Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 215
Thatâs probably what he wanted to ask the most. Come to think, I have a feeling he was persistent about that topic after the sexy time in bath. I recall that at that time I answered a concisely as possible.
â⌠Because I said the Crown Prince has eight Side Consortsâ
I showed a nod to Freed who blinked his eyes.
âRight. I asked Cain about information on Crown Prince Maximilian in advance. At that time I was taught that he has not seven, but eight Side Consorts⌠Provoked by Crown Prince Maximilian I got angry and said âI refuse a man with eight Side ConsortsââŚâ
âAnd thatâs how you caught his eye. I seeâ
âI let it slip⌠I didnât think it was such a recent informationâŚâ
Saying sorry, I hung my head, and Freed let out an extra-large sigh.
He placed his hand on my head.
âOf course that would grab Prince Maximilianâs interest. Even I didnât know that information at that time, you know? He mustâve thought, what a precious species Princess is to have the latest information on my country . Moreover, Lidi had already taken the first step to attract Prince Maximilian⌠It was a decisive blowâ
My head was strongly stroked.
âAnd you were reluctant to say that? Well, it seems you didnât want to talk about Cain, so it canât be helped⌠And? Is there anything else you didnât say?â
Upon hearing Freedâs question, I recalled my exchanges with Crown Prince Maximilian.
The conversation with him on that day in the garden⌠Thatâs right, he certainly.
I clapped my hands and told Freed.
âI forgot⌠Err, see. Probably it got exposed that Iâm the master Cain made the contract withâ
âDonât you I forgot meâ
For an instant an awfully low voice escaped Freedâs throat.
âI heard about it a little from Cain too. Could you tell me in detail how it came to that?â
His voice was scary enough to make me tremble.
âE, even if you ask me how⌠I was asked âIs Shinigami well?â. I was surprisedâŚâ
I absolutely didnât make a mistake. Even at that time I desperately feigned calm.
Freedâs doubtful gaze pierced me. It hurts.
âHmph⌠Well, Red Shinigami is from a Sahaja assassin guild. Thereâs a decent chance they have information we donât⌠huhâ
I hurriedly nodded to Freedâs words. I donât want to be blamed for things unrelated to me.
âRight right. Come to think, Cainâs former colleague? knows heâs alive, so didnât the information come from there?â
âFormer colleague⌠I see. It leaked from there, huh. That means itâs very likely the Sahaja assassins who are here are moving under Prince Maximilianâs orders⌠huhâ
âAh, but Cain said he was invited to be a subordinate of the King of Sahaja?â
Hearing me add the words in a hurry, Freed made a difficult face.
âThe King of Sahaja?â
âYup. Certainly, Crown Prince Maximilian and the King of Sahaja are like cats and dogs. I canât imagine theyâd share informationâŚâ
âYouâre right. Those two are on such bad terms they hate to see each other. Both are always planning each otherâs downfall. But, I see, it was the King of Sahaja who was inviting Cain⌠That meansâ
âReally, what a cold country⌠Iâm glad I wasnât born in Sahajaâ
When I said what I had also thought before, I was hugged by Freed worriedly. He whispered to me.
âLidi has to marry me, so I wouldnât allow you to have been born anywhere else than Wilhelm. Well, even if you were a foreigner, I think I would absolutely find youâ
âHuh? You donât believe me? Itâs trueâ
I was simply happy, but Freed took it as me not believing him.
Peering into my eyes, he told me with a serious face.
âLidi is the only one for me, so wherever you were, Iâm sure Iâd find you. And once I found you⌠Iâd never let you goâ
I recalled how the Kingâs Flower was forced on me against my will. It doesnât feel like it happened just a few months ago.
At that time I didnât imagine Iâd fall in love with Freed like this⌠No, I might have had a slight inkling.
Freed declared, seriously enough to be scary.
âI wonât hand over Lidi to Prince Maximilian⌠No, to anyone. Lidi is mineâ
I nodded to his voice filled with determination and, bringing my face to Freedâs chest, muttered.
âI also donât want anybody but Freedâ
Freed raised my head. As the distance decreased, I invitingly closed my eyes.
Our lips overlapped many times. They only gently touched, yet pleasant shivers ran down my spine.
The sounds of lips kissing resounded.
With only our lips touching my body grew hot.
When I tightly grasped Freedâs coat to cling to him, my back was softly stroked.
âDoes it feel good just being stroked? JeezâŚâ
When my body quivered with a twitch, although Freed wryly smiled, he kissed me again.
âItâs Freedâs faultâŚâ
âThatâs right. Lidi reacts like this because I taught you. CuteâŚâ
Freed spoke in a seriously perplexed voice.
âSeriously, I donât want to go to work⌠Jeez⌠Should I just leave it to Alex todayâ
My enraptured feelings cooled off at once. Something like throwing away his work⌠He absolutely mustnât.
Iâd feel remorseful if Freedâs reputation got damaged because of me.
I want to protect Freedâs image as the flawless prince as much as I can.
I raised my body and stared at him appealingly. I know , Freed breathed out.
âI got information from Lidi. Iâll go properly. Hey, Lidi. If something happens in the future, will you tell me?â
Unfortunately, I have no more information at present. Still, if I obtain information that could be in some way useful to Freed, Iâd happily inform him.
When I firmly nodded, he took a deep breath like he made up his mind.
Then he looked up at the clock.
âI have a little more time, is there anything Lidi wants to talk about?â
âTalk? Not particularly, butâŚâ
That she truly loves Freed. That the words that came out during the marital quarrel that hurt him were not what she truly felt.
But can I tell him that now.
Fifteen years have passed since then. Thereâs a possibility various things have warped.
Besides, I only heard it from Mother-in-law, Freed hasnât said anything⌠Probably, he doesnât want to talk about it.
Thereâs no way itâd be good to thoughtlessly tell him âYouâre actually lovedâ at my own discretion despite that.
Yup. After all itâs no good.
I want to say it, but I canât say it yet.
Thatâs why I said instead.
âNn? Whatâs this out of nowhere?â
Freed tilted his head at the sudden confession. Still his eyes were gentle, surely from happiness.
âIâll always love you⌠Could you believe me?â
I told him as seriously as I could. Freedâs eyes widened, then his hand reached out for my cheek.
The big hand wrapped up my face. With a bump our foreheads touched.
âOf course I believe you. My mate. I believe Lidiâs words. Because I love Lidi very muchâ
Once again our lips passionately touched.
During it, I just deeply stared at Freed in front of me.
âI love you, my Lidiâ
âYup⌠I also love you, Freedâ
Surely I love him more than Iâm aware of.
I hugged Freedâs back with both arms. In response, he returned a hug.
If by being with him I can heal his wounds even a little â Iâm very happy with that.