Coming to think of it, it was some heavily drama-influenced answer. Was it?
But still, I was glad I had asked her properly.
Say, Ayahaâ.
[TN:From the last interlude, in case anyone forgot]
If you have the power to read minds, what would you doâŠ
âHmmâ, me? IââŠâ
If it was me, Iâd have still used it for my own gain. Just like how I used my power until now.
Things like âUse it to contribute something to society!â could only be spoken by someone who doesnât have powers. And everyone says that because they do not.
Coincidentally, I got this unique power. How do I use it? That was a question I had given up on finding the answer.
So I pretend, pretend nothingâs wrong. Coward.
And when I finally used itâ
I donât know whatâs right and whatâs wrong. What had I done, I still wondered.
Thatâs why I needed to hear her answer.
Ayaha, what would you do?
âLetâs see⊠hm. Maybe, I might succumb to greed. Ahahaâ She smiled sheepishly.
âHm?â
She was the most beautiful when smiling. Everything seemed to be at peace, the gentle slope of her brows, the warmth radiating from her narrowed eyes.
âExposing secrets of those who I donât like, reading everyoneâs mind during tests, any cheating in general too. Ahh, cheating would be ten times easier like thatâ
âYouâre no goodâ
âI mean, itâs my ability? Why canât I use it? Too bad, god gave the power to the wrong person.â
âGod would probably facepalm if he heard that.â
She bursted into another fit of laughter.
Yeah, Iâm an idiot, a simpleton.
It was as if she understood me, being on my side. I was genuinely happy.
âAh! I would try to balance out thoughâ
âBalance?â
âHelp people out, well, mostly my family or loved ones. Being able to read minds opens up a lot of possibilities, imagine what I could do. There might be something only I could notice, something like that.â
âHm, for example?â
âUnâ, here, if youâre feeling down, I would have noticed and done something, right?â
My heart skipped a leap.
Even though it was just an assumption, stillâŠ
âThis older sister could give you a tight hug. Head pats too! Youâre like my dear brother.â
âIâm not interestedâŠâ
âAh, ah. What is that?â she teased, âYouâre embarrassed? How cuteeeâ
âIâm not!â
I was.
My heart was galloping 120 km/h, breathing hurted, this was a torture. But I was also incredibly happy, blissful, IâŠ
âSo, Io-kun.â She smiled again. I hoped she would do that forever. âIf youâre having a hard time, worrying, anxious, just tell me. If you do, I wouldnât need any power to help you. Without power, yeah?â
I couldnât speak, lest these emotions would spill instead.
I wonât forget, never, this memory, her face, her gentle voice.
âYou too,â I managed.
Youâre always too lovely. Would you mind? If I cling to you a bit.