I jumped onto the bed in my uniform and curled up in the futon.
Kaede, Hina, and Natsuhi-senpai’s words are spinning around in my head.
I feel happy, ashamed, apologetic, and I don’t know what to do.
With those mixed feelings, I had the urge to shout out loud.
But it’d be embarrassing to be heard by someone if I did, so I endured it.
I let it all out by hitting and scratching my head furiously. Though, if I continue like this, I’ll definitely go bald.
This is definitely not good……but I can’t take it!
Whatever, I’ll just wear a hat if I become bald!
Or rather, let’s abandon everything and become a monk.
That’s it, I’ll aim to become a stylish monk.
First, I’ll buy a pair of sunglasses and my appearance……wait, I don’t care about that!
I’m disappointed that my thoughts wander off whenever I think of something important.
I’m such an idiot.
Just what do they like about me?
It’s so strange that I can’t help but wonder.
It makes me wonder if all this is true but is this something that should be done?
It’s as if I’m denying the feelings of those who are taking this seriously.
I don’t know if they’re all serious about it but……
No, to think ‘whether they’re serious or not’, it might not matter.
Some of the girls who gave me letters don’t know much about me; likewise, I don’t know much about them.
“Your feelings are fake!” Just because I don’t know anything about them doesn’t mean I’ll deny their feelings like that.
I can’t measure the depth of their feelings; I don’t know.
For example, even if someone thinks ‘they’re quite nice,’ it takes courage to convey their goodwill and it’s not something minor.
That’s what I think.
Therefore, I will properly think about it and give them a reply without caring about the weight of it.
And that was something I thought I ‘had to do well’.
“I have to do it properly.”
I slapped my cheeks with both hands to cheer up.
What is ‘like’?
There are various types of ‘like’.
As a family, as a friend, as a lover……
Hina, Kaede, and Natsuhi-senpai too, I don’t hate them. I like them.
Hina doesn’t worry about anything, and she’s a little troublesome. But she has her good points too and she’s a cute girl. I feel calm whenever I’m with her.
Kaede causes a lot of trouble too. But [whenever] he shows his goodwill, I end up forgiving him.
I like how he’s hard-working, strong-willed, and determined. He makes me think I should learn from him, and I admire him.
Natsuhi-senpai is really cool.
He’s usually unfriendly but he’s actually a thoughtful, kind, and reliable person. I admire that side of him.
I want to be like Natsuhi-senpai.
As I thought, I don’t know much about the girls who sent the letters to me. Even though I feel bad, I would still reject them.
Considering this far, I thought deeply to myself.
Big brother went through so much trouble and broke down so many times.
I’ve learned how amazing big brother is once again.
He’s amazing.
I used my head so much that I could get a fever but couldn’t get an answer.
I feel like I used my brain more than when I took an exam.
I was sitting on the bed with my legs crossed but I was in an uncomfortable position where my upper body fell forward and my ankle and face seemed to stick together.
What kind of training is this?
I can feel a gestaltzerfall happening as I think, “What is emotion?”
(T/N: I didn’t know this was a thing *inserts eye mouth eye emoji*)
“……Let’s rest for a while.”
Maybe I shouldn’t be impatient.
Let’s sleep for about an hour and reset my mind.
I laid down on the bed and closed my eyes.
※※※(Into dreamland we go, WOO!)
I had a dream.
It’s a dream from my childhood.
I was wearing a yellow hat and a kindergarten uniform that looks like a light blue kappogi.
(T/N: Kappogi-
What he’s wearing(bro it’s cute how does that look like-):
It’s a memory of when I went to kindergarten.
I was having fun making a mountain of sand.
Across from me was a beautiful young girl, Hina.
I scooped the sand with a shovel and added it to the top of the mountain I was making.
“Hey, Hina-chan.”
“What~?”
“When we grow older, marry me.”
(T/N: Just imagine it being all cutesy cuz it’s not time for y’all to be mad yet;;)
I subconsciously opened my eyes to the words my younger self said.
……Somehow, I proposed to Hina!
(T/N: YEAH NO SHIT AKI)
‘Did I say such things?’ I thought as I dug up my memory. I felt like it did happen.
I completely forgot about it, but I think I did say it……I sure did.
That’s right, the topic ‘Who are you going to marry?’ was popular at that time, and it was embarrassing for someone to not have a partner.
So I proposed to Hina without hesitation.
The reply was of course……
“Ehh~ Hina likes Makoto-nii better so I don’t want Akkun!”
That’s right.
Ahh, I remember everything now.
Around that time, the way we called each other was different. If anything, I was more clingy to Hina.
I was so shocked from being rejected that I took it out on big brother for a while.
I remember Hina also said things like, “He won’t marry me so I won’t play with you!”
After that, I don’t even remember her name, but I promised to marry a charming girl. But “she” turned out to be a “he”, and that dealt an additional blow.
Does that mean the BL’s evil influence has approached me since then?
As I thought, I can’t cut ties with BL even if I wanted to!
Wait……no, this isn’t the time to think about such things.
Even though I was in such a shock, how did I forget about it?
Was it erased from my memory because I was too shocked?
Now that I think about it, I think my sense of inferiority towards my brother started because of that.
I love big brother from the bottom of my heart, but I always felt like I could never win.
Besides, the reason I didn’t realize ‘Hina might like me’ was because the memory stayed somewhere in my heart even if I don’t remember it.
“Haha, I was rejected by Hina.”
I woke up laughing.
To remember this at a time like this.
”
”
No, it might be precisely because it was a time like this. Maybe I remembered I was only thinking about things related to love that I remembered all of this.
Even though my first love should have disappeared since Hina has rejected me……Why is this happening?
Does Hina remember?
I heard a knocking sound and big brother’s voice.
I had planned to sleep for an hour but it seems that I‘ve been lying down for quite some time.
It was already time for big brother to come home.
When I answered, my room door opened and big brother’s face popped out.
“Akira, it seems like you came back home earlier today, are you feeling sick?”
“My head is always bad.”
“……You seem fine.”
He laughed in amusement and when I returned with a bitter smile, big brother entered the room and sat next to the bed.
“Did something happen?”
Big brother may have heard about some of my circumstances.
Even if he wasn’t involved, he would’ve guessed it.
Big brother has experienced this kind of situation. He’s also a senior who’s in love and my family member.
Thinking of having him listen to me a little, I opened my mouth.
“I’m having a period of unprecedented popularity.”
“Is that so.”
The face, which looked many times more beautiful than mine, was smiling and looking at me.
It felt as if I’m a small child asking his mother about his worries, it was embarrassing.
“Does Akira have a chosen person in your heart?”
“……I wonder.”
It feels really vague.
But there seems to be something I can reach out to as if something is there and I can’t take a step forward……
“Why is big brother dating Haru-nii?”
‘Dating’ is not just about liking each other, but it’s also about deciding on having changes in your relationship.
That’s what I’m missing right now.
Big brother was confused when he suddenly heard me ask about his relationship.
Perhaps he was thinking or shy about it, he replied after a slight pause.
“Maybe it’s because I couldn’t imagine a future without him.”
It seems like he was being shy.
The blushing big brother was cute.
Perhaps he noticed that I was smiling, he cleared his throat and stiffly looked over.
“You should worry about it a lot, it’s sincere to give back to those who thought of you. Think about it and come up with an answer, you should take someone’s hand. Moreover, I must tell you it can be a saddening result.”
“……Un.”
(T/N: Did ‘It can be a saddening result’ mean it’s by choosing the wrong person, Mako-nii QAQ)
I’ve thought about it before, but since big brother is telling me this then he must be right.
“So many people love Akira, you are such a happy person.”
“I think big brother is the happy one, though.”
This is the first time I’ve experienced this but big brother must be used to it.
Besides, he can spend time with the person he likes and live peacefully with him.
“You’re right, we’re blessed. That’s why you gotta return whatever you can to your partner. If Akira ever thinks that it’s tiresome, you’ll have to take a break from the relationship. You have to make sure that doesn’t happen again!”
“I know, I know.”
I know my faults.
It was tough to be reminded of it, but……he’s right so it can’t be helped.
Seeing the back of big brother as he left the room, I sighed deeply.
By the way, I was still in my uniform.
It was already wrinkled.
”
”
I decided to quickly change my clothes.
I hung my uniform with a hanger and took the smartphone out of my pocket.
Suddenly, I remembered the existence of the photo that I sneakily took last time.
I moved my finger to select the display on the screen.
No matter how many times I looked at it, the photo of Hina sleeping with a happy face appeared.
“Is this what she meant by ‘realizing it’?”
I remembered.
The emotions that I had for Hina when we were children.
I turned away from it and storedt my feelings away but I opened my eyes to face this problem now.
“The person that I want to be with, even in the future.”
The answer big brother came to.
In my case, who is it?
After becoming a High schooler, I don’t want to ‘try dating for the time being’ after taking interest in heterosexual relationships.
I’d like a relationship where I can take it slow with them.
Even in the distant future, I want to be with this person.
I don’t want a relationship where I assume it would have an ‘end’.
When I thought so, the person I thought I wanted to be with was……
What came to mind was the appearance of Hina calling my name while smiling brightly.
(T/N: ARE YOU KIDDING ME AKI-)
“Let’s properly say it.”
Let’s properly convey my feelings to Hina.
And to Kaede, Natsuhi-senpai, and the people who sent letters to me, too.
It was completely dark outside.
I haven’t eaten lunch and I’m hungry but I want to see Hina.
Let’s go to her house and talk to her.
When I went downstairs and looked into the living room to talk to big brother, he was talking on the phone.
When he caught sight of me, he pulled his smartphone away from his ear and called out to me.
“Akira, Haruki called me and it seems that Hina hasn’t returned yet. Do you know anything?”
“Eh?”
I looked at the clock; it was past 8 p.m.
“She has never been out for so long without contacting him, so he’s searching for her……”
“I have no idea, but……I’ll look for her.”
Maybe something happened to Hina.
I became anxious and hurried out of the house.
I have ideas of where Hina would likely be, but let’s follow the route to school first.
It happened just as I came to a decision.
A shadow moved from the side of the house, it seemed like it was running from me.
I immediately recognized the shadow.
……I didn’t even have to search for her.
When I slowly approached and peeked at it, I found what I expected to find.
“……Hina, what’re you doing in this kind of place?”
Hina’s shoulders jolted.
While hugging her bag with both hands, she seemed to be desperately enduring something.
She kept her face down and wouldn’t look at me.
“Haru-nii is worried about you, too.”
When I tried to approach her while saying so, Hina staggered back……
“……I’m sorry.”
She started running in the opposite direction.
I can’t let her run away, I can’t afford to break up with her like this.
I have to talk to her properly.
Thinking so, I immediately chased after her.
Hina ran desperately, but she couldn’t shake my hand off so I was able to catch up to her in no time.
“Wait! Where are you going?”
I grabbed her arm so she couldn’t run away.
When I looked at Hina, who seemed strange, I noticed that her uniform and hands were dirty.
“You…this……What’s wrong? Did something happen?”
I was worried that she was involved in some kind of trouble.
Even though it’s just 8 o’clock, it’s dangerous for a cute girl like Hina to wander around in the dark alone.
I grabbed her arms and turned her around to face me to see if she was injured, but it seemed like she was just a little dirty.
“……I can’t find it.”
“Find what?”
“Kokopeling.”
“The one I got in the arcade?”
Come to think of it, Hina attached it to her bag with a string.
But there’s no such figure on the bag now.
Did the string break somewhere?
“And? You were looking for it?”
She nodded and looked down.
She was looking for it until this time even when she got this dirty……
“Rather than looking for something like that, go home. Everyone is worried.”
“It’s useless if I don’t have that!”
Hina abruptly raised her face, grabbed my arm, and said desperately.
I was overwhelmed by her angry look.
“It’s something Aki got for me, it’s my lucky charm!”
“Hahh?”
“If I don’t have that, I won’t be able to get Aki……”
Her voice gradually became quieter and tears overflowed from her eyes.
“I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you even though you came to my house yesterday.”
She muttered in a faint voice that barely reached my ears.
The strength of the hand that grabbed my arm turned weaker.
I wanted to say something, but I couldn’t speak.
“Hey, Aki……I……”
Her hand grip tightened again.
I understood that she wanted to convey something.
I knew what she wanted to say too.
I hesitated on whether I should interrupt Hina or say it first as a man.
But I could see that Hina was desperately trying to convey it in her own words.
The reason why Hina was being so serious was probably that she was blaming herself after what Sasaki-san and Kaede said to her.
If so, I shouldn’t stop her and properly listen to her.
“……What is it?”
I took off the hand that was grabbing onto my arm so painfully, lifted her head that was facing down and moved her bangs aside with my fingers. She seemed as if she wanted to escape but I wiped her tears with my hand and she looked at me.
(T/N: AHH I DON’T LIKE THAT AKI IS DOING THIS TO HINA, BUT I CAN IMAGINE HIM BEING SO HANDSOME I’M DYING///)
I could see myself in the eyes of Hina, who was blushing red already.
She didn’t seem capable of saying anything and she stopped moving.
I silently looked at her.
She restlessly shut her mouth for some time and her eyes darted around. Then she looked at me with determination and slowly opened her mouth.
“……I……You see, I’ve liked Aki for a long time.”
By the time she finished saying it, the face I had wiped had tears flowing again.
“……Finally, I was finally able to say it.”
Perhaps because she had been holding them back earlier, Hina couldn’t stop crying as her tears overflowed.
She wiped and wiped but it wouldn’t stop and she started sobbing as she spoke.
“I was scared to say it. Even though I actually realized it, that maybe you were just pretending not to realize it because you didn’t like me. I thought we wouldn’t be able to be together if I told you I liked you. The person next to Aki is me. Onlyyyyy me! Kaede-kun and Fuu-chan……No, I won’t give you to anyone!”
At last, she started crying like a small child.
She couldn’t control her emotions that had been kept in for the longest time.
I’m worthless for not realizing it and unwittingly driving Hina to a corner until this happened.
“Sorry, I couldn’t realize it sooner.”
My body moved unconsciously, and by the time I realized what I was doing, I was already hugging Hina.
It was painful to think that she was shorter than me and had been suffering as a frail girl all this time.
My arms around her tightened.
I could see that Hina, whose face was buried in my chest, was shaken.
But I don’t want to let go of her now.
I talked to Hina with her in my arms.
“It’s fine even if you lost that Kokopeling.”
“B-but my lucky charm……”
The muffled voice coming out from within my arms still sounded desperate.
“That’s why I’m saying it’s okay to lose it. Listen to people when they’re talking.”
This girl, we’re already in this kind of situation and she still doesn’t understand.
Even without that thing, her feelings have been accepted. It seems like my intention hadn’t been conveyed.
But wasn’t I the dense one, for not realizing Hina’s feelings for so many years?
Hina did her best to convey it in her own words.
I should properly convey it too.
“I’ll only say this once.”
“O-okay.”
I loosened my embrace so I could talk face to face with her.
When I looked into Hina’s eyes, I could tell that she was nervous about what I was going to say.
I was gradually getting nervous too.
Even though the other party was Hina, someone who knew me well, putting my feelings into words again made me nervous.
As I thought, confessing is an amazing thing to do.
I took a deep breath, adjusted my mood, and opened my mouth.
“Big brother said this. He chose Haru-nii because he couldn’t imagine a future without him. So when I thought who it could be for me……it was you.”
Hina’s eyes were wide open.
Her mouth was also slightly open as well.
It seems like she understood what I wanted to tell her.
But let’s say it clearly.
“I like Hina.”
Hina was dumbfounded and froze in place.
She didn’t move as if time had stopped.
I silently watched her and waited for Hina’s reaction.
“……You’re lying!”
“Hahh?”
When I thought that she finally moved, she screamed with a frown.
What does that mean, I don’t understand!
“It’s too convenient! Even though I’m no good……I wanted to tell Aki I liked you, I thought it was sly to make you say it. I can’t beat Kaede-kun. I’m no good, no good!”
She stuck her palm out to make a barrier, took a step back, and left my embrace.
She seemed to be so confused and doubted my feelings.
It’s not like I don’t understand how she feels, but I feel sad that she denied my feelings even though I was so nervous to confess.
But I guess it’s my turn to do my best this time.
“I didn’t even realize Hina’s feelings because I was running away from it. I’m no good either. We’re the same.”
I grabbed her hand and continued talking.
She seemed confused, but the eyes that were looking at me no longer had tears in it.
She silently listened to me.
“It’s strange for you to say you like me, a worthless person. How about you? Are you okay being with me?”
Her face was messed up with tears and she wiped it with her dirty hands, which ruined her beauty.
I didn’t have a handkerchief so I stretched out my sleeve and wiped her face.
“So dirty.”
She looked like a kid and I unintentionally laughed.
“We’re comrades, isn’t it just right? Aren’t you okay with me?”
Perhaps the tense atmosphere was gone(?) because I laughed, Hina started moving.
And even though I wiped her tears away, she started crying again……
“It has to be Aki!”
Hina rushed forward and clung to me.
It seemed like it wasn’t tears of sadness this time.
Her head hit my jaw but I endured it and hugged her.
It hurts, it really hurts!
……But this disappointing part of Hina is cute.
“I did it!” I heard a small muttering voice.
She finally realized it.
You’re too slow.
Just like that, without saying anything, we hugged until Hina stopped crying.
※※※
“I’m glad that Aki wasn’t BL.”
Hina, who seemed to be completely resurrected, muttered.
You’re still saying that?
“You don’t trust me at all.”
“I do!”
“I mean, when I was a kid, I was flirting with you! Don’t you remember?”
“Ehhhh!? You’re definitely lying!”
She looked at me up and down with a skeptical expression that said, “Impossible”.
So you don’t trust me at all!
“I’m not lying! If only you obediently became my wife at that time, things wouldn’t have been so troublesome!”
“W-w……wife!?”
I was irritated by Hina’s exaggerated expression.
“Aki proposed to me?”
“That’s right.”
“I don’t really remember,” Hina replied angrily but her face immediately flushed red.
She cries and then blushes right after, she’s such a busy person.
“Say it again?”
“No.”
“Why??”
This time, her red face became desperate.
“Why can’t I remember? I’m so stupid!”
I almost regretted confessing when I saw her pounding her head as if she was holding a solo concert.
“Well……When the time comes.”
“Eh?”
It’s strange to propose right after confessing.
Well, the time when I naturally say it should come.
“Uwahhhhhh!”
I was surprised when she suddenly started sobbing again.
“Why’re you crying!?”
“I’m so happyy!”
“You’re so troublesome!”
While Hina was busy crying and laughing, I grabbed her hand and started walking.
If we don’t go home soon, our families would be worried.
I called Haru-nii and told him that I was sending Hina home.
”
”
“It’s been a while since we’ve walked hand in hand like this. Ehehehe~”
Hina finally stopped crying, but this time she started grinning. She looked disgusting.
I beg of you, please stabilize your emotions.
When we reached Hina’s house, Haru-nii was waiting for us in front of the house.
……It’s embarrassing for Haru-nii to see us in this situation.
He could see us holding hands, so he’d figure it out immediately.
I avoided talking to Haru-nii directly and decided to stop at a certain distance.
After making sure Hina was in front of Haru-nii, I turned my heels and walked back home.
“Thank you, darling!”
“Shut up!!”
That idiot Hina shouted from behind, even though I was embarrassed to let anyone know that we started dating in this situation.
When I reflexively replied, I saw Haru-nii there.
He was laughing……He found out……
It was my turn for my face to be red this time.
Shit, that Hina!
I fled from that place until I reached home.
I sprinted away to drown out my shame and came home breathless.
After taking a few deep breaths, I opened the front door and big brother immediately walked out from the living room.
Big brother had also been worried about Hina.
When I told him I found Hina and sent her home, he nodded and was relieved.
There’s one more important thing I have to tell him.
“Big brother, uhh…that’s…I started…dating Hina…”
Just as I thought, this topic is embarrassing.
If you think about it carefully, there are 2 couples from 2 families. How small is this world that this situation makes me want to butt in and say something.
When I glanced at big brother’s face, he was smiling.
“I know.”
“Heh?”
In response to an unexpected answer, I made a blank face.
“Haruki contacted me. He told me that Hina said, ‘I’ll show you your grandchildren, so both of you big brothers can be relieved.’”
(T/N: Mn, I don’t understand what she’s saying at all.)
“That girl……!”
She handled such a delicate topic so recklessly again!
I’ll have to properly teach her tomorrow.
Generally, having ‘grandchildren’ is too fast!
As I frowned from either irritation or embarrassment, I heard the sound of snickerings.
“Big brother, what’re you laughing for?”
“Nothing, I was just thinking that it’s a relief.”
“You’re lying.”
I can only see amusement in his smile.
“I’m telling the truth. Anyways, I’m happy……Since it ended without Hina getting mad at me.”
“What’re you talking about?”
“She wanted to scold me when she heard that I taught Kaede how to make your favourite dish.”
Speaking of which, big brother once ran away from Hina, so that was why?
That means……
“So big brother knew Hina liked me?”
“I think Akira was the only one who didn’t know?”
“Really!?”
Was I really that dense?
Then the people around me probably thought, ‘Why doesn’t this guy notice?’ and that I’m simply an idiot or a thick-headed idiot……!
How could this happen, I wanna dig a hole and hide in it!
“Hina did her best. You better treat her well (Trash: no).”
“I know!”
(T/N: I can’t take it anymore. Sry sir, what did you say, she did her best? WhErE? WhAt DiD ShE dO? I. Cannot. With. Y’all. Thinking. She. Did. Something. Cuz I, for sure did NOT f*king see how she did her best. Thank you for listening to my TEDtalk. Bye.)
Big brother teased and I felt even more embarrassed.
Isn’t big brother getting a little carried away today!?
If you want to get carried away, please do it to Haru-nii only.
“Well, this calls for a celebration. Should I cook some red rice?”
“Please stop.”
Big brother laughed loudly.
Shit, this is so irritating!
”
”
I won’t hesitate to tease you and Haru-nii too!
※※※[I feel empty.]
On the morning right after I got a girlfriend……I was tired.
Due to my excitement, I couldn’t sleep.
But I wasn’t in a bad mood when I woke up—perhaps because I felt happy.
I was eating breakfast prepared by big brother, who seemed to be grinning. When I tried to make things fair and tease him about his relationship too, the interphone rang.
She probably came to pick me up.
“Akira, morning!”
“……Kaede?”
I didn’t expect Kaede to come over today.
I conveyed my feelings to him yesterday.
I thought of calling him but I wanted to face him properly.
But it was hard to talk about it in school, so I asked him to come somewhere near my house and talked to him.
I also told him that I started dating Hina.
Kaede didn’t say anything and went home wordlessly.
Looking at the situation, I thought it would take some time for us to be able to talk as usual. I also thought that we weren’t able to go to school together anymore, but……
Kaede, who showed up at exactly 7:30 AM, still smiled with his beautiful blonde hair and appeared even more like an angel today.
When I couldn’t react to the unexpected situation, Kaede opened his mouth as if he had perceived my confusion.
“It’s not like I gave up, okay?”
“What?”
Didn’t I already tell you yesterday……
“I told you that I couldn’t respond to your feelings and started dating Hina, right?
“You did. And? So what?”
“‘So what,’ you say, you—”
I protested, but Kaede’s face suddenly came close to mine and I instantly stopped talking.
Kaede smiled like a little devil at a breathtaking distance(?).
“Just because you got a girlfriend doesn’t mean you have the right to regulate my feelings and actions.”
He whispered in my ear and I was shocked.
That may be true, but I want you to stop what you’re doing right now.
I couldn’t imagine having an affair or changing my mind. However, Kaede’s fighting ability was so high that I feared that he might brainwash me before I knew it.
“Ahhh!!?”
I was about to step away when I heard a scream from behind Kaede.
It was extremely loud.
The person who yelled in the neighbourhood in the morning was my cute girlfriend.
“So noisy.”
Kaede spat out heavily without turning back.
Meanwhile, Hina came running up and pulled us apart.
“Your face is close! Aki is mine! He’s my boyfriend! Go away! Get off now! Kaede-kun shouldn’t be within a radius of 5 meters from Aki!”
“Ahh, noisy. This is why girls are no good. Akira will come to me next year because he hates troublesome girls.”
“That’s not true! I’m going to be Aki’s wife!”
“Already talking about marriage on the first day of going out? So serious.”
“Both of you are noisy!”
……It’s strange.
The situation hasn’t changed even though our relationship changed significantly.
I avoided them a little while ago and the awkward situation continued, so I think making noise like this is nice once in a while.
But it shouldn’t be exactly the same as before.
“Let’s go.”
I put on my shoes and took my bag.
I held Hina’s hand with my free hand and started walking.
Hina looked at me in astonishment.
I felt shy so I ignored it.
I could hear Kaede click his tongue on the other side.
“Heheheh~”
My girlfriend was laughing disgustingly.
But she looked happy and I’m happy too. So, whatever.
I also encountered Sasaki-san on my way to school.
When she saw us holding hands, she complained, “So in the end, it’s the most boring result.”
But her eyes were laughing gently.
“Then I’ll be taking Kaede-kun, okay?” She said, but I think it’s going to be quite difficult.
I want Kaede to be happy, so I’m a little worried about pushing him to Sasaki-san.
Hina seemed to be supportive of it though.
When I arrived at the school gate and gazed up at the school building in front of me, I thought of everything that happened when I first came to this school.
The events where I met Kaede, Hiiragi, the Aogiri siblings, and when the big brother couple’s quarrel happened.
I got to know a fujoshi, but I guess that’s fine.
The biggest event was the change in my relationship with my childhood friend.
I reincarnated as the main character of a BL game world but got a girlfriend.