Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 122
āThank you, Marianne. It was a very interesting storyā
I thanked Marianne and lowered my gaze. The other two turned questioning eyes towards the brooding me, but I couldnāt help but have it on my mind.
Just what kind of person is he. Just like me, he reincarnated from Japan. At that time if I hadnāt left the venue, I could have had talked to him, how regrettable I couldnāt. I wonder if I could somehow meet him, before I noticed Iād been seriously pondering that.
āEh? Aah, what might it be, Charā
As I sank into the bottomless ocean of thoughts, Char nervously called out to me.
When I raised my face and smiled in a fluster, Char relaxed her body in relief.
āYou had a scary faceā¦ā
āI am sorry. I was thinking about something a little. And? Why have you come here?ā
āOf course itās to talk with Onee-sama! I want to know more about Onee-sama!ā
āI, I see⦠Thank youā
I urged Char, who vigorously sprang up, to sit down.
Iām honestly happy about being liked like that. Especially because Char is the type whose face shows what sheās thinking, you can understand when sheās not telling a lie.
After cheerfully smiling, finally I turned my eyes to Miriallia.
She hasnāt participated in even a single one of the conversations until now. She has only been elegantly drinking tea. Really, why did she even come.
In the letter she had only written she wants to talk.
When I called out to her, she put down her cup with a clink.
Then she slowly raised her face.
āPlease call me Milly. Lady Lidianaā
āThen, Milly. Why did you come here? Iād received the letter, but it didnāt specify a particular reasonā
As I asked about the important matter, Thatās true , she nodded.
āI believe it would be improper to explain the reason in the letter. Especially if Iād expressed the desire to apologize, surely Lady Lidiana would not grant me the opportunity to meetā
When I tilted my head in confusion, Milly met my eyes and breathed out.
āLady Lidiana, I am truly sorry for the other day. For taking the impolite attitude just as I was leaving, I offer my heartfelt apologyā
I recalled Iād been glared at at the end, and Marianne sitting next to her raised her eyebrows.
āLady Miriallia! What in the world did you do. Because you said no matter what I asked Lady Lidiana for something unreasonable. I am too ashamed to face both Crown Prince and Lady Lidiana!ā
ā⦠I am sorry. Marianne. Iām reflectingā
Even if Millyās father has a higher court rank, these two must be close friends. Milly accepted Marianneās rebuke as a matter of course.
ā⦠Both of you. I do not mind. More importantly Milly, did you write the letter for that purpose?ā
āNo, of course there was also that but⦠I am well aware itās an impudent request, but taking the opportunity I wanted to become one of Lady Lidianaās friendsā
Yes. With a firm expression Milly nodded. There was resignation on her face that sheās asking for something unreasonable.
Examining her state, I thought a little.
I donāt hate Milly. Itās not like sheās done anything to make me hate her, she took the aggressive attitude towards me because she earnestly loves Freed. I understand these feelings, and I should appreciate she apologized that itās her fault despite that. Or rather, she gives off a very favorable impression. Isnāt her gallant attitude cool.
Thatās why if she wants to become my friend, I have no reason to refuse.
āYeah, itās alright. Best regards, Millyā
No way , as Milly looked at me with such a surprise, I smiled to show that I donāt mind.
Marianne next to her also stared at me with an astonished expression.
āLady Lidiana⦠is it fine? I do not know the details, but Lady Miriallia did something impolite towards Lady Lidiana, right? To not only forgive but also become friendsā¦ā
āItās not a particularly big deal. Besides, itās not like I donāt understand her anger. If she wants to become my friend, I welcome her. Because I donāt have many friends, Iām happyā
When I mixed my real motive in, Milly once again bowed with a complicated expression on her face.
āJeez⦠Lady Lidiana is too good-naturedā
Seeming to want to say It canāt be helped , Marianne let out a breath.
Char cut into the conversation as if to stick up for me.
āThatās Onee-samaās good aspect! I like such Onee-sama very much!!ā
With that warm atmosphere, the mood turned peaceful at once.
When I thought that with his everybody generally stated their business, the door was knocked on.
There should be no more visitors scheduled for today.
When I gave the permission to enter while wondering who it could be, it was Head Court Lady Clara who entered the room.
āClara? Whatās the matter?ā
āI apologize for disturbing your pleasant talk, Princess Consort. His Highness is here to see youā
I havenāt heard of that.
When I frowned at the unexpected development, Clara stood on the side of the door bowing her head.
Who followed into the room was Freed, who should now be busy at work.
At the sudden entrance of the Crown Prince, the three jumped up.
Freed directed a gentle expression at those three.
āPlease relax. It is me who suddenly came here uninvited. Thinking Lidiās friends are coming, I also thought of giving my greetings, thatās allā
While observing him spin words with a pleasant smile I was impressed that this is the rumored gentle prince.
For him Marianne and others are neither enemies, nor subordinates, nor friends. So his tone is neither commanding nor natural. That must be it.
Now then , when I thought about how I should treat such him, Freed turned his eyes to me.
Thinking itād be more correct to call him Your Highness here, I started with that⦠Then Freedās eye sharpened for an instant. When I corrected myself in a hurry, he narrowed his eyes that this is fine⦠Scary.
āThey are Lidiās friends?ā
āYes. They are Count Petraās daughter, Count Vidalās daughter, and former Marquis Loweās daughter I notified about in advanceā
As expected, I wouldnāt be blamed for the polite speech.
Or rather, I donāt want to expose that I have franker conversations with Freed than them. Somehow, that feels extremely embarrassing.
I feel itās already been exposed to Char, but I can only ignore it.
Itās such a force majeure.
āLowe⦠Ah, so youāre Bertrandās treasured little sister?ā
āYe⦠yes, Crown Prince!ā
With Freedās eyes fixed on her, despite her nervousness Milly answered.
Ah, while looking at the face of a maiden in love, suddenly I thought I perhaps make similar faces towards Freed.
Supposing I do, I feel itās possible I got exposed.
Indeed, thatās bad. I have to come up with a countermeasure.
As I looked at the two of them while thinking such things, Freed talked about her Brother, Marquis Lowe whoās the Primera Chivalric Order Commander and she desperately answered while stuttering.
ā⦠Then, please give my best regards to Bertrand. Princess Mirialliaā
āYe, yes. Definitelyā
Having finished talking, Freed came to my side.
He leaned over as if wanting to have a secret talk, and spoke to me in a whisper.
āLidi, how long will it take?ā
āNn? Weāve finished important matters, so it wonāt take that longā
Do you need something from me , when I returned that question, I heard a reserved voice.
āUm⦠I am sorry to interrupt the conversation. As a matter of fact, I have business I must take care of by all means afterwards⦠I am well aware it is impolite to Crown Prince. However, please allow me to leaveā¦ā
It was Milly who stated that in a stiff voice.
As she said that with her head hung, and gripped the hem of her dress while shivering, I realized itās perhaps painful for her to see me and Freed together.
When I called his name with the desire to obtain the permission, Freed lightly nodded.
āYeah. If you have something to do, it cannot be helped. I allow you to leaveā
ā⦠Thank you, Crown Prince. Lady Lidiana. Please excuse meā
As she left as if running away, I chased her with my eyes.
Looking at her back that seemed to say it was too much for her to bear, I couldnāt call out to her.
Sheās still in love with Freed. Despite that, why would she bring up wanting to be friends with me, whoās her rival in love. I couldnāt help but find it mysterious, but I sharply switched my thoughts thinking she surely must have her own thoughts.
⦠After all, itās different from understanding and sympathizing with her. She said she wants to be my friend and I accepted. That alone is enough.
When I absentmindedly looked in the direction she left in, Freed called out to me.
As I turned to him, wondering what it is this time, Freed drew his face near and spoke close to my ear.
ā⦠Remember our talk about the date before? Itās about how weāll go out. Could we talk about it afterwards?ā
āAh, the date in town? Yup, I want to hear itā
As he brought up the date Iām looking forward to, I looked at him with joyful expression.
Freed wrapped his arms around my waist and bumped our foreheads.
I felt my body temperature boil up from his usual sweet gesture.
Everybody is watchingāāāā.
I stared him wanting to say that, but as the heat only increased it became impossible.
While I was unable to say anything out of embarrassment, Freedās soft voice reached me.
āTruly cute. Youāre red up to your ears
āWro⦠Jeez, stop this in such a placeā
I desperately pushed him back, but it didnāt turn out well.
On the contrary, Freed smiled delightfully.
āDonāt hang down your head Lidi, show me your cute face?
ā⦠No, itās embarrassing
When I turned my head towards the timid voice, Marianne and Char were there with bright red faces.
āUm, could we also receive the permission to leave. We do not want to disturb the two of you. We finished our business, with this we would like to excuse ourselvesā
Quickly bowing her head, she urged Char to obtain the permission to leave.
Char seemed a little unwilling, but breathing a sigh she said to me.
āI will return because I donāt want to disturb Onee-sama. But, if there is something, please tell me anytime! I will do anything for Onee-sama!!ā
I could tell the implication in her words caused Freedās mood to nosedive as he hugged me.
My smile twitched, still I thanked Char.
She said it out of goodwill.
Understanding that, it was hard to rebuke her.
As they left, before I noticed I became alone with Freed.
ā⦠And theyāre goneā
āSorry, in the end I caused troubleā
āI wonāt make excuses, but itās not like I wanted to disturb you. I just wanted to replenish on Lidi a little during a break at work. I wonder if perhaps what I really wanted was to see Lidi surrounded by fellow girl friendsā
ā⦠Isnāt it meaningless if you drive them awayā
āI didnāt drive them away. I said it, didnāt I. I just wanted to replenish on Lidi. I intended to return to work after talking a little⦠But, youāre right. The result is Iāve done something bad to them. As an apology, Iāll prepare something for them as a compensationā
āYup, Iāll also think of somethingā
As Freed didnāt let me separate despite saying sorry, reluctantly I relaxed my body.
Looking happy, Freed tightly hugged me who obediently calmed down inside his arms.
I was vexed by his gentle gesture as if enclosing something important, even so my heart beat fast.
⦠Ah. After all I canāt win anymore.
Whether itās a misunderstanding or not, I can probably be sure of that.
I wonāt answer Freed whose doubt showed on his face. I donāt want to tell him.
While rubbing my forehead against his chest, I breathed out.
Iām troubled that itās so comfortable in Freedās arms that it could become a habit.
I want to stay here forever.
Firmly concealing that, I switched over my thoughts.
āAnd? When are we going to town?ā
ā⦠Right, letās talk about thatā
For some reason Freed showed a disappointed smile. I found that expression of his extremely impressive.
Afterwards, Marianne caused a great uproar.
āKyaa! Lovey-dovey, after all those two are lovey-dovey! I have to tell that to every member of the support group!!ā
⦠In the future, Lidi could be seen desperately trying to erase that rumor.