Chapter 63 \nāāYou sure look confident. Arenāt you a little conceited?ā\n
Mina suddenly spoke.
My match with Mina would begin shortly. The fight between the two Senpais in front of me had just ended and they were shaking hands with each other. It was a good match. I often dreamed of being able to fight and use normal magic like them.
It was supposed to be a dream that shouldnāt have come true for me. However, I was standing at this stage right now, regardless of the fact that I possessed healing magic.
As I surveyed my surroundings, I spotted Usatoās white uniform among the students wearing black robes.
āNo matter how hard you try, nothing will change. It wonāt change the reality that Oji-sama and the others abandoned you, or how your beloved little sister was pulled away from you. Lastly, thereās nothing you can do about your magic. If I had to compare my magic with yours, it would be like the difference of Heaven and Earth.ā
Right, I have a little sister.
Because of that worthless household of mine, I was separated from her.
Iām sure she has been living in happiness while surrounded by my parentsā smiles. I didnāt feel jealous. After all, sheās my one and only little sister. She thought of me as family until the very end. I wonder what my parents told her about me leaving⦠Iām sure they gave her some convenient answer like I was working hard somewhere far away. I still didnāt understand why they wanted to hide my existence so desperately but it really didnāt matter at this point.
āMina, those things donāt really matter to me anymore. Whether itās to be a noble again or getting revenge against you⦠None of it matters anymore.ā
āAre you saying youāre willing to discard your noble lineage? You still have a chance to start over but because of your foolishness, you would willingly cast away your proud noble status? Nack⦠Nack Agarest.ā
āYou sure say some strange things. Iāve already been discardedā¦ā¦ By āOji-sama and the othersā, as you would word it. Thatās why we became unrelated to each other the moment those idiots put me in here.ā
āā¦.In that case, why are you standing here right now? You should know just how painful my magic is⦠But Iāve actually been holding back, you know? Youāre not that much of an idiot, right?ā
Thatās right.
Despite how sheās someone that found joy in hurting others, there has never been a time where she seriously used her explosion magic on others. She has only used her magic to inflict the maximum amount of pain that people could withstand. Thatās what she was doing to me until now.
I couldnāt help but form a smile when I saw that her reaction was exactly what I imagined in my head.
āHave you gone mad?ā
āāI actually didnāt need to fight and keep this promise with you. I was shown another path but⦠Iām no good at the moment. When I saw the broad back of āthatā person which I admire, I couldnāt help but think something this presumptuous āI want to stand shoulder-to-shoulder beside themā. I havenāt gone mad, Mina. I finally found it. Itās something worth betting my entire life onā¦ā
Before meeting with Usato-san, I had nothing.
I got kicked out of the place I could call home. Iāve been frantically⦠And desperately trying to live ever since then. I had no future and lived an aimless everyday life. But I was given a path⦠I found hope.
No matter how much abuse I received, my feelings of gratitude didnāt change. Iāll become a healing magician like Usato-san some day and proudly enter the Rescue Squad. Thatās how I want to grow and mature as a person.
āAre you referring to that healing magician guy who is secretly a monster? You want to stand shoulder-to-shoulder beside someone like that? Itās proof youāre not sane. I truly feel sad. You actually want to become something that isnāt human.ā
āIāll admit that heās someone with monster-like strength. But no matter how strong a person is, if their character isnāt good, it just becomes plain violence. For example, someone who has explosion magic like you.ā
āHeehā¦ā¦ā
The corners of her eyes rose.
But I had survived these 3 days. Her wrath didnāt startle me in the slightest.
āMina, Iām going to defeat you and say farewell. Afterwards, Iāll slip out of Luquisā¦ā
This was something that wasnāt going to happen any time soon. I planned to make various preparations to leave Luquis after this mock battle and head for Lyngle. I donāt have any reasons to stay here⦠I didnāt have any friends. Still⦠I didnāt know whether Kiriha-san and the others could be called friends but it was really heart-breaking to bid farewell to them.
Originally, I was someone that was naturally hated. I was awkward but they didnāt treat me any differently. It was painful because I couldnāt return this debt of gratitude in any way.
It seemed like my words really startled Mina. Her eyes were wide open in astonishment and mixed with scorn. She squinted her eyes and glared at me. I felt a sense of danger.
āā¦Leaving here? Without my permission? ā¦..Thatās an interesting joke, Nack. This is surely what it means for someone to be extremely conceited, right? I was only intending to have you taste a bit of pain and let you off but⦠I changed my mind. Fortunately, Oji-sama and the others have told me āDo as you like.ā for this fight.ā
Mina pointed at me and continued.
āIāll make you cry and beg me for forgiveness. Iāll make sure to have you wear some rags and be my slave for a lifetime. Itās an honor, right?ā
āYou really are someone who does and says whatever you want⦠No, youāve always been like thisā¦ā
To begin with, I donāt even know how this conversation ended up here. Serving as Minaās slave for lifetime? Iāll pass. Thereās no way I would want to seclude myself here. I took in a deep breath and regained my concentration.
Mina took half a step in response to my words and got into a stance with her giant silver shield. She then started emitting a large amount of magic power from her hand.
āIām not afraid of you anymore.ā
āYouāve said it now, pitiful little dropout.ā
There was no need to respond to her.
This would be the crucial moment. I would show what Iāve obtained in these 5 days with Usato-san.
A strange silence dominated the training grounds.
At the same time Mina started firing her magic, I kicked the ground and dashed out with as much strength as I could muster.
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Ā \nA scarlet sphere formed in Minaās palm.
[Explosion Magic]. A rare type of magic that originated from [Fire Magic]. The characteristic of this magic is that it could momentarily heat up the atmosphere of a given space and cause an explosion, roasting and blowing up the target. As I can only attack in close quarters, itās a bad match-up for me.
Additionally, Mina has a shield.
This is a problem. I suspect that her shield isnāt for guarding against my attacks. Itās probably to protect against her own explosion magic. Itās a good tactic to prepare a safeguard like this. The fatal weakness of explosion magic is that it could harm its user.
As I thought this, I kicked the ground once more and leapt to the side.
āā¦..ā
The place I was just at a moment ago was hit with a ball of magic and the impact caused a small explosion. As I examined the power of Minaās magic, she looked at me in shock.
āYouā¦..ā
āItās not like I came here to play around! Take this seriously!ā
āDonāt underestimate meā¦.!ā
She started to form more magic spheres.
Just as Mina said, she injected much more magic in her sphere for this fight. It was on a completely different level than the ones that hit me in the past. I wasnāt happy at all but it seemed like it was true that Mina was holding back before.
But it was overwhelmingly slow.
It was around half the speed of Usato-sanās magic balls when thrown. Honestly, it was a little odd for me to use him as a comparison but I ended up doing it unconsciously.
āWay too slowā¦!ā
I ran from one end of the training ground to the other as magic balls made their way towards me one by one. Using this time, I started to read where the attacks were aimed at. I twisted my body at the very last moment to dodge one.
I immediately squatted down to avoid another and picked up some pebbles near my feet as I did so.
Without any delay, I started throwing the pebbles at the balls of magic heading towards me. As this triggered the explosions earlier, I jumped back before the impact reached me.
āIāve certainly obtained some results⦠Usato-san.ā
While I patted the dust off myself, I felt the growth of my strength from my own effort.
I didnāt feel proud. But I did feel thankful.
I thought it was a magic that couldnāt be used anymore. I thought it had to be a magic that needed to be used for someone else⦠There was nothing that made me happier than using this magic to strengthen myself.
āUoh!?ā
As I felt moved, Minaās magic ball flew towards me.
Despite the fact that the dust hadnāt completely disappeared from her attacks yet, she continued her assault. I could understand just how angry she was due to my words butā¦
This is a chance.
Mina is just taking shots in the dark. She doesnāt know exactly where I am. But I can tell where Mina is just based on where sheās firing her magic.
āThatās whyā¦!ā
I didnāt have the endurance to receive a direct hit from Minaās explosion magic. Itās highly possible I would faint the moment I got hit. But as long as I couldnāt get close to Mina, I didnāt have a single chance of defeating her.
For this reason, I have to go.
I placed my right palm on the ground and stored power in my legs.
āIām going!!ā
As I encouraged myself, I used all my power and ran straight for where Mina was inside the cloud of dust.
This is a suicidal act as everything would be over if I got hit by Minaās attack while charging in. However, Mina is only firing at the direction where she thinks I am at. She wouldnāt think Iām trying to recklessly charge her from here. Itās still possible for me to run into one of her attacks but itās not like I didnāt consider thatā¦
While explosion magic continued to be bombarded on the training grounds and leaving dust everywhere, I didnāt lose sight of Mina. When I was sure of her location, I took a firm step forward with my right foot and jumped out in that one moment.
āUoohā¦ā¦.!ā
I broke through the cloud of dust and appeared several meters in the air right in front of Mina.
āā¦ā¦.Eh?ā
āEat this!!ā
The momentum couldnāt be stopped.
I dropped and attacked Mina from a diagonal angle⦠I sent forth a dropkick towards her as she looked stupefied.
āHah, eh!? Hiiihā¦.!?ā
On the spur of the moment, she thrust her shield in the ground. She aimed the shield towards me to receive my kick while she hid behind itā But. That shield wouldnāt be enough. It wouldnāt be enough to protect you against my efforts in these 5 days!!
āDo you think an iron plate could defend against my kick!?ā\nāWhat!? No way! ā¦.Kyaah!?ā
I fully utilized my body and rotated it to further increase the penetration power of my kick. Mina was went flying back from the impact of my kick along with her shield.
After she was blown far away, I didnāt take my eyes off of her as she landed roughly on the ground. Her clothes were now covered in dust as well.
āI wonāt yield to you anymore! Mina Liashia! Iāll cut off this tie I have with you today!ā
This is my strength.
This is the strength that you.. and your group looked down on!
I pointed and shouted at her as she got up. It seemed like she scratched herself a little when she landed as blood dripped down from her mouth. Other than that, she wasnāt injured thanks to her shield. But there was a clean dent right in the middle of the shield that she blocked with. I could also see a small crack within that crevice.
Even so, Mina still recovered.
āHah! Very good⦠Iāll make you regret making me seriousā¦.!ā
Using her dented shield to support herself, she stood up. While violently wiping her mouth, she glared at me with bloodshot eyes. I took a stance as her intense stare locked onto me with anger and bloodlust.
From here on out, I would be fighting against a frantic Mina. A side of hers that I didnāt knowā¦
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āHeās gotten stronger.ā
As I was watching the match between Nack and Mina, Senpai suddenly spoke while deep in thought.
When I took a look around, everyone was dumbfounded⦠Even the people that appeared to be teachers.
It was natural. I tried to copy and reproduce Roseās training to the best of my ability. I felt a little proud to see my discipleās growth.
āHe became stronger thanks to the training. However, he obtained that kind of strength by following through with the training until the end.ā
It must have been painful. Even my heart hurt to go through with it.
But Nack held on and completed it. It was only 5 days of training but the last 3 days werenāt something I planned. They were much more severe, after all.
I was currently folding my arms and looking at Nack evading the magic balls.
āI heard from Senpai that it was only 5 days of training but⦠This is amazing. Wouldnāt it bad if that girl called Mina were to get a direct hit from Nack? Look at his kick from just a moment ago, she would get knocked out.ā
āNope. He really should have settled the match with that kick just now.ā
āEh, why?ā
Kazuki was surprised and turned to face me.
Without looking away from Nack and Minaās fight, I started to talk about my analysis.
āMinaās responses were faster than I had expected. But thereās also the truth that Nackās only strong point is his legs. Unlike me, his arm strength isnāt any different from an average personās. You can think of Nackās kick just now as his most powerful move.ā
But Minaās shield was tough, matching its appearance. I thought that since it was heavy, it would take quite a bit of strength to lift it. And Nackās speed might have been enough to take advantage of that.
Since Nack couldnāt destroy the shield, this is going to be difficult⦠Mina probably isnāt an idiot. You might not have another chance, Nack.
āWell, thatās just how it is. Nack also doesnāt have much endurance so one hit might just knock him out. After all, I didnāt get a chance to train his endurance by beating him up with my fists.ā
āOne punch from you would kill Nack, okay!?ā
Inukami-senpai exclaimed.
āHahaha⦠Haha.ā
What should I do? I ended up punching Nack once or twice yesterday to intercept him.
But since I coated my fists with healing magic, it was safe, right? Nack himself looked completely fine too.
I was trembling a little on the inside. If they knew, they would definitely move a few steps away from meā¦
āYou shouldnāt lie. Usato, lying is bad. You should confess everything right now.ā
This little foxā¦.
While I innocently smiled at Senpai and Kazuki, I secretly aimed a finger behind me. As I did so, Amakoās face became pale and protected her forehead with her hand. She also started pulling on my uniform and tried to hide herself.
Hey, hey. My uniform is going to stretch if you do thatā¦
I sighed at the sight of Amako concealing her forehead with my uniform.
āHaah⦠Well, Minaās endurance is about the same. The match will be decided the moment any of them takes a hit. And after seeing Mina stand up without losing spirit despite receiving Nackās attack head on, itās clear sheās not just a simple bully. I expected for her movements to falter after receiving one blow from Nack.ā\n\nāA shield isnāt just for defense⦠At least as far as Iām concerned. Well, it wonāt work anymore after seeing it for the first time. But donāt you think itās good for a surprise attack?ā
āGahā¦. Hahā¦.ā
Did I get cut on my forehead? Blood was flowing down from there⦠When I tried to operate my healing magic, I felt unsteady and couldnāt concentrate properly. If I couldnāt concentrate then my healing magic would only have half the effectā My wounds wouldnāt heal immediately.
As I fell down to my knees, Mina scowled at me.
āLet me tell you this, you canāt win against me just because your legs and vision have improved. A magician who doesnāt understand their own magicās properties canāt win. Of course, you have to take into consideration on the match-up against your opponent. My magic against your magic⦠is the worst match-up. Actually, why were you so conceited that you thought you could win against me? I thought you of all people would understand that⦠The distinction between opponents you can win and canāt win against.ā
Opponents I could win against and ones I couldnāt win against⦠Is she saying that there are absolute win or lose match-ups among the students and Halfa-san hereā¦?
āBut Iāll praise you. You really did well. Even Iām honestly surprised that youāve come this far in only one week. How about it? If you surrender now, Iāll make an exception and forgive you. You donāt want to be in any more pain, right?ā
āā¦ā¦ā¦.y.ā
Iām genuinely astonished at how she was frankly praising me instead of ridiculing me.
Her words also felt excessively sweet. After all, my situation might drastically change if I were to admit defeat here. I might not get bullied anymore⦠Yes, this is what I thought.
However, my answer didnāt change.
āNo.. way.ā
My situation would change? Wasnāt that just a naĆÆve way of thinking? It was true that I felt that this was the first time Mina was recognizing my ability. Since she despised me until now, I felt a sense of accomplishment. If I said I wasnāt happy, I would be lying. She was basically admitting that I had real ability.
But thatās all.
If I didnāt defeat her and overcome this, she would still continue to suppress me. My everyday life wouldnāt change.
I would be below her, and she would be above meā A relationship I wouldnāt be able to reverse no matter what.
āHmmmmā¦ā
āI came here today to beat you up. Thereās no way Iāll recognize my own loss⦠If I yield here, I think Iāll be a loser for the rest of my life⦠Thatās why, I donāt want to yield⦠Whether it be to my parents, the group that bullied me, or you. I admit that if I forfeit here, my shitty everyday life might become a little better. But then the five days that Usato-san used on me would be wasted. Thatās something I definitely donāt want.ā
āā¦.Is it really that important to you? Youāve only known each other for a week, right?ā
āYeah⦠Thatās right. Itās only been one weekā¦! In that short amount of time, Iāve received so much and I canāt even express my gratitude for it all! It was harsh, painful, and I wanted to run away⦠But I was happyā¦..!ā
I didnāt want to have expectations for anyone.
I didnāt want anyone to have any expectations of me.
I was deserted by my own parents and I couldnāt believe in anyone from the bottom of my heart⦠I wasnāt anything special but I was properly trained right here on these training grounds.
He believed in my victory. Wasnāt that reason more than enough for me to not admit defeat?
āHe said I could choose to believe again⦠Ever since that day I awakened to healing magic, Iāve been living at the very bottom in darkness! It was something I never even considered again! Thatās why even in a situation like this where Iām likely to lose, I will absolutely not surrender to you!!ā
āā¦ā¦..Hah. Youāve really said it. Is this what it means when people get a rush of blood to their head and become idiots? I think it would be better to consider your own circumstances and carefully choose your words before speaking.ā
āDonāt forget, Iām a healing magician⦠These injuries are nothing!!ā
I got off my knees and stood up.
My wounds had already healed. Ironically, this conversation allowed me to buy enough time to recover. I wiped the blood off my forehead and splashed it onto the ground.
I can still fight.
āI see, it canāt be helpedā¦ā¦. Weāll continue.ā
ā!ā
With a sharp glint in her eyes, she pointed her palm towards me. I retreated right away and put some distance between us. I couldnāt take another hit from her again.
A small explosion appeared at the spot I was just at. Mina sighed upon seeing me dodge. She held a hand against her forehead and directed her gaze at me.
āIām going to change my method.ā
āā¦ā¦.Hah?ā
āI thought I could just pin you to a corner by aiming my shots precisely but youāre more stubborn than I thought. It looks like that wonāt work⦠Thatās why Iām going to change my method.ā
She thrust her shield into the ground and she started using both her hands to form a new magic sphere.
But it was different this time. She wasnāt forming just one sphere, she was making several smaller ones. They were divided among the sphere she just made and 5 floated in each palm.
Knowing that some kind of attack would be coming, cold sweat dripped down my back.
āFufufu, although Iām not a monster like that hero, I can at least do this much. Iāll just keep launching explosion magic towards the direction youāre heading. I wonāt focus so much on my aim anymore. One magic ball will trigger an explosion of another, causing a chain reaction. The resulting explosion will lead to your destruction.ā
Combining the magic balls in both palms, she has a total of 10.
She showed a fearless smile and spread out her hands. She then quickly jumped back.
āIf you think you can run away and escape this⦠Why donāt you show me?ā
In the next moment, several bomb blasts violently rushed towards my body simultaneously.