ăâŚ.. Is it really alright for me to receive this?ă
ăItâs fine, as long as you understand your limits to a certain extentă
ăAfter I receive it, what do you want me to do?ă
Presently, Iâm in a sorcery training space near the laboratory facing Caldina-san. It seems that the laboratory comes with such a space. Compared to the space used for the duel it was much smaller, but the members of the laboratory could use it whenever they liked.
If youâre wondering for what purpose I was brought here for, well⌠It was for the sake of reviewing the enchantment. In addition to getting a grasp on the room for improvement, weâll be checking the level of completion at the present stage.
Standing behind Caldina-san was Cecil-kun. However, as always, he stared at me with a sharp look which was a little bit frightening.
ăDidnât I say itâs fine? For starters, I hope you will use the magic tool without invoking the enchantment. Liz-chan, you need to understand firsthand the minimal amount of magic it can absorbă
ăThen for what reason is this pendant charged with magic? ă
ăBecause thereâs another purpose to it. First of all, letâs assess the enchantmentâs durabilityă
In other words, if Iâm unlucky, Iâll end up serving as both the battery and the human sacrifice. No, itâs fine. I somehow got the gist of it âŚ..
Incidentally, if it had been set to directly absorb magic from the practitioner, then it was fine to just use magic in that manner, but this foolish idea was denied by Caldina-san. As the practitioner serves as the form of which the magic is absorbed from, it seems the automatic self-defense invocation circuit would constantly be activated and therefore would be unable to use other enchantments. Invoking and extending it at a high speed at the same time was difficult for an average magician.
In addition, as magic is being collected directly from the practitioner, if they are of insufficient skill, it is very possible that they could faint from it. Since fainting and being attacked would be like putting the cart before the horse, the idea was rejected. However, since itâs me weâre talking about, we could still carry out the experiment âŚ.. As expected, Iâm the battery and the human sacrifice.
ăThen, Iâll begin.ăAqua Spikeăă
With complicated feelings of dissatisfaction and gloominess on the inside, Caldina-san had proposed water spheres. It was probably due to its limitations as the powers it carried within were the safest. In other words, the sorcery shot out lumps of water.
Although it was fine to stand naturally, as expected, having sorceries fired at me was a bit terrifying.
The moment when I was prepared to be struck as the water spheres drew closer to me, they were repelled at roughly the same distance as if I had both of my hands spread out wide. The water erupted, falling onto the ground without flying in my direction.
Simultaneously, I noticed that a tolerable amount of magic power had depleted inside of me. It was still tolerable, but I had poured some into the pendant, I know that I probably have five to six shots to go before it becomes quite difficult for me.
ăHow is it?ă
ăâŚ.. I think that, given the unusual consumption, there isnât any sustainability to the defense enchantment. Although itâs able to repel attacks for now, suppose that if it was an advanced level magic; the defense will shatter like usual. Even if we take into account an automatic incantation to split the consumption of magic power, there may still be room for improvementă
Itâs not something I should proudly declare but, frankly, Iâd called it earlier.
Certainly, the self-defense invocation automatically activated, but taking into account the current magic power consumption, it appears that the power of resistance was almost negligible. For the magic tool, itâs not the enchantment but me who has to etch the enchantment, so I have to grasp the conversion efficiency. To what extent is there a surplus of magic power and to what percent can the magic power be split up.
Sensing it, I know it means thereâs still room for improvement.
ăBut Cecil-kună
ăâŚ.. Got ită
Murmuring that much, Cecil-kun left the room. At that time when he left, he gave an instant unforgettable â and in some ways â honest glare at me.
ăWell then, letâs just wrap it up here for today~ă
ăEh? Thatâs it?ă
ăItâs that kidâs job to improve the enchantment so come tomorrow, weâll be experimenting with multiple patternsă
Thatâs because Cecil-kun is excellent â said Caldina-san with a carefree laugh. And with a smile, she added â youâre also amazing.
ăTo tell you the truth, Cecil-kun wanted to personally test it out but âŚ.. Cecil-kunâs magic canât even withstand three shots. Thatâs why heâs envious of you, Liz-chană
ăâŚ.. But even still, his magic should be considerably above average? ă
Itâs not like he had an especially low amount of magic power. I considered that being employed in some way by the Magic Institution meant that he possessed a sufficient amount of magic power. Cecil-kunâs inventiveness was far superior; Iâm simply unable to imitate him.
Like a one-woman exhibition, I tilted my head in puzzlement and Caldina-san, upon seeing it, smiled bitterly.
ăThatâs true. But Liz-chan, itâs better to remember this. There are people in this world who would struggle till they die in order to obtain what Liz-chan has. To these people, Liz-chan would become an object of resentment for achieving ită
Ceasing her smile, Caldina-san fixed her eyes on me with a serious gaze. The piercing look in her eyes completely snatched the words out of me.
ăIf youâre strong, theyâll envy you for sticking out like a sore thumb and try to conform you. On the contrary, a person who doesnât have it is excluded. This is how an adultâs worldâs likeă
Liz-chan probably wouldnât yet understand that. And lowering her eyebrows, Caldina-san sorrowfully laughed before returning to her usual laughăWell, letâs leaveăand broke off. However, even if it seemed friendly, there was a bit of âŚ.. rejection in her voice.
While staring at Caldina-sanâs turned back, I noticed that the words weighed heavily in my chest.
From her words earlier, it was as if I was being blamed for it. Thatâs not right, itâs as if I âŚ.. I was indirectly being blamed.
For hurting Cecil-kunâs feelings.
While being surrounded by harmonious people, I averted my eyes from outside criticism. Realising that there was a considerable amount of people who detested me was âŚ.. agonizing. I knew they existed but to see it demonstrated so clearly before my very eyes was âŚ.. painful. When it comes to Monk Georg and Lord Alfred, their directed look of hate carried a different meaning.
My heart ached, whispering to me to escape from reality.
ăâŚ.. How should I best proceed?ă
Assuming that I had hurt Cecil-kunâs feelings, I assumed he resented me.
âŚ.. Even if I were to apologize, it would have the opposite effect.
Not knowing what to do, I left the training room and didnât even return to the laboratory.
*******
ăâŚ.. Liz?ă
While absentmindedly walking around at that moment, wandered into the castle when I heard a familiar voice. It was only after the owner of the voice had tapped me on the shoulder with a blank expression did I realized I was in the courtyard.
Just when in the world did I get here? Although I was allowed by the people of the castle to freely walk in, wouldnât I seem rather suspicious, seeing as I had walked in and was wandering around? Still, I suppose my face is well-known.
ăWhat troubles you so much that youâre in a place like this? I heard from Welf that youâre assisting the Magic Institution ..âŚă
ăâŚ.. Nnn, Iâm just mulling over some thingsă
His Highness looked at me and knitted his brows. After which, he took my hand and started walking. Furthermore, he was forcefully dragging me.
Somehow or rather, it seems he had been taking fencing lessons; his hands were barely sweating. From a short distance, the knights welcomed us and bowed at me when they noticed my gaze. Itâs surprisingly that Iâm standing out or rather âŚ.. Iâm reaping what I sowed.
Leaving the hustle and bustle of the castle, we arrived at a shady place under a tree. His Highness let go of my hand and sat down, reclining against the tree while beckoning me to do the same. Accepting his invitation, I sat beside him. He then stretched out, grasped my arm, and pulled me towards him with my face on his shoulder.
ăIf thereâs a problem, just tell meă
ăYour Highness is so forceful, mouă
ăBecause itâs for the greater goodă
Donât laugh â His Highness said while tapering his lips. And without knowing why, I somehow felt relieved. He was still the same in that regard.
Relaxing my slightly stiffened body, I leaned on His Highnessâs body.
ăYour Highness, if someone envies and resents your power, what would you do?ă
I struck His Highness with the question I couldnât find an answer to. It wasnât like I expected for His Highness to find a solution to my question; I simply was in need of his opinion.
ăâŚ.. Letâs see ..⌠I wouldnât do anything. In the first place, itâs normal for people to be envious and resent royaltyă
ăThatâs true~ă
I nodded my head earnestly as His Highness spoke â he was quite persuasive. It wasnât unreasonable that His Highness, too, had people aiming at him.
ăHmm. As it canât be helped that Iâve attained such powers, then it should be utilised to the maximum of its abilitiesă
ăâŚ.. Even if itâs better to keep your head down?ă
ăWell, itâs more like a skilled hawk hides its talons. However, itâs a waste to not use what you have. I believe that it is our duty to give it all weâve got if we possess that kind of poweră
At His Highnessâs unwavering declaration, I unconsciously throbbed slightly and, as time passed, my heartbeat hastened. I thought to myself, why was he acting so maturely?
When I first met him, having ran away from his training, he was just a child acting his age. Now, he has become a praise-worthy man âŚ.. How quickly heâs grown from a child into an adult.
ăâŚ.. Your Highness is strong. For me, itâs a bit impossibleă
ăLiz, youâre also strong. âŚ.. Itâs because Liz is kind hence you feel troubledă
ăIâm not that kind âŚ.. Itâs just problematic that Iâm not self-consciousă
Since I was born, it was normal for me to have this power. However, to others, itâs a power that they desperately desired. The fact that I can use it naturally becomes a reason for people who canât to resent me.
But based on His Highnessâs thoughts, this entire concept was laughable. Whatâs wrong with using the power that I have? The person making the allowances is being discourteous.
Both parts are easy to comprehend when theyâre looked at subjectively. You could say itâs an extreme example, though. Speaking maliciously, it is an insolent and menial thought.
ăWell, youâre aware now, arenât you? Just be careful next timeă
ăYour Highness is optimisticâŚ..ă
Why was he so optimistic? Was it because itâs his inborn characteristic? Or was it because of the support from the people around him?
âŚ.. Most likely, it was probably both.
ăBecause a good policy canât be invented backwardsă
ăFufu, it seems the future king is reliableă
Having great faith in His Highnessâs last words, I smiled broadly and, with a quiet feeling, leaned on His Highness and took a nap.
The fact that I was woken up with a warm smile from the knights was a matter that happened an hour later.