12 Years Old: Chapter 49 â My Birthday & An Advise
TL: Krrizis
Editors: Nahct & Wafflez & Kiti
First published on Ainushi
ăOn this auspicious day, congratulations on your birthday, Lizbeth-jouă
ăThank youă
Towards the countless numbers of troublesome greetings, I went out and received them with my brightest smile and the most humble expression I could muster.
Technically, because of my overprotective servant and Father, I hardly had any social presence, but nevertheless, I still have to socialize at times. After all, as a noble, it was important to form ties with various parties and I was no exception.
Twelve is also the age when I have to come out into society. Therefore, a birthday party was organised, though I wouldnât go as far as to call it an official debut.
Many nobles had zeroed in on me when I was at His Highnessâs birthday party and many of the guests tonight were those who yearned for an easy life by marrying me and becoming a marquis. To be frank, they were annoying.
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It seems that the calm smile I showed, that was becoming of my age, was to the liking of the noble boy who had come to greet me. Our ages werenât particularly different âŠ.. Although it could be said that he almost appeared to be an adult, there wasnât much of an age gap in reality. He was probably the same age as His Highness.
I was fairly positive he was the son of a count. I believe Lord Huernia brought him along?
He came towards me with a smile. Come now, I know thatâs a calculative smile. I have one too.
ăLizbeth-jou, you turn twelve today, donât you? You seem very calm for your age.ă
ăDo I? Thank for your compliment. My father would have a word with me if I hadnât yet learnt that much.ă
The reason probably lies in my habit of sneaking out. With Gilles to accompany me, I would head out to the Magic Institution or discretely travel to the castle town. And then, I would buy sweets and enjoy myself..⊠Er, I mean, I was learning about social matters. I wasnât playing around, really I wasnât.
I do obediently read and admire the flowers at home like a young lady would but if Gilles were to see my wrongdoing, I would run.
When I lightly laughed while taking care to maintain my elegance, the countâs son thought it was a joke and laughed, seemingly pleased. Sorry to disappoint you, but Iâm not as ladylike as you imagine me to be.
Although the countâs son displayed a refreshing smile that matched mine, his eyes were gazing at me as though he was searching for something.
Of course, I didnât find his gaze pleasant. After all, I knew where his focus was. Mainly my face and around my breasts.
My faceâŠ.. well, Iâm aware that my features are genetically inherited from both my parents, and to begin with, children are mostly cute. Itâs a childâs compensation.
âŠ.. I wish he wouldnât look at my chest so much though. Itâs very uncomfortable.
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Thanks to the tightly fastened corset that squeezed together as much of my flesh as it possibly could, my breasts seemed well-developed for a twelve year old. It subtly made it seem like I had cleavage.
As I couldnât quite sayăDonât stare at ităin front of a guest, I could only show an elegant smile while sighing in my heart. âŠ.. We really didnât need to host a birthday party. I mean, Gilles isnât here.
The servant that was always by my side was just not attending to me today. He was at a slight distance, watching over me. Even though he was smiling, he gazed intensely at the countâs son. Since only I would get the meaning of it, well âŠ.. I wonder if thatâs okay?
ăSpeaking of which, I heard that youâre close with His Highness, Julis?ă
ăHis Highness isâŠ.. Thatâs right. If I may be so bold, I am graced with the privilege of being intimate with himă
When my eyes and lips formed a faint courteous smile, the people around us became slightly noisy. Iâm sure they must have been listening closely. They seemed surprised when I affirmed my relationship with His Highness.
ăI am unworthy of such a magnificent friendă
As it seemed like my earlier words would cause an outrageous misunderstanding, I smiled and continued my speech. There are limits to being overly familiar as a friend with the son of the man who rules our country, but His Majesty, the king, and His Highness, the prince, both had said they were fine with it. So please excuse me.
At my humble but firm assertion, the public was reassured. Both genders sighed because there were many women who wished, if circumstances permitted, to marry His Highness. In this country, polygamy was permitted.
On the other hand, it seems the men were relieved that I was still available. Well, from their point of view, I was a profitable object mainly because I am the daughter of the marquis that serves as His Majestyâs confidant. However, I wouldnât say it to their faces that I would never yield to people who held such expectations.
ăIn that case, Lizbeth-jou, if I mayâă
ăLiz, so you were hereă
A familiar voice interrupted the countâs son. That was unbelievably nice timing, I almost blurted out loud.
ăAh, Cecil-kun! You cameă
ăWasnât it you who invited me?ă
Cecil-kun, who had just arrived, responded bluntly.
Tucked into his formal attire, Cecil-kun looked considerably mature. In particular, his hairstyle. Combed to the back with a portion of his bangs sticking out, it made him feel more grownup than usual.
Cecil-kun, too, was admiring my appearanceâŠ.. Yeah, right. His face stiffened and this time, he turned to look at the countâs son. The countâs son once again looked at me with a pursuing gaze, and once again, Gillesâ eyes slipped.
Because it happened in an instant, I couldnât tell what both of them had planned, but âŠ.. it seemed like they had come to an agreement through eye contact. Gillesâs smile became seemingly cold and Cecil-kun seemed rather troubled.
ăThere is something Iâd like to speak to you about. My apologies, Gustaf-dono. Iâll be borrowing her for a bită
ăYe, yesă
Even for a moment, he had no reason to oppose the words of Cecil-kun who was the son of a Duke.
The countâs son must have been quite surprised though, judging by how he responded. After all, it was well known that my house and Cecil-kunâs were not on good terms with each other. So he was alarmed that we were close.
Cecil-kunâs request was favourable, or rather, it was what I was hoping for. Iâm grateful that Cecil-kun had sensed the mood.
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ăYou are too defenselessă
Those were the first words he said to me after he brought me to the terrace.
ăYou should have been able to handle it properlyă
ăI was just about to take care of ită
ăThen you should have refused him quickly. Because of you, Gilles glared at meă
ăAh, I knew you were spurred on by Gilles!ă
ăIf I wasnât, did you think I would have purposely done this?ă
Well, Cecil-kun never liked to stand out and he wasnât very eager to address me, the guest of honor, either. The fact that he even showed up today was surprising. I thought he wasnât going to come at all.
I wonder if it was because Gilles couldnât intervene directly that he had asked for Cecil-kunâs assistance? It was just like Cecil-kun to find it a real nuisance.
However, I had a feeling that there was something fishy about the way Cecil-kun and Gilles were conspiring right now. To be exact, it seemed like Gilles was treating Cecil-kun nicely. Normally, he treated him the other way around even if that was based on his original opinion of him.
ăGilles is too overprotective, isnât he..âŠă
ăThe person whoâd have been finished if he hadnât been overprotective would have been youă
ăReally? Hah~ But Iâm grateful that you saved me today. I was uncomfortable with how he looked at meă
As it wasnât necessary for me to keep up appearances in front of Cecil-kun, I shrugged my shoulders and spoke my mind freely. Removed from the hustle and bustle of the saloon, there was only the calm atmosphere of the night that filled the vicinity of the terrace. That was why I could pour out my true feelings.
It doesnât show on my face, but I dislike people ogling my body. I am undoubtedly paying for the consequences today, but even so, if I dislike it, I dislike it.
If they were looking at me as a love interest, I wouldnât be bothered by it and would just leave them be. However, itâs inexcusable if the gazes were filled with desire. Itâs not like Iâm fastidious, I have my reasons. Even so, I find it unpleasant when a part of my body is being stared at by people who donât get it.
ăâŠ.. Didnât that also happen because youâre dressed like that?ă
ăItâs not like I chose to wear this. Though, I donât mind if you choose to stare at it though, Cecil-kun ..âŠă
ăYouâve got a problemă
ăDo I?ă
I didnât mean that Cecil-kun was the type to look me up and down instead, heâs the kind that would look away. Though I did look all grown up, Cecil-kun was the innocent sort.
Instead, when I glanced at him, I felt slightly ashamed of myself. In the first place, we knew each other when I was flat-chested and weâve even hugged.
ăThen, why are you clinging onto me? I can more or less understand if you have feelings for meă
ăStop! If he finds out, your servant is going to have a word with me after this!ă
ăâŠ..I was just kidding. Isnât it great that you donât have to listen to what Gilles has to say after this?ă
I felt Gilles was quite relentless with Cecil-kun, or more precisely, with everyone else. Essentially, he shouldnât have acted that way.
âŠ.. Iâm grateful that he was worried for me, but he shouldnât have intimidated Cecil-kun. Iâll have to have a word with Gilles about this afterwards without fail.
Cecil-kun looked at me and sighed.
ăâŠ.. Frankly speaking, you shouldâve notice it by now. Naturally, he has no intentions of letting you pull away from himă
ăâŠ.. Huh?ă
ăThis may sound strange coming from me, but his attitude as a servant is inappropriate. Heâs excessively mingling his personal feelings with work. Welf is also at fault for not saying anything about ită
Well, my behaviour is also at fault too, Cecil-kun added with a slightly worn out expression.
Gilles wasâŠ.. acting inappropriate as a servant? For mixing his personal feelings with work? âŠ.. Was that bad?
ăâŠ.. Because you donât see whatâs so wrong with it, itâs better that you hear it from me. That guy is too obsessed with you, and it is beyond the role of a servantă
ăâŠ.. Gilles is âŠ.. ?ă
ăIâm saying this as your friend. Until youâre an adult, such behavior should not be permittedă
His words were blunt but the tone of his voice wasnât cold. Instead, it was filled with sympathy.
âŠ.. When I become an adult, Gilles canât freely touch me. Itâs excusable right now because Iâm still a child.
With the master-servant relationship that me and Gilles have, it is peculiar that we touch each other intimately. I realized that when he voiced it out.
ăâŠ.. Look, I donât mean to reprimand you. Iâm just giving you adviceă
ăâŠ.. Mmă
ăHey, donât cry. Dear God, itâs like Iâm the bad guyâŠ.. All of this is Gillesâs fault. You definitely have to tell him to draw the lineă
Cecil-kun stroked, or rather, disturbed my neatly arranged hair. I thought it was horrible of him to treat me, the star of the party, in such a manner, but even so, I felt comforted by it.
I laughed a little at Cecil-kunâs clumsy method to console me and gazed in the direction of the saloon. Even without me, the saloon seemed lively and cheerful.
ăâŠ.. If itâs fine that Iâm not even around, I wish I could escape to a place that no one knows ofă
ăOi, youâre the main star of the party!ă
ăIâm kidding. Besides, I havenât heard you congratulate me yetă
ăRight, thatâs my bad. âŠ.. Happy birthday, Liză
Cecil-kun brushed his hair back and replied with an unusually gentle expression on his face.
Even though he appeared to be curt and unsociable, Cecil-kunâs really just a good-natured person. At least, to the extent where he was worried for me?
âŠ.. Also, would it be better if I changed the way I treat Gilles? And whilst I thought of that, both Cecil-kun and I returned to the saloon. âŠ.. That reminds me, His Highness isnât here.