Chapter 63 \nā€œā€”You sure look confident. Aren’t you a little conceited?ā€\n
Mina suddenly spoke.
My match with Mina would begin shortly. The fight between the two Senpais in front of me had just ended and they were shaking hands with each other. It was a good match. I often dreamed of being able to fight and use normal magic like them.
It was supposed to be a dream that shouldn’t have come true for me. However, I was standing at this stage right now, regardless of the fact that I possessed healing magic.
As I surveyed my surroundings, I spotted Usato’s white uniform among the students wearing black robes.
ā€œNo matter how hard you try, nothing will change. It won’t change the reality that Oji-sama and the others abandoned you, or how your beloved little sister was pulled away from you. Lastly, there’s nothing you can do about your magic. If I had to compare my magic with yours, it would be like the difference of Heaven and Earth.ā€
Right, I have a little sister.
Because of that worthless household of mine, I was separated from her.
I’m sure she has been living in happiness while surrounded by my parents’ smiles. I didn’t feel jealous. After all, she’s my one and only little sister. She thought of me as family until the very end. I wonder what my parents told her about me leaving… I’m sure they gave her some convenient answer like I was working hard somewhere far away. I still didn’t understand why they wanted to hide my existence so desperately but it really didn’t matter at this point.
ā€œMina, those things don’t really matter to me anymore. Whether it’s to be a noble again or getting revenge against you… None of it matters anymore.ā€
ā€œAre you saying you’re willing to discard your noble lineage? You still have a chance to start over but because of your foolishness, you would willingly cast away your proud noble status? Nack… Nack Agarest.ā€
ā€œYou sure say some strange things. I’ve already been discarded…… By ā€˜Oji-sama and the others’, as you would word it. That’s why we became unrelated to each other the moment those idiots put me in here.ā€
ā€œā€¦.In that case, why are you standing here right now? You should know just how painful my magic is… But I’ve actually been holding back, you know? You’re not that much of an idiot, right?ā€
That’s right.
Despite how she’s someone that found joy in hurting others, there has never been a time where she seriously used her explosion magic on others. She has only used her magic to inflict the maximum amount of pain that people could withstand. That’s what she was doing to me until now.
I couldn’t help but form a smile when I saw that her reaction was exactly what I imagined in my head.
ā€œHave you gone mad?ā€
ā€œā€”I actually didn’t need to fight and keep this promise with you. I was shown another path but… I’m no good at the moment. When I saw the broad back of ā€˜that’ person which I admire, I couldn’t help but think something this presumptuous ā€˜I want to stand shoulder-to-shoulder beside them’. I haven’t gone mad, Mina. I finally found it. It’s something worth betting my entire life onā€¦ā€
Before meeting with Usato-san, I had nothing.
I got kicked out of the place I could call home. I’ve been frantically… And desperately trying to live ever since then. I had no future and lived an aimless everyday life. But I was given a path… I found hope.
No matter how much abuse I received, my feelings of gratitude didn’t change. I’ll become a healing magician like Usato-san some day and proudly enter the Rescue Squad. That’s how I want to grow and mature as a person.
ā€œAre you referring to that healing magician guy who is secretly a monster? You want to stand shoulder-to-shoulder beside someone like that? It’s proof you’re not sane. I truly feel sad. You actually want to become something that isn’t human.ā€
ā€œI’ll admit that he’s someone with monster-like strength. But no matter how strong a person is, if their character isn’t good, it just becomes plain violence. For example, someone who has explosion magic like you.ā€
ā€œHeehā€¦ā€¦ā€
The corners of her eyes rose.
But I had survived these 3 days. Her wrath didn’t startle me in the slightest.
ā€œMina, I’m going to defeat you and say farewell. Afterwards, I’ll slip out of Luquisā€¦ā€
This was something that wasn’t going to happen any time soon. I planned to make various preparations to leave Luquis after this mock battle and head for Lyngle. I don’t have any reasons to stay here… I didn’t have any friends. Still… I didn’t know whether Kiriha-san and the others could be called friends but it was really heart-breaking to bid farewell to them.
Originally, I was someone that was naturally hated. I was awkward but they didn’t treat me any differently. It was painful because I couldn’t return this debt of gratitude in any way.
It seemed like my words really startled Mina. Her eyes were wide open in astonishment and mixed with scorn. She squinted her eyes and glared at me. I felt a sense of danger.
ā€œā€¦Leaving here? Without my permission? …..That’s an interesting joke, Nack. This is surely what it means for someone to be extremely conceited, right? I was only intending to have you taste a bit of pain and let you off but… I changed my mind. Fortunately, Oji-sama and the others have told me ā€˜Do as you like.’ for this fight.ā€
Mina pointed at me and continued.
ā€œI’ll make you cry and beg me for forgiveness. I’ll make sure to have you wear some rags and be my slave for a lifetime. It’s an honor, right?ā€
ā€œYou really are someone who does and says whatever you want… No, you’ve always been like thisā€¦ā€
To begin with, I don’t even know how this conversation ended up here. Serving as Mina’s slave for lifetime? I’ll pass. There’s no way I would want to seclude myself here. I took in a deep breath and regained my concentration.
Mina took half a step in response to my words and got into a stance with her giant silver shield. She then started emitting a large amount of magic power from her hand.
ā€œI’m not afraid of you anymore.ā€
ā€œYou’ve said it now, pitiful little dropout.ā€
There was no need to respond to her.
This would be the crucial moment. I would show what I’ve obtained in these 5 days with Usato-san.
A strange silence dominated the training grounds.
At the same time Mina started firing her magic, I kicked the ground and dashed out with as much strength as I could muster.
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Ā \nA scarlet sphere formed in Mina’s palm.
[Explosion Magic]. A rare type of magic that originated from [Fire Magic]. The characteristic of this magic is that it could momentarily heat up the atmosphere of a given space and cause an explosion, roasting and blowing up the target. As I can only attack in close quarters, it’s a bad match-up for me.
Additionally, Mina has a shield.
This is a problem. I suspect that her shield isn’t for guarding against my attacks. It’s probably to protect against her own explosion magic. It’s a good tactic to prepare a safeguard like this. The fatal weakness of explosion magic is that it could harm its user.
As I thought this, I kicked the ground once more and leapt to the side.
ā€œā€¦..ā€
The place I was just at a moment ago was hit with a ball of magic and the impact caused a small explosion. As I examined the power of Mina’s magic, she looked at me in shock.
ā€œYou…..ā€
ā€œIt’s not like I came here to play around! Take this seriously!ā€
ā€œDon’t underestimate me….!ā€
She started to form more magic spheres.
Just as Mina said, she injected much more magic in her sphere for this fight. It was on a completely different level than the ones that hit me in the past. I wasn’t happy at all but it seemed like it was true that Mina was holding back before.
But it was overwhelmingly slow.
It was around half the speed of Usato-san’s magic balls when thrown. Honestly, it was a little odd for me to use him as a comparison but I ended up doing it unconsciously.
ā€œWay too slow…!ā€
I ran from one end of the training ground to the other as magic balls made their way towards me one by one. Using this time, I started to read where the attacks were aimed at. I twisted my body at the very last moment to dodge one.
I immediately squatted down to avoid another and picked up some pebbles near my feet as I did so.
Without any delay, I started throwing the pebbles at the balls of magic heading towards me. As this triggered the explosions earlier, I jumped back before the impact reached me.
ā€œI’ve certainly obtained some results… Usato-san.ā€
While I patted the dust off myself, I felt the growth of my strength from my own effort.
I didn’t feel proud. But I did feel thankful.
I thought it was a magic that couldn’t be used anymore. I thought it had to be a magic that needed to be used for someone else… There was nothing that made me happier than using this magic to strengthen myself.
ā€œUoh!?ā€
As I felt moved, Mina’s magic ball flew towards me.
Despite the fact that the dust hadn’t completely disappeared from her attacks yet, she continued her assault. I could understand just how angry she was due to my words but…
This is a chance.
Mina is just taking shots in the dark. She doesn’t know exactly where I am. But I can tell where Mina is just based on where she’s firing her magic.
ā€œThat’s why…!ā€
I didn’t have the endurance to receive a direct hit from Mina’s explosion magic. It’s highly possible I would faint the moment I got hit. But as long as I couldn’t get close to Mina, I didn’t have a single chance of defeating her.
For this reason, I have to go.
I placed my right palm on the ground and stored power in my legs.
ā€œI’m going!!ā€
As I encouraged myself, I used all my power and ran straight for where Mina was inside the cloud of dust.
This is a suicidal act as everything would be over if I got hit by Mina’s attack while charging in. However, Mina is only firing at the direction where she thinks I am at. She wouldn’t think I’m trying to recklessly charge her from here. It’s still possible for me to run into one of her attacks but it’s not like I didn’t consider that…
While explosion magic continued to be bombarded on the training grounds and leaving dust everywhere, I didn’t lose sight of Mina. When I was sure of her location, I took a firm step forward with my right foot and jumped out in that one moment.
ā€œUooh…….!ā€
I broke through the cloud of dust and appeared several meters in the air right in front of Mina.
ā€œā€¦ā€¦.Eh?ā€
ā€œEat this!!ā€
The momentum couldn’t be stopped.
I dropped and attacked Mina from a diagonal angle… I sent forth a dropkick towards her as she looked stupefied.
ā€œHah, eh!? Hiiih….!?ā€
On the spur of the moment, she thrust her shield in the ground. She aimed the shield towards me to receive my kick while she hid behind it— But. That shield wouldn’t be enough. It wouldn’t be enough to protect you against my efforts in these 5 days!!
ā€œDo you think an iron plate could defend against my kick!?ā€\nā€œWhat!? No way! ….Kyaah!?ā€
I fully utilized my body and rotated it to further increase the penetration power of my kick. Mina was went flying back from the impact of my kick along with her shield.
After she was blown far away, I didn’t take my eyes off of her as she landed roughly on the ground. Her clothes were now covered in dust as well.
ā€œI won’t yield to you anymore! Mina Liashia! I’ll cut off this tie I have with you today!ā€
This is my strength.
This is the strength that you.. and your group looked down on!
I pointed and shouted at her as she got up. It seemed like she scratched herself a little when she landed as blood dripped down from her mouth. Other than that, she wasn’t injured thanks to her shield. But there was a clean dent right in the middle of the shield that she blocked with. I could also see a small crack within that crevice.
Even so, Mina still recovered.
ā€œHah! Very good… I’ll make you regret making me serious….!ā€
Using her dented shield to support herself, she stood up. While violently wiping her mouth, she glared at me with bloodshot eyes. I took a stance as her intense stare locked onto me with anger and bloodlust.
From here on out, I would be fighting against a frantic Mina. A side of hers that I didn’t know…
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ā€œHe’s gotten stronger.ā€
As I was watching the match between Nack and Mina, Senpai suddenly spoke while deep in thought.
When I took a look around, everyone was dumbfounded… Even the people that appeared to be teachers.
It was natural. I tried to copy and reproduce Rose’s training to the best of my ability. I felt a little proud to see my disciple’s growth.
ā€œHe became stronger thanks to the training. However, he obtained that kind of strength by following through with the training until the end.ā€
It must have been painful. Even my heart hurt to go through with it.
But Nack held on and completed it. It was only 5 days of training but the last 3 days weren’t something I planned. They were much more severe, after all.
I was currently folding my arms and looking at Nack evading the magic balls.
ā€œI heard from Senpai that it was only 5 days of training but… This is amazing. Wouldn’t it bad if that girl called Mina were to get a direct hit from Nack? Look at his kick from just a moment ago, she would get knocked out.ā€
ā€œNope. He really should have settled the match with that kick just now.ā€
ā€œEh, why?ā€
Kazuki was surprised and turned to face me.
Without looking away from Nack and Mina’s fight, I started to talk about my analysis.
ā€œMina’s responses were faster than I had expected. But there’s also the truth that Nack’s only strong point is his legs. Unlike me, his arm strength isn’t any different from an average person’s. You can think of Nack’s kick just now as his most powerful move.ā€
But Mina’s shield was tough, matching its appearance. I thought that since it was heavy, it would take quite a bit of strength to lift it. And Nack’s speed might have been enough to take advantage of that.
Since Nack couldn’t destroy the shield, this is going to be difficult… Mina probably isn’t an idiot. You might not have another chance, Nack.
ā€œWell, that’s just how it is. Nack also doesn’t have much endurance so one hit might just knock him out. After all, I didn’t get a chance to train his endurance by beating him up with my fists.ā€
ā€œOne punch from you would kill Nack, okay!?ā€
Inukami-senpai exclaimed.
ā€œHahaha… Haha.ā€
What should I do? I ended up punching Nack once or twice yesterday to intercept him.
But since I coated my fists with healing magic, it was safe, right? Nack himself looked completely fine too.
I was trembling a little on the inside. If they knew, they would definitely move a few steps away from me…
ā€œYou shouldn’t lie. Usato, lying is bad. You should confess everything right now.ā€
This little fox….
While I innocently smiled at Senpai and Kazuki, I secretly aimed a finger behind me. As I did so, Amako’s face became pale and protected her forehead with her hand. She also started pulling on my uniform and tried to hide herself.
Hey, hey. My uniform is going to stretch if you do that…
I sighed at the sight of Amako concealing her forehead with my uniform.
ā€œHaah… Well, Mina’s endurance is about the same. The match will be decided the moment any of them takes a hit. And after seeing Mina stand up without losing spirit despite receiving Nack’s attack head on, it’s clear she’s not just a simple bully. I expected for her movements to falter after receiving one blow from Nack.ā€\n\nā€œA shield isn’t just for defense… At least as far as I’m concerned. Well, it won’t work anymore after seeing it for the first time. But don’t you think it’s good for a surprise attack?ā€
ā€œGah…. Hah….ā€
Did I get cut on my forehead? Blood was flowing down from there… When I tried to operate my healing magic, I felt unsteady and couldn’t concentrate properly. If I couldn’t concentrate then my healing magic would only have half the effect— My wounds wouldn’t heal immediately.
As I fell down to my knees, Mina scowled at me.
ā€œLet me tell you this, you can’t win against me just because your legs and vision have improved. A magician who doesn’t understand their own magic’s properties can’t win. Of course, you have to take into consideration on the match-up against your opponent. My magic against your magic… is the worst match-up. Actually, why were you so conceited that you thought you could win against me? I thought you of all people would understand that… The distinction between opponents you can win and can’t win against.ā€
Opponents I could win against and ones I couldn’t win against… Is she saying that there are absolute win or lose match-ups among the students and Halfa-san here…?
ā€œBut I’ll praise you. You really did well. Even I’m honestly surprised that you’ve come this far in only one week. How about it? If you surrender now, I’ll make an exception and forgive you. You don’t want to be in any more pain, right?ā€
ā€œā€¦ā€¦ā€¦.y.ā€
I’m genuinely astonished at how she was frankly praising me instead of ridiculing me.
Her words also felt excessively sweet. After all, my situation might drastically change if I were to admit defeat here. I might not get bullied anymore… Yes, this is what I thought.
However, my answer didn’t change.
ā€œNo.. way.ā€
My situation would change? Wasn’t that just a naĆÆve way of thinking? It was true that I felt that this was the first time Mina was recognizing my ability. Since she despised me until now, I felt a sense of accomplishment. If I said I wasn’t happy, I would be lying. She was basically admitting that I had real ability.
But that’s all.
If I didn’t defeat her and overcome this, she would still continue to suppress me. My everyday life wouldn’t change.
I would be below her, and she would be above me— A relationship I wouldn’t be able to reverse no matter what.
ā€œHmmmmā€¦ā€
ā€œI came here today to beat you up. There’s no way I’ll recognize my own loss… If I yield here, I think I’ll be a loser for the rest of my life… That’s why, I don’t want to yield… Whether it be to my parents, the group that bullied me, or you. I admit that if I forfeit here, my shitty everyday life might become a little better. But then the five days that Usato-san used on me would be wasted. That’s something I definitely don’t want.ā€
ā€œā€¦.Is it really that important to you? You’ve only known each other for a week, right?ā€
ā€œYeah… That’s right. It’s only been one week…! In that short amount of time, I’ve received so much and I can’t even express my gratitude for it all! It was harsh, painful, and I wanted to run away… But I was happy…..!ā€
I didn’t want to have expectations for anyone.
I didn’t want anyone to have any expectations of me.
I was deserted by my own parents and I couldn’t believe in anyone from the bottom of my heart… I wasn’t anything special but I was properly trained right here on these training grounds.
He believed in my victory. Wasn’t that reason more than enough for me to not admit defeat?
ā€œHe said I could choose to believe again… Ever since that day I awakened to healing magic, I’ve been living at the very bottom in darkness! It was something I never even considered again! That’s why even in a situation like this where I’m likely to lose, I will absolutely not surrender to you!!ā€
ā€œā€¦ā€¦..Hah. You’ve really said it. Is this what it means when people get a rush of blood to their head and become idiots? I think it would be better to consider your own circumstances and carefully choose your words before speaking.ā€
ā€œDon’t forget, I’m a healing magician… These injuries are nothing!!ā€
I got off my knees and stood up.
My wounds had already healed. Ironically, this conversation allowed me to buy enough time to recover. I wiped the blood off my forehead and splashed it onto the ground.
I can still fight.
ā€œI see, it can’t be helped……. We’ll continue.ā€
ā€œ!ā€
With a sharp glint in her eyes, she pointed her palm towards me. I retreated right away and put some distance between us. I couldn’t take another hit from her again.
A small explosion appeared at the spot I was just at. Mina sighed upon seeing me dodge. She held a hand against her forehead and directed her gaze at me.
ā€œI’m going to change my method.ā€
ā€œā€¦ā€¦.Hah?ā€
ā€œI thought I could just pin you to a corner by aiming my shots precisely but you’re more stubborn than I thought. It looks like that won’t work… That’s why I’m going to change my method.ā€
She thrust her shield into the ground and she started using both her hands to form a new magic sphere.
But it was different this time. She wasn’t forming just one sphere, she was making several smaller ones. They were divided among the sphere she just made and 5 floated in each palm.
Knowing that some kind of attack would be coming, cold sweat dripped down my back.
ā€œFufufu, although I’m not a monster like that hero, I can at least do this much. I’ll just keep launching explosion magic towards the direction you’re heading. I won’t focus so much on my aim anymore. One magic ball will trigger an explosion of another, causing a chain reaction. The resulting explosion will lead to your destruction.ā€
Combining the magic balls in both palms, she has a total of 10.
She showed a fearless smile and spread out her hands. She then quickly jumped back.
ā€œIf you think you can run away and escape this… Why don’t you show me?ā€
In the next moment, several bomb blasts violently rushed towards my body simultaneously.