs not a Conler anymore, so I shouldnât call him uncle. A strange resistance arose.
âThatâs not what I meantâŠâŠ.â
âOh, it doesnât matterâŠâ
Duke Bluea gave me and Rex a quick look.
âLet me introduce you to someone.â
Duke Bluea said it was okay to come out of the carriage now.
His voice was so affectionate that I was a little surprised. When I looked at Rex, he also seemed quite surprised.
Duke Bluea reached out his hand, and the person inside the carriage took his hand and came out. A black bobbed hair caught my eye. I held my breath a little.
âSheâs your cousin and my daughter.â
My heart was thumping wildly.
If my memory serves me right, Jung Seulbi was the person he presented as his daughter.