I can even see your face turning pale. I felt like I was still unconscious, but I was responding to my screams.
Large changes in the eyes are reflected in the field of view.
āAhh⦠Ugh⦠Ahh⦠ā
T r a ns l at ed by jp mtl.co ļ½ āShiva, you bastard. ā
Maybe the sound of crying and the screams of pain will still be heard.
He still seems to be out of his mind, but it wonāt be long before he figures out whatās going on.
āYeah, youāre probably right. ā
Kim Hyun-seong cannot fail to realize that it is a white lie to block the sharing of knowledge.
It is famous for being unnoticed, but I believe you can realize this much.
The consideration of the āhimā, who regretted not being able to concentrate properly on the battle.
Tr a n s la ted by Jpm tl .c oļ½ The sacrifice of the man who put up with his pain and tried not to become a lung.
It seems to be faulting. A feeling full of despair was making it hard for him to even shut up.
Ki-young?
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
Ki-young, are you okay? Ki-young?
Are you out of your mind? ā
Honestly, I donāt know. Maybe itās just a reflexive gesture. For now, itās right to be consistent with silence.
It would be okay to show off how incredibly painful it is to suddenly speak again.
It takes time to decide what kind of decision is right here.
It came from the idea that Kim Hyun-seong should be prevented from becoming anti-pathetic. I was that desperateā¦
The pain Kim Hyun-seong felt was hard to say. Physical pain is also physical painā¦.
āYou shouldnāt try to solve the problem like that. ā
Shouldnāt we just cut ourselves open and pull the horns out? What were you gonna do if it didnāt work out after you pulled it out? And then you tried to rip off her wings? And then what if I canāt?
Thatās not gonna help. You canāt do that to solve the problem.
Shiva, itās better to just accept it. How do you think you can handle the doubt thatās spreading through your mind in the first place?
āYou have to press it. ā T rans l a te d b y ļ½p m t l.ļ½om
I think it would be good to press it to make sure you donāt think about anything else. We need to get it right so we canāt do anything wrong to him anymore. It may be a little difficultā¦.
āYou have to. ā
No, actually, itās not that hard. Itās like when demons corrupt a human.
You dig and dig and dig and dig the weakest and the most painful parts of humanity, and then you eat them until you canāt resist.
Of course, I have to make a difference to protect Hyunsung Kim, but I can assure you that their methods will work better here.
What is the most painful part of Kim Hyun-seong right now? Obviously.
Guilt?
Letās get him down to darker ground. Just pretend to be a little more sick, pretend to be okay.
āAhā¦. Ahh⦠Ahh⦠ā
ā Are you okay? Ki-young⦠Ki-young? Nowā¦.
āUgh⦠Ugh⦠ā
ā Ki-young⦠I c-can āt feelā¦
āAhā¦. ā
ā ā¦ā¦.
T ran s l a t ed b y ļ¼Ŗp m tl.c oļ½ āIām fine. Iām⦠so⦠donāt worry. ā
ā Yes? Y-yeah⦠Ughā¦
āI donāt know what happened⦠but Iām on my way to you now. I canāt feel anything right now⦠so if⦠somethingās wrong⦠I should⦠see Hyunsungās condition for myself. ā
ā Is⦠is your head okay?
āItās been a long time since Iāve blocked my senses. So donāt worry⦠Yes. Ha⦠Ha⦠Hyunsung⦠Is Hyunsung okay? For now⦠I think we should just get out of here. Maybe the magic of the psychic family is really⦠Ugh⦠Hyunsung is now⦠ā
ā Ki-young?
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āI donāt mind Realloo. Are you sure youāre okay? ā
ā I⦠yes. I⦠ughā¦
āHow much pain does he get used to? Whatās wrong with him?ā
ā Iām⦠Iām fine. (* Sigh *) Yes.
It was exactly what I was thinking. Itās flowing in the direction I want it to go without even having to induce consciousness.
Itās safe to assume that the horn on his head was meant to resist Lucifer, but it was actually self-inflicted.
It is not too much to interpret as hurting yourself because you did not overcome self-loathing.
It was an act to hurt myself, but as a result it hurt me.
Itās different. I feel like Kim Hyun-seong is sinking. If hurting yourself was the only solution, now the solution is still stuck. T rans l a ted b y jpm tl .c o m
Kim Hyun-seong doesnāt know what to do now. I am confused as to which direction to take the current situation.
I was holding my hand to my head, but it was stopping, and the only way to resist was getting blocked and falling into the abyss.
There is nothing you can do but shed tears at the last minute.
There is no Kim Hyun-seong who has achieved a stage of growth. Kim Hyun-seong, who has emerged from Luciferās clutches and is a martyr, is no longer there. Only the sand castles seemed to collapse if you touched them.
Continuing to look around you gives me a glimpse into your vision. I can see my mouth trembling and tears pouring down constantly.
I canāt even speak properly. Kim Hyun-seong is broken.
āI⦠I⦠believe in Hyunsung. ā
In a word.
It collapsed so easily.
Shhhhhhh!
āNow.ā
Itās an easy task.
It is really easy to touch Kim Hyun-seong in a defenseless state.
āBye.ā
You can cut off the bonds Kim Hyun-seong has with Lee Young. The reason we regrets are resisting is because we donāt want to let go of that rope. Everything thatās happened so far has been a blur.
No, letās kill Kim Hyun-seongās feelings and bond rather than blur them.
Letās make him feel no guilt about Lee Young-young.
Is this even possible? Whatās impossible? Isnāt the wall completely broken?
āIs this really necessary? ā
Itās right to block the anxiety from the start. You can be sure if you look at Hyunsung Kim right now. If thereās a bond, you canāt stab it.
Even if I admit Iām a masked hero, I still have to block variables I canāt touch because of the second affection.
Look at him. Iām sure he will. He hesitates, he denies it, and then he drops his knife.
āButā¦. ā
But there isnāt. This is the only option.
I keep digging into Hyunsung Kimās head. He keeps pulling out the moments when he felt a connection with Lee Young.
Since the first tutorial.
ā Oh, no.
Yes, I can.
āMy name is Hyunsung Kim. ā
Yeah, from the start.
From the beginning.
Iāve already had one conversation with himā¦
It feels like everything is flowing like a panorama.
āPersonally, it looks a little better to choose from summoners, alchemists, and Black Wizards, but itās hard to recommend a Black Wizard. We canāt be sure, but we may be in danger. at least this window doesnāt lie to us. ā
Come back to think of it, it was fun to be distracted by the job.
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
Honestly, I had fun, too. I thought alchemists were supposed to be novices. Now that I think about it, I might have caught a little fish.
Shivah. I thought the Black Wizard would be okay, and the commander would be nice, too. I was caught up in Ramus Tuckerās theory of alchemy.
You still think this is the best choice? For real?
āBy any chance⦠Are you planning on going somewhere else?ā ā
āYou canāt do that. Oh, brother! ā
āItās not like that. I want to be with you. With Hyun-seong, of course. Isnāt that right?ā
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āYes. Although this strange place has brought me⦠I want to go with Ki-young, Deok-gu, and White. ā
When did you first join the guild? You said youād make me a lot of money. I was in such a hurry, I didnāt look back and forth and just barged in.
I sometimes told him that I enjoyed being with four people without virtue. Was it you, too, or was it memory servicing? You didnāt like me very much back then. Isnāt it?
āThereās no need to apologize. Ki-young. ā
āYes?ā
āKi-young didnāt do anything wrong. No, even if you are wrong, you have no right to point out Ki-youngās fault. In fact, Ki-young is a member of the blue party. If I thought Iād made a mistake, I would have told you first. I donāt know why Yura was the problem with our party membersā behavior first, but I honestly feel bad about it. ā
The first dungeon I ever told you about. I thought you were kind of cool there.
āThe gift we have prepared for our Blue Guild Master is this griphon. ā
āAh!ā
I love Griphon.
āI want to appoint Hye-jin as the guild secretaryā¦. ā
āMr Hyunsung⦠you can erase what I said earlier from your mind. Itās just a personal idea. If you think Hyejin is fit for the job, you can appoint him without any pressure. Ah! Iām just saying, thereās no misunderstanding. Itās a story that you can think about quite enough for Hyunsung. ā
You were literally riding on this piece of shit.
There are other memories that pass through.
These were the moments when Kim Hyun-seong felt a bond with Lee Kyung-young, even though the order was overwhelming.
There are even many things I donāt remember. Very little. Really trivial things. Nothing special about having a meal or having a drink.
On the contrary, there are many very large events.
āKill me.ā
Iām a little embarrassed to see this. No, honestly, it was cool. Look at that.
āGive it back, you son of a bitch. ā
āDidnāt I tell you? ā
āGive it backā¦. ā
āLooks like a parrot. ā
āGive it back⦠Give it back!!! Son of a bitch!! Son of a bitch!!!! ā
Letās stop looking at that. This one was awesome.
āHuman beings are strange. The ruins are all ruined⦠Some of them look pretty. It looks mysterious. The red sunsetā¦. ā
Yeah, this.
You donāt know shit! What do you know? Dammit⦠Dammit! Donāt imitate me. Donāt imitate me. Damn it! Donāt hold me responsible for showing up like that. Donāt make me take responsibility for showing up like this. I never said I wanted to start over. I never asked you to do it again! So let it go. Please stop! Leave him alone! Donāt hold me responsible anymore! You bastards! Donāt fucking hold me responsible⦠Fuck you⦠ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āPlease donāt think⦠Please⦠Please donāt think. Donāt think about it⦠Iām sick of it. Please donāt think about it. Donāt think of anything. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āPlease stop⦠please⦠please donāt hold me responsible for who I am. ā
Honestly, I think this was crucial. Isnāt that right? I canāt even think about it right now.
āNo one has ever told you youāre responsible. Nobody said that. It is understandable that there is a person who expects to feel pressured, and that he cannot stand the thought of having to endure many things. You donāt have to be stressed by yourself. Jim can stay with us. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āCause Iāll take the fall. ā
I raised all of Hyunsung Kim. Thatās more than I thought.
Oh, Shiva, two weeks in jail? Night stroll, Shiva? Are you kidding me?
Itās a little big for Doomsday, isnāt it? Rafael, I really hated you. But when this is all over, maybe we should just face each other.
Every little thing⦠just keeps getting smaller and smaller. It doesnāt matter. Itās full anyway.
Ki-young? ā
Yeah, Iām fine.
āI believe. ā
Uh, Shiva, me too.
āYes, of course. because I think youāre going to be carrying a load with you. ā
But I ran away after this.
āSorry.ā
You have a lot to be sorry about. Donāt do anything youāre sorry about.
Donāt! Donāt do it! Donāt make me carry any more stuff!! No more!! Ki-young, get out of there! Get out of there! Donāt⦠Ugh⦠donāt. What are you going to do⦠What are you going to doā¦? ā
Donāt cry, Shiva. Do you cry a lot?
āI was a bit of a jerk. ā
No, it wasnāt.
āI hope youāll accept it. It has the meaning of an apology and many things that Ki-young needs. ā
I got you an 800,000 gold bag. How could he be so mean?
Andā¦
āIā¦. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āI am⦠I am a regretter. ā
Yeah, thatās great. Youāre a regretter. The regent of Altanus, whom I have chosen.
Shhhhhhhhh!
It was short, but I feel like Iāve seen a lot.
I can see Kim Hyun-seong standing there dazed. Itās been a long time since I stopped crying.
He doesnāt seem confused and doesnāt try to pull the horn again.