Someone found out that the live streamer was cheating behind his girl.
From what Iâve heard, that live streamer brought a nonage high school student into his room and banged each other every night.
Also, the exposure is due to the private messaging records of people related to him. This became another example of troubles caused by love.
Naturally, he received wave after wave of complaints from the internet.
Initially, the live streamer freaked out and messed up his response completely. In desperation, his reaction is basically flying into a rage out of humiliation, which caused even more complaints. In the end, people went overboard and started human flesh searching. Right now, his daily life is in ruins as well-
-I, Ayumu Kiriya, looked at the summary of the news report dazedly. Then, I grabbed and took a small sip of my micro sugar canned coffee.
(Sigh, his live streaming career was over when things went this way.)
The artificial bitterness of the canned coffee is slowly spreading inside my mouth.
The news report did pay attention and didnât specify the actual name of the live streamer. However, people already knew who from the content alone. That guy has humorous reactions that put comedians to shame. Also, his chatter never bores the audience, which is the so-called âidol live streamer.â That guy is at the top of the live streamer ranking, which makes me kind of upset.
I scrolled down the report and read the comments below.
< I can already see how trash this person is from the messages he replied to the girl. > < He looks quite ugly in the photo, right? > < Seriously? Itâs kind of upsetting since I really liked him. > < By the way, whoâs this person? > < The girlâs more or less the same when she published the message records. > < His worshippers are disgusting. > < Everyone related is gross. > < Do we really need a news report for things like this? > < I can already see from the games that heâs streaming. >
The entire live streaming community is insulted during the process, and even I was a bit hurt too. Itâs upsetting.
But, even so, my hands canât stop scrolling down the online reactions.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
I really understand how meaningless, insidious, and terrible this is. This incident is like your colleague or rival suddenly falling from grace. âŠBeing addicted to related reports and online reactions is the last thing I can do. Therefore, I sincerely get how stupid, horrible, and tasteless this is.
(Even though doing things like this wonât increase my popularity or video quality. âŠSeriously, this is boring. What the hell am I doing?)
I get all of that.
Even though I should get it, âŠbut I still canât stop scrolling down with the mouseâŠ
< Ding dong- >
The doorbell suddenly rang. I freaked out as my shoulder trembles. In response, I immediately minimized the window.
âŠMy heart is tangled up by an extremely uncomfortable sense of guilt.
To remove this uncomfortableness inside my heart, I answered the door with a louder voice than usual. âComing!â Then, I rushed to the entrance.
I opened the lock, and hastily opened the door. In the end, the person standing there isâŠ
âYes, yes, yes, I get it. You donât need to be so serious and even introducing yourself. Welcome, Amano. No need to be polite. Just come in.â
âAh, okay. S-Sorry for the intrusion.â
The high school boy Keita Amano walked into my room with an unnaturally stiff body.
I urged him to take a seat in the living room. Then, I grabbed a canned coffee that he asked for in my fridge. After that, I threw it to him while saying, âTake it.â
âUwah.â
He quickly reached his hand out and tried to catch it. âŠSo, the coffee went back and forth between his hands like a sandbag. It ended up between his legs. Even though itâs nothing too humiliating, his face flared up.
I bitterly smiled at his unchanging âattitude.â Then, I took a seat at the cushion next to him. Looking at the side, I found out that he seems to be staring at me too. When we made eye contact, Amano hastily looked away in embarrassment and pulled open the canâs ring.
I couldnât hold my sigh as I looked at him dumbfoundedly.
Keita Amano, heâs a year 2 boy in Otobuki High School. As for right now, why is he in a university student, which is me, âŠAyumu Kiriyaâs room?
All of that is because heâs currently my âlive streaming partner.â
Two weeks ago, I chose this boy on the street when I struggled to make my live streams more popular. So, I started talking to him. This is the second time that he showed up at my house. HoweverâŠ
(But, even if we just met twice, heâs so nervous that everything I did with him last week was resetâŠ)
I enjoyed my half-finished canned coffee as I looked at him. A stiff and nervous high school boy is right in front of me.
(I donât know why heâs so anxious. Well, unless he knows my gender. That would be hard to sayâŠ)
Yes, in reality, -he came to my house to play without knowing two of my big secrets.
The first one is that Iâm recording his gameplay into live stream videos and uploading them.
Heâs partially qualified for being a live streamer. However, thatâs based on a delicate balance. As long as heâs conscious that weâre in a live stream, everything becomes boring. What a miracle. Therefore, I have to make him think that âweâre just trying games outâ and âIâm just playing with friends.â That way, I can record the process.
Honestly, due to moral issues, I included this in the comments when I uploaded the video-
I added this declaration. Thanks to that, no one started a fight in the comment section right now.
âŠWell, even though I didnât gain his permission yetâŠ
Basically, I deleted everything that can expose his identity during editing. The voice is slightly adjusted too. So, he wonât lose anything because of this, âŠI guess.
Also, itâs been one week since I uploaded the first video. The result is way better than Iâve imagined. With that, I couldnât stop even if I wanted to. If no one is interested in this video, I can explain everything to Amano and delete the video. Then, we can pretend nothing happened. âŠHowever, right now, itâs already out of my hands.
I want more people to watch my videos and feel that itâs interesting. Therefore, when I started planning this, I always pay attention to the âexposure risk.â This cautious attitude of mine is why my popularity is stable. At the same time, itâs the reason why Iâm struggling to become even more famous. Thatâs why, currently, I decided to step forward. This means that I have to be responsible for this Keita Amano ârisk.â
Right, speaking of risk, thereâs another big secret that Amano doesnât know. Perhaps this can be called an overwhelmingly dangerous ârisk.â
In reality, I donât think this is a problem. âŠHowever, according to my neighborhood friend, this is more than a grenade. It seems that this risk is so dangerous that it can be called a nuclear âsecret.â
The reason for that isâŠ.
âEh, Kiriya-san, thereâs a loose thread on your shirt.â
âEh?â
He reached his finger towards my chest. Then, he got rid of the thread and smiled.
âAlright, itâs done.â
ââŠUh, t-thanks, Amano.â
âYouâre welcome.â
Itâs casual and nothing significant, a usual daily scenery. âŠIt looks like that. Actually, what he did is pretty close to the line.
(Well, like what my neighbor, âŠ.Ao said, perhaps this is not good.)
Although I thought about that, I scratched my head emotionlessly as if this happened to somebody else. I still donât think Iâm in danger. Uh, even though I know from an everyday perspective, that would be a colossal issueâŠ
The reason why is that I, Ayumu Kiriya, âŠthe live streamer with a handsome voice-
Even though I donât look like it, Iâm still a girl.
When Amano wasnât noticing, I casually put my palm on the chest area of my shirt. Although it canât be any more flat, you can still feel something.
(Well, itâs not like Iâm explicitly acting like a guyâŠ)
Indeed, my figures arenât as attractive as a normal girl. Including my chest, everyone is thin and slim. When I look at myself in the mirror, I always feel like Iâm like a match stick.
Moreover, my hair is short, my clothing is on the neutral side, and my voice is deep. The worst part is that I never smooth out my way of talking. âŠNaturally, thereâs a pretty high chance that someone who met me for the first time will see me as a âmore neutral guy.â This is me, a girl named Ayumu Kiriya.
Itâs just that in the past, a misunderstanding like this didnât bother me too much. Iâm always in a girlâs uniform until the end of high school. Although people did mock me for looking like a guy, they can still recognize my gender.
People think that Iâm a boyfriend when Iâm with my female friends on holidays. The mood got embarrassing when the staff member in the outlet store thought I was a guy. âŠSituations like this happen all the time in my daily life.
Well, Amanoâs different. âŠItâs my first time to share a close relationship with a guy that thinks Iâm of the same gender as he does.
(Sigh, even though Iâm the one lying to him right nowâŠ)
The reason for that is because you can see from Amanoâs appearance. Heâs a very introverted otaku teenager. If I revealed that Iâm a girl, a coward like him will never âcasually enter a single university girlâs roomâ ever again. If I have to record gameplay videos from him, this will become a very fatal mistake.
In the end, he has no idea of the two secrets: heâs being recorded, and Ayumu Kiriya is actually a girl. Yet, he still came into my house and played games with me innocently. âŠThis is the current situation.
(His alias âJiraiyaâ is really suitable to him right nowâŠ)
Amano, heâs the guy that unknowingly carried a bunch of landmines.
I can feel that my shoulders are getting heavy, so I canât help but started rubbing my neck. Just as Iâm doing that, Amano got restless and asked me.
âCan I askâŠarenât we going to play games?â
âEh? R-Right, weâre playing. Sorry, just a second.â
This is different. I would usually put a great effort into managing my schedule and progress strictly. The current unusual situation took up all my mind, and I canât help but feel at a loss.
I quickly arranged the cables and turned on the power as I talked to Amano.
âThis time, I want to play something different with the two of us together, what do you think? But you can choose to continue trying the last oneâŠâ
âEh? No, no, no, itâs weird when Iâm the only person playing. Iâm the one that barged into your house, after all.â
âI-I guess so.â
I answered with a bitter smile as I got the games out.
If Iâm uploading a series of videos, itâs easier to split the same gameplay into several parts and edit them. So, initially, I wanted him to complete < Hellâs Blood >. âŠBut, come to think of it, what he said did make sense. If I donât explain that this is a live stream, it will be strange for him to finish the entire game in my room.
So, from now on, the series heâs starring in will be a noob trying out various titles for people to watch. I decided to go with that route. Actually, many comments from last time also said, âI want to see him playing other games.â I guess everythingâs settled.
After I turned on the console, I grabbed two wireless controllers and handed one to him.
âHmm? Are we fighting each other with a game?â
âYeah.â
I nodded as I quickly started recording with my PC.
âEh? Kiriya-san, I think the light on the microphone just lit for a secondâŠâ
âI-It must be your imagination.â
Ugh, I thought I already switched off the light on the microphone beforehand! Perhaps it still flashed for a second because of how cheap it is.
I took a seat at the cushion next to him again.
So, when the TV showed the game screen, -I turned on my âlive streamer switchâ inside my heart.
âAlright, âŠthis time weâre playing this game! < Exploding Monkeys >!â
âWhy are you suddenly so energetic!?â
Amano, who doesnât know that the live stream has already started, freaked out and bulged his eyes. I ignored him and continued talking in live streamer mode fluently.
âThe classic action combat game < Exploding Monkeys >. The colorful monkeys will attack each other with bombs on the same screen. Itâs an eternal masterpiece.â
âUh, can I see that as you talking to me? Even though you werenât looking at me at allâŠâ
âJiraiya, have you played this game before?â
âEh? I guess. I tried it out beforeâŠâ
âThen thereâs no need for explanations. I plan to fight against you with this game today. Iâll be looking forward to it.â
âI-I see. Iâm looking forward to it too. Ki- no, T-Tora.â
We have to call each otherâs aliases when playing in this room- Amano seems to be suddenly aware of that rule and called me by the correct name. âŠAlright, it looks like I donât need to edit out as much audio as last time.
I continued the live stream calmly.
âWell, letâs start right away.â
âHey, can I ask whether youâre talking to yourself? Or do I have to respond to you?â
âUh, combat mode, 2 players, bots setting is strong, and all items are available. âŠAlright.â
âAh, youâre really talking to yourself-â
âJiraiya, you have to say something as well. Help me fill up the time!â
âWhat!? This is the first time that someone asked me to talk to myself! Hey, whatâs happening? Tora, are you afraid of silence or something?â
âUh, itâs simply because something bad will happen if we donât talk.â
âWhatâs with that curse!? Thatâs scary! Something terrible will happen if we donât talk. Tora, the death threat on your end is even less reasonable than the ones in Final Destination!â
âNo, no, no, what are you talking about, Jiraiya? Youâre already not an outsider anymore.â
âIâm not an outsider!? Eh, how did I get dragged into this in just a secondâŠâ
âAh, the fight between the exploding monkeys is starting, Jiraiya.â
âNowâs not the time for that!â
Amano nearly cried out, yet he still responded to the game quickly. I gave a satisfied smile at his look. At the same time, I remembered the comments I got from the last video.
(I didnât expect the audience to like âJiraiya not realizing heâs live streamingâ so muchâŠ)
Initially, I chose him as my partner because of his mediocre gaming skills and reactions. After I actually uploaded the video, I found interest in a part that wasnât in my expectations.
Thatâs why itâs both fun and challenging to provide entertainment.
âWow, I miss it so much. Itâs been a long time since I last played it, < Exploding Monkeys >.â
So, Amanoâs fear for the âcurseâ vanished. When the game started, he immediately started talking energetically with bright eyes.
I smiled at his live streamer attitude as I turned my attention back to < Exploding Monkeys >.
If I have to summarize this game in one sentence, < Exploding Monkeys > is a game where you kill each other with bombs and be the last survivor. Although the description seems brutal, itâs a party game with cute characters moving around on the 2D screen-
-Or it may seem at first. Actually, this is a battle of ruthless murders.
No matter what, the feature of this combat game is the weapon, bombs.
If the game uses swords or guns as weapons, in a sense, the fight still has some legitimate competition and sportsmanship left.
However, none of that works when bombs are used.
Since thereâs a delay between planting and detonating the bomb, itâs a weapon that can turn against your will.
Itâs because thatâs the only weapon for every player. The battlefield becomes a mess of tactics, baits, traps, alliances, and betrayals. Only one survivor can live through hell like this. Instead of saying that itâs a game, this already entered the âgu refinementâ realm, terrifying. [Note: Gu refers to the process of putting several poisonous insects and letting them kill each other to concentrate the toxins.]
âŠEven though itâs such a meaningful game, basically, the controls for players are just movement and placing bombs. Itâs easy to learn. In other words, itâs a family party game that everyone can enjoy happily right away. Moreover, it includes the competitive side of murdering each other in a battle royale. For such a well-designed game, what else can you call it other than a masterpiece?
(Ay, even so, of course, there are a bunch of techniques and tactics.)
When the match begins, the first thing you need to do is clearing the bricks around you. In this game, whether youâre trying to move, encountering enemies, or picking up items, you have to start by destroying the bricks.
This time, itâs a 4-player battle that includes bots. Therefore, the 4 players are placed on a square screen as they start destroying the blocks around them. During the process, random items will appear from the bricks. HoweverâŠ
âOh, I can place more bombs now.â
âThatâs niceâŠâ
Amano looked at my item and let out an envious sigh. The one that I got can increase my maximum bomb placement number. I can clear the bricks faster with a thing like this. As a result, I have a higher chance to get even more items than other players.
I continued blowing up the bricks as I get item after item.
I got increased bomb power, increased character speed, and the ability to kick bombs away.
In comparison, AmanoâŠ
âW-Why do I have nothing here!? Ah, it finally appeared. âŠEh, isnât this a skull head!?â
Amano suddenly got a useless item that randomly generates a negative effect.
I observed the change in his character. The effect this time is-
âNice, I only turned invisible. Well, I guess it can still be useful in certain situations.â
After he said that, a bomb immediately appeared next to his character. I guess he placed it when he turned invisible.
(âŠIndeed, this power is a bit annoying. I can be suddenly locked into a dead-end by the invisible character-)
When Iâm becoming increasingly aware of the danger, Amano suddenly yelled out loud.
âUwah! Crap, I blocked myself with my own bombs!â
âWhat the hell are you doing!?â
-At the next moment, the invisible monkey died spectacularly. The invisibility is removed the second he died. Thereâs even a cute squeak, which just makes the whole thing even more depressing.
The most important thing isâŠ
I canât even keep my cool anymore. I canât help but yell at him.
âYou died before even touching me!â
A live stream like this has nothing to see!
Amano looked away from me and tried to find excuses.
âAy, âŠi-itâs usual when I play < Exploding Monkeys >. I often blow myself up at the start of the round.â
âI mean, itâs indeed usual, but that was different, right! If youâre not used to controlling an invisible character, why did you force yourself to place bombs! You couldâve just waited for the invisibility to disappear!â
âI heard this from someone before. Instead of regret because you didnât try, itâs better to try before you regret it.â
âYou couldâve chosen a way that you wouldnât regret at the start! Like what happened there, you shouldnât bet your luck with that idiom, right!â
My anger made Amano tilt his head dumbfoundedly.
âUh, âŠTora, why are you mad?â
âYou have the nerve to ask me that!? This way, the video will-â
The video will be boring. âŠI barely stopped myself from saying that. Crap, I think I just mentioned video. âŠN-No, perhaps he didnât hear itâŠ
âThe video will? The video youâre saying, âŠis it a video that can be played?â
(He heard it!)
His hearing shocked me. Whatâs wrong with Amano? Even though heâs an amiable guy, why does he listen to everything in situations like this? Thatâs annoying.
My forehead is covered in sweat, but I paid attention to the screen as I answered him.
âI-I was saying the victory. âŠY-Yes, in terms of the âvictory,â you wouldnât even get 2nd runner up!â
âIs this the Olympics!? Eh, is there punishment for people that didnât enter the top 3!?â
âN-No, itâs not like that. âŠHowever, you should still aim to get a medal! Donât you feel upset when youâre just one step away from the podium!? Show me your soul of a samurai!â
âWhat!? Tora, I donât understand why youâre getting so worked up! Uh, âŠindeed, I guess being the last place makes you upset. âŠA-Anyway, Iâll try harder net time. Itâs okay.â
Phew, âŠi-it looks like I barely made it through. That was closeâŠ
In the end, I got 2nd place in the first round because of my partnerâs sudden explosive death.
After the results came out, the next round immediately started.
The second round is different. Amano got some items on his side too, and the match went well. So, the blocks that isolated the characters are finally destroyed, and both sides are about to meet each other. -HoweverâŠ
âUwah! This bot is strong! AHHH!â
âI was saying, why did you die before even touching me!â
Keita Amano was defeated before he can fight me. âŠSo, thereâs nothing to see for a video. I faced two bots again. âŠWhatâs happening right now?
Amano looked at the fight between the bots and me dazedly as he sighed.
ââŠThis is boring.â
âSame, me too.â
Why do I have to play against bots two rounds in a row? This is so pathetic. This series does have a rule where the defeated players can throw bombs into the field. However, I turned it off this time. Uh, I was thinking when only the two of us are left, the match wouldnât be fun if the bots are interfering.
I didnât expect none of us has interacted with each other right now.
Amano has nothing to do and even mumbled dazedly.
ââŠThis would be fun if itâs a 4-player match. âEmptyâ time like this wouldnât happen at allâŠâ
âWhat are you trying to say?â
ââŠBut youâre a loner, ToraâŠâ
âUghâŠ!â
I messed up my controls due to incredible frustrations. So, my character was dragged into the explosion.
In the endâŠ
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
The two bots are dueling each other on the TV screen. âŠWhat is this? What kind of live stream is this?
Amano and I can only endure this period of âpointlessâ time. The bots are still struggling. How can they fight so fiercely?
I looked at the screen as I canât help but complain.
âSpeaking of loners, Jiraiya, arenât you just the same?â
âEh?â
Amano blinked at my suspicion. Then, for some reason, he scratched his head embarrassingly. âHiya.â
âThat was true, but I knew more people and friends recently. My growth is speeding up.â
âYour growth is speeding up? Uh, whatâs thisâŠâ
âItâs nothing. Like I said before, itâs simply because I have more friends nowâŠâ
âYou? Why? The thing that youâre talking about isnât related to religion, right?â
âNo, itâs not! Tora, who do think I am!?â
âBait.â
âThatâs a shocking answer! Eh, bait? Why am I a bait?â
âItâs okay, itâs okay. Iâm meaning it positively.â
âWhat do you mean positively!? If youâre saying a good bait, that just makes me even more uncomfortable!â
âBut I didnât expect this, Jiraiya. You actually have friendsâŠâ
âItâs not unexpected. Please donât say thatâŠâ
âAh, sorry, then Iâll use the correct words.â
âPlease.â
âJiraiya at least has several people that he acknowledges as friends.â
âHey, why do I feel thereâs more room for explanations.â
âStop it! Donât encourage me to imagine a happy ending in my mind!â
âWell, the bots battle is over. Letâs go for another round, okay?â
âMy mental state is too terrible!â
Anyway, we still started a new round. The two of us destroyed the bricks successfully, and we gradually acquired items.
So, in the 3rd round, âŠwe finally managed to fight each other.
âGo, go!â
âThatâs nothing. Eat this!â
We placed bombs next to each other as we dodged the attacks. From this perspective, âŠAmano indeed got his basic gaming sense right. At least, heâs ultimately able to keep up with me.
(Well, why does this boy always screw it up at the last momentâŠ)
I guess thatâs what makes Keita Amano him.
Amano and I began a series of offense and defense. The âoffenseâ in this game is mainly about cutting off the escape. You wrap your bombs around the enemies and block them to win. Of course, there are tactics like kicking the bombs, throwing them, and plan a series of chain detonation. However, no matter which one you choose, the basis is still âcutting off the escape.â
To accomplish that, you need to predict your opponentâs movement. Then, you need to guess the enemyâs weak spot with pinpoint accuracy.
Even if you canât finish your foes, you still need to try placing bombs in the enemyâs escape to âpinâ them. You can also force him to fight with other characters.
ââŠOkay, I managed to kill a guy!â
âNice, Jiraiya. But the same goes for me.â
The two of us killed off the bots that tried to mess with us.
So, in the 3rd round, the two players finally faced off each other seriously.
First, we threw and kicked bombs at each other as we kept our distance.
âWow! That was close!â
I kicked my bombs to Amanoâs side, causing a chain explosion from the one I placed beforehand. It almost blew up his character. Just as Iâm thinking thatâŠ
âOh, crap!â
This time, he tossed a bomb over the wall and hit me. Although my character got dizzy for a second, I managed to escape before the bomb exploded.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
The nervousness from the intense fight is skyrocketing. I slowly forgot that Iâm live streaming, but I still got the video running with my reactions.
(Even though thatâs not my live streaming styleâŠ)
While I did think of that, on the other hand, I believe this isnât too bad.
People can tell somethingâs wrong when youâre reacting while playing a game alone. However, when Amano is next to me, I can easily express myself. Itâs because heâs a person that reveals his emotions from time to time. Heâs so honest that itâs a bit embarrassingâŠ
âDamn, youâre evil, Tora!â
âNo, no, no, Jiraiya. Youâre in no place to talk.â
Naturally, we started bickering with each other as we played. I began to think that maybe this way of live streaming is not so bad.
(Although the content isnât refined, and the quality isnât spectacular, âŠperhaps itâs nice as long as the âenjoymentâ weâre experiencing can pass to the audience from the screen. Itâs just like an idol live streamerâŠ)
At this point, the online news report suddenly flashed in my mind, and my hands stopped pressing on the controller.
âNice! I did it!â
âAh.â
Once I snapped out of it, my character was already trapped inside the bombs set by Amano.
I blew up in a flash with nowhere to escape.
âYeah!â
Amano put up a victory pose next to me.
I mumbled. âI-I was defeatedâŠâ Then, I gulped to ignore the vague emotions that are flooding my heart.
Amanoâs character, who defeated me, is now dancing innocently on the center of the screen.
*
In the end, we recorded 10 rounds before quitting. Since the match got competitive after the 3rd round, itâs pretty impressive.
When Amanoâs preparing to go home, I clicked on the PC and stopped the recording. So, âŠI can see the minimized window before at the bottom of the monitor.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
I sighedâŠand enlarged the screen, not even caring that Amano is still I the room. That news report and the readersâ comments popped up again.
I canât help but shake my head.
(Jesus, âŠwhy did I immerse myself in this gloomy and insidious sense of happiness after seeing news like this? How terribleâŠ)
Perhaps itâs because I just had a happy and innocent gaming experience with Amano. I feel pretty despicable for what I felt. Iâm getting increasingly depressed.
âŠCrap. I canât keep like thisâtime to switch up the mood.
ââŠPhew.â
I let out a huge sigh. Then, I stood up from the table and turned toward Amano. As for him, heâs struggling to put up his scarf for some reason. I donât know whether heâs clumsy or he didnât practice enoughâŠ
The PC that showed the news report is right before me. âŠI asked him this.
âEh, Amano, let me ask you this. âŠAm I a terrible person?â
âYeah.â
He answered casually. Also, he didnât look at me at all as if itâs a natural conclusion.
âWhy did you suddenly ask this?â
Amano started a fight with his scarf as he asked. I cleared my throat with a cough and continued.
âUh, âŠrecently, Iâm getting frustrated because Iâm not improving for some reason. Then, Iâm thinking whether the main reasonâŠhas to do with this bad habit of mine.â
âWhat habit?â
âThe habit of feeling joy in secret with othersâ misfortune.â
âYou suck.â
âRight?â
I put up a mischievous smile to cope with it. However, in my heart, Iâm sincerely reflecting.
Iâve always lied to myself with gentle words like stubborn and twisted temper. In all honesty, a person like me is just-
-Just as Iâm thinking about thatâŠ
âHey, but I do like Kiriya-san because of this.â
Keita Amano suddenly said something shocking.
â-Eh?â
My face went pale as I froze. However, ...Amano is still continuing with a casual, chatty tone.
âAfter all, if youâre too kind and innocent, we wonât get along when playing < Exploding Monkeys > today. Kiriya-san, I like your gaming style.â
âAh, you mean gamingâŠâ
I pressed my chest in relief. âŠUh, what was I thinking?
Amano challenged his scarf again and again as he continued.
âA benevolent, gentle angel, and a devil that goes out his way to torture his opponents, which side is better to fight against? This is what Iâm trying to say.â
âYouâre always putting your standards on gaming.â
ââŠAy, even though from a cooperative gameâs standpoint, perhaps the angel is the only choice.â
âAnd you always change your mind.â
I feel like talking to him makes me being troubled by those things looks stupid.
Amano carefully adjusted the shape of his scarf and went on.
âRight, speaking of changing minds, I was just answering you casually from the conversation. However, I donât think itâs a bad thing to feel happy with otherâs misfortune.â
âUh, thatâs at least not something you can praise on, right?â
âYouâre right. âŠFor example, after the righteous hero defeated the demon king, canât ordinary people celebrate âyou get what you deserve, demon kingâ happily? Thatâs what Iâm trying to say.â
âI feel like itâs harder to understand once you started explaining with gaming.â
âYouâre complaining even when Iâm trying to comfort you. You suck, Kiriya-san.â
Amanoâs finally satisfied with his scarf. Then, he turned towards me with a cheerful look.
âAy, no matter what, a person like me is just a small passerby in the endâŠâ
Amano said that and smiled gently.
âI will drop a joyful and sincere âthatâs what you getâ when the demon king is defeated. âŠIf thereâs a pure and terrible person like me around, I think my daily lives will be happier.â
â-Really?â
After hearing his encouragement, I canât help butâŠgive a rare and warm smile.
So, Amano looked at my expression and bulged his eyes in surprise.
âHmm? Whatâs wrong?â
âEh? Ah, itâs nothing. âŠSorry, Kiriya-san. I felt like youâre a girl for just a moment.â
ââŠUh.â
Whatâs wrong with this guy? How troublesome. Heâs a combination of clumsiness, keenness, and weirdness. Itâs tough to predict when and what strange things heâll say. Why did my gender almost got exposed in a time like this?
Perhaps Amano was aware he said something heâs not supposed to, so he hastily changed the topic.
âH-However, when the demon king is defeated, thereâs always a religious nut that prays gently. âI hope his soul can rest peacefully.â I do like her as well! Itâs more like, thatâs what I love.â
âSeriously, you always change your mind!
âThatâs why I said Iâm just a small passerby! I feel relief whenever I find a person thatâs just as insignificant as me. However, on the other hand, I do admire people that are much nobler than me. Actually, thatâs just a common concept.â
âUh, youâre already less than a small passerby when youâre this unconfident.â
âHiya, a guy that looked down on himself as a âsmall passerbyâ is retorting that âIâm less than a small passerby.â Kiriya-san, youâre brutal!â
âHey, hey, hey, âŠdidnât I brought it up several times before?â
âWhat?â
Facing Amano, whoâs asking me with a dumbfounded face-
I curled my lips mischievously and answered him with a smile.
âIâm always terrible, whether itâs the past, present, or the future.â
*
âSorry for asking you to walk with me.â
âItâs fine. I just have to stop by the convenience store.â
I answered him and continued walking on the street in front of my house with Amano. Autumn in the northern areas is pretty short. When you feel itâs getting cold, sprinkles of snow will appear just after a while. Todayâs temperature is low. I guess wearing a shirt and an autumn leather vest isnât enough.
I rubbed my arms and thought about whether I should get oden in the store for dinner. Although I didnât talk much to Amano, unbelievably, this isnât so awkward.
(Normally, itâs pretty awkward for me to be alone with a guyâŠ)
Perhaps itâs because I donât treat him as a boy. Even though itâs just my second time playing with him, Iâm so relaxed like I knew him for a long time.
We arrived at the convenience store without saying anything. I stopped.
âWell, Iâll be leaving now. Stay safe.â
âAlright, thank you.â
Amano lowered his head and greeted me obediently. I subconsciously followed and greeted as well. During this timeâŠ
âAh, Kiriya-san, just a second, alright?â
âEh?â
Suddenly, he took a step closer to me. Just as Iâm thinking whether somethingâs wrong, Amano quietly reached his hand out towards my head. âŠThen, after picking something away, he took a step back.
Amano, whose hand is holding some cotton, smiled.
âThereâs dust on your hair.â
âEh? Oh, I see, thanks.â
âWell, Iâll be leaving. See you.â
âAh, yep, okay, thank you.â
I waved and watched him slowly moved away. Then, when he turned over the corner and disappearedâŠ
âAyumu-san.â
Someone suddenly called me from behind. I freaked out and turned around. After that, I found out the wealthy university lady with a shopping bag in her right hand that lives next to me, âŠAo Saika, is standing there while pouting.
âOh, Ao, itâs been a long day. Are you going home?â
âYes. âŠLetâs bring that up later, Ayumu-san. Did you kidnap that boy into your room again?â
âItâs mean when you said Iâm kidnapping him into my roomâŠâ
I canât help but sigh dumbfoundedly. Then, I tried to persuade this neighbor thatâs a bit on-edge.
âListen, Ao. He really thinks that Iâm a guy, and Iâm just using him as my live streaming partner. If thatâs the case, an ambiguous relationship that can be posted on the internet will never happen.â
âButâŠâ
âThereâs no but. Ah, right, I can tell you a piece of good news. Today, that guy reached his hand out to my chest. Even though a rom-com situation like this happened, I still feel nothing for that guy. Is there any more solid evidence than this?â
ââŠEh? Uh, if thatâs true, then why did you-â
Ao still has something to say. âŠHonestly, I feel sheâs pretty annoying.
I walked past the girl and towards the convenience store as I told her.
âWell, Iâll be getting dinner. See you at the university, Ao.â
I stopped the topic forcefully and quickly left.
As for Ao, who was left alone-
âŠShe seems to be mumbling something in the car park of the convenience store. I donât know whether she wants me to hear it or not due to her volume.
âIf thatâs true, then why- did your face blush a little when he just casually reached his hand towards your headâŠ?â
< Time until Keita Amanoâs girlfriend enters Ayumu Kiriyaâs apartment: 5 and a half months >
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