Qin Huaiyuan was familiar with many people at court, but someone who both happened to share his views and not need reminders like his daughter were few and far between. Sheâs my daughter alright. Not only does she look like and does things like me, sheâs also incredibly smart. Qin Huaiyuan was genuinely delighted at his daughterâs rationale and spoke with a warm expression, âSo you understand my difficulties.â
Qin Yining responded seriously. âThat father has been able to rise to these heights probably means that you sleep with one eye open. Even at the best of times, itâs a tiring and mentally taxing undertaking. Youâre also the head of the household. If you overlook something of importance, our family may well end up like the Duke of Dingâs. I sometimes worry for your efforts and pressure when I think about it. Itâs a pity that Iâm a girl and cannot share your burdens.â
Qin Huaiyuan felt a burst of affection for his daughter when he saw how her maturity outshone her age. Her words seemed to most often speak to his heart. In this family, not only the old dowager, but even his two brothers viewed Qin Huaiyuan as a mountain that would never collapse. Sometimes, a man didnât so much want help from his family, but just the knowledge that they  understand his efforts and difficulties. That was enough for him to feel immensely touched.
Everything that needed to be spoken of had been settled. âGo greet your grandmother later. Make sure you answer properly if she asks anything.â
âYes, I understand.â Qin Yining understood that Qin Huaiyuan was worried sheâd talk back and anger the matriarch.
âThen go on back.â Qin Huaiyuan nodded in satisfaction. âComfort your mother well. she must be very saddened.â
Qin Yining assented and had just risen to curtsey when Qitaiâs voice traveled in. âMilord, a messenger has arrived from the palace with an urgent summons. The emperor has urgent business and requests milordâs presence as soon as possible!â
âUnderstood,â Qin Huaiyuan responded faintly.
âFather, the InstituteâŠâ Qin Yining asked solemnly.
âI have my own thoughts about it. Go about your business.â
âThe emperor wonât punish you, will he?â Qin Yining was very worried. She was already determined to take a step back if her actions would harm her own family.
Qin Huaiyuan tapped his daughterâs forehead. âA child should do what a child would do. Donât worry so much at your age. Go greet your grandmother.â
This obvious bit of doting was something that Qin Yining rarely received from her elders. She blushed in sudden happiness, and her dewy eyes curved into half crescents from her smile. She curtsied docilely and took her leave.
Qin Huaiyuan had Qitai prepare the carriage after he sent Qin Yining off with his eyes.
Qin Yining quickly reached the Garden of Loving Piety and saw a serving girl stooped on the steps from a fair distance away. The girl rose and hopped back into the courtyard when she saw the fourth miss. It was an odd event, so Qin Yining  purposely slowed her steps as she walked. Sheâd just set foot onto the steps when Qin- mama came out, walking quickly with a lantern in her hands.
Qin Yining immediately understood the situation. She walked up to the old servant and asked delicately, âQin- mama , does Old Dowager have some instructions for me?â
The two exchanged greetings and walked off to the side. There, Qin- mama murmured in a low voice, âThe old dowager isnât feeling well and has just taken her medicine. Sheâs off in a huff. Whatâs happened at the Ding Manor today has spread far and wide. She was worried and gave a few words of advice to Senior Madame. The senior madame may have been in a bad mood and thus retorted angrily. The old dowager took offense and had the senior madame confined to the ancestral hall to reflect on her wrongs. When you enter, be careful when you see the old dowager.â
âThank you, Qin- mama . I understand. Although mother is impulsive, she doesnât mean any harm. No one can remain calm in this sort of situation, and the old dowager must think for the entire Qin clan. Ai! The old dowager is truly in a difficult spot.â
Qin- mama smiled at having met someone who shared her thoughts so precisely. âThatâs what I told Old Dowager as well.â
âItâs so much better that you are by the old dowagerâs side than us little girls. All we know to do is panic whenever we run into situations like theseâŠâ
The mama naturally liked the sound of these words. Her smile remained on her face as the two walked through the door hand-in-hand. The old servantâs chin rose unconsciously in pride. Meanwhile, Qin Yining was forcefully tamping down her sorrow and panic and kept her focus on maintaining a small smile on her face. Elders were often superstitious, and the old dowager was already afraid of being dragged down by the Suns. If she walked in with a long face, wouldnât that just make things worse?
âOld Dowager.â Qin Yining circled around the black lacquer divider, the sparrows alighting on plum blossoms greeting her silently, and curtsied properly.
The old dowager was taking a pull from the brass pipe with its accompanying tobacco pouch. When she saw her granddaughter walk in, a frown creased her forehead. âWhy have you come back so late? Where did you go again? Donât you imitate your mother in not knowing the difference between your family and outsiders! Although your maternal relations treated you well, and gave you money and a business, itâs Qin blood that flows in your veins. Youâre a Qin!
âDonât think youâve become something just because you inherited a business! That was nothing to them. Youâre just a little girl with long hair and a short span of experience. What do you know?! Look at you acting so grateful. You should be afraid of attracting trouble for our family!â
A materialistic lecture was unceremoniously thrown in her face barely after sheâd finished greeting the old dowager. Truthfully, it pained Qin Yining quite a bit. Even if the Institute was just a single hair on an ox to the Suns before, wouldnât that be the same to the Qins as well? Yet the old dowager hadnât seemed similarly inclined. But Qin Yining knew that this was just how the old dowager was. What else could the matriarch do? Kill her own granddaughter?
âThe old dowager speaks truly. Your granddaughter had come home early, but ended up speaking to father in the outer study for a long while. This delayed me for a bit and was why I didnât immediately come.â Qin Yining neatly admitted her faults.
So sheâd actually yelled wrongly at Qin Yining? This made for an awkward situation. The old dowager had nursed a bellyful of anger all day, but her verbal punch had just smacked into a cloud of cotton instead.
But Qin Yining knew better than to wait for the old dowager to apologize. That was just inviting her grandmother to hate her. She immediately created a way out. âItâs my fault for making you worry, grandmother. I shouldnât have come back late when everything is a mess outside from the matters of the Duke of Ding Manor today, not to mention when Great Zhouâs letter is plastered everywhere, or even when Elder Statesman Cao killed someone in broad daylight. Unfortunately, there were some urgent business matters I had to attend to, and I also paid a visit to Grand Steward Zhong to ask about the accounts. This was why I came home a bit late. Please forgive me, Old Dowager.â
The old dowager felt that this gave her enough face, and her ruffled temper was suitably soothed. âMm. As long as your know your faults. You can rise to speak.â Sheâd unconsciously forgotten the fiery words sheâd wanted to rain down on Qin Yining.
Just as the scene was turning harmonious, Jixiang rushed into the room, her face drained of all color. âOld Dowager! Terrible things have happened!â
âWhat is it? How can you just rush in so frantically like this? Youâll alarm the mistress!â Qin- mama hectored.
Jixiang looked over at Qin Yining, her eyes holding a complicated look, and knelt. âOld Dowager, the Sun males were all just dragged out and beheaded, including the five year old young master!â
The old dowager jerked up with surprise, her pipe falling from her hands. In the silence that reigned after that announcement, the loud clatter of the pipe hitting the floor, and the hissing of the scattered live and dead ashes reigned. But the old dowager quickly regained her voice. âWhat did you say?! Wasnât it supposed to be three days later?â
âQitai just sent word that the lord was summoned into the palace tonight,â Jixiang responded. âThe Suns were executed early because⊠because Great Zhou angrily slaughtered twenty thousand Great Yan captives when they didnât receive Sun Yuâs brains! The emperor was incensed and didnât want to wait three days. He gave orders for their immediate beheading! The bloody corpses have been thrown out the palaceâs meridian gate, allowing anyone to spit and curse at themâŠâ
Fear and panic struck the old dowager in waves. She took a shaky step back, but her ankles gave way. She cried out in alarm as she fell back onto the luohan bed.
âMistress!â Qin- mama quickly went to the matriarchâs aid. Qin Yining also automatically moved to support her grandmother as well. But if one took a careful look at her expression, theyâd realize that her mind was at those palace gates. Pained tears brimmed in her expressive eyes. Her hands trembled as she strove to keep her tears under control and calm herself.
The old dowager stared off blankly into space as tears began to roll down her face. âThis, this is evil! Pure evil! I donât even know what to say!â She turned to Jixiang. âDid Qitai say if the lord had any orders?â
âIn response to Old Dowager, thereâs nothing else. The lord only says that he wonât return tonight and for you not to worry.â
âHow can I not worry! The emperor demands lives at the drop of a hat!â The old dowager patted her chest, tears still trickling down her cheeks.