I wonder if itâs too much if I divide the chapter to seven parts đ Quantity v.s fast updates⊠Though they arenât coming out that fast.. đŁÂ Just a side note, I will be fixing some stuff in the site since I canât post this release on the home page so I wonât be starting working on the next part until then.. Scratch that, I found an easy solution.
Status: Translating Will edit soon đȘ
I open my eyes reluctantly, then glare at the source of the noise.
ăAhh! Itâs not a dream! Phil opened his eyes!ă
When I looked around a while ago I didnât notice because it was a blind spot, it seems there was someone next to the bed.
Moreover, itâs a blond blue eyed glittering handsome boy. Heâs wearing frilled clothes like those of a prince from the middle ages and it suits him well.
âŠâŠ Cosplayer?
Why is there a cosplayer in this kind of place? I, I wonder if Iâm still asleep?
ăPhil woke up, inform the others pleaseă
The handsome boy spoke to someone outside the door, I clench my hand tightly and moisten my eyes.
ăPhil, do you remember what happened?ă
Phil? Who are they talking about?
âŠâŠ Is it about me?
I was born and raised in Japan. Both my parents are japanese, and even if one was to look four generations back, all my family members were japanese. I am a genuine Japanese individual.
But still, he calls me Phil. I never had it, this kind of foreign-like nickname.
But âŠâŠ The voice calling Phil, it sounds strangely familiar.
Even this handsome blond cosplayer, I remember him from somewhere.
Why âŠâŠ?
I tilt my small head and think.
ăAhhh!ă
Raising my voice, I suddenly get up in a hurry.
ăo-ouch~! It hurtsăŒ!ă
At that moment, I suddenly felt a head-splitting pain from the back of my head. I embraced my head and fell paralyzed on the bed.
ăPhil! Are you okay? You shouldnât move abruptlyă
The handsome blond boyâs hand approached me and gently stroked my back.
t/n: Iâm not sure if itâs âboyâs hand approached meâ or âboyâs hand propped me upâ.
As my head sobered-up, the pain settled down and went away. At the same time, an electric current jolted my memory as I had a flashback.
It feels like my head is going to burst as numerous data flows in, but itâs not the time to say this kind of thing.
Barely able to grasp reality, I was overwhelmed by shock and my body was shivering and trembling. To hold myself back, I embraced myself.
I then slowly pulled back my arms, and stared at my hands for a while.
My hand ââ Itâs very small.
I am the third son of the small kingdom of Greshartâs royal family. If both brothers and sisters are counted, then I would be the fifth and youngest prince.
That is to say, my name is Phil Greshart. I am three and a half years old.
Although Greshart kingdom is small it is blessed with resources, it also has nothing but gentle and kind people. In these past three years, I didnât even face a single hardship. I was brought up in utter happiness.
Such a thing, I noticed the presence of another person by hitting my head.
âŠâŠ No itâs not a different personâs existence. The hit is not to blame either, because itâs not that I became strange.
t/n: Hell, this sentence (above) took hours to figure outâŠ
Thatâs my previous existence. My university student self was traveling to my part-time job on a bicycle. There, a cat suddenly jumped out; and when I avoided it, a truck thrust into me.
The only thing it can be called is bad luck. I guess it was instant death. Was it at least my salvation that I lost consciousness briefly after feeling the pain? âŠâŠ I wonder what is so unsatisfying.
If I didnât have a part-time job, if the cat didnât jump out, if the truck didnât come âŠâŠ If you think about all the what ifâs the possibilities are endless. But, to work with all my efforts just to cling onto life, I didnât think it would end so easily.
When I think of my hardships until now, I feel very regretful. Because even though I was thinking for a long time in my life, enduring that grandfatherâs disagreeability, and even though I endured a life of poverty. That is, for my life 1 to end midway is too much.
1 This was actually âćżâ, which translates as: will,resolve, determination, aspirations, hope. But I felt like he meant his life, and âlifeâ goes better in the sentence than âwillâ.