The noise outside the door continued once again. If I didnât hear wrong, then someone must be standing outside the room⊠How strange. Currently, only Kim Sangyoon and I lived here. A chill passed through me.
Strangely enough, Moon Issak continued to look at me without any reaction, as if he heard nothing.
âThereâs a knockâŠâŠâ
âWhat?â
âSomeone knocked on the door from outside the roomâŠâ
Upon hearing that, Moon Issak arched one eyebrow and stared at me for a moment. He then suddenly cupped my forehead with his big hand. Frowning, he asked, âAre you feverish?â
âNoâŠâ
âIf someone approached the door close enough to knock, how would I not notice?â
ââŠâŠâ
âI knew something like this would happen when you wandered around because you felt âstifled.'â He dismissed the sound I heard as some auditory hallucination.
Of course, I wasnât convinced by that, but Moon Issak had already stood up and forcibly pulled my hand.
I couldnât resist him and was soon dragged to the bed. I donât know whether my blood loss or the rapid deterioration of my physical condition was to blame, but my head was spinning, and I felt dizzy.
Moon Issak embraced me lightly before laying me down on the bed. âChoi Lee-kyung. Starting today, going out to the garden is prohibited.â
ââŠâŠâ
As he said that, Moon Issak took out a handkerchief from his pocket and poured some potion onto it. Then, he used the damp cloth to wipe my bloody face.
Was this what it meant to âGive someone medicine after giving them the illness in the first place?â I grumbled sarcastically to myself, but I kept my eyes focused on the door where I heard those knocks earlier. I couldnât hear anything after Moon Issak moved me to the bed, but, somehow, I imagined that there was someone outsideâŠwaiting for the door to open.
Moon Issak sighed briefly after wiping my face with the potion; he seemed to realize where my distracted thoughts were.
After throwing his handkerchief to the ground, he suddenly stood up and strode to the entrance of the room; the man flung the door open without any warning. From my viewpoint, I could see the corridor beyond.
And, thereâŠ
âFineâare you satisfied?â
ââŠâŠâ
âSomeone knocked on the door, hm? Thereâs no one there, right?â
Contrary to Moon Issakâs words, someone was standing there.
My eyes opened wide. An impossibly handsomeâand somehow familiarâman stood right outside the door frame, staring back at me.
Despite the undeniable presence of such a distinctive person that could hardly be ignored, Moon Issak continued to habitually berate me as if he couldnât see the man. âDidnât I tell you? Youâve got awful senses.â
[Lee-kyung-ah.]
The man called my name in a sweet and low voiceâhoneyed enough for me to forget about Moon Issakâs verbal abuse. As I stared at the man, I almost forgot how to breathe.
âFrom now on, donât doubt my words and follow my orders. Do you understand?â Moon Issak ranted.
[You have to let me in.]
I looked between Moon Issak and the man standing beyond the doorway. The two of them merely stared at me without being conscious of each other.
Soon, Moon Issak seemed to realize that something was strange. He approached me with a frown on his face.
Although I could see him step closer, I couldnât tear my eyes away from the man at the door. However, Moon Issak soon forced me to look at him by grabbing my collar, âChoi Lee-kyung, what are you looking at?â
""
âI⊠IâŠâ
[Lee-kyung-ah, I told you earlier, right? Call my name.]
Even at this moment, his desperate and mellow voice tickled my ears even though his body was hidden by Moon Issakâs towering stature.
I was suddenly afraid.
Have I gone mad? Was it as Moon Issak said? That my judgment was somehow impaired? As that thought crossed my mind, a lump formed in my throat; I held my head, feeling confused by the apparition of the man beyond the door.
That man⊠who on earth was he? I didnât even know his name. I donât even remember anyone with that face. ButâŠ
âAhâŠâ
âWhat are you doing?â
Slapâ!
âPay attention, hm?â
âUnghâŠâ
Moon Issak roughly slapped me on the cheek when I couldnât return to my senses. Then, he fixed his gazeâthose detestable sharp eyesâon me.
Moon Issak began to torture me by implanting the visual image of worms crawling through my head. Plagued by these illusions, I cried and scratched at my head with my fingernails. At some point, I realized that the man who stood behind Moon Issak was no longer visible. No matter how many times I blinked, the figure that once filled the doorway was now completely gone.
âDo your eyes work properly now?â Moon Issak asked.
ââŠâŠ.â
Emotions surged within meâwas it relief or disappointment?
However, Moon Issak showed no consideration for my subdued, silent self. He brutally grabbed my chin and continued to force my eyes to meet his. This time, though, he didnât plan on giving any painful delusions; however, it felt as if all my thoughtsâeverything in my headâwas being scrutinized.
Moon Issak delved into my mind, rummaging through it freely. He frowned and eventually averted his gaze. With a perplexed look on his face, he struggled to contain himself and pushed me back onto the bed.
âNnghâŠâ I groaned.
âDonât make me annoyed. If you want to be turned into a dimwit, feel free to continue.â
ââŠâŠ.â
âFrom tomorrow onwards, I should ban you from meeting Kim Sangyoon as well.â
Even though my entire body throbbed and ached, my head raised up at those words. I knew well that I was held captive in this place for the sake of Kim Sangyoonâs recovery, but it was excessively cruel for Moon Issak to forbid me from meeting the Warrior.
I barely managed to hold his hand and begged, âWhyâŠWhy wonât you let me meet him?â
âYou had strange thoughts right now, didnât you?â
âBut⊠ButâŠâ
âI told you to pull yourself together, didnât I?â
âI⊠I will. So, let me continue seeing Sangyoon-ssi. PleaseâŠâ
âNo? Youâre still not alright in the head. Visual and auditory hallucinations⊠If Kim Sangyoon wakes up, youâll have all new delusions as well.â Moon Issak answered, each word driving wedges into my blinking self. âItâs because youâre so unstable that Iâm stopping him from waking up.â
ââŠWhat?â I looked at him in surprise, reading between the lines of his words.
He continued calmly, staring at my shocked face, âWhy are you so surprised? Did you really think Kim Sangyoon wasnât waking because he was too ill or hurt?â
âThen⊠Y-you deliberately⊠kept him unconscious?â I felt a suffocating anger throttle my throat; my earlier assumptions were proven true. However, Moon Issak maintained an indifferent expression, as if he were watching a struggling bug.
I had been trying to endure Moon Issakâs harassment and violence all for Kim Sangyoon⊠That gaze felt like pure mockery of my struggle.
But before I could shout at him, Moon Issak shamelessly opened his mouth once more. His voice was disgustingly condescending; he even let out a small sigh as if he were a teacher dealing with a misbehaving student. âHaah⊠Choi Lee-kyung. How many times do I have to tell you? You brought this all on yourself.â
âWhatâŠ?â
âBecause you were uncooperative, Kim Sangyoon wasnât able to wake up and withered away.â
âWhatâŠ!â
âYou didnât trust me.â With his arms crossed, he looked down at me with an overbearing look. âThink about why Kim Sangyoon was injured in the first place. Thatâs your fault as well, hm?â
ââŠâŠâ
âBut you couldnât even fully open your heart and obey me. Didnât you realize that Kim Sang-yoonâs life was in my hands?â
ââŠEnoughâŠâ
âSo, is it unfair for me to call you selfish? Iâm just stating facts.â
âStop itâŠ!â
His words were like battering rams against my heart, shattering it into pieces. It was similar to the feeling of a cold, sharp blade plunging itself into my chest.
My mind went blank, and I couldnât resist Moon Isakâs words. Everything was my fault, and to save Kim Sangyoon, I had to⊠give up. I didnât even know what I had to give up, but it felt like I should let go of whatever I was desperately holding onto.
It didnât suit meâŠItâs too much⊠Yeah⊠I had been that way for a long timeâŠ
âItâs all greed, Choi Lee-kyung.â Moon Issak said.
ââŠâŠâ
âSuch power doesnât suit someone of your levelâit doesnât suit you.â
ââŠâŠâ
âLook, what can you possibly do alone?â Moon Isak grabbed my neck. Slowly tightening his grip, he declared, âThis is your fateâto be broken like this.â
Suddenly, the ring finger of my left hand began to heat up, as if it opposed Moon Issakâs words.
I turned my fidgety gaze towards my hand. And there, upon the crumpled finger where the ring was supposed to be, a shining sentence appeared.
ââŠAh.â I gasped in pain. Simultaneously, I felt the black fog in my head being washed away.
âHave you gone crazy?â When he saw the corners of my lips quirking up into a smile, Moon Issak released the strength in his fingers. Perhaps he thought I wasnât receiving enough oxygen.
That was Moon Issakâs downfall. As soon as I was released from his grasp, my now violet lips moved, â[Seo Dawon].â
ââŠWhat?â
My voice didnât come out clearly because I had just been strangled, but I knew well⊠I knew that my summons didnât actually need my voice to be audible. What I needed was blood and my desire for revenge.
âChoi Lee-kyung, what did you say?â
âYou should have⊠cut off⊠my tongue, insteadâŠâ
âWhat theâŠâ Moon Issak couldnât understand the meaning behind my words and pulled my collar, brows wrinkled. Thanks to that, only I could see the darkness rising up from behind him.