Volume 4 - Aguri and Unconscious Critical, Chapter 1 - Chiaki Hoshinomori and Account Hack
This chapter is updated by wuxiaworld.eu
Translator: your_pingas
I started making my first game when I was in 4th grade.
Itās nothing surprising, really. I checked out the Beginnerās RPG Game Maker in my console, a very traditional way to enter game development. I can say that all gamers have once walked along this path.
However, if you have to differentiate me from other gamers, that would be I actually āfinishedā a game.
This is just my impression, but I feel like most people will be bored with tools like these halfway. Even when they tried their best to make a wild RPG with their preferences, 9 out of 10 people will lose the will to continue after making their first village. Their hobbies will soon move to other things, I think most people are like this.
The reason that I am saying all this is because Iām that type of person. Just like the rest of the gamers, I spent my time creating my first RPG while Iām watching the tutorial. I ended up with no energy left after making the plot for the first village.
Things were supposed to stop here, but thenā¦
I realized something afterward.
āEh? I spent too much time creating this villageās plot, I think that would work as a story alreadyā¦ā
Exactly.
Yep, although this isnāt what Iāve expected, I polished a part of the plot so much that itself can be a story when you look at it independently.
If thatās the case, I ended up utterly abandoning the whole full plot setting, and used the content I have to create a āpocket versionāā¦This tricky idea is what made me continue making games.
As a result, this RPG is Chiaki Hoshinomoriās, or NOBEās debut.
I can still remember the process of making my first game. I guess I really liked creating things.
This is entirely different than when I tried to draw a grand blueprint. Then the RPG making sucked because of high bars and various limitations.
When you set the goal to a range where you donāt need to put a lot of effort into it, it feels more relaxed both physically and mentally. I can be the one to control whether thereāre plot twists and the time and energy put into detail. Finally, I finished a pocket version under a joyous and relaxed attitude. I really felt great about that.
However, even so, I didnāt merely mean that āHey, Iām going to continue creating games!ā While creating is undoubtedly fun, but when you consider the investment needed, itās hard to say that game development is the best entertainment for me.
The only reason that Iām still a developer for all these small F2P games nowā¦Put it simply, itās because there are players that are willing to click on my games and give feedback on them.
The first catalyst is from the RPG that I spent several agonizing days making using the beginnerās tool and uploading it to the net. Iām in no way confident with what Iāve made. Although I put a lot of effort into it and was satisfied, Iām not arrogant enough to think that my work is the most outstanding when compared to others.
In reality, the game has nothing special going for it. If you had to pick something exceptional, I guess you can say it still got my style - a strange world setting for the general audience. I think itās appropriate, though.
Even so, if I spent time making it and thereās an anonymous āSubmitā function, I will do it, for my own satisfaction.
So, the problem isnāt whether or not I can get into the rankings, itās a wild wish to even get feedback for games like this. I donāt even think anyone would play what Iāve made.
But, thereāre always people with strange tastes in the world.
A few days after I submitted, that game suddenly got a comment ā¦āItās a little funny.ā
Objectively, this is a really subtle comment, at least I wonāt take it as a praise. I wonāt feel surprised if the guy meant it negatively.
However, for some reasonā¦
When I got that feedback, Iām so excited that I wanted to dance across the floor.
Iāve never felt such excitement in my entire life.
If Iām cruel to myself, itās because he satisfied my desire to be accepted, probably. Honestly, Iāve always been a friendless introvert. The type that wonāt get bullied on the surface, but was taunted or hurt behind more or less. So, I do look for entrustment on the internet or a place to fulfill myself.
But then, I donāt really care for the commotion that this background brings me. Some kind of pure happiness is blessing my heart at that time.
Itās like what your crayon doodles as a kid was praised by your parents with a smile.
The creator is happy, the players are willing to play the game as well.
Iām really attracted to delighted interactions like this.
I immediately made my second and third game, they got some responses, and Iām reveled by them. But then, the console version of the beginnerās tool fell out of popularity, so I had to switch to the PC version. I registered an account on a F2P games submission website, even making a blog to receive feedbacks.
Then I realized, Iām already a āF2P game developer.ā
However, if you ask me if I thoroughly enjoyed the experience, my answer is a definite no.
Itās natural for a game development process to slowly fall into anarchy. Moreover, the most crucial part of creating things is that itās impossible to maintain this kind of friendly interactions as the scale of the game increases.
Put it simply, there will be harsh comments. The excellent feedback will undoubtedly make me jump in excitement. In the same way, I will be really hurt and depressed whenever I got a negative comment.
I think the damage that this will cause varies from person to person. However, Iām more of a fragile type. Just a āboringā will make me depressed to the point that Iām surprised by it.
The reason is probably, Iām making games out of my āgoodwill.ā
Just like the example Iāve given earlier, that is like giving your mother something that you drew. All you wanted is to make someone happy, an extraordinarily innocent, and personal motive. Thatās why if say thereās an art teacher comes up to me and comment. āYou need to work harder on this part.ā Even though I understand his/her reasoning, Iāll still be very discouraged.
Of course, if I am putting my stuff on a public platform, itās unrealistic to hope that there will only be positive comments. I knew this a long time ago, no need for you to remind me. Iāve already realized this from my school life to the point that I donāt want to anymore.
However, thatās the reason that I wanted to go after times that can be enjoyed by both parties within the game development community.
But then, seemingly inversely proportional to my amount of investment, the longer Iām active as a F2P game developer, the less I can enjoy simple times like that.
Learn programming to prevent the same content every time. Revolutionize the gameplay mechanics while maintaining my individuality. I started to face requests after requests.
Of course, thatās the price I have to pay if I wanted to reach the next level. I understand.
Even soā¦even so, sometimesā¦like when a game that Iāve dumped months into was mercilessly complained by someone, I just donāt understand why am I continuing.
No one will accept things like this, after all. Yet, I spent months working on it out of my courtesy. This is just tragic, really tragic.
Iām here to heal my exhausted mind that dealt with everything in school so that I can have to encourage to face what is to come tomorrow, thatās why Iām interested in entertainment like this. But, once I snapped out of it, I realized that Iām being strictly and cruelly judged, even forced to compete with others. This is justā¦taking the branch before the root.
However, although I kept being pessimistic, the reason that I never gave up on publishing games as NOBE is because-
Itās all because of a single person.
A person that has always shared my emotions, sense of distance, warmth, and frolicked with me.
That guy will stroll around my blog. Iām always waiting for his ordinary, a bit awkward yet warm comments.
Being able to understand each other mutually but not to the point where itās an interruption, only solidly sharing the ājoyousā part. I feel really free in this relationship.
I sometimes even felt itās okay to take harsh comments, as long as I get to play with this distant person.
Now, in a way, this person is closer to me than to my family. Heās sometimes a reliable partner, sometimes a spoiled friend whom you can tag along and do bad things together. I will undoubtedly treasure this person forever.
And, this person is ā Yama-san.
*
āUghā¦ughā¦ughā¦ā
āSis, listen to me. Iām sorry to interrupt your depressed desk-slapping session, but your writhing technique doesnāt look cute at all.ā
I immediately raised my head when I heard my sister, Konoha, said that. Then, I realized the window blinds of my living room is already closed without me looking. The room was filled with the LED lampās warm lights.
Although I feel like someone pranked me hard, I still asked my little sister dazedly.
āUmā¦I was playing that game of life with Uehara-kun and his friends since the afternoonā¦ā
āYeah, you did that. Five normies occupied the living room. I feel like this doesnāt fit your style at all, so I just hid. Man, I can use the holiday for rushing my progressā¦ā
āHmm? What progress?ā
āThe progress for my hentai- I-I mean the progress of my studying, sis.ā
āWow, Konoha, youāre still a model student. I can never catch up to you.ā
āI-Itās alright. A-As the president of the student council, this is my responsibility. Yep.ā
Hoshinomori Konoha, the beauty who wore flimsy clothing and glanced at me uncertainly while sitting on the leather sofa. She is my outstanding sister.
Konoha seems to have just taken a bath, she wiped her hair gently with the sports towel hanging on her neck while pouring the wheat tea in the glass down her throat. The room is filled with the clear sound of ice cubes clanging into each other.
I glanced at the TV in front of Konoha and realized itās playing the prime time variety show. While I freaked out at how many hours have past, I still asked my sister, who doesnāt look happy, while trembling.
āUm, when did Uehara-kun and his friends wentā¦ā
āAround 4pm, I think.ā
āā¦Eh, strange. I donāt remember anything during that timeā¦ā
Iām not kidding, my memory just paused in the middle, and Iām scared. Suddenly, I suspected whether this is the āblank timeā that the victims of alien kidnapping had experienced in supernatural shows. Still, I immediately calmed down after I heard what Konoha said.
āYeah, sis. The second half of the gameā¦lasted for almost an hour, I think? You seemed out of it, though. Welp, I just assumed that based on what Iāve heard from the living room.ā
āT-Thatās whyā¦ā
Finally, I felt a bit relieved. I realized something that caused my entire world to flip over when Iām halfway through that game of life.
Yesā¦
Yama-san, my savior and Tsucchi, my dearest mobile game partner, their true identity is actually my rivalā¦Keita Amano, this is the truth.
Although I think I didnāt just freak out and ran with tears on my face, I just went soulless instead. My brain just disconnected from reality.
Konoha continued explaining.
āAlso, when your friends got home, you just laid down there and made weird noisesā¦So, I watched some manga before I went to the bath.ā
āHmm, weird, how should I put it? My little Konoha, after your sis heard what youāve just said, I realized thereās something strange that we canāt ignore.ā
āOh, about that part where you made weird noises? To put it precisely, the sounds that you made were āHnnnnnngā¦ā and āFufufufuā¦ā I canāt remember the rest.ā
āT-That was quite embarrassing! But, Konoha, thereās something even more important! I canāt believe you just left your tangled sister alone and just go to watch manga and bath!ā
āItās not my fault that today is hot.ā
āWhat about our kinship?! Konoha, canāt you just give a bit more love to your sister?ā
āSis, is there a problem with your brain?ā
āWeird, what is this, this is unbelievable. Iām still pissed even when you cared for me.ā
āAh, sis, maybe thatās because you are already terminally ill.ā
āHey, donāt call your sister terminally ill.ā
āAlright, Chiaki, I will call you not terminally ill, then.ā
āEh? This is weird. I somehow felt even madder.ā
I went around the sofa as I spoke and mustered all my strength to clamp my sisterās head with two of my fists. After some screaming, I sat next to her, and we watched a variety show with half of our heart. The humorous interaction of the celebrities did make me smile a little. Then, when itās ad time, I spoke to my little sister again.
āKonoha, I want to ask you something.ā
āHmm?ā
Konoha took a sip from the wheat tea, which turned bland after the ice melt. She didnāt even bother to look at me.
I polished my words before speaking.
āRemember that there are always plots in mangas, the female protagonist found out that the mischievous boy protagonist helped a puppy in the rain. Then, she canāt help but fall for him? I donāt like this scenario. Donāt you think itās unfair for those who behaved themselves?ā
āWhy did you bring this up so suddenly? Ah, but I do understand your point.ā
āOf course, I understand thatās the standard plot setting so I wonāt go nitpicking. However, what I wanted to say is that I think I will probably fall for the same trap.ā
āRightā¦Um, so?ā
āā¦S-Soā¦ā
Then, I blushed while clenched my fist thatās on my lap and started mumbling quietly.
āHow cunningā¦impressing people with a surprise change of their character. I-Iām sure that this emotion is only temporary. Thereās no way Iām actually falling for him; thatās the point Iām trying to makeā¦!ā
āSis, Iām sorry. I donāt have the slightest idea of what youāre saying.ā
Konohaās confused. I almost pushed her over on the couch in excitement and even forced her to agree with me.
āA-Anyway! Iā¦I will still maintain my hatred towards āhim,ā Is this alright!? Thereās nothing wrong with this, right!?ā
āHuh!?ā
Konohaās brain is still clouded as she rolled her eyes. But, I guess she felt that she should make a half-assed conclusion. So, she suddenly nodded at me with a smile.ā
āY-Yeah, sis, I think youāre right!ā
āYeah, right!ā
āY-Yes! Although Iām not sure, um, how did that unknown person show their good side to make my sister fall for himā¦?ā
āYou mean Yama-san?ā
āI think thatās fictional, or the guyās only pretending-ā
āI-Itās not like that!ā
ā!ā
Suddenly, I pushed Konoha over without her expecting it and pressed her on the couch with a stern look on my face. Konoha freaked out at her sisterās sudden swift in attitude. However, I had already forgotten what Iāve said earlier and yelled at her impulsively.
āI-I wonāt let you speak ill of Yama-san even if you are my little sister! Take back what youāve said!ā
āS-Sorry. Ahā¦t-that Yama-san is a total genius!ā
āVery good!ā
Iām satisfied with my little sisterās change-of-mind, and I nodded furiouslyā¦Eh?
ā¦Hnnnnnng.
āā¦Ughā¦ughā¦ā
āUh, Chiaki, can you not switch to your weird noise-making mode after you crushed on me immediately?ā
āā¦Ughā¦ā
At the end of the day, my noises kept bothering the whole Hoshinomori family until midnight.
*
Two days after the game of life gathering, early August, and the middle of the summer holiday.
āā¦Sigh.ā
I, Hoshinomori Chiaki, is still locking myself in the darkroom where the sunlight is blocked by the filtering blinds. I wrapped my hands around my feet while sitting on the office chair as I stared at the bright PC screen.
The screen is showingā¦NOBEās blog. It wasnāt frequently updated, but I tend to make a development progress report on my games once a week.
However, itās been 10 days since the last blog update.
I felt like I should write something, so I forced myself to get up and turned on the computer. I logged into the blogā¦and yet all I have typed is a āLong time no seeā before stopping completely.
Another reason for this could be that thereās no specific progress made for this week, so I can literally write nothing. But, if thatās the case, all I need to write is āIām having trouble developing my game this week.ā To be honest, I have written that down on the blog a couple times in the past.
This timeā¦I canāt even do that, and itās because ofā¦
āā¦I feel likeā¦Iām writing a letter to Keitaā¦ā
I plopped my head between my feet as soon as I realized this again.
When Yama-san is still a distant and unknown person, I can chat with him freely on the blog.
Now that I realized who Yama-san really is. Yet, I have to pretend like itās nothing and continue writing to Yama-sanā¦Iām not calm and resilient enough to do that.
āā¦Ahhh, thatās enough!ā
I spun the chair around and stepped onto the floor loudly. Then, I walked out of the room.
I stepped into the bright living room and opened the fridge aimlessly, only for me to close it because Iām bored with it. I glanced at the digital clock above the utensil shelf at the corner of my eyes. 2:03pm, and the date-
āā¦Oh, right.ā
I stood there for a moment because I realized something. Then, I decided to lighten my mood by wandering around the streets. Right, I made up my mind, letās not hassle.
I groomed my hair in the mirror and changed to my usual clothes, not modern but good enough to take to the streets. Got my bag, put my phone and wallet in it. Then, I walked to my sisterās room, whoās very quiet, probably studying hard like sheās always has been. I knocked on the door.
āKonoha?ā
Thereās a loud āBang!ā coming from the room. It sounds like someoneās legs accidentally hit the table. After a moment of silence, I can hear slow yet heavy footsteps are coming my way. Then, the door finally opened.
My little sister poked her head out of the roomā¦Sheās probably tired, her breaths are out, and she looks exhausted. Looking into the room via the gap of the door, I can see that her laptopās green battery light is blinking. Wow, sheās hard-working to the point that she needed a computer. My little sister is really different from me. Sheās an elite. I would just open my notebook and copy whateverās on the blackboard to give people the impression that Iām studying.
āW-Whatās wrong, sis?ā
Konoha asked. She still got the dark circles around her eyes today. Konoha looks way more worn out in the summer holiday, itās almost like sheās a different person than the perfect student she is. However, her eyes are giving off a strange sparkle. This tells me that sheās cutting her sleeping time to do something that sheās passionate about.
āSigh, my little sister is always giving her best, and now sheās even become the president of a great high school. Yet, Iām still hereā¦ā
Although Iām a bit depressed about the situation, I managed to muster up a smile at Konoha while concealing some of my personal information.
āHey, Iām going to the convenience store to get some stuff, you want something?ā
āSis, youāre going to buy the Fami magazine, right?ā
I just said I want to get some stuff! She saw through it immediately. My elite little sister already knew that Iām a loser that only contacts sunlight when the new edition of Fami or games is out. Oof, Iām so ashamed right now.
However, my kind-hearted little sister didnāt look down upon me even though sheās studying so hard. Instead, she asked her sis politely.
āUmā¦if you are going out, I might need some energy drinks. Ah, b-but, you donāt need to buy it if youāre busy! Just get it when you have time!ā
She seems very sorry when she frantically asked me that. This childā¦! You donāt need to feel guilty when youāve worked so hard. This isnāt a problem for your Fami-getting and lazy sister! Konoha is really an angel! Sheās way ahead of the gaming otaku in front of her!
I patted my chest even though itās not my style and answered, āI got it!ā Then, I choked and coughed as I walked towards the door.
During this time, I heard Konohaās voice again.
āRight, sis, can I borrow your PC while youāre out?ā
āHuh? Um, sure, but why? How about your laptop?ā
I tied my shoelaces as I asked, and then Konoha answered with a sigh.
āRight. Actually, I wanted to watch videos, but my laptop wonāt behave when the video got too much action happening in it.ā
āI got it. By the way, Konoha, what videos are you watching?ā
āOh, Iām watching the BALDR seriesās OP-ā [Note: Not sure what that is, but probably hentai.]
āBALā¦?ā
Strange. Konoha just said something that a model student probably wouldnāt know. I turned my head to her, and then Konoha freaked out for some reason. She explained to me once again while blinking weirdly.
āI-I want to watch my favorite bandās new promotional video! Yes!ā
āOhhhhā¦a bandās promotional videoā¦ā
My little sisterās hobbies are entirely different than mine. Sheās relaxing from all her hard work by watching promotional videos from a band. I feel like we donāt even have the same parents.
āA-Anyway, sis, stay safe!ā
āAh, okayā¦then Iām off.ā
She hurried me out of the door. Right, I guess itās hard for her to immerse herself in the world of music while thereās a procrastinating sister at home. *sobs*
Once Iām outside, the sunlight from midsummer is blasting onto me. I immediately sighed while putting on my straw hat. However, perhaps the concrete below is too reflective, I donāt feel that much cooler.
I guess this is what it feels to be on the receiving end of an attack that penetrates your DEF stats. My imagination started to run wild as I walked across the steaming concrete road slowly.
Even though itās just a walk to the nearest convenience store, but in a remote and rural area like this, itās going to take 15 minutes with my walking speed. Itāll be a bit faster if Iām riding a bicycle. Still, after it was stolen for once (that was retrieved back immediately), I donāt really want to go cycling anymore. This is far from emotional trauma. However, whenever I remember how depressed I was when my bike was gone, I canāt help but feel that this isnāt a situation where I need to take the risk.
āSigh, Iām just as apathetic as Iāve always been, I hate myself.ā
The game developer that wishes people to accept her by publishing her work while being extremely repulsive to intrusions in her daily life. This is who Chiaki Hoshinomori, or I am.
Anyway, I can never deal with things when I either didnāt expect or mentally prepared myself for them. This is not just things that will get me in trouble, even joyful and exciting events are the same.
For example, even when thereās a close friend that invited to me go out, I will still reject once out of my reflexes. No matter the causes, I just hate disruptions in my daily routine. However, after I think for a while, my mind will suddenly change to āHey, itās not wrong to go out for onceā¦ā But after my first rejection, I donāt dare to say that I want to go. I ended up being the girl that no one can invite her out.
Thatās why I spent a lot of time alone. I filled up my schedule with either gaming or making games. Now that I realized it, not even I know when did I surround myself in such a towering fortress.
A fortress that I donāt know how I should walk out, both externally and internally.
My inner wall is so tall that even Iām scared of it. That one guy who shared my personalities and yet he entered my fortified heart bravely and found me, Amano-
āNo! That doesnāt count! None of that counts!ā
My brain is starting to go haywire under the hot weather.
I pulled the straw hat onto my head tightly once again as I walked along the road while trying to polish my ideas for a new game in my head.
I ended up not coming up with a single idea before I arrived at the store.
āWelcome.ā
I was greeted by the lazy cashier and a wave of freezing wind coming from the AC unit as I walked into the store.
I turned right after a couple steps before I cheered myself up and dashed to the magazine area. The reason Iām acting like this is that this store doesnāt have that many Fami magazines in stock, sometimes itās sold out even on the release day. Thereās no way I can withstand the heat while walking to a far-away convenience store.
So, I observed the magazine shelf intensely and found the Fami book mixed between others. I reached my hand toward it.
But then, suddenlyā¦
āOh.ā
Someone tried to reach for the Fami as well, his hand overlapped with mine.
My white and pale hand is cover with his (which is just as white and pale).
āā¦Eh, Chiaki...?ā
āKā¦Keitaā¦why are you hereā¦?ā
The rival who looked at me nervously, Keita Amano, is standing right in front of me.
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.ā
Both of us are ultra introverts with practically no social skills, so none of us know what to do besides staring at each other silently as if the time has stopped.
In summary, the scenery is a boy and a girl reaching their hands for the same book, while this seems like what youāll see in a romantic comedyā¦
In actuality, itās just two otakus fighting over the Fami magazine, what a ramshackle scene.
*
āIāve been suspecting this before, you really have the potential of becoming a stalkerā¦ā
On the road back to Hoshinomoriās home after I quickly bought my stuff, Iām enjoying my double freezie while holding a bag with energy drinks and a magazine.
āUm, Iāve said this before, itās not like that! You overly self-conscious seaweed girl! Ah, but thanks for the freezie.ā
Although Keita spoke ill to me like he always had, he still thanked me nonetheless while chewing on the freezie I gave him.
I didnāt bother to turn my head to him before replying sulkily.
āDonāt get it wrong. I just want to try out this brand of freezie, but two are too much for me. I just had to give one to you, itās too hot for it to last all the way until my home, anyways.ā
āYeah, I understand. Although its portion is the same other popsicles, I feel guilty to just swallow the entire double freezie. Perhaps Iām used to sharing them with my little brother.ā
Bean sprout short winter melon, or should I say bean sprout short winter melon stalker walked next to me depressingly. Heās wearing a pair of loose jeans with a polo shirt. Looks pretty casual to me, doesnāt look like what a boy will pick when heās heading to a girlās roomā¦I canāt stand it.
āNo, wait! I-Iām not hoping for him to dress appropriately!
That will probably just make the whole situation more awkward. From this perspective, this is the most appropriate dress code for the guy. But, Iām irritated for some reason. After all, heās going take his dress code more seriously if heās heading to Tendou-sanās place. No, whatever, itās useless to be trapped in all these thoughts. Heās my rival, and heāll piss me off no matter what he does, anyways.
Keita is holding his freezie while mumbling. I think heās trying to explain something to me.
āItās true. Itās just that this isnāt the best moment. Honestly, I knew that this is an unpleasant situation, so I wonāt retort back. However, think about this. Thereās a reason for this, just like my simplified explanation.ā
āā¦Youāre saying that you forgot something at my home from the last time, right?ā
āYeah, e-exactly.ā
I stared at him fiercely. Keita started to rub his arms like heās cold on a summer day and even looked away from me as he answered.
āUm, I get it. Itās weird for me to take something I forgot from a girlās house without contacting beforehand. But, allow me to explain.ā
āWhat? Iāll really call the police if I feel offended-ā
āLet me ask you this. Chiaki, did you turn on your phone?ā
ā-Eh?ā
After I heard that, I snapped back to reality and slowly grabbed my phone out from the pocket before I pressed the power button for a few seconds. No response, the battery ran out completely.
Keita let out a big sigh after he saw what I was doing.
āI wanted to contact you from the day before. I texted you at first, but I didnāt get a reply for a day. Then, I tried to call you to no avail. I thought thereās no way for a situation like this to happen, but here we areā¦By the way, Chiaki, I canāt believe you just left your phone uncharged for two whole days. Perhaps itās because you donāt have any friends, but donāt you play mobile games as well?ā
āEh? Welp, um, no, how should I put itā¦ā
ā?ā
Keita tilted his head dumbfoundedly when he saw Iām stuttering. While I just stared at my dead phoneās black screen, it is reflecting my startled face clearly.
āCrapā¦! After I realized that Yama-san and Tsucchi are both Keita, I distanced myself from mobile games entirely to try to calm myself down to the point that I didnāt touch my phoneā¦!ā
āUm, b-beauties like me has to date many boys during the summer holiday, so I donāt have time to check out my phone. Iām busy going to the mountains, to the beaches, and to the theme parks. Phewā¦ā
āUm, your excuse is kinda bullsh*t.ā
āKeita. D-Donāt act as if you know me!ā
āYour body.ā
āWha-ā
I blushed at his bluntness and nearly dropped my freezie, while Keita gave me a cold stare.
āYour unhealthy and pale skin doesnāt look like someone whoāll play everywhere during the summer at allā¦ā
āW-Why are you so sure about that!ā
āā¦Itās because Iām proud of having the same skin as wellā¦ā
The friendless, bean sprout boy looked at the far-away clouds.
āI feel likeā¦I should apologize.ā
I apologized, no matter how fierce our rivalry is. We just chewed our freezie depressingly while walking silently for a minute.
I tried to make small talks again.
āLetās move on from my phone! To be honest, I have no idea what did you forget at my home.ā
āHmm?āOh, about that. I initially thought that youāll realize what Iāve left behind immediately when youāre at homeā¦But after a while, maybe this is not the case.ā
āYou mean you forgot something tiny? Like a 1:1 Keita Amanoās stand board or something like that.ā
āYou just had to insult me whenever you got the chance. Youāre wrong, itās not tiny.ā
āAn object with a medium volume that Iāll missā¦what is it? Donāt tell me itās your sealed devilish magic remnants in your body that can only be seen whenever you opened your third eye.ā
āYou donāt insert some half-assed edgy settings in me. Is that a new way of messing with me?ā
āActually, I think itās almost time for you to prepay for some simple little magic.ā
āPrepay?ā
āIsnāt this what people kept saying? If you are still a virgin by 30 years old-ā
Keita slapped my head lightly when I said that. To be honest, tis but a scratch since he managed his force very well. However, Iām still pissed at the fact I was just hit. So, I slapped my hand on his weak arms as well. Keita Amano turned unhappy as he armed himself with his tricky theories.
āI slapped you because I wanted to quickly halt you from saying something nasty in public. I donāt understand why I should be hit by you.ā
Keita quibbled as he gently knocked my head, this is pissing me off.
āYeah, while I can tolerate you picking on me verbally, thereās no need for me to tolerate your violence as well.ā
I slapped his arm as I spoke. His face twitched for a second.
āThe only rather violent thing I did was touching your hair. Comparatively, you just violently contacted my skin.ā
āBut, a girlās life depends on her hair.ā
āYourās are just dry seaweed.ā
āThe short winter melon next me, youāre really violating the taboos now. This is sexual harassment. Sigh, what a pain in the ass. This is what a bean sprout little winter melon stinky otaku that talk down a girl looks likeā¦ā
āThen, you should be conscious of you speaking ill of me as well! By the way, you exerted a bit more energy in your counterattacks! Itās hard for me to complain about this kind of ā1.2 times more powerfulā retaliations, you do manage your strength well!ā
āAyyyy, you really are a narrow-minded guy in every bitā¦O-Of course, I bet your size below is just as narrow as well.ā
āThatās too nasty! You even flinched after you made that comment!ā
āOh, I wanted to say something irrelevant, donāt you think your tone of ānastyā sounds like āpublishing on timeā a bit?ā [Note: I have no idea whatās the context of this, so I just translated it literally.]
āThatās too irrelevant! Do you really need to mention that now!?ā
āSo, where were we? I remembered you were saying something along the lines of āIf you wanted to know how powerful my bottom is, you have to witness it yourself!ā. Then, you prepare to sexually assault me, right?ā
āWoah, this seaweed head is finally making slanderous accusations.ā
āā¦Ah, Iām sorry. I went a bit over there, that one doesnāt count.ā
āYeah, I think my reactions are too ridiculous as well. Sorry, I was complaining too much.ā
Although we were bickering, our hands never stopped at slapping each other. This is going to hurt my brain if it evolves into another misunderstanding. Still, Iām not usually the type of girl that has physical contact with boys frequently. Keita is the only boy that I dared to, which I guess itās the same for him. If Tendou-san is in my position, Keita will never react like that. In this sense, Keita and I are meant for each other.
āOh? W-Whatās wrong, Chiaki? You are notā¦fighting back anymore?ā
Keita just yelled, ādonāt fight backā a while ago. He suddenly started freaking out when I stopped.
I turned my head away from him and mumbled.
āW-Welp, I-I found out that itās so disgusting to touch you for the sake of hitting you, I stopped because I canāt take it anymore.ā
āA-Am I an Lv.1 enemy that counterattacks with poisonā¦!? You know how damaging a girl is when she yells that āhe is too disgusting to even touch onā to a lonely otaku!? ā¦Ouch.ā
Keita plopped his head down depressingly.
ā¦Honestly, I didnāt mean that, at all. But, I accidentally won the argument. Thatās rareā¦what should I do now?
We ate our freezie silently as we walked for a while. Almost not a single person could be found in the residential area during the day, and the cicadas are not even singing today. So, the silence is so heavy to the point that it gives me a headache.
At this moment, Keita finished his freezie and began to swing the stick leisurely before speaking again, seemingly trying to sweep the negative mood away.
āR-Right, I feel like we went off-topic there. So, about the thing that I left at your home.ā
āY-Yeah, we were talking about that. What did you end up forgetting? I really have no clue.ā
No matter how insignificant that object is, I should at least notice that thereās something that doesnāt belong in my house.
Keita gave me an unexpected answer, as Iām thinking.
āI forgot my IC transport pass and its holder.ā
āYour pass holder? I should be able to see right away if thereās something like that in my houseā¦ā
Someoneās pass holder showed up in my home. Itās only logical to be able to tell right away.
Keita only said that while what I said was true, then he told me this embarrassingly.
āIām just guessing here, but I feel like that thing will not stand out in your home at all.ā
āHmm? What do you mean by that?ā
āWell. Chiaki, although Iām extremely unwilling to admit this, donāt you think that you and I are alike in every way aside from a couple differences? Soā¦ā
āā¦Oh, I get itā¦ā
I suddenly what Keita was trying to say. So, I took the last bite of the freezie before leaning towards him slightly and try to confirm.
āā¦Donāt tell me your pass holder is deep blue and foldable-ā
After I described the appearance of my pass holder, Keita nodded at me while smiling bitterly.
I put my hand on my forehand as I mumbled.
āā¦What the hell, even the scratches, and the marks are the exact sameā¦ā
āReally. Although I did kind of expect this at the start, I still canāt believe what youāve just said. What do you think then? Is my pass holder in your place?ā
I started thinking after he asked me.
āā¦Now that youāre mentioning it, I did remember finding one in the living room and putting it away earlier. I think I discovered that on the utensil shelf. Well, I realized that I never took public transport since the summer holiday began, so itāll be strange if my real pass holder isnāt in my bagsā¦ā
āRight. Ah, it could be left somewhere else as well. But, I guess itās right to look for it at your place first. However, I should apologize for the sudden intrusion.ā
Keita lowered his head and apologized. While we called each other rivals usually, we often behaved politely in times like this. Both of us are nobody.
I started provoking him out of my awkwardness.
āB-But, a lonely otaku like you donāt need to use the pass in the summer holiday either, why do you want to take it back that urgently?ā
I meant to start a fight with him, but then he didnāt take the bait. Instead, he scratched his head embarrassingly.
āYeah, youāre right. Butā¦I think this yearās summer holiday will be a bit different than last yearās, so I wanted to take it back ASAP.ā
āWhat do you mean by different than the last year- Oh.ā
Right, Keita belongs to the āCouplesā class now, so I shut my mouth. Keita looks like he still isnāt used to mentioning that, so he got too embarrassed to say anything. A subtle silence flowed between us.
I secretly glanced at Keitaās face before thinking again.
āā¦By the wayā¦looking at the current situation, I feel like this is different than what Iāve expectedā¦about Keita and Tendou-sanās relationship.ā
I thought Tendou-san accepted her role as girlfriend reluctantly out of sympathy, to let Keita escape the evil grasp of that she-devil Aguri.
However, when everyone gathered in my place to play that game of life, I feel like itās something beyond that, and thatās a fact.
āAguri-san is still there, after all. Keita could just be pretendingā¦but itās really natural for an act.ā
At least from what I know, Keita Amano can never act that perfectly. I donāt know the perfect role model, Tendou-san, though.
āThis plotā¦donāt tell me they grew closer to each other when they are pretending to be a coupleā¦ā
āW-Weird, whatās going on? Whatās wrong with this conclusion? The more I think about the interaction between Keita and Tendou-san, the more goosebumps I get in my chest for some reason. What is thisā¦?ā
When Iām trapped in a labyrinth of thoughts, Keita spoke again with a bitter smile on his face to try and lighten up the mood.
āSigh, I still havenāt come up with a plan for our date, though.ā
āReally, w-wellā¦Keita, you being overly self-conscious is disgusting.ā
āY-Youāre wordy, Chiaki.ā
While this looks like whatāre we arguing typicallyā¦this time it feels awkward for some unknown reasons. So, Keita and I kept arguing as we walked through the desolate residential area.
I unintentionally grabbed out my phone and sighed at the dark screen.
Keita looked at me confusingly as Iām doing that. Then, he seemed to have realized something and asked me abruptly.
āAh, right! I donāt have the chance to ask you while we were arguing. Chiaki, are you playing the same mobile game as I do?ā
My heart skipped a beat. My whole body turned stiff as Keitaās sudden jump to the main point.
āW-What are you talking about?ā
I pretended that everythingās fine while freaking out intensely inside as I asked. So, Keita grabbed his phone out of his pocket and clicked on a mobile game.
āAh, itās hard to remember the title of the game. So, I just opened it for you. Ah, this one.ā
Keita conveniently showed the title screen to me.
It shows the mobile game that connected Tsucchi and NOBEā¦Keita and I together.
Although my heart is beating vigorously right now, I turned away from Keita and took a second to calm down before I-
āN-No, Iāve never played this! Yes, I didnāt play it in the least bit.ā
-I just accidentally said no to him.
Keita frowned confusingly.
āEh, really? Hmmā¦but I remembered you received the notification at the same time when we were playing with everyoneā¦ā
āI-Itās just the one from my other game, thatās all.ā
I donāt understand why I am lying either, and Iām not even sure this is a good or bad thing for both of us. But, at least I can tell that Iām not ready to reveal the truth to Keita yetā¦
āHmmā¦really, thatās a shame.ā
Keita stopped asking and turned off the screen of his phoneā¦
āS-Strange, whatās going on? I felt so regretful just thenā¦ā
ā¦N-No, thatās wrong! I-Itās got to be due to my desire to chat with other gamers! T-This has absolutely nothing to do with my hope for Keita to discover his fateful bond with me. Thereās no way I will have a girly idea like that. Yes, itās totally impossible!
āW-Whatās wrong, Chiaki? Youāre suddenly clenching your fist!ā
āItās nothing, everythingās fine! Iām just expelling my feebleness away!ā
āWhy are you suddenly so hyped up in leisure times like this? Whatās happening?ā
Keita seemed to be confused with what Iām doing and even looked at me like Iām a ghostā¦Thatās what you get. Itās unfair for me to feel flustered onlyā¦
āBut then, if thatās the caseā¦is it better for me to just explain everything?ā
I started reviewing how viable this option is.
In the past, I will just hide everything as the situation evolvesā¦In actuality, there shouldnāt be anything to hold me back from telling the truth.
While I do feel a bit uneasy and embarrassed since a close friend is a fan of my games, but itās nothing to me already. If thereās a chance to chat with Keitaā¦to chat with someone that understands me about creating games, mobile games, or NOBEās works, the benefits should far outweigh the consequences.
But Iā¦I just canāt take a step forward no matter what.
āWhyā¦?ā
When Iām struggling as I walked, the distance from my home is gradually closing in. 2 minutes after and Iāll be there. Then, I will return Keitaās pass holder to him and say goodbye. There wouldnāt be any opportunities for us to see each other alone until the end of the summer holiday.
After all, this is the relationship between Keita and me. We will gather around in the Game Hobby Club with other people and pick on each other when we meet, but thatās all we do. I think we barely count as friends, not to mention couples or BFFs.
Rival. Opponent. These are the closest terms to portray our relationship. Howeverā¦
ā¦With a situation like thisā¦Iā¦Iā¦
āI wish to change where we are currently as well.ā
ā!ā
Keita faced forward and started talking suddenly. My heart skipped a bit since I thought he read through my mind, and I didnāt answer back. So, he scratched his cheeks embarrassingly before continuing.
āExiling your feeble sideā¦Chiaki didnāt you just mention that you are weak or something?ā
āT-Thatās what you meanā¦ā
I realized what Keita just said isnāt about me, and I sighed in relief.
Heās clearly embarrassed, but he continued.
āJust like the pass holder. Itās like what youāve said, that wasnāt something that I need to use right away. Moreover, I just mentioned that I donāt have a plan yet. So, honestly, thereās no need for me to just barge into a girlās house this suddenly. But, even so, I still mustered up the courage and did something that doesnāt fit my styleā¦ā
Keita turned back and looked at me as he finished, his face seems a bit different. Although it still looks unreliable, heās giving off some kind of strange mettle.
My heart is starting to beat quicklyā¦So, the guy gave me a bitter smile.
āItās because I want toā¦get closer with Tendou-san.ā
āā¦Withā¦Tendou-sanā¦ā
I can feel a tinge of pain is stinging my heart. Keita seemed to have interpreted my reaction as ābeing pissed off because someoneās showing off that theyāre a loving couple.ā He freaked out and continued.
āAh, no, you got it wrong! Umā¦I-I guess youāre right. Wellā¦I-It doesnāt matter much to me when I donāt have my pass holder. After all, I might use that as an excuse to not go out with Tendou-san or just straight-up rejecting otherās invitationā¦The only reason that Iām taking the pass holder this deliberately Is because I donāt want to have an excuse. Haha, to be honest, even I felt that was a sh*tty reason.ā
āā¦Iā¦ā
I donāt feel like that at all- I immediately stopped myself from spewing that outā¦Itās because no matter how you think about it, thatās not something a rival would say. Butā¦butā¦
āBeing able to admit your weakness, and even trying to overcome itā¦thatās not something a true coward can doā¦ā
I sincerely and truthfully admired the boy in front of meā¦But, itās difficult for me to express my feelings with such a relationship between us.
Keita sighed helplessly and lowered his shoulders.
āChiaki, I mustered up the same courage to come up to you earlier.ā
āOh, you mean the time where you tried to talk to me? You were quite sneaky back then.ā
āH-How annoying. You should know how hard it is to send a friend request to someone from the opposite gender when you havenāt interacted with them at all, right?ā
āā¦Itās true. Iām already trembling when I think about it.ā
āSee? While I was just doing that because Uehara-kun pushed me, I still canāt believe I completed the missionā¦ā
āYeah, Keita, that doesnāt seem like what you would do, now that Iām thinking of it.ā
āYouāre right. Sigh, luckily, it was youā¦ā
āEh?ā
I slowed down my pace, and Keita continued like itās nothing.
āAfter I saw how much you are enjoying yourself in that game, I just forgot how hard it is to talk to a girl. Honestly, I was thrilled there, itās like Iāve finally found my soulmate.ā
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā
āAh, but then I immediately realize that was a misunderstanding- Eh? Chiaki, whatās wrong?ā
Keita looked back at me confusingly since Iām falling way behind.
After I snapped out of it, I looked at him and quickly brought out the usual, vicious words.
āHmph. I-I felt harassed there. Keita, do you know what itās like to be stared by a disgusting male when a girlās enjoying gaming?ā
āOuch! The damage! You just went ahead and completely ruined my glorious little moment there! Iām really hurt! Iām sorry, Ms. Chiaki! I feel like this is my fault!ā
āWell, I did meet with Uehara-kun, so I guess I can forgive you.ā
I laughed as I saw Keita mumbling while pressing his chest. Suddenly, I made up my mind.
āā¦Perhapsā¦I stillā¦wanted to change myselfā¦ā
I clenched my fist in front of my chest. From the looks of it, I have to admit.
I still wanted to chat with a person like Keita Amano more.
Right now, I canāt think of where this mindset will bring me to at last. However, I believe this feeling canāt be easily categorized into things like love or friendship.
But, Iām sure of my hope of going forward. Although I donāt understand whether thatās right or wrong, I still wanted to follow my heart, maybe itās because I canāt explain this feeling.
āIf thatās the caseā¦now that we have time to be alone, I have to act fast and not waste this precious chanceā¦ā
I have to act fast, right. The only trump card that I have, the one that can cause a sudden change to our relationship. Yes, I have to tell Keita who NOBE and Mono really are before we reach homeā¦!
āā¦Right!ā
I made up my mind and raised my head. I wonāt be at a loss anymore! Keita is the same type as me. If a weakling like him can show this amount of manliness! I can explain everything to him before we get home if I put in the effort-
āHey. Weāre here, Hoshinomroiās home.ā
āEh?ā
I snapped back to reality when Keita said that.
So, I looked at where he pointed and realized the sign wrote āHoshinomoriā in front of me.
ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦
I silently pushed the door open and smiled blanky before urging Keita to come in.
āā¦Welcomeā¦please come inā¦ā
āThatās the least welcoming āwelcomeā Iāve heard since I was born!ā
Well, Iāve also never felt more disappointed with seeing my home since I was born.
*
āE-Excuse me.ā
Keita Amano politely greeted as he took off his shoes.
I, the one who entered first, turned around and told him.
āYou donāt need to be so nervous, none of my parents are here right now.ā
So, Keita suddenly stopped walking to the corridor for some reason. I glanced at him, thinking that is there a problem. His face suddenly turned serious.
āā¦Although we are talking about seaweed here, does this constitute as being disloyal to Tendou-san when a guy enters a girlās home aloneā¦?ā
āW-What do you mean by disloyalā¦Sigh, relax, my sisterās in her room as well.ā
āOh, really. Phew, Iām in luck. Then, excuse me.ā
Keita pressed his chest in relief as he stepped to the corridor and put his shoes down. Then, he followed me to the living room.
āā¦Actually, if a guy walking into the home of two young ladies, thatās even worse than just me alone. But, itās a pain in the butt if I brought that up anyway, I should keep it to myself.ā
I canāt go off and imagine things now.
I put the bag with the magazine and the drinks on the table. Keita kept looking around suspiciously after he entered the room.
āUh, Keita, you can take a seat.ā
āUm, but, as Iāve said before, you donāt really need to go out your way for me. I will go home right away after I got my pass holder.ā
Keita looked for his pass holder as he said thatā¦Hmm.
āI-Itās going to be a big problem if you leave this early! I have to tell you everything, at least!ā
I silently took away Keitaās pass holder on the utensil shelf and hid it behind me. Then, I suggested to him with hands behind my back.
āK-Keita, why donāt you get a cup of wheat tea before you leave?ā
āEhā¦? Letās see, where did you put your chloroformā¦?ā
āIām not going to prank you by adding that! Do you really dislike me that much!?ā
Our relationship is hopeless! I didnāt really care in the past, but now that I wanted to close our distance, this is a tricky situation.
Keita smiled bitterly and apologized.
āS-Sorry, I really donāt know what I should do hereā¦ā
āPlease just be yourself.ā
āHeh, seaweed.ā
āCorrect, thatās what you sound like usually- Iāll punch you in the face if you do that again.ā
āSorry.ā
Keita sat down with his back straight after he said that. He looked at the balcony, and then he turned away suddenly, he seems embarrassed.
I looked outside as well since Iām confused. Then, I realizedā¦
Our familyās clothes are drying outside. Of course, that includes me and my sisterās underwear as wellā¦
āDonāt look, you hentai!ā
āI-Iām sorry! Uh, I should just grab my pass holder and leave-ā
āYou know what, Iāll allow it! View it to your heartās content!ā
āThat doesnāt make any sense! N-No, I wonāt look.ā
Then, we stared at each other silently for a few seconds.ā
āā¦Oh, Keita, s-so you donāt want to spend even a second looking at my underwear, is that what you are thinking right now?ā
āDude, what drugs are you on right now? You are going haywire today.ā
āN-None of your business.ā
āHonestly, I would rather see that youāre drying kelps outside.ā
āBeing a seaweed isnāt my feature! Youāre the same, Antman has been getting all your fame lately.ā
āIām not proud of how tiny I am!ā
We just stared at each other before turning away angrily.
ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦
ā..Eh, weird! Didnāt I want to get along with Keita!?ā
Why are we so incompatible with each other? Itās just as natural as breathing for us to start fighting each other, but is it still too difficult for us to play nice?
I took out a glass from the shelf and reached for the fridge. But thenā¦
āNo, if this goes on, Keita will just chug the wheat tea and go homeā¦But, I havenāt made up my mind yetā¦I-I need to drag this out firstā¦!ā
I exclaimed upon the realization, āOh, right!ā Then, I looked at Keita again.
āC-Can I go back to my room to charge my phone first? Um, there could be some important messages waiting for me!ā
āEh? Oh, okay, thatās fineā¦Um, if thatās the case, I really donāt need any wheat tea or anything, I will leave after I got the pass holderā¦ā
āThen, please wait here for a moment! I promise itāll be quick!ā
āEh? Hey, Chiaki-ā
I ignored Keita, whoās clearly confused and left the living room while secretly carrying his pass holder.
I opened the door to my room in the middle of the corridor, itās still just as gloomy as usual.
The bright screen illuminated the dim room due to the filtering curtains.
I calmed down immediately. At the same time, I can feel that Iām incredibly depressed now.
āDo I reallyā¦want to showā¦who I really am?ā
I walked towards the computer desk frustratedly and put my phone on charge. Then, I looked at the screen saver on the monitor.
This room basically symbolizes who I really am. Usually, this is not something that I wanted to show to the others actively. But, if the person in question is Yama-san or Tsucchiā¦
āā¦If the person is Keitaā¦ā
My mumbling voice gradually disappeared in the darkness.
ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦
I pressed the power button of my phone and waited for it to turn on. Then, I clicked on that mobile game.
āā¦Oh, I missed the daily login reward.ā
In the past, Iāve never abandoned the game. I would always complete the missions even if that meant I need to reject my friendās invitation. Thatās who I truly am.
Nowā¦Keita Amano is slowly taking my time away in all aspects, and my heart as well.
I clicked on the menu of the game and opened the messages with Tsucchi.
āGive it your all!ā āThanks.ā āWeāre saved.ā āNo problem.ā āSure.ā āYeah!ā
Concise words. Extremely simple. An interaction with as few letters as possible.
However, for some reason-
āā¦Haha.ā
My mouth curved as I stared at the screen, and my chest is feeling a tinge of warmth.
āā¦Alright, I shouldnāt tell the truth right now.ā
Naturally, I made up my mind.
āā¦This is because I treasure everyone, no matter its Yama-san, Tsucchi, or Keita Amano. While Iām unwilling to say this, but they are really precious to me. Thatās why I should treat them differently. The worst thing I could do is to put our relationship on the bet for the sake of closing our distance, right.ā
I didnāt back down from my passiveness. Instead, Iā¦made this decision myself. Right now, Iām not going to push myselfā¦I should follow my own pace.
āā¦Yes, Iāll wait for the dayā¦where I can smile naturally at him and reveal who I amā¦we can do it at that time. So, this is enough for me right nowā¦I need to prepare for that day in my own way, with a pace that suits both of us. Then, I can slowly grow closerā¦with Keitaā¦with Keita Amano-ā
I cherished at my phoneās screen as I made up my mind. Suddenly-
āHey, Chiaki? It just rained for a bit, I think you better get all your clothes back firstā¦ā
ā!ā
I got startled as I turned around because someone suddenly talked to me. Then, I saw Keita peeked inside sheepishly from the opened door-
āAh? Uh, ehm, I-I-Iā¦I got it!ā
To block the screen, I quickly flipped my phone over and put it on the computer desk. However, it seemed to have moved the mouse, which caused the screen saver to stop. As a result, the monitor showed NOBEās half-edited blogā¦
ā?ā
āAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!ā
Why does this happen right after I decided to keep it a secret!
I swung my arms violently to block him from seeing the monitor. Howeverā¦
āOh.ā
This time, I accidentally threw my phone outside.
So, I sent the phone flying which caused the charging cable to disconnect, and it even sild across the smooth rug towards Keita-
āAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!ā
I cursed all the gods as I scrambled after my phone. However, I accidentally tripped over and was temporarily paralyzed on the floor.
āA-Are you okay, Chiaki?ā
Seeing a friend in such a miserable state, Keita picked up the phone naturally as he walked towards me to try and help me out.
āWait, um, tā¦t-t-the phone, and the PC, donātā¦ā
I gaped and told Keita not to look at my phone and the computer. Howeverā¦
āEh? Oh, you want me to make sure your phone and PC are fine? Alright, just a second.ā
That became the last push needed.
āOh, n-no, donāt do thatā¦!ā
Before I even finished my protesting, he kindly checked my phone and computer screen. Soā¦
āā¦Eh?ā
Keita seemed to have realized something and just stood there, frozen.
āNOBEā¦and Monoā¦? Eh, these areā¦ā
ā¦Itās over.
āā¦!ā
How can things be this ridiculous? This is literally out of a romantic comedyā¦No, stupid miracles like this are even too rare in romantic comedies, not to mention that this is reality!
I blushed as I plopped my head down. Keita is looking down at me, hoping for an explanation.
āThereās only one way leftā¦now that things have taken a turn like thisā¦!ā
I have to tell Keita the truthā¦Yes. Perhaps this is a good chance. Iām scared to interact with people from time to time, this had to be Godās attempt to push me to talk. This situation doesnāt allow me to slowly build up the relationship with Keita anymore. After all, all of this seems a bit too late anyway. Even though Iām not sure what I feel, I have to step on the gas and drive our relationship to the next level.
That should be Godās instruction.
ā¦Alright, I got it. Iām a woman, after all.
Nowās the time to show a womanās bravery and pride!
I stood up immediatelyā¦and grabbed my phone from Keitaās hand as I stared with him, my eyes are filled with determination.
āā¦Keita!ā
āY-Yes! W-Whatās the matterā¦?ā
Keita got scared and straightened his back right away.
A boy and a girl are staring at each other in a gloomy room. Itās raining outside, but those washed clothes are no longer relevantā¦Just like Keitaās pass holder, I donāt want to use that as an excuse to escape from this situation.
I took a deep breath. Then, I showed my phone and computer screen at Keita clearly before I spoke.
āI donāt want to say this initially, but you found out already. It canāt be helped. Nowās the time to clear everything up.ā
āA-Alrightā¦ā
āKeita, I think youāve realized alreadyā¦Itās just like what you see, the true identity of NOBE, and Mono is actuallyā¦ā
āYeahā¦ā
Keita came to his senses and gave me an āIām ready!ā look. I glared back at him confidently-
āā¦Hmm? Phewā¦that was a good napā¦ā
-Suddenly, at the corner of my eye, someone yanked the quilt away and woke up slowly on the bed at the dark side of the room.
Just as Keita and I are staring at each other shockingly, that person...even when sheās wearing pajamas and looks tired, still retained a sense of cuteness thatās different from me. My sister, Konoha Hoshinomori, stretched her back with a big āPhewā¦!ā and started mumbling without bothering to look at us.
āHiyaā¦Sis, youāre back. Iām sorry. I wanted to watch videos initially, but I got too tired from playing hentai- I mean studying. So, I borrowed your bed to take a nap-ā
Konoha finally noticed thereās someone other than me, ā¦which is Keita. She let out a gasp right away.
āWhyā¦are youā¦ā
Then, while Iām not sure of the reason behind, but Konoha showed a subtle reaction to Keita that indicates she has met him somewhere before.
At this moment, my brain is operating rapidly.
Then, after I snapped out of it, I turned towards a startled Keita quickly and told him everything.
āYes, my sister ā Konoha Hoshinomori, she is both NOBE and Mono!ā
ā-Wha?ā
The boy and the girlās confused voice overlapped each other. Alsoā¦
āā¦Haā¦ahahahaā¦sighā¦ā
ā¦Thereās a clown whoās hollowly laughing because sheās freaking out at what she just said.
-So, during a random day of the summer this year, in Hoshinomoriās home under showers.
Unfortunately, we witnessed the birth of yet another misunderstanding here.
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