Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 214
She and Her Confession
ā€œLidi!ā€
ā€œI’m home, Freedā€
Early morning. After unseemly sleeping in Mother-in-law’s bosom and having a breakfast with her, I returned to Freed’s private room.
When I opened the door, I was immediately hugged, as if he’d been impatiently waiting for me.
Smelling Freed’s familiar scent, I lost strength. As his sweet, soft voice resounded next to my ear, I breathed out ecstatically.
ā€œWelcome home. I was waiting. The night without Lidi painfully dragged onā€
ā€œNn. I was lonely without Freed tooā€¦ā€
While returning a tight hug, I responded.
When our eyes met, he smiled sweetly and dropped a kiss on my forehead.
I will be embraced next. I was a little excited that we’ll go straight to the bedroom, but I was only taken to the sofa in the main room.
There was tea prepared on the table.
ā€œWhen I heard Lidi was coming back, I had it prepared beforehand. Good job, it was hard to keep Esteemed Mother company, right. You didn’t need to force yourselfā€
Freed sat next to me saying so, reached out his arm, and this time drew my waist towards himself.
Although we were close, I too wanted to stick to him, so in silence I brought my body even closer to him.
Seeing my movement, Freed delightfully smiled.
ā€œIt’s cute how spoiled you act. Were you so lonely?ā€
ā€œYup. Even though I’d said it myself I’d stay there, I felt lonelyā€¦ā€
I nodded. As expected, it’s calming to be by Freed’s side. My heart beats fast, but it seems this is my place.
That’s why I rubbed my cheek against him, but in an enchanted voice I was told ā€œDon’tā€ to stop me.
When I stopped moving and sullenly looked up at Freed, his narrowed eyes met mine.
ā€œIf you do something so cute, I’ll eat you right awayā€
ā€œā€¦ So what, you can eat meā€
Rather, I want it , I stared at Freed with a gaze filled with such expectations, but he only wryly smiled without kissing me.
ā€œFreedā€¦ā€
I pursed my lips. Freed gently pressed his index finger on my pouting lips.
ā€œDon’t make that vexed face. It’s painful for me as well. Actually, I couldn’t quite finish yesterday’s work. I couldn’t take a day off today in the end. I have to go for a while. That’s why, I’m sorry. I can’t cherish Lidi nowā€
He surprised me a little.
ā€œHow rare for Freed to leave work unfinishedā€¦ā€
I only have the image of him always working efficiently without wasting time.
While my eyes were wide-open, with a bitter smile Freed told me yesterday he’d showed up at the Chivalric Order for the first time in a while.
ā€œI meant it as a quick change of pace… But I was caught by the knights. While instructing them, evening passed byā€
ā€œSo that’s how it wasā€¦ā€
Although I nodded, in my heart I was disappointed.
Freed with a sword in his hand instructing knights.
I wanted to see it by all means!
ā€œHow nice, I want to see itā€
ā€œLidi?ā€
When I unconsciously muttered my real thoughts, Freed blinked his eyes. His face seemed surprised.
ā€œIt’s not a place for women to get close? It smells of sweats, and I think Lidi would hate itā€
ā€œBut Freed was there training with a sword in hand, right? I want to see it onceā€
ā€œOf course if Lidi wants to see it you can come… However, there’s nothing interesting about it. Do you still want to come?ā€
ā€œYupā€
My goal is to look at Freed. Look at him instructing knights and agonize alone ā€œThat cool person is my lover and fiancĆ©, gufufuā€. Now that I’ve fallen madly in love with him, including his outwards appearance, I’m attracted even if he’s not wearing a military uniform… It’s terminal.
When I nodded while beautifully concealing my shameful desires, Freed muttered ā€œThen I must be particularly fired up on that day… I can’t show anything uncool to Lidiā€. Apparently, he’ll show me his cool side. Hohohou. I’m very happy.
ā€œYou look happy, Lidiā€
While smiling, Freed examined my expression. He’s close.
His lips were so close, I tilted my head and kissed him.
Freed was cute as he blinked in surprise.
ā€œLidi?ā€
ā€œFreed, I love youā€
ā€œā€¦ Jeezā€
When I again kissed him, Freed pressed down on his forehead and breathed a sigh.
ā€œTo say that even though I have to go to work… Why only on such daysā€¦ā€
ā€œFreed?ā€
There there , I tried stroking his head since he exaggeratedly lamented so much.
As soon as I did, I was tightly hugged. I felt I’d melt in his strong hug.
ā€œTo toy with me, you’re a bad girl, Lidiā€
ā€œI didn’t do that?ā€
ā€œYou did. You’ve been instigating me for a while… If I’m to be honest, I should be embracing Lidi about nowā€
Freed seems to find it regrettable from the bottom of his heart, but so do I. That’s why I said.
ā€œThen… Finish your work quickly? I’ll be waitingā€
ā€œYou’re right, I will do that by all means. Lidi will be waiting for me tonight, so I’ll hurry up and finish work… Hey, Lidi. Tonight you don’t have to wear clothes, wait for me in bed in your birthday suit. Honestly, taking off clothes is a waste of timeā€
ā€œIdiotā€¦ā€
My whole face flushed as Freed asked me to wait naked in bed.
But, I’m happy to be straightforwardly desired; I think love is truly a troublesome illness.
Both of us closely stick together. My right hand entwines with Freed’s left. When I tightly grasped his and he strongly squeezed back, I felt very happy.
ā€œEheheā€¦ā€
I happily grinned.
ā€œWhat is it?ā€
ā€œNn… I thought that I’m happyā€
When I laughed ufufu , Freed smiled hopelessly.
ā€œReally… This girl didn’t understand a word I saidā€¦ā€
ā€œFreed?ā€
ā€œIt’s nothing… Let’s stay like this until I leave for workā€
I felt strength in the hand grasping mine. Feeling happy, I squeezed back.
ā€œYup. Ah, do you still have time?ā€
ā€œNot enough time to embrace Lidi. What is it?ā€
I lightly scowled at Freed who seemed to say it not entirely as a joke.
ā€œJeez, that’s not it… Listen, it’s about Prince Maximilian. Yesterday I said I’d talk, right?ā€
ā€œAahā€
As if he recalled it, Freed nodded.
Freed knows about my previous life, about Cain, about neutralization magic, and everything.
There’s no need to hide anything anymore.
ā€œWhat does Freed want to hear? If you ask, I’ll answerā€
Even if I don’t mean to hide anything, I don’t know what I should talk about. That’s why I tried frankly asking.
Freed looked like he thought for a short while, then spoke.
ā€œLet’s see… Then, what did make Lidi catch Prince Maximilian’s eye? To catch such a troublesome man’s eye… I had had an unpleasant premonition, but when it turned out to be right on mark I wanted to cryā€
ā€œUghā€¦ā€