I havenāt had such a bad hangover in a long time. I struggled to lift my face from the pillow.
My lower body seemed to be completely dead, and my upper body was half-numb. I couldnāt move my body. It was difficult to even turn on the side.
I knew why my body was in a state of chaos.
The scene from yesterday keeps coming non-stop.
The scene keeps pouring in.
How shameful did I act yesterday?
It seems I was drunk from when I was in the dining room. Fortunately, I refrained from saying things likeĀ āturning my back wellā andĀ āsucking it wellā, but I had a clear memory of leaning against his broad back and complaining about not having a boyfriend or family.
I ate twenty-seven pieces of salmon and even talked about my family. Iām so embarrassed.
Still, I was grateful for the sex, but it was too much.
It was the first time I had sex without such a tomorrow.
āSeo-yu ssi, lie down hereā¦ā
āWhere are you going? Donāt goā¦ā
Last night, I grabbed Choi Sung-hoon, who put me down, and looked at him with teary eyes.
āI have no intention of dealing with drunkards.ā
āIām not usually a drunkardā¦Iām a drunk Omegaā¦ā
āChoi Sung-hoon ssi is Alphaā¦ā
I lied on my back, one hand between the pillow and my face, the other twirling the hem of his shirt.
āAnd neither of us has a lover.ā
I widened my eyes and smiled at him. I thought I was fatally sexy at the time, so I did something like that. However, now that I thought about it, Iām just a drunkard with his eyes wide open.
āWhat more do you needā¦?ā
Nonetheless, after some thought, he let out a heavy sigh and unbuttoned his blazer. Choi Sung-hoon was extremely sexy. And I knew the moment our eyes met, my pheromone was leaking out.
It was the pheromone from the Omega who was in the heat cycle.
āAre you okay?āĀ He asked.
āItās even worse if you leave it like that.āĀ I replied.
There were no more words for Alpha and Omegaās one-night stand, especially when the Omega went into a heat cycle.
It had been the beginning of peaceful sex until then, but the next was the problem.
The pheromone of the dominant Alpha that leaked out for the first time took away my sanity.
Even though I was in heat, I couldnāt handle it. I remember begging him to stop later. The size was also big, but it was because we did it for too long and a lot. Even a drunken Omega in heat like me thought that this was too much.
Whatās unfortunate was that I only remember crying and begging. I donāt remember the rest.
Damn itā¦ I should have been sober.
The reason I donāt remember the sex was not because I was drunk, but because I was in heat. Even when Iām drunk, I can keep my composure, but I always lose my reason when Iām in heat.
Iām going insane because the image of him hugging and lifting my waist with his thick hands appears in my mind blurrily.
I donāt know when I would have another chance like this.
The only thing that comes clear to my mind was when I was complaining about my family.
Shame on you. What expression should I make when I look at Choi Sung-hoon?
I just wanted to lie down, but I woke up clutching my aching waist. The arm that supported the waist hurt as well.
The room was styled after a hotel suite. Several condoms rolled around on the calm-colored rug, and when I awoke, my face reflected in the front mirror was disastrous.
To be honest, I almost went to see it thinking it was a crucian carp raised in this room when I first saw it.
The dominant alpha pheromone, which I had felt faintly as I lost my reason the day before, had disappeared completely.
My clothes were neatly folded on the luxurious sofa under the bright lights. As if it had just been washed, it was soft and warm.
I immediately thought of it when I saw those clothes.
I got over yesterdayā¦ in that outfit.
I wish someone would smack me on the head. I want to forget everything.
I went down carefully under the bed. My legs were shaking, but I bit my lips and held them in. I sat on the floor, holding my clothes in my hand. And I realized while sat down that I was naked and only wearing a gown.
Now there was a sound of running water in the shower room. 99% chance it was Choi Sung-hoon.
There were three options. Either find a mouse hole that can fit 178cm right now, find a time machine to go back to yesterday, or go out that door and disappear quickly.
Fortunately, my cell phone was in my coat pocket. I looked at the time and saw that the sun had risen in the middle of the sky.
I crawled and scurried around like a caterpillar. It was because the shower room was right next to the door. I still had a backache, but I put up with it.
I barely made it to the door while lying on my stomach. I stretched out my hand, grabbed the doorknob, and opened the door very quietly and carefully.
I made eye contact with the gangster-looking brothers who stood directly in front of the door. They were men with bald heads and tattoos that reached all the way to the back of their necks.
They seemed bewildered to see me crawling on the floor.
āDid the boss give you medicine?ā
āYou must be exhausted, what kind of play was it?ā
I got up with a smile on my face and shook my head.
āThanksā¦ for, your hard work.ā
My voice was terrible. I didnāt say much yesterday, but I moaned a lot.
The more I thought about it, the more I realized how wasteful it was. Why canāt I remember the hot sex because of my heat and I remember only embarrassing things! I should have stopped whining and vomiting because I missed my family. Anyway, even when I drink, I always rationally restrain myself, so my rationality was never easily shattered.
āSeo-yu ssi, why are you here?ā
It felt like a very ominous sign that the gangster-like men knew my name.
āChoi Sung-hoon is washing right now, so please come in in 10 minutes.ā
āYes? Where are you going?ā
āIām going to buy something for a while.ā
āIāve got a lot of condoms.ā
āNot that. I need all sorts of tools andā¦Ā Thereās got to be all kinds.ā
Haaā¦ Should I go back in? Toolā¦ The beastly dominant Alpha and toolsā¦
I was attracted for a while, but I kept it to myself. Iād done too many shameful things to ever have sex with him again.
Omegaās estrus was a very unfair physiological phenomenon. The Alphaās pheromones cool it down, causing him to lose his reason and memory. What a waste.
I approached the gangster-looking brothers took the gesture to bow their heads and said,
āActually, weāre playing right now. Itās kind of hide-and-seek play. The whole building is the backdrop.ā
āThe boss said that he wouldnāt come out within the next 12 hoursā¦ā
Was he trying to spend another 12 hours of bliss? Iām getting goosebumps.
āI asked him to do it and he said okay. Iām going to go hide quickly before Choi Sung-hoon shows up.ā
āYouāre all so big that youāll get caught quickly. Do you want to get in trouble for making the play boring?ā
I jokingly threatened them with my eyes wide open. Surprisingly, the gangster-looking brothersā faces hardened in an instant.
Choi Sung-hoon must be frightening.
āI have no choice but to go alone. See you later!ā
I smiled and waved goodbye as I exited the room. My legs were trembling, so I leaned against the wall as I walked.
They looked at each other and seemed to ponder, but in the end, they did not follow.
From the moment I reached a point where the gangster-looking brothersā eyes couldnāt reach, I ran like an athlete who competed in the Korea-Japan 100m race. It means that I ran like hell at the risk of my life in bad physical condition.
I encountered other gangster-looking brothers who stood in the middle of the hallway while I ran, but I didnāt look them in the eyes, and they didnāt try to catch me.
As soon as I left the building, I got into a taxi in sight.
The driver seemed concerned when I took a breath and groaned due to my sore back.
āPassenger, are you okay?ā
āPlease go to Hapjeong. Hurry up. Iām in a hurry.ā
āYes, if I donāt leave right now, Iāll die.ā
Two gangster-looking brothers appeared urgently at the clubās entrance. Fortunately, the taxi left before they came to catch me.
āPassenger, are you a celebrity? Are you broadcasting somethingā¦ like a chase?ā
āWhat? No, itās not like that.ā
āWhat a shame, but youāre a celebrity, arenāt you? I donāt know much about idols, are you an idol?ā
āI told you itās not like that.ā
The taxi driver snooped me with his rearview mirror and recited the name of an idol he know. All of the idols he mentioned had thin and pretty faces. I turned on my phoneās screen to say no to any further conversations.
I got a phone call and jumped like Iād been stung by lightning. I was so surprised that my seat and hips had slipped by 30 cm.
It was Choi Sung-hoon and I didnāt answer.
The phone rang repeatedly, hung up after 3 minutes, and then rang again. Because I did not receive it, it rang 12 times and then hung up.
From Choi Sung-hoonās point of view, it would be absurd. He was abandoned by Omega, who fled after doing plenty of embarrassing things, including releasing the heat cycle. I should apologize laterā¦
I canāt do it now, because Iām too ashamed.
Come to think of it, it was a strange one.
Iām not the type of person who thinks about these things, regrets them, and feels ashamed of them.
I donāt usually get injections, but I do drink alcohol when Iām not feeling well. Iāve also gotten drunk and called my ex-lovers to demonstrate how I overcome them.
But why was my face getting so hot again?
I thought my personality changed as I got older.