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Chapter 248
I want to see Miyagi as always — 248
Translated by KaiesV
Edited by KaiesV
Overlapping lips create silence.
Miyagi’s hand, which had been covering my chest, grabs my clothes.
We can’t speak while we are kissing, so Miyagi can’t speak even if she wants to ask me something, and I can keep the unusual Miyagi inside her.
I hope this silence continues.
Although the kiss is to keep her mouth closed, I knock her lips with the tip of my tongue to feel more Miyagi. But she has no intention of inviting me in, and her lips remain drawn together. On the contrary, she stepped on my feet.
With a push, and with a certain amount of force.
I am glad Miyagi stepped on my foot.
It’s a feeling that I can only think of as perverse, but I would rather be kissing her while stepping on my foot than being asked a question I can’t answer. The heat coming from my lips wasn’t enough, and when I attached the tip of my tongue to her lips more strongly than before, Miyagi pushed me away forcefully.
「Sendai-san, that’s strange. Why are you doing that now?」
「Even you were strange because you suddenly touched my breasts.」
「I said I’d touch it.」
「If you can do what you said, I’ll do what I said. I’ll kiss you again.」
In accordance with the Miyagi rule, I make a declaration and then bring my face to hers.
I cover Miyagi’s lips as she is about to complain and put my hands around her waist. She bit my lip, which was still tightly closed, and I was stepped on harder than before, and I moved away from Miyagi.
「I can’t speak.」
I can hear her miffed voice.
「You don’t have to speak.」
「
Sit here, Sendai-san.」
She always pulls out the chair I sit in and points at me like Miyagi is ordering a dog or something, but I am under no obligation to follow orders. Miyagi has no right to give me orders right now, and even if her mood turns bad as a result of me not following her orders, it doesn’t matter because Miyagi is generally always in a bad mood.
But the Miyagi in front of me now is a Miyagi who’s not nice.
If I keep taking her words away with kisses, I’m going to piss her off irrevocably, so I sit down maturely as I was told, and she tells me「not to stand up.」
「Are you sure there’s nothing you wouldn’t like if someone did this to you?」
Her gruff voice echoes in my ears.
「There’s none.」
「Why is it none?」
「I’m not sure why you’re asking me that.」
「Just say something.」
「
I don’t want to be told not to work part-time, but it’s not what you don’t like to be told, it’s what you don’t like me to do, right?」
「Yes. Tell me what you wouldn’t like if someone did that to you.」
There’s nothing that doesn’t have that kind of thing said about it.
There are things I wouldn’t want anyone but Miyagi to do to me, but there’s nothing I don’t want Miyagi to do to me. It can be undesirable, but it can also be acceptable.
「I don’t know if I want to kiss you better than that.」
Unable to prepare an answer that would satisfy Miyagi, I was left with no choice but to deceive.
Of course, I’m not lying when I say that I want to kiss Miyagi.
「
If you can’t tell me what you don’t like, you can do it if you tell me what you like or don’t like, Sendai-san. If you can’t tell me any of them, go to your room right now.」
「Doesn’t it matter? Such things. I won’t tell Miyagi that I don’t like something you like, and I won’t force you to like something you didn’t like.」
「That’s not what I meant.」
「If that’s not what you mean, then what do you mean? What do you want me to do, Miyagi?」
I don’t know.
Miyagi’s question is too difficult for me.
Considering what happened at the zoo, the answer「like it or not, it’s the same as Miyagi」is not acceptable. To me, it’s the right answer, but Miyagi probably won’t be convinced. And even if I gave a reasonable answer, she would know that it was a lie. If that were the case, I would have no answer to give.
「I just want you to tell me the truth.」
「I guess my favorite thing is kissing.」
I think I want to kiss you.
Right now I would rather exchange body temperatures than exchange words. I feel like I can understand Miyagi better that way.
「Sendai-san, you say things like that right away.」
Miyagi’s brow wrinkles.
I drop my gaze, not likely to be allowed to kiss her.
Something, something, something.
I want an answer that will satisfy Miyagi.
I stared at the floor and gripped my temples.
I blurt out a reply, filling the silence that seems to form unnaturally with the words,「Let’s see
」
「
Cheesecake.」
「Cheesecake?」
「Yes. I love cheesecake. Let’s have some together.」
I add that it’s nothing, and raise my gaze.
It can be a rare cheesecake or a baked cheesecake.
Either way, I think I would have a great time eating cake with Miyagi.
「And I like Miyagi, too, because you looked like Mike-chan.」
If it’s not what I like, but who I like, it’s Miyagi.
But I don’t have the courage to tell her words that might cause me to lose everything I have now, so with Mike-chan’s help, I tell her about a hundredth of what I really feel.
「I don’t need that kind of joke.」
Yes.
I know.
And it has to be this way.
I must not let Miyagi run away from me by telling her how I really feel.
「If you’re convinced, can I kiss you?」
「What’s your favorite cheesecake?」
「My favorite? If you ask me what’s my favorite
」
I wonder.
I’m not sure.
It’s definitely something I like, but I never thought about how many I like. I want to know what’s the best thing about Miyagi, but I know that it is not the right time to ask.
「The question wasn’t asking you to tell me what you like best, it was asking you to tell me what you like or don’t like best, and it doesn’t matter if it’s the best or not.」
There is no need to force the best answer.
Getting back on track, I was about to get up to kiss her in compensation for answering her question when Miyagi blurted out,
「
Sendai-san, the lipstick.」
「Do you want me get it?」
「No, I don’t mean that. My lipstick, it’s gone.」
Miyagi, looking grumpy as usual, kicks me in the leg.
It’s not quite a change in the air, but I’m relieved that Miyagi, who is asking me questions like a detective in a TV drama conducting an interrogation, is gone.
「Well, I’ll pick one out for you, and we’ll go buy it.」
I chuckle, trying to keep the difficult Miyagi from showing its face again.
「I didn’t say that. Go buy some. I’ll give you the money.」
「Let’s go get it together.」
「If you picked out a lipstick you liked and bought it, Sendai-san, that’d be fine to me.」
「Do you want the same one as the last one?」
Stand up and reach for Miyagi.
I crawl my fingers to her unclothed lips and kisses her on the cheek. I stroke the plumeria earrings and touch the edge of her mouth with my lips. Continue to gently place my lips on her and transfer my body heat.
I would rather dye Miyagi’s lips with my color than the lipstick.
I would like to put me on top of what I like.
But Miyagi won’t let me kiss her for long.
Soon she pushed my shoulder and said grumpily,
「I’m talking about lipstick right now. Go buy some, same or different from the last one.」
「What about the same one I’m using?」
「I’m fine if it’s different from what Sendai-san uses.」
She says in a low voice and pushes me.
Miyagi’s answer is boring, but if she had asked me to buy her the same thing, I would have questioned her sanity, so boring is good enough for me.
「I understand. I can pick whatever I want?」
「Yes.」
「Okay, I’ll pick something cute for you.」
「Do you have a favorite lipstick?」
Miyagi, who would normally tell me she didn’t want to be cute, made a soft sound and stared at me.
「What do you mean?」
「Meaning as it is.」
「A favorite lipstick, huh. I think it’s fun to choose for others.」
So I reached for Miyagi’s lips, and this time she smacked me on the back of the hand.