Protagonists ïŒæČćȱ (Shen Dai -MC), çżæ«äș (Qu Moyu -ML)
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When Qu Moyu came out of the bathroom, he saw Shen Dai sitting motionless at the end of the bed. He was staring aimlessly at the carpet, as if waiting to be tortured.
Qu Moyu suddenly felt sour in his heart. He walked over and sat gently beside Shen Dai. He could clearly feel Shen Daiâs body stiffened.
âAh Dai.â
Shen Dai lowered his head. Every cell in his body was clamouring to escape. This is because after taking a shower, Qu Moyu tore off the sticker on the back of his neck. The body washed by hot water accelerated the blood flow. The smell of ebony was pouring into his nerves and his hair was stained with Qu Moyuâs pheromone. Even though the two of them only had a piece of clothes on them now, he felt like he was already surrounded by Qu Moyu.
Qu Moyu said that he would not âforceâ him. But this sentence itself is a paradox. As long as Qu Moyu releases an inducement pheromone to him, he will become âwillingâ. An omega can never truly resist an S-class alpha.
âAh Dai, itâs time to rest.â Qu Moyu reached out and stroked Shen Daiâs hair.
However, as if struck by lightning, Shen Dai stood up abruptly. He took a few steps back. His pupils moving around frantically in his eyes. He was unable to hide his panic.
Qu Moyuâs heart was aching. Shen Daiâs demeanour that avoided him like a plague made his self-esteem even more impacted. From childhood to adulthood, he could not count how many people showed affection to him one after another. How could Shen Dai be like this towards him? He gritted his teeth: âAre you afraid of me?â
Shen Daiâs lips trembled slightly as he stood there bewildered.
âI said I wonât force you. Why are you afraid of me?â Qu Moyu was angry and sad. This was obviously an omega who looked so vulnerable. How could it be as difficult to break through him like a city wall?
Shen Dai opened his mouth, but didnât know what to say.
Qu Moyu took a deep breath. He calmed down and stretched out his hand to Shen Dai: âCome here.â
Shen Daiâs eyes fell on Qu Moyuâs hand and he didnât move for a long time.
âCome here.â Qu Moyu aggravated his tone. It was obviously mixed with anger.
Shen Dai walked over slowly. He felt like an animal being domesticated. If he didnât put his paws on his masterâs hand obediently as he was ordered, he would be whipped in the next second.
He trembled and put his hand on Qu Moyuâs palm.
Qu Moyu grabbed his hand and dragged him onto the bed.
Shen Dai let out a low cry. He struggled instinctively a few times. But quickly realised his situation and then calmed down. Qu Moyuâs heavy body was pressed against him. The air in his lungs was squeezed invisibly. He couldnât move and he didnât even dare to breathe loudly.
Qu Moyu gently kissed Shen Daiâs forehead and asked in a low voice, âWhy are you afraid of me?â
This question is really ridiculous. Shen Dai doesnât know how to answer it. He also doesnât want to answer it. There are too many reasons for him to list them all down. If he had to speak, he just wanted to ask a question â âDo you not know?â
Qu Moyuâs kiss fell on Shen Daiâs eyelids, nose, and lips again. He repeated reluctantly, âWhy are you afraid of me?â It seemed that he couldnât accept Shen Daiâs answer even if he were to be given an answer.
Shen Dai looked away.
Qu Moyu pinched his cheek and pulled his face over. The pulp of his thumb slid lightly over the tender lips as he said solemnly: âWho do you think I am? What will I do to you? I was dazed by Bai Xiangwanâs pheromone that day. When do I ever need to force others in this life?â He always refused one after another those who had plans to pursue him. Shen Dai was the only one. The only omega he desires so much. Yet this omega avoids him?
Shen Dai whispered, âCan I go to the guest roomâŠâ
âNo.â Qu Moyu said perfunctorily.
Shen Dai lightly bit his lower lip. There were thousands of thoughts hidden under his drooping eyes, but he didnât want to reveal the slightest bit of them to Qu Moyu.
âI said I would be good to you. And I said I would take care of you and Qiuqiu. Theyâre all true. Why wonât you believe me? Why are you so defensive of me?â Qu Moyu couldnât describe the pain in his heart that he had nowhere to vent. Shen Dai was clearly in his arms and he was already firmly caught in his hands. But he had no sense of control. The two were so close. But he felt that Shen Dai was far away from him. And he will firmly go further and further.
âYou have already got what you wanted.â Shen Dai said sadly. He doesnât know what Qu Moyu is dissatisfied with. But everything this S-class alpha wanted, he had already got what he wanted. Even the child he gave birth to after going to a half-death situation and going through countless hardships and pains, Qu Moyu only needs to easily send a lawyer to snatch him away. With a few threats. And he is still not satisfied.
âI want you.â Qu Moyu suddenly felt his nose sore. Shen Daiâs indifference and resistance made his heart feel like it was being pierced by a knife, âI want us to go back to how we used to be.â
Shen Dai was silent for a moment. He then murmured a repetition of what he had said: âYou have already got what you wanted.â The world is so unfair. But you would always get what you wanted.
Qu Moyu thumped the soft bed with a fist. The ruthlessness and ferociousness in his eyes flashed. The deep thoughts and long-suppressed desires surged into his mind. He wanted to just take him there and then but when he looked at Shen Dai closing his eyes and shrinking in fear, his heart softened. He hugged Shen Dai tightly into his arms. He then buried his face in Shen Daiâs warm neck and breathed in the fragrant air: âAh Dai, donât be afraid of me.â He paused and then said, âI swear. I will never use pheromone suppression on you again.â
Shen Dai opened his eyes and stared blankly at the chandelier on the ceiling. His eyes gradually got wet.
The two hugged and laid on the same bed. But their hearts seemed to be separated by mountains and seas.
***
Shen Dai didnât know when he fell asleep. He didnât dare to move around in Qu Moyuâs arms. His posture was stiff and he couldnât sleep at all. He was probably too tired and lost consciousness last night.
Almost as soon as Shen Dai woke up, Qu Moyu woke up. He was like a stalking wolf, holding onto his prey to prevent him from running away without him noticing. Seeing Shen Dai still trapped in his arms, he completely ignored the pain and numbness in his arms. He held the person tightly in his arms, enjoying the warmth and stability he forcibly left behind. He closed his eyes and planned to continue sleeping for a while.
Shen Dai still kept his original posture and couldnât move. But he couldnât lie down anymore. After a long time, he said, âIâm going to get up.â
âSleep a little longer. I can sleep with you until noon.â Qu Moyuâs voice was lazy and pleasant. He was speaking close to Shen Daiâs ears, âYou donât need to wake up at night to take care of Qiuqiu. You will have to sleep well in the future.â
âIâm going to go see him.â
âHeâs fine. You need more rest.â Qu Moyu kissed Shen Daiâs ear.
Shen Dai thought for a while and then went to get the mobile phone at the bedside table. He could see the monitoring of the crib facing Qiuqiu on his mobile phone.
Qu Moyu grabbed his arm back: âHeâs fine.â
Shen Daiâs heart trembled. He quietly adjusted his posture and shrank his body. But Qu Moyuâs hand was on his waist and their bodies were in contact with each other in an ambiguous area.
Just then, there was a knock on the bedroom door.
Qu Moyu frowned. His usual daily life is relatively regular and he doesnât need anyone to wake him up. If he decides to get up later, he must be tired and needs more rest. No one will disturb him unless it is necessary. This was the first night that Shen Dai had returned to him and the two of them had spent the first night together. Who was so ignorant?
âWhatâs the matter?â Qu Moyu asked, feeling displeased.
Uncle Hengâs voice can be heard from outside the door: âYoung Master. The Master and Madam are here. Please get up quickly.â
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Next update: 2022.07.21
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*Translatorâs note: Qu Shen (Qu Moyuâs father) is the character I hated the most. Him and also Shen Qin (Shen Daiâs father). -K