Longhornās mansion was located on the outskirts of the capital. In the vast garden that is jaw-dropping, I almost got lost over and over again.
I expected it when I received the expensive dress, but by the time I got to the mansion, I was already exhausted. Then I looked at the magnificent mansion with the bright milky-white exterior walls.
Wasnāt it their historic aristocratic familyās ancestors who ordered this mansion to be built? Although it was a story long in the past. With such fleeting thoughts, I entered the mansion.
āHe is waiting.ā
The whole time I followed the servant to the drawing room, my mind was all over the place. With thoughts about whether he is a stalker or not, or such an abrupt visitāAlthough, of course, I came here after receiving a reply saying it was okay to comeā but also I was regretting it.
When I faced Longhorn again, I had no idea what to say. Thanks to Tobias, Iām a little used to talking to men normally, but that was only when the other person was Toby. I still needed a lot of courage.
However, the parlour is usually located not far from the main entrance.
āAhā¦ā
As I was swimming in the swamp of thoughts, I was suddenly in front of Mr. Longhorn.
āHello, Miss Collins.ā
āā¦..Hello, Mr. Longhorn.ā
I hurriedly greeted him with a polite courtesy.
Malcolm Longhorn, dressed in a dark blue coat, looked a little different from the night I met him on the national theater terrace.
He had become thinner than I remembered. His face had prominent cheekbones, and his cheeks were hollow. As expected, it was different to see him properly in the daylight. I wonder if he is about the same age as Tobias.
Anyway, how did I mistake this person for Alan? Even thinking about it now, it was absurd.
They were of similar height but his bent posture was different, and his hair, though dark, was a chestnut brown. Compared to Alanās pitch black hair they were as different as night and day.
āā¦ā¦so, Iām here to say thank you. Thank you once again.ā
āAhā¦ā
By the way, he was a little strange.
Oh, it doesnāt mean that he feels like a stalker. Rather, he had completely dispelled my suspicions that he was a stalker.
Although I am not an expert yet, as a person who has written novels for quite a long time, I am quite precise in my ability to observe people.
His gaze at me contained no other intentions, not something like an intentional made-up indifferenceāto make me believe he was not a stalkerāRather, his attitude was natural because it was a mixture of appropriate manners and awkwardness.
Above all, this is not the gaze of a person who has been watching me steadily. That night, the terrace was dark, so he also seemed to be eagerly comparing me in the daylight to the Melissa Collins in his memory. Like I am doing. So I couldnāt help but know.
āY, You didnāt have to do that, Miss Collinsā¦ā¦.ā
Longhornās reply was strange, he was bizarrely sweating in front of me.
āNo, I think it will make my heart feel more comfortable if I say thank you like this.ā
ā⦠That, umā¦ā¦.ā
Looking back, on the day I first met Toby, his voice had been trembling too.Ā But Mr. Longhornās trembling was clearly different from that.
What should I say about this feeling⦠I feel like he is afraid of something.
Why?
āMiss Collins.ā
āYes, Mr. Longhorn.ā
āI hope thereās no misunderstanding⦠I couldnāt turn down a ladyās earnest request, and it was a schemeā¦ā¦ If it was to express your gratitude for my favor, even more soā¦ā¦.ā
(T/N: itās not clearly mentioned but I guess someone played a prank)
āā¦ā¦.ā
His gibberish sounded absurd, I couldnāt make heads or tails of what he was saying. Could this person be in a state where proper thinking is impossible for him right now? For example, he didnāt sleep a wink last night, or he was actually drunkā¦. but he didnāt smell like alcohol.
The person he is facing is not a high-nosed royal family or the great Leopold, but an ordinary girl without any background. Isnāt it natural to think like this?
āTo be thanked is plentyā¦ā¦ I think my position has been conveyedā¦ā¦ No, I believe so, but Iāll make it clear. Miss Collins.ā
āYes, Mr. Longhorn.ā
āThe dress I sent you is really simple from my point of view, so please forget that you got it from me.ā
āā¦..What?ā
I asked back with an awkward face like a broken machine. I couldnāt understand his words and attitude now.
āIf possibleā¦ā¦The name of Longhornā¦ā¦ Please donāt put it in your mouth. Ah, that might not be possible, certainlyā¦ā¦.ā
I was offended but frowned with embarrassment.
There must be something firmly misunderstood. His words sound as if Iāve been shooting all over Florin and bragging that Iāve been given a dress from Malcolm Longhornā¦ā¦.
I have confirmed that Mr. Longhorn is not my stalker. So, in reality, further conversations are meaningless to me.
However, I couldnāt leave the ridiculous situation as it was.
āWhy?ā
āThatās, Alā¦.ā
Longhorn abruptly stopped speaking and closed his eyes tightly with a complicated expression.
āā¦ā¦ No. Iād better not even say this. Iām at a very important crossroads.ā¦. Donāt bother me at all.ā¦.ā
āā¦ā¦.ā
He muttered strange repeating unknown sounds in an anxious manner. His words still offended me.
āSo, are you saying I bother you?ā
Mr. Longhornās subsequent reply made me burst into a disheartened laughter.
āTo be honest, youāre a nuisance to my business expansion, Miss Collins.ā
āā¦ā¦I have nothing to do with your business.ā
āI apologize if I have offended you.ā¦.ā
It was absurd, but Longhornās face, which apologized to me, looked desperate and sincere, so I had no choice but to stop and bite my lips.
Then he continued to talk.
āBut I canāt help it. I canāt go against his willā¦ā¦. I hope you understand.ā
What do you mean āhisāā¦ā¦? I donāt know who he is talking about, but I was just puzzled. It sounded like being associated with me was an act that went against the wishes of someone powerful.
Does the person who can control his business mean a royal power? Is it reasonable to mistake a person like me for having a contact point with the royal familyā¦.
āIād appreciate it if you could go back now. I wonāt see you in the futureā¦but I sincerely hope for your health and happiness.ā
If it comes out like this, I canāt do much.
āOh⦠Yes, of course.ā
His words were utterly confusing, but it seemed like me being around him and socializing with me would hurt his work. We didnāt know each other in the first place, and we didnāt have any acquaintances to mention.ā¦.
I abandoned my mind to try to correct his misunderstanding somehow, bent my knees to greet him quietly, and left the parlour.
āThis way.ā
Again, as I passed through the white marble pillars following the servant, I was deeply lost in thought.
Iām sure Mr. Longhorn is not a stalker. However, the problem was that there were no more predictable candidates left.
āā¦..He had said āAlā before he cut himself off.ā
I thought over the one syllable that Mr. Longhorn had leaked out. It is inevitable for me to think of Alan Leopold here.
In fact, I wanted to ask back earlier, but I managed to endure my inquiry because Longhorn was acting as if he wasnāt quite sane.
If, really, Alan was my stalkerāI donāt know what key he holds to Longhornās businessābut he was angry that Mr. Longhorn had sent me a dress and warned him that if he got involved with me, he would interfere with the businessā¦ā¦ā¦.
Pfft⦠What am I saying?
I shrugged a strange shame and straightened my back for no reason. The assumption itself doesnāt make sense, but how does Alan know that Mr. Longhorn sent me a dress. He wouldnāt care even if I was alive or dead.
Itās not unreasonable to assume that if Alan was really watching me, he would have overheard Toby and I talking about Mr. Longhorn.ā¦.
Hold on.
I know itās nonsense, but why am I reminded of the serverās statement that the Leopolds took over Antris?Ā Itās true that Antris was the place where Toby and I talked about dress.
Donāt tell me heās reallyā¦ā¦.
āThen, get home safely.ā
ā⦠Oh, yes! T, thank you.ā
I bid goodbye in a hurry and ran toward the carriage. I felt the heat on my face. I just wanted to escape from this endless delusion.
* * *
āHik, gaspā¦.ā
It was definitely a bitter winter night, but I was all wet with hot sweat.
It felt like my lungs were being torn apart. Itās the limit. If this continues, Iāll definitely get caughtā¦ā¦.
āAhā¦..!ā
Sure enough, my leg, which could not overcome the pain, gave up running away anymore. I just fell on the cold snowy field.
A biting cold. Would it be faster to freeze to death like this, orā¦ā¦.
āCaught you.ā
At that moment, winter embraced me. My body was completely bound in tight arms.
He put his chin on my shoulder and whispered as he kissed my cheek.
āItās okay now, Melissa.ā
A whisper from heaven that almost melts my ears.Ā In Alan Leopoldās cozy arms, I realized that this was a dream without difficulty.
It was the first time in years that Alan appeared in my dream. Even when I ran into him in front of the bookstore or the night I danced with him at the ball, he didnāt come to my dream.
Did my consciousnessātormented by the stalker make Alan in my dreams chase me?
āā¦ā¦.ā
Then, as his cloud-like lips landed on my cheek, I meekly closed my eyes.
When I opened my eyes again, it was early in the morning. I had no power to move, but in fact, I was faintly blinking because I was sad and disappointed that I suddenly returned to reality.
The warmth of his chest and arms, the cold touch of his cheeks and lips that had touched my face remained faint. His voice that wet my ears was as deep as the deep sea. I shrugged my shoulders.
But strangely enough,
āā¦ā¦I couldnāt smell anything.ā
Thatās when I suddenly realized. The fact that I donāt know his scent.
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Looking back at the time I ran into him on the street, all I remembered was the smell of autumn that filled the air. Perhaps because I was too nervous at the ball, not only all senses but also my head did not work properly. There was no way I could smell his physique.
The only thing I remember is that his hands were as hot as fire, and my feet were precarious and anxious as if standing on a ledge.
āWhat kind of scent would he haveā¦.ā
My dazed murmurs scattered in the quiet room. I pulled my thick, soft winter duvet together and hugged it like I was buried. I was going to go back to sleep like this.
With a desperate hope that I can see him in my dream once again.