Volume 5, Chapter 4 - Gamers and Abhorrent Strike, Part 1
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Translator: your_pingas
Tasuku Uehara
âRight, I feel like Amano would use the term âI love both sidesâ on women as well.â
High-level residential area, after school.
I stared at the white walls of the houses painted by the red shades of the sunset as I mumbled unintentionally.
The girl that was initially walking next to meâŠTendou immediately stepped in front of me and asked me excitedly while leaning forward.
âU-Uehara-kun, even a guy thatâs going down the harem route like you agreed with that, right!â
âWhoâs going down the harem route! Tell me!â
Although I protested immediately, the blonde hair girl didnât listen at all.
She turned around and put her fist under her chin and started thinking seriously.
âExactly. Amano-kun is too gentle, I feel like heâs motivated to do that. When even the pure, degenerate, and cheating guy Uehara-kun can guarantee that, I think it must be true.â
âY-YouâŠâ
I used a more severe tone since Iâm really pissed. However, Karen Tendou still doesnât seem to realize my mood. Moreover, sheâs even mumbling to herself distressingly as she wrapped her hands around her head.
âItâs because he loves both sides, thatâs why he wanted to respect themâŠThis is really Amano-kunâs style, Iâm in love with it! That determination to hold true of his own ways made me imagine a lot of things, my heart is pulling on me today! But since heâs so attractive, itâs kind of troublesome to say this-â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
âHey, Uehara-kun, are you trying to secretly escape from me?â
ââŠSigh.â
The stupid woman whoâs helplessly in love with her boyfriend grabbed the corner of my suit jacket with sharp eyesâŠBasically, sheâll pretend that I donât exist while forcing me to hear her nagging or carry her bags.â
âAh, I knew it. This treatment is called âslaveryâ in our society.â
I canât help but look at the sky. The red sun is burning hot.
âIs it because I stayed in the classroom after schoolâŠâ
Come to think of it, âŠonce I realized the time that I finished chatting with my friends is the same as the end of the Game Club assembly, I already sensed that something terrible is coming.
So, I nervously walked to the entrance of the school and took a look. Just like what I expectedâŠI met Tendou, whoâs explicitly sighing because sheâs depressed for some reason.
âIf I decided to support Hoshinomori, I reallyâŠdonât want to have anything to do with Tendou.â
Although I thought about this in my mind, as a partner in the Hobby Club, âŠand as a friend, I canât leave an obviously depressed person behind.
I asked like Iâm not trying to bear any responsibility. âHey, T-Tendou, youâre going home as well?â Then itâs over.
Itâs a rare chance to âwalkâ home with her. So, she started to talk about inviting Amano to the club today. She then expressed directly how attractive her boyfriend is and basically showing off how loving they are. Of course, I wanted to escape when thereâs a chanceâŠHowever, while Aguri is easy to deal with, this girl is still the legendary Karen Tendou. I canât leave in front of her, even when thereâs a good chance.
âI feel like sheâs the final boss.â
Although I donât want to stay here for a second longer, itâs been more than 10 minutes since I walked home with Tendou.
Things were better in the high-level residential area where no oneâs around, I was having a hard time when weâre traversing over the urban area.
ââŠDamn, I sure do hope no weird rumours will start because of thisâŠâ
Itâs probably alright if we brought more Game Hobby Club members here to chat. However, itâs a pretty iconic scenery when a guy and a girl are walking home together. At least I would think that theyâre couples when a high school boy and girl are walking alone.
âAlso, weâre talking about herâŠâ
This is the first time Iâve experienced everyone turning their heads to look at us on the streets. This tale is so unusual that Iâm suspecting that Tamori-san will show up sooner or later. Also, after they glanced at Tendou, they will eventually stare at the guy next to her⊠[Note: This is a reference to the horror science fiction TV show Tales of the Unusuals with Tamori as the host.]
âEven though Iâll tell Amano a thing or two usually, âŠbut this is really miserable.â
The stress is unbelievably high. I didnât think that being judged by people would be so intolerable. From this perspective, compared to Tendou, whoâs just getting yearned on, perhaps itâs more painful for people that are next to her.
Just as Iâm thinking all over the place, we passed through a group of chatting housewives. When weâre moving, I was deflated when I slightly heard âthe boy looks a bit too flightyâ from them.
âŠSigh, e-even though I didnât mind it, but I still straightened my back. After Tendou saw me, she stared at me, coldly from the bottom of her heart before speaking.
âUehara-kun, donât you think youâre too frivolous today? How disgusting.â
âUgh!â
Once I snapped out, Tendouâs already dumbfoundedly at my reaction. I looked around before retorting. âP-Perhaps youâre rightâŠâ Tendou sighed even more explicitly.
âUehara-kun, I thought you have already seen everything.âs
âWhat do you mean by âseenâ everything? I canât withstand this much attention even when I have a girlfriend and made a lot of friends.â
âReally? But, âŠrecently, Amano-kun will smile happily at me when weâre together.â
âR-Really? âŠWell, âŠAmanoâŠâ
After I heard Tendou, my heart suddenly throbbed for some reason.
âAmanoâŠHeâll sweat a lot whenever people strike up a conversation with him. Heâs stuttering every time he opened his mouth. The Amano that was playing mobile games happily in the school, âŠnow heâs already brave enough to smile at the legendary Karen TendouâŠâ
Crap, perhaps this is how it feels when your son is finally independent. Right now, I really wanted to put my hand on Amanoâs shoulder and tell him, âYouâve grown up.â Like Iâm a father, even though Iâm not actually his dad.
However, the actual problem is with Amanoâs growth. I think the feelings he carried for Tendou is different than mine. Even so, I think the only reason why Amano is quickly improving his communication skills is because ofâŠ
âItâs all because ofâŠAguri-sanâs blessing, right?â
â!â
I immediately freaked out and reacted when Tendou suddenly started talking to me.
Tendouâs walking by my side, and she responded to me with a covered smileâŠTo her, it seems that this is what she really wanted to talk about today.
âI have to say thanks to Aguri-san. Sheâs the reason why I can be with Amano-kun happily.â
âPerhaps.â
Although a complex array of emotions appeared in my mind now, I still agreed to that.
I continued after a while.
âHowever, speaking of change, Aguri may have changed a bit as well.â
âWhat do you mean?â
The cute girl is holding her bag in front of her skirt as she slightly tilted her head to meâŠThis kind of segregation from the mortal world, itâs like the after school plot of dating simsâŠ
I coughed before continuing.
âHow should I put itâŠAguri will act especially like a gal just to get me interested previously.â
âYeah, if weâre talking about loving gals, that setting surely fits with you.â
Tendou casually said what she feels, and it made my face turned stiff.
âEh, whatâs wrong with my reputation among you girls? What did I do?â
âLookâŠUehara-kun, youâre immediately trying to sexually harass me. Wanting me to say what did you âdo!â Youâre really a prick!â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Iâm absolutely dumbfounded at the unreasonable attitude that I can only stare at this retarded blonde hair girl dazedly. During this time, Tendou suddenly became alerted and covered up her kneecaps and the chest of her uniform.
âN-Now, youâre staring at me erotically! How fallen do you have to be until youâre satisfied, Uehara-kun!â
âStruggle all I want, despise still awaits me.â
Iâm so depressed that Iâm referencing a slogan of a horror game. [Note: Uehara is referencing the iconic quote of the game SIREN: Struggle all you want, despair still awaits you.]
What is this? Talking will lower my reputation. Not talking will also do the same thing? Did someone poison my affection meter?
After that, Tendou seems to have realized that she may have gone overboard, so she cleared her throat before moving us back to the discussion.
âW-Well then, where were we? Uh, âŠUehara-kun, were we talking about you liking flippant girls that are willing to sleep with you right away?â
âItâs incredible that you can twist our conversation content moments ago that much! Iâm really admiring you right now!â
âSorry, I made a mistake. We were talking you having a flippant attitude, right?â
âStill wrong! We were talking about Aguri thought that I like gals!â
âEh, what are you talking about? Isnât that something entirely different?â
âThatâs why I said youâre utterly wrong! By the way, why are you acting like you arenât convinced at all!â
ââŠPhew, this hurts my brain, then why did we talk about the term âflippant girlsâ then, Uehara-kunâŠâ
ââŠUehara-kun, sometimes I feel like Iâm in a maze whenever Iâm talking to you.â
âI feel the same! I strongly agree with this point alone!â
Just as the two of us unexpectedly shared the same thought, weâre back to where we were again.
âAnyway, what I wanted to say is that Aguri wonât try to act like a gal too much recently. How should I say thisâŠI guess she managed to get a hold on her serious side, right?â
âYep. Then, you think thatâs because of Amano-kunâs influence?â
Tendou asked with an unbelievable look. I replied with a bitter smile.
âFor better or for worse, Amano can really pull peopleâs heartstrings, right?â
âYep.â
Tendou answered right away. Ay, after all, youâre the one whoâs the most impressed by AmanoâŠ
âWhen you spend extended time talking about your relationships with a guy like this, naturally, you canât just respond with your outer appearanceâŠYour conversation with him will turn sincere, no matter what.â
âYeah, âŠperhaps youâre right. I got it. Thatâs why Aguri-san has more chances to show off her real side and caused this situation.â
Tendou seems to have understood something as she put her finger on her chin and nodded. Sheâs different from Aguri, every action of her seems smart and calculatedâŠHowever, in other words, she lacked a sense of cuteness.
We silently started pondering on our own as we walked along the quiet residential area.
âŠUnder Aguriâs enormous influence, Amano is starting to grow on his own. Also, inspired by Amano, Aguri is beginning to become more mature.â
Just as we subjectively imagine the relationship between the two, a single sentence appeared on our minds.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
âŠTendou and I made eye contactâŠThen, as if we shared the same brain- we shouted together.
âWhat an ideal couple!â
Trusting each other from the bottom of their hearts, sometimes messing and fighting, but still managed to inspire each other to become way more mature, what a relationship.
If this isnât an ideal couple, I donât know what is!
When no oneâs staring, we quickly threw away our usual elegant and calm attitude and started yelling at each other loudly!
âIt all boils down to you not properly holding onto your girlfriend!â
âIâm the one thatâs supposed to say thatâŠNo, Iâm returning those words of yours with x10 power! Karen Tendou, you canât even take care of your boyfriend, thatâs unusual! I canât believe he rejected your invitation to the club again!â
âUghâŠ! E-Even though youâre rightâŠ! H-However, you two have dated for over half-a-year! Maintain a distance with each other like that, âŠdonât you think itâs a bit too useless for a high school student!â
âUghâŠ! I-Iâm observing my partner's situation so that I can know how we should close our distanceâŠâ
âDoesnât that make you a wimp?â
âYouâŠ! Then let me ask you this, what exact âprogressâ did you make when you and Amano became a couple!â
âUgh, ughâŠ! W-We play games together oftenâŠâ
âPlay games together! Ha, then I played with Amano even more!â
âY-Youâre really looking at Amano-kun that wayâŠâ
âWhat do you mean by really! Iâm not talking about that! Let me tell you, the things that youâve been doing with Amano is far from dating!â
âThen what did you precisely do with Aguri-san in these 6 months? Tell me!â
âA-Are you saying the word âdoâ in a subtle yet erotic tone! Uh, well, w-what did Aguri do with meâŠFor example, we headed to the arcade often after schoolâŠâ
ââŠâŠâŠâŠ.â
ââŠStop it, i-itâs my bad! Right, absolutely right! Honestly, Iâm still stagnating at the âfriendâ level! Damn you!â
After I stomped forcefully, Tendou dropped her shoulders like sheâs exhausted.
ââŠItâs more like, how about we stop this pointless argument. We already ran out of steam, this will do nothing but burn our remaining energy.â
ââŠRight.â
The two of us looked at each otherâs face before letting out a huge sigh. Then, we continued walking home, depressingly.
After a 10-second silence, Tendou spoke up again.
ââŠThe actual problem is that Iâm not really seriously suspecting Amano-kun is âcheatingâ with Aguri-san.â
âYeah, âŠI understand.â
Itâs right. Those two will never tolerate a âbetrayalâ like that. Weâre really sure about that. HoweverâŠ
Tendou continued.
âBut, âŠonce I think whether I have âanythingâ shared with Amano-kun that can surpass the ones between Aguri-san and himâŠâ
âYeah, âŠI can also understand that.â
Tendou and I canât help but plop our head downâŠItâs time for a proper explanation.
â-Weâre not suspecting whether theyâre âcheatingâ or now. Instead, we doubt ourselves whether weâre inferior to those two, right?â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Tendouâs face wrinkled up painfully. Even so, she still answered with a slight nod. Her delicate hands are tightly holding the handle of her bag.
Although I felt the same immense feeling of stress in my heart, I still continued with a tinge of hope.
âEven so, I still think that weâre too pessimistic.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âThereâs should be a lot of examples for stuff that couples would do while friends wouldnât, right?â
âAh, for me, it would be a Presentation of Amano-kunâs Attractiveness â Two-Hour Deluxe, something like that, right?â
âPlease donât do that to your friend.â
I still canât deal with a terminally love-struck Tendou, but I still continued.
âAy, but thatâs precisely whatâs going on. In reality, the ârelationship inquiryâ between that is the extreme of what friends can talk about, right? You canât talk about those things in front of each otherâs boyfriend or girlfriend.â
âBut, I wish that Amano-kun will chat with me about all the things in the worldâŠâ
âI guess youâre rightâŠI got it. For example, thereâs no way for Amano to discuss with you when heâs hesitating over how he should prepare a surprise gift for you, right?â
âAh, perhaps youâre right. If weâre talking about gifts, I want Amano-kun as my present no matter what.â
âYou can be surprising, sometimes.â
â?â
Karen Tendou didnât even realize that she just said something embarrassing and just tilted her headâŠSigh, t-this girlâs love is a bit too heavy to bear! For the first time in my whole life, Iâm worried about the guyâs virginity.
I cleared my throat before continuing.
âAnyway, what I want to say is that we donât need to compete on the same field as them. We have our own ways of turning the tide, right?â
âW-What do you mean? I-I-I-I want to know more!â
âR-ReallyâŠEh? Wait, isnât this your house?â
Once I snapped out of it, weâre already in front of the house with the âTendouâ doorplate. What an appealing home.
However, Tendou doesnât care as she leaned forward and asked.
âThatâs not important! Please explain in detail about that turning the tide part! Please!â
âA-AlrightâŠâ
Tendouâs way too worked up. I freaked out for a bit before I can think calmly.
âHey, hey, hey, why am I the one thatâs giving Tendou suggestion now? Didnât I decide that Iâm on Hoshinomoriâs side?â
Then, without me even knowing it, I accidentally acted according to the situation and stood on the same side with the one Iâm talking to.
âI guess this is the outcome of me being too smooth and slickâŠâ
Although I reflected on myself immediately, on the other hand, I donât think itâs right to answer Tendou with a cold attitude.
âAh, itâs like a match of fighting games come to think of it. While Iâm absolutely not holding back during combat. Still, Iâll gladly accept my opponentâs request to talk about what went well and what could be improved for both sides. Itâs the same philosophy.â
Iâm still not meaning to âstand on the same sideâ with Tendou. If weâre talking about unconditional support, Iâm still shipping Amano x Hoshinomori in the end.
However, even so, Iâm not going to waste the chance where both of us can grow.
âIâm certainly on Hoshinomoriâs side, âŠhowever, Iâm really Aguriâs boyfriend.â
After I drew the line in my heart, âŠI turned to Tendou.
âThereâs only one way to differentiate between couples and friends, right?â
âW-What is thatâŠ?â
Tendou gulpedâŠAt this point, I canât turn back anymore.
âSigh, screw it!â
To cheer myself up, I decided to share this method forcefully â The technique that can turn the tide from a coupleâs perspective.
â-Creating an indisputable fact, thatâs the only way, right?â
Keita Amano
In a night during Autumn, itâs so cold that youâll immediately start shivering even though for your hot body that just went into the shower.
âD-Double date?â
âYes. What do you think?â
My yet-to-dry hair has already been pressed flat by the headset, as I asked dazedly. Tendou-san then glanced at me with an angelic smile that looked just as amazing as in real life, even though thereâs a screen between us.
I casually rubbed the two sides of my head rudely with the towel on my neck. I even started looking around.
âWhat do I thinkâŠUh, well, âŠuh, âŠuhâŠâ
My brain and tongue are not working correctly, and I canât squeeze a word outâŠItâs because weâre calling each other online today at night. Itâs an unusual situation, the screen that displayed Tendou-sanâs look in pyjamas is already freaking me out.
Moreover, the term âdouble dateâ showed up, something that I once thought it had nothing to do with my lifeâŠItâs hard for an indoor otaku to not feel scared.
However, since Tendou-san is my girlfriend, sheâs guaranteed to know how Iâll react, so she continued without hesitation.
âI think itâs too cautious about calling it a double date. Put it simply, itâs just that weâll invite Uehara-kun and Aguri-san and go out with the four of us.â
âAfter I heard that, I feel like itâs only an extended activity for our usual Game Hobby Club scheduleâŠâ
Itâs just that we didnât include Chiaki. The things that weâll do is not that different. However, âŠwhy is my back itching so hard right now?
After a moment of hesitation, âŠI decided to express this feeling sincerely to Tendou-san.
âB-But, âŠbasically, the people that go out of their way to hold a double date, donât you think they deserve to be thrown into a landfill?â
âI donât think so!â
Tendou-san immediately complained vehemently about my biased thoughtâŠAy, I understand. But, while I do, âŠIâm not going to back down easily about this feeling.
âUh, people will already feel that âpfft, god damn normiesâ and âexplode them allâ when they saw a couple. Even so, thereâs always a small room of forgiveness of we consider the personality of them, right?â
âNo, I donât have a grudge like that against the couples in the world in the first place!â
âHowever, for people that will hold double dates, âŠitâs not like they have anything to do with their relationships. The only thing that you can do is to send them all to the landfill, right.â
âAmano-kun, I donât have the slightest idea to what youâre talking about!â
âTo put it simply, an activity like a double date is the heaviest of the heaviest sins to us.â
âWhat do you mean by us! Donât you have a girlfriend already!â
ââŠEven so, âŠeven so! I still think that thereâs a line that we mustnât cross!â
âWhatâs with that determined look that resembled the one when you rejected my invitation to the club! Although Iâm not willing to say this, Iâm attracted to you by a bit! Amano-kun, youâre cool!â
âT-Tendou-sanâŠâ
âAmano-kunâŠâ
A sweet and loving aura radiated between the two of us. I let out a laugh before trying to play it cool and tell her. âBye.â Then, I clicked the disconnect button-
âSo, when should we go for the double date?â
âSh*t!â
I canât help but swear, even though Iâm talking to Tendou-san. She almost freaked out.
âW-Which part of double dating is making you that uncomfortable?â
After I scratched my cheeks and answered honestly, Tendou-san blushed slightly as well.
âW-Well, Iâll be lying if Iâm not embarrassed about the term âdouble date.â Itâs more like, I think thatâs more advanced than regular date.â
âR-Right! Double dating could be even more advanced than marriage or giving birth!â
âNo, itâs absolutely not there yet. Uh, âŠbut, âŠAmano-kun, âŠthen youâre really against the idea of double dating, right?â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Tendou-san asked again. I canât help but look away from herâŠAs a guy, of course, I do want to satisfy her wish. However, thereâs still a line that I couldnât cross. Just like when I refused to join the Game Club, in times like this, I should carry a strong and firm determination and-
-During this time, once I looked, I found out that Tendou-sanâŠis currently staring up to me with her watery eyes.
ââŠItâs not possible, âŠno matter what?â
How terrifyingly cute. Once I snapped out-
âOf course Iâll go! Double dating for the win!â
-I immediately stood up and answered. Tendou-san put her smile back right away and said. âReally? Thatâs great!â Then, she started talking about the double date plan that seems to have been initially prepared.
âWell then, weâll meet each other at 10 on Saturday in front of the entrance of the Viva Spiel Kingdom. Ah, about the tickets, I got some free ones with my parentsâ relationship. Please donât worry about that. Youâll only need to take care of the cost of food and transportation. Thatâs about it. Amano-kun, are there any questions?â
ââŠEh? Ah, no, nothing in particularâŠâ
âGlad to hear that. Then, please look forward to the day. Goodnight, Amano-kun.â
âEh? A-Alright, goodnight, Tendou-san.â
The call ended without any hesitation.
I looked at the monitor of my PC for a while, dumbfoundedly.
My breaths are getting faster, and I can feel my head is aching.
ââŠWhile itâs not good to rely on others with relationships, âŠhoweverâŠâ
So, I secretly grabbed the smartphone next to me, right at this moment.
Aguri-san called me.
*
Then, after the night, in the family restaurant before we go to school in the morning.
âI canât guess what my boyfriend is thinking, how frustratingâŠâ
Once Aguri-san took her seat, she immediately put her elbows on the table and wrapped her hands around her head. It looks like she didnât get a good sleep yesterday, faint dark circles can be seen on the bottom of her eyes.
As for me, âŠIâm excited about the atmosphere of coming to the family restaurant in the morning for the first time. Iâm cheerfully reading the âMorning Menuâ that Iâve rarely seen.
âAguri-san, Aguri-san! I didnât know that a slice of toast in the morning is roughly the same price as the drink bar in usual times! Woah, thatâs incredible, Iâm feeling so grown up now!â
ââŠAmanocchi, youâre quite relaxedâŠâ
Aguri-san turned to me with her dead face before staring at me grudgingly.
Facing her, I raised my head from the menu and answered with a bright smile.
âYeah, Iâm really relaxed right now! Itâs because-â
âItâs because?â
âItâs because Tendou-san and Uehara-kun are finally announcing that theyâre dating in front of me, publicly. Thereâs literally nothing to worry about anymore. Itâs a complete game over for me! HAHAHA!â
âI take back what I said, this child is in critical condition! W-Waitress, we would like to order breakfast! Give this poor boy an especially good slice of toast, and also a cup of thick coffee! This is an emergency!â
Aguri-san seems to have helped me to order something. Eh, sheâs such a nice person. I canât believe sheâs willing to pay for my first breakfast in this family restaurant!
I smiled brightly as I expressed my gratitude to Aguri-san.
âHey, being able to enjoy a tasty meal in my last moments, Iâm so blessed.â
âWhat do you mean by in your last moments, Amanocchi! Get a hold on yourself! H-How about you just plays on your phone to change up your mood! Câmon!â
âThen Iâll gladly complyâŠLetâs play this âGirl Oriendâ (Temporary)âŠâ
âEh, why are you playing a game with such a name right now! Are you torturing yourself!â
âI didnât mean that at all. Even though itâs temporary, now it looks like Iâm thinking too highly of myself to treat Tendou-san as my girlfriend.â
âYouâre terminally ill, Amanocchi! Wake up! Youâre still Tendou-sanâs boyfriend!â
âAguri-san, did you accidentally read âclownâ as âboyfriend?â
âYour paranoia is going haywire! I didnât say that at all! Donât let yourself spiral down forever!â
âThere isnât an unstopping Ame (ano)âŠor not.â [Note: The name Amano is derived from Ame, which means rain. Heâs joking with his name (or his relationship) here.]
âAmanocchi, what you just said was so boring than I began to cringe! Wake up, Iâm serious!â
âThatâs rude, Iâm excellent. Please look at my phone, Aguri-san. I wrote the word âseasoningâ this many times in my notepad in a single night!â
âThatâs dark! Especially when you didnât write words like âdieâ or âbroke upâ to express your feelings!â
âBut seasoning is good.â
âOkay, I feel like your brain isnât operating at all, Amanocchi! Ah, here comes breakfast, sip the coffee! Chug the coffee down! Quick, pour it down your throat at once!â
âA-Alright.â
Aguri-san is weird. Iâm obviously so energetic and calm right now. Sheâs the one thatâs exhausted. Moreover, seasoning is delicious.
I followed Aguri-sanâs advice and drank the coffee before taking a bite of the toast.
âŠSo, for some reason, a tinge of depression immediately swept over me.
ââŠSigh. I canât believe Tendou-san is trying to go out with Uehara-kunâŠHow depressing.â
âNice! Thatâs great, Amanocchi, you finally woke up!â
âW-What? Uh, but Iâm very depressed right nowâŠâ
âRight, at least your emotions returned to normal!â
âR-ReallyâŠâ
I really donât understand this girl. However, perhaps itâs because of the coffee and toast deeply resonating within my body, thereâs actually an unbelievable feeling of âwakingâ up. Yeah, breakfast is fantastic.
Just as Iâm chewing on my toast energetically, Aguri-san looked at me warmly as if sheâs my mother.
ââŠSigh, as long as Amanocchi cheered up, Iâm satisfiedâŠâ
âWhat the hell, thatâs disgusting. Can you please leave me alone?â
âHere comes the rebellious period! This child is finally going through his rebellious phase because of our deep relationship!â
âHahaha, Iâm just kiddingâŠUh, well, I really appreciated it, Aguri-san.â
I scratched my cheeks as I thanked her. She answered. âJeezâŠâ Then, she rested her chin on her palms before sighing dumbfoundedly.
Aguri-san suddenly took away my half slice of toast before chewing on it slowly.
âBut thanks to you, Iâm more or less cheered up now. So, the same goes for you, âŠAmanocchi. Donât tell me you planned this all along-â
âAguri-san, Aguri-san! Right now, in this situation, âŠIâm enjoying breakfast with a girl in a family restaurant before going to school. A high school student like me should rank very high in the world of normies! Right! Right!â
â-It looks like youâre not.â
Aguri-san looks dumbfounded but relieved at the same time. Sheâs still beaming her motherly smile at meâŠAlthough I appreciate her warmth, itâs kind of pissing me off when Iâm treated like this by a girl with the same age as me. Ay, even though those feelings immediately went away when Iâm bathed in the peacefulness of enjoying my breakfast.
I canât stop myself from getting purely excited. Aguri-san then let out a âhmmâ before continuing.
âActually, perhaps this is my first timeâŠto come to the family restaurant in the morning.â
âEh, really? Thatâs unexpected. I thought you use this family restaurant as a bus from the core.â
âAmanocchi, did you just casually say something vicious? âŠHowever, I did actually went to a bunch of family restaurants, but I never go in the morning.â
Aguri-san dragged my plate of breakfast to her as she said that, and she immediately started digging in one of the poached eggs without any hesitation. Well, I didnât really mind things like this now. Our distance is comparable to that of family members.
I sipped my coffee as I stared at the office workers outside the window dazedly.
âI still had so many first experiences when Iâm with you.â
âThatâs my line, Amanocchi. I have never done this with Tasuku.â
âAh, come to think of it, a guy and a girl drinking coffee together in the morning, that feelsâŠâ
Aguri-san stopped in the middle of her sentence, and even put her utensils back onto the plate. I also silently put my coffee back onto the cup mat.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
A wave of silence crossed between the two of usâŠfor more than 10 seconds.
We quickly bulged our eyes and locked each other, and then we yelled at each other, blamingly at the top of the lungs!
âIsnât this the problem!â
We pressed our hands onto the table forcefully. The utensils are shaking. This didnât raise much attention in the restaurant with the hustle and bustle in the morning, but people from other seats still glanced at us.
After we apologized, we lowered our voices while continued to chat in a heavy tone.
âWhen did I have so many first times with you!â
âThatâs my line, Amanocchi! How many first times do you want to take away from me-â
As we said that, the office worker in the next seat choked with a couple coughs.
âI feel like Tendou-san keeps suspecting the relationship between you and me recently, please donât do that! Come to think of it, why did we gather secretly in the morning to eat breakfast!â
âWhat a coincidence, Amanocchi, Iâm regretting about this right now! How can you just do a bunch of things with me when even Tasuku and I havenât done before like itâs nothing! Showing up immediately when another girl called you despite having a girlfriend, I canât believe it!â
âY-You say that out loud. If I didnât show up when youâre trying to find me, youâre the one that will be pissed off in the end! This means that I donât have a choice at all! This is irresistible!â
âBut Amanocchi, isnât your life all about self-defeating?â
âNo! Whatâs with that crappy impression of yours! My life is still filled with hope and future!â
âLike BL, for example?â
âI feel like I can develop on that side! Iâm not referring to that, this is from a rational perspective! Usually, I still got some room when it comes to relationships with girlsâŠâ
After I said that, Aguri-san immediately stared at me with an alerted look. She even hugged herself tightly.
âAmanocchi, youâre nasty.â
ââŠ? âŠAh, I got it. Aguri-san, you perceived that I wished for a sexual development between our relationship just thenâŠIs this interpretation of what youâve just said okay?â
âIs it that hard for you to comprehend what Iâve just said to the point that youâre explaining it that much! Hey, hey, hey, âŠIâm not really treated like a proper girl in your heart, thatâs surprising.â
âIâm the one that should be asking, do you even treat me as a guy-â
Just as Iâm about to ask her that, Aguri-san started searching in her bag.
âStrange. Ah, right, I just left my makeup bag in the toilet. Hmm, âŠIâm sorry, Amanocchi, can you help me take it back?â
Aguri-san is suddenly asking me to do errands for her, I almost stood up from my seat on reflex.
âAlright, Iâll go nowâŠEh, why are you baiting me! People will call the cops, you know!â
âEh? âŠAh, right, Amanocchi canât go into the girlâs toilet.
âNow I really understand how you treat me!â
Anyway, this proves that as a guy and girl, Aguri-san and I really donât have special feelings for each other.
We stared at each otherâs face as we sighed at the same time.
I understand now. Perhaps itâs like what Aguri-san has mentioned. The two of us arenât really aware of our gender, thatâs why we canât immediately realize things that youâre not supposed to do with the opposite gender.
For example, Iâll more or less pay attention if Iâm with the Hoshinomori sisters. Although I donât have any feelings for the two, at least Iâll treat them as a girl. Iâll absolutely avoid body contact with them.
However, âŠif itâs Aguri-san, itâs because we chatted with each other sincerely since we met. Weâre even treating each other as family.
To a partner like this, itâs natural for the feeling of âperhaps this counts as cheatingâ to show up. Itâs like I wonât have any feelings for my little brother when weâre in the room alone.
However, âŠthatâs why.
Aguri-san sighed while mumbling.
âI guessâŠthis is where Iâm wrong at.â
âAguri-sanâŠâ
It looks like sheâs the same as me, she also treated this double date as an activity to announce our game over.
Itâs hard to blame her. After all, âŠif you just want to go out with your boyfriend or girlfriend, a regular date will satisfy that. As for double dates, âŠonly couples that are still too embarrassed to go out alone will do it. Or itâs when two pair of couples are so close to each other that it turned into a âfriend circleâ and have ideas like this.
However, in our situation, âŠboth sides have already gone on a date more than once. Moreover, the two pairs of couples arenât that close to each other. Itâs especially Tendou-san and Aguri-san, they still canât act naturally when they see each other.
In other words, when Uehara-kun and Tendou-san are suggesting a âdouble dateâ explicitly in this situation, we can see that they mean something else.
As for the meaning behind all this, âŠitâs clear as water when you consider where we are.
This means thatâŠ
âClearly, âŠTendou-san is trying to go out with Uehara-kun, and Uehara-kun is trying to get Tendou-san to enjoy with him in the amusement park publicly. Thatâs why they suggested a double date, âŠam I right?â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
After I said the conclusion, Aguri-san lowered her head silently and poked her plate with the front of the fork.
I also mocked myself with a couple of empty laughs as I stared at the crumbs of the toast on the table.
ââŠIf Iâm facing Tendou-san directly, ...facing the love of our partners, itâs almost time for us to admit the fact sincerely and leave, right?â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
After Aguri-san heard what Iâve just said, âŠshe started to silently poke my poached eggs on the plate. However, I donât even have the energy to complain anymore this time.
âŠIn the past, ..I, âŠno, we used to loom that whoâs our lover attracted to. However, the two of us thought that âEven so, we can only earn our loved oneâs hearts back with our effort!â Putting it in a better way, weâre lying to ourselves with âpositiveâ thoughts.
However, âŠif Tendou-san indeed fell in love with Uehara-kun, weâre just interrupting their relationship if we do that.
Itâs fine when theyâre just âsuspectingâ whether theyâre falling for each other. However, âŠif the two already showed that with concrete actions, itâs time for us to come to the realization.
Itâs time for us to realize that this is the end of our own relationships.
âŠDuring this time, Aguri-san pressed her fork a bit harder and poked at the yolk at the centre of the poached egg.
ââŠAmanocchi, are you satisfied with that?â
Aguri-san gave me a serious glare. I locked my eyes with her as I clenched my fist on the table forcefully.
ââŠItâs impossible for me to be satisfied with that. However, thereâs nothing we can do, right? If things are already at this stage, then weâŠâ
âYouâre asking me to give up struggling? For the two of them?â
ââŠWellâŠâ
I was speechless. It was very depressing once itâs converted to clear words. My chest is so stressed that I canât help it. I donât know if this qualifies to be called with ridiculous terms like âbroken up.â âŠHowever, once I remembered the scenery of chatting happily with Tendou-san and our dates, tears are somehow starting to form in my eyes.
I bit my lips as hard as I could. So, âŠAguri-san spoke up with a very gentle tone.
âWell, âŠwhile the relationship of your loved one is obviously meaningful, but my feelingsâŠThe feelings that Amanocchi and I have put in for those two people, I donât think asking for more respectful is something that Iâm forbidden to do so.â
ââŠWhat do youâŠmean by that?â
I raised my head, and unexpectedly found out that Aguri-san is smiling at meâŠThis girl is undoubtedly tough.
âIf the two of them clearly explained that âItâs because we love someone else, so letâs break up.â I also feel that itâs not good for us to keep longing over them. However, âŠweâre still not there yet. If thatâs the case, even though we may have lost 99% of it, I still feel like I have the right to spend a last-ditched effort in it.â
Her wordsâŠmade me feel like thereâs a faint sense of hope in my heart.
âEven when weâre 10 points away from out at the second half of the 9th inning, we still have the right to struggleâŠWe have the right to believe that we can turn things around and continue swinging, is that what you mean?â
âYep, thatâs it. Then, if we got a strikeout after we swung as hard as we could. I feel like even if we lost, âŠitâs a happier ending that way, right?â
âAguri-sanâŠâ
Her smile struck me straight in the heartâŠThis person is incredible, after all. Too unbelievable, itâs almost dazzling meâŠIâm thrilled that sheâs the one that talked with me.
Also, this is perhaps the last suggestion of someone that Iâve respected so long can make.
I wiped the tears at the corner of my eyes hard, and then I beamed Aguri-san with a smile, signalling that Iâm unwilling to admit defeat.
âI got it! In this double date, âŠIâll try my best to struggle and see what happens!â
âGlad to hear that! Amanocchi, thatâs who you are! Good boy.â
Aguri-san leaned forward and rudely patted my head.
After my hair was rubbed roughly for a while, I asked. âBy the wayâŠâ
âEven if weâre saying that weâre struggling to try and turn the tide. In reality, what are you going to do? On the day of the double date, the things that the two of us can do areâŠâ
âHo, âŠAmanocchi, are you seriously asking that?â
Aguri-san raised the poached egg she forked as she answered my question.
Ah, thatâs mineâŠ
âWell, a method that can turn things over in one strike, of course, âŠthereâs only one, right?â
âOnly one? Whatâs thatâŠEh, my poached eggs!â
Suddenly, she opened her mouth and shoved the egg in. After she chewed it lazily, âŠshe even grabbed my coffee and chugged it down. Then, she slammed the cup onto the table with a âbamâ as she yelled.
âCreating an indisputable fact, thatâs the only way!â
Chiaki Hoshinomori
âYes, this weekend, let us go to the amusement parkâŠto explore?â
âYes!â
I paused my game development session before turning back. Then, I found out that Konoha, who just finished bathing, is rubbing her wet hair with the towel on her neck as she smiled at me.
âSis, youâre not busy anyway, right?â
âN-No, no, no, no, Konoha, Iâve said this many times. Basically, my holiday schedule is filled with either playing video games or creating gamesâŠâ
âThis means that youâre not busy, right?â
ââŠYou donât even appreciate indoor activitiesâŠâ
I curled up against my lips, sulkily. Konoha then said âsorry, sorryâ with a smile as she crossed her legs. I can see her panties from her shorts.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Ugh, whatâs with that slightly devilish act that is even attracting her sister for a bit? As always, Iâm still feeling a strong sense of âfemininityâ that doesnât fit with the seriousness of my little sister. Unbelievable. Truly unbelievable.
Konoha sighed as she continued.
ââŠBut, I guess I can understand you want to spend more time in indoor leisure.â
âLiar. Konoha, youâre not into indoor activities as much as I do, right?â
âNope. During the holidays, Iâll also play hentai- âŠH-Hiya, Iâm not into it as much as you doâŠâ
Konoha looked away for some reason, then she continued. âA-Anyway-â
âIn reality, you donât have to play and create games every day, right? However, free tickets for the Viva Spiel Kingdom that I got from the committee of the student council only lasts for 2 weeks. We should prioritize that over indoor activities, right?â
âPerhapsâŠyouâre right.â
My little sister is still reasonable, I was speechless. Even so, I wanted to retort something, so I continued, unwilling to let this go. âB-But-â
âI know what you mean, but we donât have to go as sisters, right? Konoha, you can go with your friendsâŠRight, why donât you just go with the committee of the student council from Hekiyou?â
I suggested sincerely. However, Konoha shook her head helplessly.
âDating with the beautiful girls from the Hekiyou High Schoolâs student councilâŠThat plot was already reused so many times in Student Councilâs Discretion, who would want to see that anymore?â
âYep, thatâs why Iâm asking you. Konoha, what can you get from insulting people? Tell me!â
âHowever, in times like this, we can show the public a new, dull plot of exploring the amusement park as sisters, and also appealing to someone at the same time.â
âSorry, Konoha. If thatâs the case, âŠeven for an older sister that hates moe elements the most. In terms of entertainment, I feel like a harem amusement park plot written by a C-grade author will make more sense.â
âNo, no, no, sis, you donât understand. In this industry, itâs not going to work if you donât put out something weird enough to be a feature. In other words, you need to let the author exercise his/her creativity.â
âHiya, my little sister, youâre saying that like a weird light novel author.â
âUh, I donât want to hear that from NOBE, whoâs already canât be anymore weirderâŠâ
âUgh, âŠI-I didnât mean that on purposeâŠ!â
ââŠBy the way, sis, isnât this time for us to stop joking around and explain this seriously?â
âYouâre saying that like Iâm the one thatâs messing with you!â
Just as I became speechless, Konoha took a sip of the carton of milk at the corner of the bed before coughing as she moved on.
âHonestly, I donât want to waste my precious holidays in an amusement park with my gloomy sis either.â
âKonoha, donât tell me youâre interested in all-out insults now?â
âAh, sorry, I mean gloomy in another way. Think about it, âŠitâsâŠUh, I love you the most, sis.â
âWhatâs with that brand-new follow-up insult!â
âLetâs talk something else, gloomy sis.â
âI donât want to talk anything with you!â
âHow about I let you play games for 5 minutes.â
âThatâs a lazy way to try to appeal to someone! If you think a little game can satisfy a gamer, then youâre dead wrong- Ah, my phoneâs notifying me that the game has full stamina now! Konoha, just a second.â
Around 5 minutes later.
âPhew, games are amazing, Konoha! Well then, we were talking about going to the amusement park together, right? Uwah, Iâm looking forward to it!â
âYour happiness just went from 0 to 100 real fast, even Iâm freaking out! Sis are games already like drugs to you!â
âI-I can quit it whenever I wish! Yes!â
âThatâs precisely what an addict would say! W-Whatever, letâs continue.â
Konoha cleared her throat before continuing.
âLike Iâve said before, the only reason that Iâm pairing with sis is just to venture for exploration before the âactualâ plan.â
âThe actual plan? What are you talking aboutâŠâ
After I tilted my head, Konoha puffed up her plumpy chest and announced generously.
âOf course, Iâm exploring since I wanted to go on a âlegitimateâ date with Amano-senpai.â
âHuhâŠâ
I was speechless with a totally unexpected response. Konoha then crossed her legs on the bed again and even gave me a provocative look.
âIâm different from sis. Iâm not in the least bit willing to miss the chance or let go of each other. Iâll charge straight towards something that Iâve made up my mind with.â
âEh? K-Konoha, âŠyou love Keita?â
I asked with a rapidly beating heart. After Konoha heard my question, âŠher strong will disappeared for some reason and answered me slackly.
âWho knows? Iâm not too sure either.â
âEh?â
âAfter all, I donât have any experience dating in real life.â
Sheâs saying that as if she experienced a virtual relationshipâŠDid she play dating sims beforeâŠUh, no way. Konoha will never touch those.
I was a bit confused, so I asked.
âThen, why do you want to go out on a date with KeitaâŠâ
âSis, thatâs a dumb question. Of course, itâs becauseâŠIâm interested in him.â
âInterested, âŠyou to Keita?â
âYeah.â
âSis, who do you think senpai and me are? If weâre talking about interests, âŠI got it. Itâs like my interest to oneâs body biologicallyâŠNo, uh, of course, I mean in terms of personality.â
Konoha looked away from me again as she answeredâŠIn terms of personalityâŠHmm-
I canât help but cross my arms.
âKonoha, Iâve been suspecting this for a whileâŠAre you that related to Keita? You two more or less can chat when it comes to NOBEâs true identity and Uehara-kunâs confessionâŠHowever, I donât feel like you two have that much of a connectionâŠâ
To my question, Konoha still refused to look at me. She was struggling to come up with a response.
âW-Well, senpai and IâŠR-Right. How should I put it, âŠthereâs something connecting us deep inside our soulsâŠâ
âS-Soul? Uh, is it like relationships from the previous life?â
âI-Itâs close, we shared many memories in common when it comes to hentai games in the previous lifeâŠâ
âT-The world setting is suddenly getting this supernatural! I canât believe that my little sister has such an unbelievable experience! You need to explain everything now!â
âI-I think I canât explain this to anyone, âŠreally.â
âYep, peopleâs previous life can be sensitive sometimes. Uh, âŠanyway, you canât get Keita off your head for some reason, am I correct?â
âY-Yes! Okay!â
Konoha seems to be giving me an âIâm savedâ looked before leaning forward in agreementâŠDonât tell me, is she that unwilling to talk about her previous life?â
I respected Konohaâs decision, so I stopped asking her about her previous life. However, I gave her a new question.
âBut, youâre dating him just because you canât get him off your headâŠâ
ââŠSis, thatâs why you canât change anythingâŠâ
I asked Konoha, whoâs slightly lowering her head and mumbling. âWhat do you mean?â
Konoha slowly raised her headâŠThen, she gave me a confident smile.
âIâm not going to let myself fall into love idiotically. My relationshipâŠis going to be incubated by myself.â
ââŠKonohaâŠâ
I was convinced by my little sisterâs imposing manner.
I canât retort anymore, so Konoha squinted a little before telling me.
âHowever, Iâm not the only one that wanted to âexploreâ outdoors, right? Sis, do you think Iâm right?â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
âAlright, Iâm done.â
Konoha raised from the bed and walked directly to the door. She only left a âsis, goodnightâ and prepared to leave the room.
I mumbled quietly to her.
âIâm goingâŠâ
âEh? Sis, what did you say?â
Konoha obviously heard it, but she still asked me mischievously.
As for me, âŠI raised my slightly blushed face abruptly and clenched my fist in front of my chest. Then, I announced with a determined look.
âI-Iâm going to âexploreâ in the amusement park too, please!â
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