Voice changer: okay, camera: off. Call quality: the worst.
ââYou there, Angel?â
It was probably either in Wi-Fi condition or site traffic. The voice froze, but well, it couldnât be helped.
âYeah, Iâll manage. We can switch to chat if it gets worse.â
âââKayâ
âSo what brings you here?â
Makino was the one who asked to have this call today. He didnât say what, but it was probablyâŚ
ââUm⌠I will confess to Yuzuki-sanâ
âI see⌠Youâve made up your mind.â
I tried to emanate a light and cheerful tone, but I guess it could get so far. Good there was voice change, I probably couldnât do this face to face.
ââIt took time, but I finally got the courage to confess. All thanks to you, Angelâ
âNo, you worked hard.â I still couldnât shake off the gloom.
Get it together, Kuze Highâs Angel!
ââIs there anything?â
âNothing. Iâm rooting for you, Makinoâ
I failed to bit back the bitter thought. She was going to reject him.
ââHuzzah! Although Iâm not sure how to confess⌠hehe, sorry for relying on you âtill the endâŚâ
âDonât worry, thatâs what my work entailsâ
ââHoh? Back to âwatashiâ? I prefer âoreâ thoâ.â
[TN: Yep, those problematic pronouns again]
âIâll pass. The more I use it, the more likely Iâll slip again.â
ââAhaha. I see, that couldnât be good.â
Hmph, this is no laughing matter. I need to keep my identity a secret here. Having a gender neutral image serves better in easing up the atmosphere of consults too.
ââAhhâ How cold. I thought we could have been friends.â His tone sombered.
Of course, he wouldnât know that I was in the next class. Or that he just had a tennis match with the Angel a few days prior.
But sorry, sorry for urging you on a love that would never come true. Alas, I have no regrets.
âSorry.â Of course, he wonât know how many things Iâm apologizing for.
ââIt would hinder your work, right? So not your fault.â
âYeah⌠Thanks.â
I thought we could have been friendsâŚ
Makino, Iâm afraid I donât have any right to be your friend.
âăâăâ
The next few days passed in a haze. Went to school, took classes, that was it.
I hadnât met Minato ever since. I hadnât even exchanged a single word with her.
I also took a break from my Angel work. I had cleared Makinoâs consultation, so what was left was the other new girl, whom I had already sent an apology to.
Everything fell into a routine, my thoughts too, were in a circle.
Where did it go wrong?
Or was it unavoidable from the start?
I donât knowâcouldnât know. She avoided me at school, and my messages were left on read. I even tried going straight for her. It ended with her rebuffing me with the scaries glare I had ever seen. I was rattled. Never tried that again.
I had done everything I could think of.
âHahhâŚâ
Just when I thought this might turn out to be okay. I had thought that I might have a chance. It might not be my speciality, but I had the will and determination. Heck, I even have this weird power. Surely, something would work out, or at least, to some acceptable levelâŚ
âHahăăâ
âShut up. Your sighs are making my nuggets bland.â From the opposite seat, Hiura chided.
Afterschool, Hiura skipped her club and dragged me to a McDonalds along the prefectural road. A bit further west from lake Biwa where I first talked with Minato.
Also, Shiga people were crazy about McDonalds. Well, weâre in Kansai, thatâs how things work here.
Hiura crossed her legs dangerously on the chair, her hands busy lobbing nuggets and fries. The last time I reached for one, she quickly slapped my outreached hand. Now, they were on my knees. I am a man of patience. Humans are susceptible to pain.
âYouâre dying a lot lately.â Bits ofâŚwhatever it was, flew from her mouth.
âI want to be reincarnated as a clam.â
âAgreed. You might finally shut up.â
âHiuraăâ
How cold⌠and how kind. Is this the duality of Hiura? By the way, why did I feel refreshed when treated this way?
âWell? Itâs that certain someone, right? You were rejected?â
Of course, she would know.
âThat was on the mark?â she continued when my silence prolonged.
âOf course youâd care about meăâ
âGrossâ
Okay, got it! Iâm gonna turn into a clam!
âComplain whatever you want, Iâll be the wall.â She waved exasperatedly.
âH-Hiura-sama!!â
âCan you just get done with this quickly?!â
Yup, yup, she was probably a tsundereâŚ
I sorted through my mind, my thoughts a jumble. To admit, I wasnât sure where to even start.
âShe was⌠desperate, you know.â
Hiura was silently experimenting with the two sauces, dipping the fires and tasting.
I donât reckon any wall doing that, but fine.
âI feel like I need to do something, I canât leave things like thisâŚthe other times I would respect their choices, but⌠this timeâs different.â
I said I would do anything to help, yet things turned out like this.
âI thought I could build a relationship of trust. I trust her, and I thought the same goes for her. That was the only thing I thought I got right. Consultations rely on trust.â
âNothing can beat barbeque sauce.â
âEven if things are impossible. Even impossible, surely, at least something will work out. I thought we could at least do that if weâre together⌠I was wrong.â
âBut mustard once in a while is delicious tooâŚâ she muttered.
âI thought too lightly of this,â I concluded.
âWait wait, what if I mix them?â
âWhat I do is just lead people to confession. No, all I could do is that. Still, I want to see this to the end, even if it meant intruding her spaceâŚâ A semblance of confidence returned. âThere must be something she wanted to keep hidden⌠Something that is worth the cost of not curing the Peculiarity.â
I canât help her without knowing more about her, and she knew it.
âItâs not something I can just get her to say. And I perfectly understand how that feels.â
Just like how I got defensive when Reiji or Yukito mentioned Ayaha. She must have had something like that too.
âThereâs nothing you can do with your problem, but you think you could do with hers?
Yeah, Reiji, youâre right.
âNo, youâre the same.
Maybe you were right, Yukito. I canât do anything.
âWhy not ask the person in question?â
âHeh?â
She was looking at the sauce dispenser hungrily, no indication that what she said was directed to me. Keeping the âwallâ act, I suppose.
âIs it your fault? Or just just donât want to get involved any further?â She shook her head and used the nuget to wipe her sauce tray. âThinking would only get you so far. Just ask her and decide what to do. Disrespect to her privacy? Hell, you have the right to know, donât you?â
Somehow, the sound of her slurping the remaining milkshake sounded lonely. I popped open the lid of my Fanta Grape and swigged the ice, the soda long gone. I chew with a satisfying crunch, and prickling pain at the sudden cold.
âHiuraâŚâ
âYeah?â
I eyed the fries, not daring to reach. âCan I have one?â
She grunted and the red-yellow bag was held out to me.
I took the longest one, glanced up to check her reaction, and stuffed it into my mouth.
âSauce too?â
âMustard.â
âI want barbeque sauce.â
âMustardâ
I coated it with the yellow sauce. A lot of it, just to spite her.
âDelishâ
She watched me eat expressionlessly.
âI see⌠Iâll try asking.â
Her attitude was brash. Yet when it counts, she was unexpectedly helpful.