âI shouldnât have told Mengâer to be an official! Look at all this madness He dealt a great blow to Northern Ji with that ploy back in the day, but now that demon Pang Zhixi hates him to the bone! And now that Mengâerâs the Grand Preceptor of the Heir Apparent, the emperor goes to him for help with any matter, no matter big or small. Which might even cause others to be jealous and start to scheme against him! My heart hangs in the balance with him everyday, like itâs roasting over a fire!â
Qin- mama tried in vain to comfort her mistress when she saw how inconsolable the old dowager seemed to be. On her other side, Qini Yining was still on auto-pilot as she supported the old dowager. Her heart had been caught in the claws of an overwhelming grief.
So many Suns had been ripped from her life, including even her seven and five year old nephews. But when the old dowager heard the news, the only emotion she displayed was fear for the potential danger to her own family. But such is human nature⊠havenât I always known this? She compartmentalized her sorrow and thought furiously. With the old dowagerâs personality, sheâll probably burst into fury and ground me too if I ask her to let mother out so we can send off the Sun males.
The old dowager would likely let their corpses rot in the open if she had her way about it. In all fairness, it wasnât a hard reaction to understand. It wasnât easy to summon to courage to test the emperorâs temper by arranging a proper burial for those heâd had executed in a fit of fury. But Yining couldnât let her grandfather and his family have such a tragic ending! She had to give them a proper burial, and in a completely flawless way!
Having discussed with Qin Huaiyuan earlier, Qin Yining was feeling much more confident. She wiped off her tears with a plan in mind. But as she mused on it, a womanâs crying wail traveled in from outside, the words faintly discernible.
âLet go of me! All of you let go of me! I want to go out! Let me out!â
âSenior Madame, you canât go!â
âDonât go out senior aunt! Everything is a mess outside! Grandmother will worry about you if you go!â
âI must! None of you care because itâs not your father and brothers that this has happened to!â
âPlease keep your voice down! Oh my word, this is the Garden of Loving Piety! Oh my ancestors and oh Buddha!â
âAm I afraid of anyone hearing me? That ingrate of a flip flopping hag ! What was she like when my family was prosperous?! Now that somethingâs happened, sheâs tucked her bitch of a head in and is worse than animals!â
The old dowager couldnât hear clearly what was going on outside, but she could hear the last couple of sentences very clearly. Flip flopping hag, ingrate, lower than animalsâŠ
âSlap her mouth! Slap her!â The old dowager flushed beet red and shot to her feet. âIs that breeding of that idiot woman?! What, has she forgotten all her manners now that her fatherâs dead?! How is she filial at all in cursing her mother-in-law like this?? Iâm going to divorce her! Iâll hold a family meeting and divorce this unfilial, stupid woman on Mengâerâs behalf!â
Qin Yining was still supporting the old dowagerâs arm, but the look in her eyes had slowly chilled. Even though pursuing self gain was human nature, the old dowagerâs actions were simply too ugly. Thus it was apparent that not only was she the profit-seeking sort, but so selfish and self-centered that she was absolutely coldblooded in her pursuits.
Qin- mama was also disapproving off to the side, but she could only mutter silently as she was a servant. She happened to glance at Qin Yining and felt a cold chill travel down her back. It felt like sheâd looked at Qin Huaiyuan just now, not the fourth miss! She was compelled to try to defuse the situation.
âDonât be angry, mistress. Senior Madameâs home has just been destroyed and her family no more. Itâs normal that she would be this sad. She must not be thinking clearly and sprouting all sorts of nonsense. Why take a crazy person to task for their words? Besides, we must consult the lord for divorce. You have to think of his reputation no matter what.â
Qin Yining had had enough. She had thoroughly seen through this self-serving paternal grandmother. It might actually be a good thing if mother is divorced. I have a thousand ways for her to live a good life outside. Itâd only been one day since the Duke of Ding had fallen, but the attitudes within the Qin manor were already thus. How much more would her mother have to suffer if she remained? She wasnât the sort who could endure and plan. Sheâs be swallowed whole! Even if Qin Yiningâs father wanted to intervene, he was still a filial son.
âGrandmother, Iâll go take a look.â She curtsied and walked out without waiting for a response.
Qin- mama helped the old dowager down to a sitting as the matriarch was huffing with anger and stomped her foot. âLook at this! All orderâs gone out the window!â
âWho the hell are you to touch the senior madame? Even if the Duke of Ding is no more, she is still my fatherâs wife of many years! What are you all trying to do, seek death?!â
Cuifu and Zhang- mama collapsed onto the floor. They werenât in pain, but they had been so frightened that their faces were white. Impulse got the better of the sixth miss and she charged over.
âSenior aunt wouldnât listen to our advice and insisted on going out, which is why Cuifu and Zhang- mama are holding her back. How can senior aunt leave the ancestral hall of her own volition without telling the old dowager first?â
âWhat happened?â Qin Yining ignored the sixth miss and asked Jin- mama instead.
âFourth Miss, the sixth miss just came by with news of the beheading of the duke and the others,â Jin- mama responded in a low voice. âThe madame was in a hurry to get out and we couldnât hold her back no matter what. Please help calm her down.â
Qin Yining put an arm around her mother and looked sideways at the sixth miss. âYou listen to Qin Huiningâs orders well. How many bones did she give you?â
The sixth miss didnât react immediately. She blinked a few times before retorting angrily, âWho are you insulting as a dog?!â
âCalling you a dog is an insult to dogs! I wonât do anything to you out of consideration for second aunt. But your actions are really unbecoming. Bingtang, go see second aunt immediately and tell her that Qin Shuangning took it upon herself to go to the ancestral hall and provoke my mother with that message, then had her maid and wet nurse hold my mother here and incite her to further outcries. Itâs your word against hers, so bring along two eloquent witnesses.â
âUnderstood.â Bingtang nodded.
âQin Yining, you and I are both Qin misses! You bully the foster daughter and turn on a daughter of the blood now? How dare you go stir up trouble in front of the second madame?!â Qin Shuangning shrieked.
Qin Yining ignored her and swept a glance at the surrounding granny servants. She immediately saw Mama Jing, mother of Third Shopkeeper Jing, step forward with another swarthy granny servant. âFourth Miss, this servant is willing to bear witness.â
âVery well, my thanks.â Qin Yining nodded and pretended not to know the old servant. Mama Jing immediately followed Bingtang for a quick trip to the second branch of the family.
The sixth miss panicked. She hadnât been adopted in name by the official wife of her branch! The madame would punish her for this!
âWhat are you all waiting for?! Stop them!â She shrieked as she pushed Cuifu and Zhang- mama to pursue. The two obeyed and chased forward, but the strong granny servant that Mama Jing had with her shoved them roughly to the ground.
The old dowager opened her mouth, but the old servant at her side pinched her in the arm. She looked at Qin- mama , affronted, but the old servant responded, âThe lord is still in the palace. Mistress, you should at least consider his wishes. Besides, there are so many around.â
âMama Jing, please find a way to get a message to Grand Steward Zhong. Youâll have my thanks!â
âNot at all, not at all. Just tell me what youâd like, miss.â
Qin Yining whispered some instructions by Mama Jingâs ear, then took Bingtang with her back to the Garden of Loving Piety. Meanwhile, Mama Jing scooted her way out of the manor through the kitchen delivery door.
This doesnât quite relay how bad this insult is. Think of it as a f-bomb on the old dowager. This was a special bench in ancient China that could seat two. Blankets would be stored on top of it and it was part of a girlâs dowry.