My voice shook as I said that. I heard that whenever a girl decided to change her hairstyle, that meant something happened to her, most likely it was related to a boy. If that was the case, I got another mission to complete. Eliminate said boy.
âI-I went to a beautician!â
âBeautician? So, it was a body modification after all.â
âStop saying nonsense like that out in the open! Itâs embarrassing!â
Ugin didnât take me seriously as she rebuked me sharply. In any case, her new hairstyle looked good. I was just surprised because it was the first time Iâve seen her with this hairstyle.
âSo, why are you here, brother? A date with Arina-san?â
âOf course not. Weâre going to have a heavy discussion about dinosaurs from the Cretaceous period.â
Wait.
Did Arina even remember Ugin? She was my sister, so how did Arina perceive her as?
She probably had a hard time trying to sort her memory right now⌠Or maybe notâŚ
I glanced at her direction to find her quietly smiling at us. It was hard to tell what was going on in her head.
âY-Yes⌠H-Heâs my brotherâŚâ
Ugin was whispering something with her friends, probably trying to introduce me to them.
Alright then.
âCâmon, Ugin, donât be so stiff. Puff your chest out and hug your big brother while youâre at it.â
âS-Shut it! Stop talking!â
âFine, fine.â
I guess she was too embarrassed to do it. Well, I understood her feelings. Showing off our sibling love in front of normal earthlings like that would be a little too far even as a joke. Like she said, I should stop talking for a while.
After that, I found an empty seat and sat down. As I took a look at the menu, my mind wandered toward Arina again.
âIâll have this one.â
She pointed at a pancake topped with a pile of cream. That looked similar to the one she ordered back at the aquarium. Well, to be exact, the toxic Arina was the one who ordered it.
We called the waiter as we ordered our food and drink. After he left us, I decided that it was time for us to talk business.
Not holding anything back, I asked her something that I had been thinking about.
âDo you remember Ugin?â
âNo. I remember her name and stuff, but it feels like this is the first time we met.â
I see. In other words, she forgot most of the things about the Sakaki family, or rather, everything related to me.
At least, this part of her memory was consistent.
âThen, you have to hide it well in front of her. Sheâs a sharp girl, sheâll notice it if you arenât careful.â
âGot it. SorryâŚâ
âStop apologizing. You didnât do anything wrong.â
âSuch sweet swords. You really are a nice guy.â
âUghâŚâ
Every single word she uttered gave me critical hits.
I couldnât talk with her properly without joking around, my heart couldnât handle it.
âCan you tell me about the day we met?â
âUh⌠ThatâsâŚâ
âSorry, was that question confusing? I meant the day you and my other self first met.â
Mid fall, the time when I first met the poisonous rose.
That day, I was kidnapped by Akakusa-sensei and met the girl inside the library. She was frowning at the bookshelf, clearly pissed off by the turns of events.
I told her everything that happened during that day, also the days after that. I told her how we began spending time together after school. How she would sometimes abuse me, beat me up or save me with her smile. How I managed to learn about her secret and anything that happened after that. I told her about our experience and the fact that we had been through a lot together.
âItâs not surprising that I would fall in love with youâ
âPlease stop saying something like that. Youâll give me a heart attack.â
âIâm just telling you the truth.â
âIs it really the truth, I wonderâŚâ
Not long after that, our order arrived and we immediately ate them.
I gave it my all to focus on finishing the neapolitan I ordered. I did it because it was delicious, not because I was trying to avert my gaze from her cheerful expression. Definitely not. My heart was only for tomatoes after all.
âI heard that theyâll start a study group for the summer vacation.â
âTsuru will start it, just wait for her to contact us.â
âI see. Then, letâs study hard together when that happens.â
ââŚYou know, your enthusiasm scares me.â
I had a feeling that I would experience hell.
* Â * Â *
It was the last year of school, but time passed slowly like a muddy stream.
The normally long and slow holidays passed in a blink of an eye. I guess that made sense since I had been studying harder than before. The time when I talked together with Arina in that cafe felt like a distant past even though it happened not too long ago.
For some reason, I felt strangely impatient. Something was telling me if I didnât act quickly, I would regret it. That was the reason why I had been pushing myself, though I probably had overdid it a little.
âItâs over, huh.â
Muttered Makoto.
âIndeed.â
âHalf a year has already passed⌠The summer vacation starts tomorrow, huh?â
âAt this rate our retirement will come around faster than expected. I canât wait to enjoy the slow life of the elderly.â
In order to do that, I had to work hard while I could still move my limbs. For someone like me who had no particular goal to achieve in life, I had to work harder than everyone else so that I wouldnât regret it later in the future.
Though, before thinking about that, I had to give my answer to Arina at the end of this vacation. What should I tell her? What was it that she wanted? I also had to consider my optionsâŚ
This was the last day of school, but I didnât have anything to say to Arina.
The day passed in a blink of an eye. It was an uneventful day of passively listening to the usual school assembly and safety instructions for the summer vacations, stuff like âdonât stay out too late at nightâ, or âdonât go here or thereâ. If this was last year, I would probably do a crouching start in the hallway to make sure that I could do a dash start as soon as the assembly ended, but I didnât do it this time. I guess this was what they called âgrowing upâ.
âIâm home.â
âWelcome back.â
Ugin, now looking like a Hollywood actress, looked at me with a confused gaze.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âEverything! Just last year you acted like a monkey as soon as the summer vacation started!â
âIâm way past that phase, young lady. You should do what girls your age do, take your selfies, go to your social media or whatever and donât stick your nose in an adultâs affairs.â
âShut it.â
She was a high school girl, but she went to the front door with a mouth filled with salted fish. What a hopeless girl.
I lied down in my room and started to think about what I was going to do for the summer vacation.
âAh~â
I let out a weak moan. The bed felt hot. The cicadasâ noise made my head hurt and the sunlight made it worse. I couldnât think properly in this situation, so I stopped thinking and closed my eyes. It should be fine for me to do nothing in the first two or three days. The teachers didnât give us much homework out of consideration so there was nothing much that I could do.
Nevertheless, the upcoming summer vacation would be harsh for me. Not only because of the amount of studying I had to do, but also the matter with Arina.