12 Years Old: Chapter 51 â An Omen
First published on Ainushi
ăLiz, you absolutely must not leave the houseă
One day, whilst I was still quietly fretting away, Father suddenly told me that.
Once again, I was given a curfew. Nowadays, I was quite free to go wherever I wantedâŠ.. Well, with Gilles of course, but the point was that I could go out.
For a split second, I wondered if I had done something wrong and had to control my fears. There was a serious expression on Fatherâs face, so I knew right away that it wasnât done for a perfunctory reason. Even Caldina-san had said it when I visited the castle.
ăâŠ.. Can you give me one good reason why?ă
ăBecause thereâs dangeră
If I were to ask who would be in danger, he would most likely say me. Well, I once was in danger of being assassinated, so heâs not going to let it happen again. Which reminds me, I absolutely will never come to a resolution with Abbot Georg and the likes.
âŠ. Still, itâs too early to jump to a conclusion before I have all the facts. If that was the case, Father would have blocked the news from me like always or made him incapable of doing anything to me to begin with.
ăGilles, take care of Liz whilst Iâm goneă
It wasnât the expression of a father but that of the head of the family. Seeing through the stern and dignified look on Fatherâs face, Gilles respectfully bowed to him.
In that still calmness, the air was filled with tension coming from both men.
Father had entrusted me to Gilles. I knew very well that he trusted Gilles, even if there was a time when Gilles tried to kill me. It was obvious to everyone that Gilles would never do such a thing to me like that ever again.
With a very grave expression, Father gazed at me and Gilles. He brushed the top of my head, seemingly reluctant to part with me before exiting the room.
âŠ.. Whatâs wrong, Father? What arenât you telling me?
ăâŠ.. Gilles, do you know what Father is up to?ă
ăHeâs only left for workă
ăâŠ.. That is most definitely not his usual workă
That was not a carefree expression he had on. If I had to phrase it better, it was a determined look. He wouldnât be this worked up if it was his usual work.
What was Father thinking about and what was he up to?
Even as I clung onto Gilles and asked him, Gilles still wouldnât give me an answer. Did Father put a gag on him? Or was he not allowed to divulge confidential matters? I reckon it has to do with both.
ăâŠ.. Are you not going to tell me no matter what?ă
ăMy sincerest apologiesă
ăâŠ.. In that case, Iâll leave it beă
Nothing would happen even if I complained to Gilles. He would just keep his mouth shut even more. I bet Father doesnât want me to get too worked up by it. That decision was made so that I wouldnât get involved.
You might say that Iâm wilful, and that worries both Father and Gilles. Iâm guessing he really is busy. Therefore, this was set in place so that I wouldnât cause trouble for the both of them.
ăâŠ.. Gilles, youâll be by my side, wonât you?ă
ăYes. I will protect you and wonât leave you for even a single momentă
ăThatâs worrying though, if youâre going to be there all the timeă
Right now, I get that Iâm in some kind of danger. FatherâŠ.. what are you anticipating? Does it have something to do with me?
Three days had passed since Father left the house. Father had yet to return home.
Even though that often happens with him, why am I feeling so nervous? Is it because he could be in some sort of danger?
ăLiz-sama, you have a visitoră
Gilles brought a boy over as I obediently stayed in my room.
I stared in amazement at the sight of my friend who would never pay me a visit willingly no matter how much I begged of him. However, it was not a social call judging by his appearance.
ăWhatâs the matter? You look so worn oută
ăItâs not like I chose to look this haggardă
There were cuts on the cloth of the Magic Institution robe Cecil-kun was wearing. Traces of it being torn up by something sharp were visible here and there. I had a feeling that this was the aftermath of an attack from his exhausted state.
In comparison, Cecil-kun wasnât wounded. Rather Cecil-kun seemed slightly reassured after seeing that I wasnât injured. Was Cecil-kun worried about me too? âŠ.. I had a hunch that perhaps this somehow involves me even though only I have been left in the dark.
ăâŠ.. Iâm glad that youâre safe. This must mean you havenât gone outside. Thatâs a good decisionă
ăâŠ.. Is something going on outside?ă
ăHavenât you heard about it from Welf or that guy?ă
Whilst he smoothed out his dishevelled hair, Cecil-kun shifted his eyes to Gilles as he waited by the side. Up till this very moment, Gilles, who had led Cecil-kun over, had been maintaining an expressionless look towards Cecil-kun. However, as though he was indicating to Cecil-kun not to tell me any more beyond this, he shook his head.
Gilles would never let it slip from his lips. However, there was nothing to restrain Cecil-kun from speaking, so I began to press him about the situation.
ăâŠ.. Cecil-kun, whatâs going on outside?ă
ăLooks you havenât heard. Perhaps he was forbidden to talk about it with you. Doesnât he consider that you wonât be at ease if everyone keeps their mouth shut?ă
Cecil-kun countered Gillesâs silence with a chilly voice.
Personally, I am in complete agreement with Cecil-kun, but I understand their fears, and itâs not in Cecil-kunâs place to spill the story to me.
I might be overstepping my boundaries, but if I may be permitted, I wish to hear nothing, except about Fatherâs circumstances. Although Iâm concerned about my own situation, Iâm more worried about Father.
ăâŠ.. Liz, how old will His Highness Julis be this year?ă
ăâŠ.. If Iâm not mistaken, he is fifteen this year âŠ.. No, heâll be âŠ.. fifteen this year?ă
I noticed something unusual after Cecil-kun uttered it. Thatâs weird since itâs him, I would have thought His Highness would have summoned me to his birthday party using whatever means possible. However, he hadnât summoned me at all.
Thatâs why I completely forgot about itâŠ.. Thereâs only a monthâs gap between our birthdays. If I extended an invitation to His Highness to my birthday, he was bound to show up for it in the past.
Nevertheless, it was odd that he didnât get in touch with me even if he wasnât coming. To begin with, it also wasnât unusual to throw a grandiose debutante, as fifteen was the age of adulthood. Itâs strange, I wasnât aware of it at all. I had invited His Highness to my birthday too, but he never showed up. Somethingâs awfully wrong.
ăRight now, His Highness Julis is in danger of an assassinationă
ăWhat! Assassination..âŠ!?ă
ăThatâs the reason he hasnât held his birthday celebration or coming of age ceremony yet. Though the official stance is that he was in poor health, since itâs been a month already, they decided to hold his coming of age ceremony right now. However..âŠă
ăâŠ.. He was attacked?ă
I was unable to utter a single word when Cecil-kun confirmed it gravely with the word, âCorrect.â
âŠ.. I wasnât aware that such a thing had happened. Was it the right call, not informing me?
ăThe reason you were kept at home is most likely because youâre being targeted tooă
ăYou seem to be close friends with His Highness. They could hold you hostage or kill you if youâre a hindrance. The scope this has expanded to makes this no longer just an assassination, but a rebellionă
ăIs that why FatherâŠ..ă
Was it because heâs been settling the uproar from the assassination, and suppressing the rebellion that he didnât return home?
Fatherâs allegiance is to His Majesty. He is His Majestyâs friend, and also the Magic Institutionâs No. 2.
Therefore, itâs no surprise that heâs in charge of rounding them up. Rather, itâs reasonable that the duty would fall to him. An uprisingâŠ.. That means itâs only natural that lives would be at stake.
ăâIs Father alright!?ă
ăHeâs in good health! To begin with, he was the one who told me to run off to you. He even told me to use a purposefully concealed passage to get outside. Also, His Majesty the King, His Highness, and the Queen are safe tooă
I placed my hand on my chest, feeling a little bit relieved that Cecil-kun conveyed that Father was safe. If Father had died, IâŠ..
While I felt glad as he mentioned that both His Highness, and His and Her Majesties were safeâŠ.. There were all sorts of questions and anxieties that rose from it.
ăâŠ.. Who is rebelling?ă
ăâŠ.. Is it alright for me to say it?ă
He was not checking with me but Gilles. Gilles had a gloomy expression. He chewed on his lipsâŠ.. But eventually, he slowly moved and nodded his head.
Having verified with him, Cecil-kun turned to look me directly in the eye. His golden eyes seemed to dart apologetically.
ăâŠ.. Spearheading the rebellion is both my old man and Gillesâs former houseă
*Grip*Â I heard the sound of his hands clenching tightly.
ăAlthough Iâm saying that, this has caused our household to split in halves, with my grandfather leading the anti-monarchy faction, and my father with his âdonât rock the boatâ faction. My father had immediately gone up to the king saying,ăThat is my old manâs decision. Heâs not fit to be the head of the familyăand directly appealed to take over as the head, publicly labelling his old man as a traitor. However even if Father sides with the State, itâs not even reflected in his eyes and itâs a bother for all of us as weâre getting dragged into ită
As far as Cecil-kun was concerned, it was his family that enforced the rebellion. Iâm sure it must have been difficult for him to endure the extreme pressure and gazes from everyone. In addition, Cecil-kun maintains an aloof attitude even at the Magic Institution. Since no one knows whatâs on his mind, people must have also assumed that Cecil-kun may be a member of the rebel army.
ăThe SĂ©vĂ©neâs are Grandfatherâs yes-men. Additionally, those who canât stand the king have participated as well.ă
ăThose that have been oppressed. However, even if this is messed up, itâs the head of the Magic Institution thatâs leading it, so itâs been giving Welf troubles as wellă
Although Cecil-kun was very unhappy, he hurriedly patted my shoulder when he noticed my stiff expression.
ăI canât say for sure that everything will be alright, but your father is strong. He wonât fall to my rotten grandfather so easilyă
To comfort me, Cecil-kun patted me on the back. At times like these, Cecil-kun was kindâŠ.. He was trying to cheer me up.
Gilles, who had remained silent, came to my side too and held my hand. He crouched down and looked at me. With that usual tender smile upon his face, he whispered ăLetâs believe in Welf-sama.ă.
Father, Gilles, and Cecil-kunâŠ.. All of them were worried for me. I was the only one living peacefully. If Cecil-kun wasnât here, I probably wouldnât have known that there was a rebellion.
Only IâŠ.. didnât know about it. Not a single thing. Even if I had been informed, there was nothing I could do. I know Iâll end up being a hindranceâŠ.. But even so, itâs frustrating that thereâs nothing I can do.
All I can do is pray that theyâll return safely.
Worried, both the boys rubbed my back as I chewed on my lips. Iâm not cryingâŠ.. I am simply anxious and frustrated.
PleaseâŠ.. be safe. Father, Your Highness.