To be precise, I didnāt erase the memory, because I couldnāt make everything that happened in the second car go away.
Without an event, there is no growth. The castration is the feeling and bond Kim Hyun-seong felt for me.
It was a little difficult to explain, but Kim Hyun-seong probably didnāt feel as great about a series of events as before.
Tran sla t ed b y ļ¼Ŗpļ½ tl.c o ļ½ It could be something like that, or it could be something you donāt need to remember.
All the feelings Kim Hyun-seong personally had about the person named Lee Young were suddenly destroyed.
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
I donāt know what to say, but I donāt feel so good. The memories were not accumulated by Kim Hyun-seong alone.
Thatās what they always say. It hurts more than the dead.
Of course, it was different and I chose to do it, but I had no choice but to think there was a loss.
āLetās face it. What can I do? What can I gain more than what Iāve lost? ā
Tra n s l a te d by Jpm t l.c o ļ½ Heās right. Thatās true. You can pick it up after work. Itās not my style to dig with. You donāt have to think about it. Itās simple.
āLetās turn the shiva happiness circuits around. I donāt suck when Iām depressed. Itās all good. Weāre sticking to the plan, blocking the variables. Thereās no turning back now. Everything is going the way I want it to, so you should smile. Isnāt that right?ā
Continuously raises the tip of the mouth.
A real smile begins to leak from your mouth.
āItās going as I thought. Thatās all that matters. ā
No problem. Itās all going my way. This is good news. I think itās right to tell my sister.
But heās gonna be so busy⦠I donāt care if you donāt tell him. Iām in a drama with Hye-jin anyway.
Whereās Doug? Oh, youāre fighting. White⦠is fighting. I think Iāve recovered all my magical powersā¦
I took a quick look around the situation room, but there was nothing there. To celebrate, I lift the cup to the air for no reason.
Itās not over, so itās a toast, but itās a good thing.
Oh, look at me. Letās start with regrets.
I can see his furious face again.
āIām really angry. ā
Itās a very simple emotion compared to what was mixed up before. It feels best to be this simple.
I feel like Kim Hyun-seong from the car once looked like that. For Kim Hyun-seong, it was no exaggeration even if it was everything in the second car.
Transla te d by ļ½pm t l.c o m Isnāt it enough to interpret Kim Hyun-seong as the first time you get rid of it?
āNo, thatās not it. ā
Itās hard to judge.
One thingās for sure: Heās not resisting the voice of the mind anymore.
Kim Hyun-seong was accepting and confirming it. I am sure, not doubtful. The confidence that Lee Lee Young was the masquerade of the car was already filling his head.
āThatās not all. ā
If one changes, many things change.
I can see all the memories that he was keeping like a treasure changing into a distorted shape.
Itās worth it. From his point of view, he thought it was all a lie and a scam.
You actually think so. Youāre looking back at yourself, looking back at your memories one by one.
Some of the anger he felt was against himself. It was not anger stained with self-loathing as before, but anger that he once again fooled an enemy who wouldnāt be cool if he ate it.
I was worried that I would insult or disconnect, but I didnāt feel the need to.
Seraphim opened his mouth before I could speak to him first.
ā What did you realize?
ā ā¦ā¦.
Tr an sl ated by jpļ½tl .co m ā I think he realized something. What are you angry about?
ā ā¦ā¦.
ā Ha-ha-ha. Hahahahaha.
āWell done, Seraphim. But youāre a little bit of a jerk. ā
ā Puhahahahahahaha!
Kim Hyun-seong does not answer. But I can immediately see the sword flying.
ā Uhā¦
Blood flows from the cheek of Ceraphym, swinging the sword again in fear. I continue the battle without saying a word.
What is it?
We were continuing the fight for a while, but I was still getting points, but I was embarrassed by the unexpected situation for a while.
But wait a minute. I quickly realized why he had just taken the same action.
Pigeons are his enemies⦠and cruciallyā¦
āMr. Hyunsung? ā
Ki-young.
āYour voice is slightly cooler. Shiva, you have no emotions. You look like youāre calling someone. You donāt sound like Shiva. ā
āAre you⦠feeling better?ā ā Tr a n sla t ed by jpm tl .c om
ā I feel much better than before. But⦠my head is stillā¦
āYes?ā
ā I know this is an imposition, but I need you to come and confirm it yourselfā¦
āI think I said Iād go⦠Wow Shiva. Kim Hyun-seong, you fox⦠Youāre really determined. ā
You quickly realize that this is not a statement that you want to see directly with your own eyes.
You want to call it in? Did you really set it up as an act? ā
From Kim Hyunsungās point of view, the masked hero was a bastard who didnāt know where to go. Maybe you think Iād be mad at you later if I did. I called him in and I tore him to piecesā¦
Huh?
What? We canāt tear it apart. What makes you think that?
āBlow your throat out a little bit too. No, why do you keep thinking about the cruelty? Youāre gonna tear him apart? Cut off your arms and legs, make the ground tough, and then kick the shit out of you and kill you? ā
āNo, I need to check for a whileā¦. ā
I need Ki-young now.
You think itās a good idea to make a body that neither dies nor lives, and then dump it in a pigsty? ā
You psychopath. Who would have thoughtā¦? Shiva still has memories of us together, but not that much. That went too far. Thereās no such thing. Shiva.Thatās a little⦠isnāt it?
The bad imaginations that filled Kim Hyun-seongās head were scary to send silence for a moment disappear. Heās considering all possibilities.
I am wary of assumptions that what I think might leak out because of the regretter user manual.
Despite never having explained to me what I was thinking and how I was feeling, he was alert to the situation that I might know what he was thinking.
Iām thinking of all the variables that I might not know.
āIāll be on my way. ā
ā Careful.
āBut you should know that. Hyun-seong. Kim Hyun-seong wouldnāt have asked you to come here in the first place. I donāt know if itās acting or what. Honestly, Iām fooling you. ā
After searching for anesthetic potion in my arms again, I wake up my body.
ā Ki-young?
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āYes, Iām getting ready. ā
Itās good to be on time.
Kim Hyun-seong continued to wield his sword. It doesnāt take long for cerapim to become scarred.
Rather, I feel like Iām being controlled, like Iām just waiting for my arrival. Iām going to show you how it was pushed on purpose. Hold my head together.
Heās begging for trouble on his own. Reality is invisible even if you wash your eyes and look for it⦠but you should feel good about working hard in your own way.
If there is a problem, there is still no sign.
I was thinking the end was coming, but rarely pictures were made. Everyone hasnāt found their place yet.
One thing about being close was that I had to be aware of the situation, but I didnāt get a sense of which scenes to complete.
Not yet? ā
No. Is it right to think after you leave? I can see them talking to me.
ā Take my hand. Kim Hyun-seong, I can give you a new life.
ā ā¦ā¦.
Heās never gonna catch it.
ā We didnāt have to fight. Donāt you think?
ā Shut the fuck up. Seraphim.
ā You know thereās no chance of you winning in the first place. What are you fighting for?
ā Iām not here to make fun of you.
ā Iām not saying this for fun. I think there was a misunderstanding. Heās telling me that you and I had a fight that wasnāt his intention. The war that was doomed to endless destruction was not what we wanted. I was swayed by a parasite like the worm that promoted the atmosphere.
ā I never agreed to your methods in the first place.
ā Yes, but you know itās necessary. The continent is sick. Maybe we just got here for a reason. I think you must have felt a lot after two cars. Tell me with your mouth. Is man different from before?
ā ā¦ā¦.
ā Humans are no different. The essence never changes, as you know him.
ā ā¦ā¦.
ā Iām giving you a chance. Kim Hyun-seong, you can still come back. Even though the impurities got in, we should be able to clean it up. You canāt even see yourself as human already, can you?
ā Bullshit.
āYou donāt even sound like yourself. That scum.ā
Serapim does not like Kim Hyun-seong. I donāt know exactly how he feels about the regretter, but Iām pretty sure he hates it.
In the beginning, pigeons were hostile to the power of demons, and Kim Hyun-seong was completely contaminated with it.
If you think you have a particularly different sense of pride in the sword of judgment, you are right to think that that nonsense is deceiving you and robbing your mouth.
Did you really want to fuck with me like that? ā
Seraphimās actions would have started simply by wanting to upset me. If thatās not itā¦
ā Our Creator wants you.
āWhat?ā
ā Our Creator wants you. Kim Hyun-seong.
Suddenly?
No, not all of a sudden.
āIs this⦠calculated? Were you watching this, too? ā
I was embarrassedā¦
āIs it really calculated? Fuck.ā
I feel like I was aiming for this. The creator of the pigeons wanted a manager who didnāt have a personality, so he made them⦠but itās not perfect⦠Kim Hyun-seong nowā¦.
āBecause itās cutā¦. ā
It was then that a great light covered the sky.
The light looked so exotic, but it seemed so glorious that it was hard to express.
If Iām not an idiot, I might find out.
āIām not wrong. Ha⦠Shiva⦠Iām not wrong. ā
The last puzzle exists for that.
Lee Youngās sacrifice exists for that.
The strange and massive light slowly reached Kim Hyun-seong, creating an odd-shaped arm.
The creator of the outside world does not come.
āWe⦠should have called⦠ā
Making him come back was also one of the challenges.
I didnāt know if it would be a happy ending or a bad ending.
Breaking Kim Hyun and Lee Youngās bond was also part of the process to go to the end.