âSo, are you going to just wipe out the kingdom?â
It was an immediate aggressive response.
His irritation burst out of him and lifted its ugly rear towards Keitel.
They both stared into each other eyes and quickly examined each other.
Even if Friedel held some grievances against him, it was only a bit of annoyance. It wasnât like he was planning to actually do anything.
Keitel turned his head with a dry expression.
âNo.â
âThen if itâs not thatâŚâ
Friedelâs face slightly wrinkled.
âWhat was he thinking?â
Keitel probably knew who the woman was.
He wasnât really asking who the mother was.
After all, he most likely already knew what the answer was.
Their hair was blown about by the cool wind from a window; someone had left one opened in the palace room.
Keitel stepped in front of the window and pondered deeply.
âYou tried to kill her before.â
He tried to suppress his frustrations, but they kept escaping against his will.
Friedel furrowed his eyebrows at this situation that kept making him want to pull out his own hair.
From the beginning, from the moment Keitel didnât kill her and allowed that woman to live on and have his child, everything was entangled.
No⌠Perhaps even before that time.
âWhy?â
Keitel laughed as he looked at Perdel silently reflecting on his thoughts.
It was the kind of laugh that instantly cooled oneâs thoughts.
âShould I go kill her now?â
âI am in no mood for jokes, Keitel.â
It appeared that Keitel was unwilling to listen to any more of Friedelâs complaints since he turned his body away. Friedel looked at Keitelâs back as he coldly walked away from him.
Friedel internally sighed.
Then began to chase after his back.
âWhat is the reason for this change of heart?â
âI am just taking what is rightfully mine. So what is with all these complaints?â
âItâs not that kind of problem.â
âIt is that kind of problem.â
âMy descendant. My kid.â
He felt so frustrated that he practically begged him to listen, but Keitel only gave a light response as he changed his shirt.
âWhat is the difference then with all those girls you toss in the palace?â
Friedelâs mouth clamped shut like a calm.
âWhat was different? WellâŚâ
Like what he said, it might not be so different.
The girls would be sold off to different places after some time.
The future was set in stone for them.
If he tried to pinpoint the difference, it was only the fact that Ariadna had Keitelâs blood running in her veins, making her his personal property.
However, Friedel felt this fact would not help the Princess at all in the future.
Keitel eventually finished putting on a new shirt and looked back at him.
He had a strangely excited face.
âCurious?â
âWhat?â
Friedel secretly wished he could make that face sullen so he answered flatly on purpose.
The maid who was serving him disappeared without a word.
Keitel slowly opened his mouth as he closed the buttons on his wrist.
His extremely sharp voice aggressively attacked Friedelâs ear.
âHow is the child of a mass murderer going to cope with all the finger pointing and looks from the people in her surroundings?â
The last button was finally clasped in place.
âHow is she going to live in the future?â
At that moment, Keitelâs lingering smile was incredibly seductive. It was only for a second, but Friedel was instantly drawn to that smile. At this fact, he immediately made a face.
Keitel laughed softly at his crumbling face.
Friedel didnât try to hide how he felt.
No, in fact, he bluntly showed how sick and tired he was of his face.
âCrazy bastard.â
âWhy call me out now?â
Keitel nodded as if he knew this would happen.
He finally put on his jacket and fixed his outfit before talking.
Then he replied, in a secretive and dangerous manner.
âIf something happens, I can kill her then. Donât you agree, my friend?â
âWhy in the world are we here in the first place?â
âShhh, be quiet.â
Elaineâs voice was put to rest by Cerera.
Cerera looked down into my eyes.
As soon as our eyes met, she gave me a pretty smile.
I heard that it was important to make eye contact with your baby as you fed them. Cerera was a seriously immaculate mother who gave it her all in child rearing.
âI know itâs strange to ask now, but I think I am already developed mentally, so does this really affect my development at this point?
Itâs true that these small details can help a childâs development but I am a reincarnator.
My mind is developed due to the twenty-five years Iâve previously lived, so will these actions really make a difference in my life? I can not say I am not curious.
Well, itâs not like I hate it.â
âHave you finished feeding her?â
With Keitelâs sudden appearance, I could hear a small gasp in the area.
Cereraâs body slightly stiffened and, of course, I was surprised too.
âThat shocked me.
Is his hobby jumping out and scaring people? Seriously.â
âWhy is there no answer?â
As Elaine exclaimed earlier, this place was not my room. It was one of the Emperorâs rooms.
The Emperorâs study.
âYes, she has finished eating, your majesty.â
Cerera lowered the bottle I had emptied and bowed her head.
I was lying down so I couldnât bow my head even if I wanted to.
âOf course, I am a baby so I didnât have to.â
However, in the future, after I start talking, crawling and walking, I will have to take etiquette lessons. Then, I would have to bow my head like Cerera.
It felt odd to suddenly not want to grow up when usually children will want to grow up as soon as possible. âDamn it!â
âGive it over.â
âI donât want to go.â
I grabbed my nannyâs sleeve frantically.
âNanny, donât send me!
I said donât send me! Why are you sending me over?
Donât send me! You canât send me this way!
I donât want us to part this way!â
However, Cereraâs hands handed me over to Keitel!
Soon I would be in his embrace!
âThis world is shit!â
âSir- Your majesty.â
Keitel, who kidnapped me, seemed to have no other business as he immediately turned around and tried to leave the room.
It was at that moment, Cerera grabbed him before he could take off.
At my nurseâs sudden bravery, I felt a sliver of hope.
At the sound of Cereraâs delicate voice, Keitel turned around.
He obviously wanted to ask why she called out to him, but this arrogant jerk just looked down at her coolly.
Cerera laughed awkwardly.
âInstead of holding a child like thatâŚâ
ââŚ..You werenât going to ask for me back?
Nanny! How can you do this to me?! How?! I feel as if I was a young girl betrayed by my first love!
How could you do this?!â
However, my cold-hearted nanny was teaching that plague of a father how to correctly hold me.
âThis world is rotten!â
âYou have to make sure her head is not crooked, so hold her like this.â
Well, I guess thanks to you my neck is more relaxed today. As I turned three months old I was able to move my neck around a bit, but what is uncomfortable is uncomfortable.
Usually, he would never hold me, but after the princess incident, this damn father of mine must have suddenly discovered the fun in holding me.
âWell, it wasnât like he was holding me at odd hours at any random day.â
âAnything else?â
Keitel who had been calmly listening to Cereraâs teaching asked.
Cerera pondered it over for a while as she stood still and suddenly held out her right hand.
âLike this, you must support the babyâs neckâŚâ
âA professionalâs skill is truly different!â
The person holding me has changed so the feeling of skin texture was different, but it wasnât uncomfortable to the point I wanted to cry. In fact, I felt incredibly comfortable in his arms.
Then, I felt depressed as I felt a rush of regret for getting so comfortable in his arms when I met Cereraâs eyes. She laughed.
At her smile, I cheerfully laughed back.
Then I immediately regretted it.
âIs this correct?â
âYes, your majesty.â
As soon as he got what he wanted he immediately turned his body around to leave.
Then he looked down at me in his arms.
âSo what? Do I owe you money?â
I just sullenly looked at him when our eyes met.
His crimson and bright red eyes looked into mine.
ââŚ..Donât call me pathetic.â *Sob Sob*
I tried to stare sullenly, but I was swept away by his overwhelming charisma and looked away first.
Then, I tried to change this awkward atmosphere by waving my two arms in the air and giggling cutely.
âFuck. *Sob Sob*
Even I find myself pathetic.
But what can I do? I lost the staring contest in two seconds flat.
I have heard people say that you can use charisma like a sword, but I felt like there was a real sword in those eyes of his. Fierce bastard!â
âSheâs gotten heavier.â
âThat is an insult to a lady! Iâm only 64 centimeters and 7 kilograms. He weighs about the same as a rice pallet, so how dare he try to pick a fight with someone whoâs 7 kilos?!â
If I could talk, I would have told him off with some pointed words, but unfortunately, I am still a mute.
Thereâs no choice. I have to show my will as proof that there is more to human beings than just words.
âUmmm ahhh~â ( ) ( )
âSeriously, those are not human words.â
I cried endless tears inwardly.
Speaking is just something I couldnât do.
âDoes that sound show how displeased I am? I probably just look like a child confused about her mommy and daddy.
Ah. I should wipe my tears away.
I feel so sore, how can I live from now on?â
âSo ugly.â
ââŚâŚâŚâŚâŚâŚShould I just die?
To think that my father⌠I have no hope in my life.
Thatâs right. There are no dreams, hope or great emotions. Thereâs not even a future for me.
Hah! If I could, I would like to grab Godâs collar and start shaking it furiously.
You bastard! Do you have a grudge against me?!â ( )
âI wonât order you to cry.â
âFather, were you seriously considering on ordering me to cry?
This fucker is seriously off.
There really is something off about him.
Itâs terrifying.
I mean, itâs not easy to be this off your rocker.
Are you seriously crazy?â
âYou are uglier when you cry.â
âAh Damn! Fuck this. I wonât do it! I wonât!
Iâm not going to do it! I wonât do it!
I seriously donât want to live anymore.
Whatâs wrong with him?
*Sob Sob* Someone, save me. If I stay with him any longer, my common sense will be destroyed.
*Weep Weep*, Of course, my mind will be destroyed too.
Society will also be destroyed on top of that.
Then this country will be destroyed.
In this way, the world will end.â
I thought he would go somewhere else with me in his arms but he immediately sat down.
It was a closed place but this place was fucking large for a study.
There was a separate area to organize paperwork and another area to work. The area I was currently in was the back of the study, which was used as a separate break room.
I could feel the plush couchâs fluffy texture through Keitel.
âThis sofa is lavish. Dude, I envy you showing off your money.â
Keitel picked up some paperwork while holding me in one arm. I guess he really was busy.
I peeked at his monotonous writing then turned my head away.
The thought of having to learn new letters caused my head to hurt.
âWhen will I find the time to learn all of that? I can use three languages Korean, English, and Japanese but to be honest, I wasnât that good at all three. Fuck this.â
âAre you bored?â
He looked at me since the child was whimpering.
I wanted to shake my head but I was too lazy, so I sat still.
âItâs so annoying, from the moment you held me, I felt all the energy inside me wither away.â
Since there was no response Keitel lowered his papers.
From the stack of papers, it looked like he already read ten of them.
âYouâre a pretty fast bastard.â
I donât know what he was thinking, but he put his hands on my sides and made me stand upright.
When he made me stand, obviously it required energy to go to my legs.
As such, I wasnât able to stand. He then held me up so it looked like I was standing.
As I stood there with both my arms hovering in the air I looked at Keitelâs laughing face, it made my stomach squirm.
âThat fucker!
I already kinda knew you were treating me like a toy, but last nightâs conversation was a bit shocking in its own way. To say I am not your daughter but I am yours, am I just a possession?
What kind of backward thinking is this?! What kind of shitty reasoning is this?!â
I sighed.
Then, I spontaneously grabbed clumps of his hair.
His silver hair, that had a reddish light to them, was in my hands.
I was only able to grab a little with my baby hands but it felt so soft.
âAre you using some kind of treatment on your hair?â
âAH~â
As soon as I grabbed his hair I tried to bring it to my mouth.
I am going to bite it.
I didnât have teeth so I couldnât bite his arms, instead, I wanted to chew out his hair.
Despite my ambition filled outburst, when I tried to chew on his hair, I felt Keitelâs eyes on me and it was not his usual look.
ââŚâŚ.Am I doing something crazy right now?â
I thought that only for a moment when Keitel started chuckling.
âAh? Ah, this is a bit scary.â
He started laughing on his own which shocked me so I stopped trying to chew his hair and just sat there. Thank God at that moment my superman rescued me.
âPrincess, you must not do that. Thatâs not something to eat.â
âCerera!â
My nanny immediately ran over to me and removed the silver hair from my mouth.
Then in a stern voice, she said, âThat durity. Donât eat that. It bad.â ( )