Cute things are cute, but⊠it looks a little unsatisfactory to me. In Japan, when kids visit shrines on Shichi-Go-San1, the kimono and dresses that they wear are all very showy and colorful so that theyâll look good for their photos. Or, at least, thatâs the image the photography studios keep feeding us in their ads.
âWhat do you think, Maine? Isnât it cute?â
If you wanted to, you could make it a little bit more fluttery, or maybe add some more decorations. Either of those things would make it so much cuterâŠ
I may be saying that to myself deep in my heart, but my mother looks so proud of her handiwork and Tory looks so pleased with her new dress that I guess itâs already more than good enough. This isnât an outfit that youâre going to have a picture taken of for your own self-satisfaction, this is something thatâs going to be worn to a temple. Itâs entirely possible that wearing something flashy would be frowned upon. I donât think I should really comment on Toryâs clothing right now, since I donât actually know any of the things that are apparently common sense in this world.
I have found one thing I can comment on, though: her hair. Regular care may have made it glossy and smooth, but she always wears it in exactly the same way, in a single thick three-part braid behind her. If we were to change up her hairstyle for her baptism ceremony, I wonder what people would think of some tasteful hair ornaments.
However, whatever I do, I canât actually get started until I learn what the customs are here. Maine was a very young child, after all, and she didnât really have any memories of baptism ceremonies at all.
âTory,â I say, âitâs really cute! âŠBut, what about your hair? Youâve got to decide what sort of hairstyle you want for your baptism ceremony.â
âI was going to just go like this, thoughâŠ?â
âŠTory, thatâs not good at all. This is a once-in-a-lifetime thing, put a little more thought into your fashion choices.
Unintentionally, my head drops down in exasperation. I pull myself together and find a new angle to continue my questioning. If Toryâs hairstyle isnât going to change, maybe we can add some sort of decoration to it.
âUmmm⊠so, what about ornaments? Are you going to use any?â
âOh, hmm⊠itâs summertime, so maybe Iâll pick some flowers somewhere?â âWhoa, donât do that! Your dress is too cute for that!â
Sheâs just casually talking like sheâs going to pick whatever flowers she manages to find lying around! Havenât you heard of coordinating an outfit?! âŠAhh, of course not.
Here, it seems like itâs weird for a child to wear their hair up. Itâs okay for it to be braided, though, or to have ornaments in it. If Tory doesnât have any, it should be okay for me to make them for her. Iâd be able to make some sort of lacework, I think. Iâve got plenty of time until summer, so I donât think Iâll have any problems.
âIâll do something! Leave it to me, Tory. Iâll definitely make you even cuter.â
Immediately after I made that declaration, I suddenly realize that we donât have any needles for lacework. My mother has large needles that she uses for knitting, but theyâre too large for me to make lace with.
Wh⊠what should I do?!
My fatherâs the only one in the family who seems like heâd be able to make things like tools. Tory may have made my hair sticks, but the one who shaved it smooth so it was easy to use, then stained it with oil was actually my father.
I surreptitiously sneak a glance at my father, trying to gauge his mood. Itâs already been a few days since Iâd gone to the gate and Otto had agreed to help me learn to write, but my father has been in a pretty foul mood ever since. He doesnât really look like heâs in the mood to be pestered, but I donât think heâll get less angry at me if I just leave him alone.
Honestly, my father is being pretty childish, so itâs up to me to be the adult here. If I read between the lines, itâs almost like he wants me to say something. If I fawn on him a little bit and pester him to do something for me, I think I might be able to not only get him to make me some needles, but also cheer him up, killing two birds with one stone.
âDaddy, daddy!â I say. âWhat?â
âDaddy, youâre really good at making stuff, right? Youâre the one who made Toryâs doll, right?â âY⊠yeah, thatâs right.â He clears his throat. âAhh, what is it, do you want a doll of your own?â
Heâs keeping an expression on his face like heâs still angry with me, but thereâs a little glimmer of anticipation in his eyes as he glances over at me.
âNuh-uh,â I say. âI want some knitting needles.â
âNeedles? Canât you use the ones your mother has? I think sheâll lend them to you, right?â
As he answered me, a supremely dejected expression falls over his face. Waves of misery pour off of him, like heâs had enough just wants to smooth things over already.
He waves his hand, shooing me, as if heâs telling me to just go away in a manner thatâs not very becoming of a parent. At the very least, Iâm going to make him hear me out.
âI need needles that are way smaller than the ones Mommy has. I want needles that can knit thread, not yarn. âŠDaddy, these need to be really skinny, and I think making them would be difficult. Can you do it?â
I look up at him with glistening, upturned eyes, hands clasped in front of my chest, in the cutest begging pose I can possibly make. I donât know if the Japanese standards of 2-D cuteness apply in this world, but thereâs no doting parent in any world that doesnât find their own daughter adorable⊠so I think this is probably cute enough. Whether itâs due to my cuteness or not, my father scratches at his stubbly chin, contemplating.
âHmm⊠is wood okay?â
âYeah! Can you do it?â âIâll try.â
His fatherly pride stimulated a little bit, he immediately stands up and heads towards the storage room. After rummaging around for a while, he comes back out with a few different knives and some wood, then sits down and starts to whittle. In his experienced hands, the work goes very quickly. The knife whispers as it shaves away at the wood, and in the blink of an eye all of the bark has been stripped off, leaving only the dense, hard core. He looks closely at the knitting needles, then, skillfully and carefully, starts whittling the wood down into the same shape.
âIf those needles are sized for wool,â he asks, âdoes this look about right for thread?â
âUmm, can you make them a little bit skinnier?â âLike this?â âLike that!â
With the proper size now determined, he changes to another knife, and starts to carve the hook ends of the knitting needles. I canât say heâs as good as a real craftsman, but this is something that I canât do myself at all, so I praise him anyway.
âAmazing, Daddy! Theyâre already looking great. Do you think that when youâre done, you can polish them really smooth and oil them so that they donât catch any thread? Iâd really really appreciate it.â
âSure, leave it to me.â
Being praised by his daughter has brought back a lot of his fatherly confidence, it seems. He carefully polishes each needle, in fine spirits.
Heh, just as planned.
While a dark smile flickers over my face, Tory beams angelically, the very picture of pure innocence.
âMaine,â she says, âlooks like Dadâs finally in a good mood again. Thatâs a relief.â
âYeah, yeah, it really is!â
Donât say anything about how I was the reason my dad was in a bad mood. Definitely donât say anything about how I thought fawning over my father was troublesome, so I left him alone without bothering to read the mood. Iâm just a little girl, after all, so please treat me as if I donât know anything about bad moods.
My fatherâs still been working hard on polishing the needles. It looks like theyâre almost ready to be used, so I start looking for thread. The ample stockpile of thread that my mother had prepared to use for Toryâs dress has almost all dwindled away. There should be some sort of thread available that isnât the unbleached white thread that my mother used to make the cloth for the dress. However, the colorful threads that were used to make the sash and the trimmings arenât in long enough pieces to really make cloth out of.
âMommy, can I have some threads dyed this color?â
âWhat do you want to do?â
My mother clearly never thought that Iâd ask for thread, so her eyes momentarily grow wide with surprise before she puts on a dubious frown.
âI thought Iâd make some âlaceworkâ,â I reply. âEh?â
âI want to make something to put in Toryâs hair.â
My mother back in Japan didnât just turn advertisements into paper baskets. She kept bouncing around, getting swept up in one kind of handicraft after another. It wasnât any of her business, but she wanted to get me into hobbies that werenât just reading books, so she dragged me behind her as she went through this crafting boom. In other words, my list of miscellaneous crafting skills is rather large.
Really, among all the handicrafts on my list, lacework is one of the ones that can make a useful finished product. Iâm actually quite confident that Iâll be able to make hair ornaments, assuming I have the tools and materials. My life as Urano may be over, but I have no idea what sorts of knowledge I have that might be useful in the future.
However, my mother in this world has no knowledge of my former identity, so she seems to disapprove of my request for some thread. Thereâs no doubt in my mind that sheâs thinking that Iâm going to do something useless again, so anything she hands over to me will wind up being wasted.
âIf youâre making hair ornaments, those arenât really going to be useful except at the baptismal ceremony, you know? Itâs a waste to use up our thread on such an inconsequential decoration. Flowers are more than enough for a hair ornament. Toryâs already cute, you donât need to make her any cuter.â
âIf you can make something cuter, you must! Cuteness is justice!â I cry, clenching my fist tightly.
My mother, for whatever reason, lets out a sigh, then turns away as if the conversation is already over. I quickly reach out and grab her skirt.
âHey, Mommy,â I beg, âIâd be okay with just these leftovers here. Daddy worked hard to make these needles for me, and I really want to use them. Let me just try, please?â
I look over at my father, trying to hint that those needles might wind up being worthless. If he got my meaning, or if he realized that his work might be in vain, or maybe even if he was afraid that Iâd lose all of my new-found respect for him, he speaks up in my defense.
âItâs rare for Maine to take this much interest in sewing, so what do you think about just letting her have the remnants?â My mother ponders for a bit. ââŠHm, I guess youâre right,â she says, a reluctant expression on her face.
She picks out a few threads and hands them over to me. Theyâre short enough that it might actually be difficult to use them.
âWoohoo! Thanks, Mommy! I love you, Daddy!â
I throw up my hands in celebration. My father looks at me with exaggerated pleasure, grinning with his mouth almost hanging open. He suddenly puts way more strength into polishing the knitting needles, a huge smile on his face. If I may be perfectly honest, itâs kind of creepy.
His mood does seem to be a lot better, though. Heâs acting a little weird, so⊠itâll be better if I just leave him alone, right?
My father gives me the needles, which have been stuffed full of his overbearing affection. I immediately get to work weaving lace. Iâm going to make a lot of tiny lace flowers.
Tightly, tightly, tightly, tightlyâŠ
Much like my failed attempts to make pseudo-papyrus, making lace involves a lot of tight, tiny weaving and a lot of patience. Even if I acknowledge it, though, because the flower that Iâve been working on is so small, it took me about fifteen minutes to finish a single one. I let the yellow flower roll off my hand and onto the table, then start working on the next one. Tory looks at the little lace flower admiringly, then peers at it closely, tilting her head to once side with a doubtful expression on her face.
âIsnât it kinda too small?â
âIâm going to put a lot of them together as decoration.â âHuhâŠâ
If I made a big one, it would be really bad if I started losing interest before I was finished, right?
I keep the real reason to myself. I really let my big mouth get away from me when I started talking about hair ornaments, so I really need to make sure I finish something, which is why I decided to use a design that I can give up on halfway and still wind up with a usable result, like a collection of tiny flowers. Truthfully, back when I was Urano, Iâd always decide I didnât like working on huge designs and wind up giving up halfway through. I need to limit how much that might hurt me.
âI thought about making lace or ribbon, but I donât think I could connect these threads since theyâre not very long. Plus, it would be weird if the color changed partway through, right? So Iâm going to make a bunch of tiny flowers.â
âWow, Maine, you really thought this through.â âOf course! Itâs cause Iâm doing it for you.â
I thought through many things before starting this. The final product is going to be made out of whatever I get done in the end, so I can finish it even when I get tired of working on it. Plus, this isnât going to waste any thread, since I can always finish up my current flower and start a new one of a different color when I start to run out.
Tightly, tightly, tightly, tightlyâŠ
Once Iâve finished making a few more tiny flowers, I feel like someoneâs watching me. I glance up and see that my work has piqued my motherâs curiosity, and sheâs carefully watching what Iâm doing with my hands. My mother is good enough at sewing that sheâs thought of as a âbeautifulâ woman by this placeâs standards, and it looks like sheâs pretty interested in my handiwork. She picks up one of my completed flowers and rolls it around in the palm of her hand.
ââŠThis doesnât seem to be too difficult,â she says. âYou already knit a lot with wool, Mommy, so if you learn a few patterns I think youâd be way better at making these than I am, right? Want to try?â
I hand over my needles. My mother starts to knit, her motions fluid even as she studies the flowers. She occasionally picks one up and rolls it around in her fingers, confirming the way theyâre woven. In the blink of an eye, sheâs already finished one.
Whoa. As expected of the sewing skills of a beautiful woman. Just by looking at how somethingâs stitched, she figured out how to make it herself. Sheâs so different from me. I had to be taught how to do this step by step, grumbling the entire time.
âAmazing, Mommy.â
âWell, Iâm amazed you knew how to make something like this, Maine,â she says. âIâve knitted scarves and sweaters, but I never thought to knit decorations like this.â
Everyone in this world has their hands so full with just surviving that nobody has the spare time to think about decoration. And, if nobodyâs making it, then maybe lacework itself is something that nobodyâs seen before. I was raised in a world where sewing decorations onto clothing was only natural, so I knew about it, but it looks like even tiny decorations like these arenât really known of here.
âSo, Maine, now that weâve made a lot of these flowers, how are you going to decorate Toryâs hair?â
It seems like my mother canât tell how all the little flowers rolling around on the table are going to be assembled into a finished product. I need to explain things to her in the simplest possible way I can think of.
âUmmm⊠so we take these scraps of fabric and make them into a circle, and then sew the flowers on one by one. Itâll look like a bouquet of flowers after that, right? Then, we wrap that around a âhairpinâ, and⊠wait, âhairpinâ?!â
In the middle of my explanation, all of the blood suddenly drains from my face. My mother jumps, startled, as I suddenly raise my voice.
âMaine, what are you yelling about all of a sudden?â
ââŠOh no, what do I do⊠I donât have a âhairpinâ, huhâŠâ
This is really bad! Thereâs no hairpins in this world, or at the very least I havenât seen any in this house. I havenât seen any elastic hairbands either. This is a world where everyone ties their hair back with string. How the hell am I going to finish this off?!
âD⊠D-d-d⊠Daddyyyy!â
I immediately abandon my plan to leave my father alone. I rush over to him, taking up my begging posture again. Describing a hairpin by words alone is going to be difficult, so I take out my slate and draw a picture as I explain it to him.
âI need one side of it to be pointy, like my hair sticks, and then the other side needs to be flat, like this, with a little hole drilled into it. Itâs kinda like my hair sticks, but shorter. Can you do it?!â
âSure, this is actually simpler than those knitting needles.â âReally?! Daddy, youâre amazing! Now more than ever, youâre the best!!â
I hug him tightly in a gratuitous display of overflowing gratitude. âHeh heh heh, leave it to me,â he says, quietly. It seems like he still feels the need to compete with Otto.
My father cheerfully whittles a somewhat short hairpin for me. I sew together the lace mini-bouquet, then thread it through the hole in the hairpin, kind of like Iâm sewing on a button.
âAlright, done! Tory, put on your new dress and come over here!â
Tory puts on her summer dress, then comes over to sit in the chair closest to the fire. I scoot my own chair over behind her, then kick off my shoes and climb up to stand on top of it. I undo her braid, comb it out, then loosely weave together hair from both sides of her head. Toryâs hair is naturally wavy and fluffy, like itâs permed, so I bring it back and weave it so itâs half-up.2 This hairstyle on her gives off an amazingly showy atmosphere.
I tie up the center of the braid tightly with a simple cord, then stick the hairpin through the knot so that it wonât fall off. Against Toryâs blue-green hair, the little flowers of blue, yellow, and white seem to shine.
âYep, cute!â I say. âWow, really!â says my mother. âYou look very cute, Tory.â
âMaine, youâre pretty skilled with your hands,â says my father. âYou might not be strong, but we can probably find you a job that needs nimble fingers like yours.â
Tory smiles shyly as the family admires her, turning this way and that to show off. She reaches up to feel the hairpin, but after a little while she puffs her cheeks out in frustration.
âMaine,â she says, âyou put everything in the back, so I canât see it at all, you know?â
âI guess so, but⊠I canât really help you there.â âBut, I donât really know what I look like right now.â
We donât have any mirrors in this house, so thereâs no real way for me to show her what she looks like. I think about what I should do for a little while as Toryâs face grows unhappier and unhappier. I try to show her on my own head, pulling the mini-bouquet out of her hair and sticking it into mine, next to my own hair sticks.
âIt looks kind of like this! What do you think?â
As soon as she sees the hairpin in my hair, Tory cheers loudly. âWhoa, cute! Amazing! Hey, Mom. Does my hair look like that?â
âWell, Maineâs hair is straighter and all done up, and the colors of the threads we used match your hair much better. It definitely suits you more, Tory.â âAhh, really⊠I see! Hee hee heeâŠâ
Her cheeks flush red and she smiles so wide that it looks like she might crack her face in two. She pulls her hairpin from my hair.
âThanks, everyone! Iâm super happy.â
With spring just around the corner, we have made Tory a perfectly coordinated outfit. If Iâm not mistaken, sheâs easily going to be the most eye-catching girl at this summerâs baptismal ceremony.
After that, my mother got really into doing her own lacework, and the needles my father made for me suddenly disappeared into my motherâs sewing kit.
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âŠWell, thatâs okay, I guess.
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Translatorâs notes for this chapter:
1. A Japanese festival for seven, five, and three-year olds, which is generally considered a kind of coming-of-age ceremony. The name literally translates to 'seven-five-threeâ.
2. Like this, probably. (I had to look it up to make sure I got the description right, so I figured I should link the reference.)