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Translator: mangoes
If not, was it just Yoona liking Shin Heejae alone?
Whatever it was, It bothered me that currently, the two didn’t seem to get along badly.
To be honest, if you thought about it, it was good for me that Shin Heejae and Yoona seemed to be going smoothly. He couldn’t surely continuelivingoff someone’s house until he got a girlfriend. And if he went on a date or something, he would gradually lose interest in me. I’m saying you have to have the time to be able to bother someone, too.
‘Then, is it that I have to pray that the two of them do well.”
But what if Shin Heejae isn’t interested in Yoona? And if he keeps trying to just focus on picking on me……?
As I thought about it like that, I felt a bit weird.
The truth was, even so, I was in a situation where I had to hope Yoona could somehow seduce Shin Heejae and live happily together. That way, this bullying in the name of dating would end.
“Really, what is that bastard thinking…….”
I kept worrying while biting my nails, but felt frustrated because I couldn’t know the most important thing, which was what Shin Heejae thought.
Meanwhile, the laptop Shin Heejae left behind caught my eye.
“…….”
I stealthily opened the lid and pressed the power button. I knew you usually shouldn’t carelessly and rashly open someone’s laptop, but…….
“Who told you to leave your laptop at someone else’s house?”
Because this was also a matter of survival, I wasn’t in a position to argue about this and that.
However, the problem was that his laptop had a password.
Password hint: ㅇㅅㅇ
And he had put this kind offuckingpassword hint.
At first, I entered his birthday that Shin Heejae told me to memorize. But it wasn’t his birthday.
Then, I looked through the other belongings he left behind one by one to see if there was anything like a hint, but there was nothing that looked like a password.
Above all, I didn’t know much about Shin Heejae, so I combined and used his name and birthday together, and even went as far as entering his car number, but it didn’t work.
I got more and more nervous.
“No way…….”
During this, I remembered that he said he changed his door lock password to my birthday.
Eventually, while doubting it, I typed in my birthday. Strangely, my heart was pounding. And I tapped enter…….
The username or password is incorrect.
Please try again.
“Shit.”
This time too, the laptop was not unlocked.
I felt that I was uselessly being made fun of by him, so I closed the laptop roughly. Then, I lied down on the bed, suddenly feelingregretful, but an alarm signifying I got a message came from my phone.
[Hyejin]
[nim what are you up to lately lol]
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[Me]
[heyheyheyhey hyejin i have something im curious about]
[Hyejin]
[yes?]
[Me]
[yoona that person… didn’t you say they were an old man?]
[Hyejin]
[yaya]
[??? why]
[Me]
[they’re notㅡㅡ; they were streaming while showing their face]
[Hyejin]
[eh?]
[Me]
[search up alyoona on youtube]
[Hyejin]
[ok]
After a few minutes, it seemed that Hyejin had seen the video as she sent a message saying [;;;].
[Hyejin]
[to be honest i also knew them throughmutualfriends;;]
[so just now i asked someone who used to be a member of the same clan as yoona]
[yoona’s account has a main account owner andboosterslike how we grew our accounts a long time ago]
[they said she has up to about 3 boosters too;]
[Me]
[aha…]
[Hyejin]
[so the yoona i know as a man is right;; i dont know who that woman is ㅠ]
[wow then is that woman the main account owner??]
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[Hyejin]
[but what about that? is she annoying you with the staff?]
[Me]
[ah, that…]
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EnwO V PnMdxnP gYMdP fP, PnwCw bwCw OMP JgOj WwMWrw bnM vOwb fO twPgfr bngP bgT xMfOx MO YwPbwwO Jw gOt UnfO ywwDgw.
Well, the clan members all knew I was a netkama now, and looking at Yoona speak carelessly, I could generally guess how my rumour spread, but from my point of view the people that knew the whole story well were only Hyejin and I.
So I gave Hyejin a rough explanation of this messed up incident. Instead, I vaguely passed over the story after Shin Heejae found me. It was because something felt shameful.
[Hyejin]
[wow shit]
[really went to find you?]
[getting so many goosebumps]
After listening to my story, Hyejin reacted quite gravely.
She who easily laughed like [lololololololololol] didn’t laugh once and asked me multiple times if I was okay. Still, it was quite comforting for her to take my side without question because we had known each other for a long time.
Honestly, I thought Shin Hee-jae was really too much, but it wasn’t like I didn’t do netkama stuff at all so I couldn’t go and say it somewhere refreshingly…….
Even Hyejin was of the position that dating Shin Heejae as a netkama itself wasn’t my fault.
[Hyejin]
[oppa what did you do wrong ㅡㅡ you even returned the money]
[isn’t it almost like the standard of getting a refund after buying the trial version of alovesim game]
[Me]
[thats a bit…]
[Hyejin]
[no lolol even if oppa was a real girl this bastard]
[im sure he would criticize you being like why don’t you have blonde hair?]
[crazy bastard… crazy bastard…]
[jerks that get really obsessed with online relationships need to get hit hard]
Hyejin got angry as if it was her own situation. Then, saying she had heard about it too, she told me about Yoona’s and Shin Heejae’s story.
[Hyejin]
[the more i think about it itsabsurd]
[and after finding out yoona is a girl and thinking about it i get goosebumps]
[Me]
[yeah]
[Hyejin]
[no originally yoona… she was doing well inherserver]
[everyone was surprised when she suddenly said she was going to Rolling and moved servers]
[no matter how rural of a server this is, its true that she came over after throwing away all of her footing]
[she was a sub guild master here too]
[Me]
[ah really?]
[Hyejin]
[yes… so  i thought it was weird that she suddenly went in a hurry]
[she went to have an online relationship with shin heejae tsk tsk]
[when i watched the video they were sweet lolol]
As expected, Hyejin also seemed to feel that kind of atmosphere in Yoona’s YouTube video.
After hearing the behind-the-scenes story that Hyejin told me, I felt that the two of them had a better relationship than I thought. Gradually, the idea that it wasn’t that Yoona liked Shin Heejae alone but rather that the two were developing into a good relationship held more weight.
[Hyejin]
that’s right… yoona’s couple chat window is also heejae
In addition, Hyejin even decisively brought evidence that the two were dating in Yoona’s YouTube video…….
I gradually calmed down after watching the screenshot, which showed the game effect that indicated they were a couple. No, he was doing such bullshit to me while flirting with a pretty girl…….
‘So, everything you did to me was really not even a bit…….  you mean you were bothering me without any other meaning behind it?’
I regretted not being able to speak harshly because I thought,‘Is that why you’re doing this?’ and that this guy could have had even a little bit of feelings left over at all.
To be honest, when I heard Shin Heejae’s occasional words as [Sesam] before, strangely, I thought of my old self a few years ago.
Of course, the way he lived was completely different. Nevertheless, there were times I felt loneliness brought in the way every time this guy was cynical, or sometimes when he said a few words.
And when he didn’t know that I as a man, Shin Heejae also seemed to feel similarly to me. What was curiosity at first turned into obsession with me at some point.
But that wasn’t the case. As expected, it was simply that my memory of that time was mistaken because I was sentimental in the early morning.
‘Yeah. It wouldn’t be easy to feel alone with that face.”
I didn’t know even that and presumptuously felt a sense of kinship towards Shin Heejae. With a sarcastic smile,I organized my thoughts.
To organize, the truth was that I actually didn’t feel that sorry for my netkama act.
What I felt really sorry about was pretending to know and comfort Shin Heejae when he said something now and then, and sometimes listening to him when he felt lonely and building a sense of closeness. It was that.
At the time, what I expressed was definitely sincere, but I also knew that it would have been deceit from Shin Heejae’s point of view.
And I didn’t want to tell this to a guy who suddenly found me and was making a fuss. It was because it was obvious that no matter what I said, it wouldn’t mean anything.
“…….”
But if it’s to this point, haven’t I endured enough?
It seemed that Shin Heejae already sorted out all the complicated feelings about me, too.