The following Monday, the weather forecast displayed the symbols for sunshine relentlessly covering the entire map.
Sakuragaoka High School also suffered from the fierce heat; the classrooms without air conditioning felt like saunas.
āNo good, I canāt process any of thisā¦.ā
Souta gave up on trying to make sense of the sentences before him and collapsed on his desk, which had already accumulated a considerable amount of heat.
Since they were due soon, he had planned on avidly reading his book in the club room during the lunch break, but at this rate, the pages were only going to get soaked with sweat.
Still, the reason that heād come straight here was because this room was like a ācastleā for Souta and the others.
It had been during the fall of their first year in highschool that the classroom at the end of the top floor, which was being used as a storage room at the time, had turned into the club room for the Film Club.
After being so taken by the short film that Haruki had secretly published on the internet, Souta and Yuu had started the Film Club because of how much they wanted Haruki to make the next one.
The following year, several first-years who had also seen Harukiās short film joined as well, and they were acknowledged as an official club. All the while, Harukiās movies continued to win awards; his movies showed rapid improvement, leading the school to give them a decent sum as their club budget.
And most recently, Haruki had mentioned that a short film compilation of his was going to be exhibited at some competition, so it was safe to say that there would be more trophies and certificates filling up the shelf in their clubroom soon.
That was just how talented Haruki was at making movies.
āā¦.I wonder how far my screenplays will go?ā
Souta looked at the scattered papers on the desk, and asked himself the question heād already heard so many times.
The ones that usually asked were the judges of the competition. For that reason, he knew that he had to complete this project, but no matter what, he just couldnāt finish it.
At first, heād only wanted to watch Harukiās movies.
In order to fulfill that wish, theyād started a club to set a stage, and they had been there simply for the sake of assisting Haruki make the movies that he envisioned.
But that had all changed during the winter of their second year, when the three of them had decided to make a movie together to commemorate their graduation.
Itād been difficult deciding on a theme that appealed to all three of them.
In the end, it had been because of Harukiās final word of authority that theyād decided to go with Soutaās idea to do a love story.
āIāve never filmed one before, but why not give it a shot?ā
At first, Yuu, who liked big Hollywood films and comedy movies, had a hard time warming up to the idea, but he wound up agreeing once seeing Harukiās passion.
Once they actually started working on the movie, it was Haruki and Souta whose opinions conflicted the most.
Haruki, who was a fan of independent, edgy films, hated having to rely on dialogue to tell the story. He was a firm believer of getting the viewers to empathize and relate with the characters in the movie.
On the other hand, Souta watched movies of many different genres, and of those, he loved romance movies the most. He was the type to collect the screenplays and DVDs of his favorite works.
However, he saw himself as a fan of watching movies, and didnāt have much faith in being the one to make one himself.
But as Souta argued his opinions against Harukiās, he realized something about his own feelings.
The reason he liked romance movies so much was because they depicted āthings that canāt be put into wordsā so well.
And the reason that heād buy the screenplays for them was because he also wanted to try writing one.
Because of those reasons, he met with with strong opposition from Haruki when their opinions on how to do the final scene differed.
āItād be so cheesy to use dialogue for the ending.ā
āI get what you mean. But if you donāt use words to convey those important feelings, I donāt think itāll tie up well.ā
Haruki scratched his head when hearing Soutaās rebuttal.
āLike I said, itād have more impact without actually having them say the words, āI like youā or āI love you.āā
āThatād be one way of doing it, but I think itād work better to have it said as dialogue for this one. Like the words that he left behind for the heroine, kind of like a goodbye letter.ā
Neither of them would yield from their stances, to the point that Yuu admitted with a laugh that heād even felt a little scared.
At the end of their long discussion, Haruki wound up accepting Soutaās suggestion.
āMaybe I just havenāt been paying enough attention to words,ā he said with a carefree smile.
āItās that ability to gracefully accept other peopleās opinions that really makes him like a director.ā
Since Soutaās suggestion had been because of his true feelings, heād gotten a bit stubborn about it towards the end.
But from beginning to end, Haruki didnāt stick with his own opinion.
Since he was motivated by the sheer want to create a good product, it was almost like he didnāt care whose idea it was that they used. That was why he didnāt try so hard to push his own opinion. If he thought a suggestion was a good one, he would honestly agree to it, and didnāt hesitate to compliment it, either.
Haruki had a clear idea of what he wanted.
As well as an unyielding confidence.
Even if he accepted other peopleās opinions, there was an unchanging fundamental in his filmmaking.
āThatās probably what Iām lacking.ā
It was because of the fact that something wasnāt easily attainable that heād gain confidence from finally making it his own. Once that happened, that would probably be the first time heād be able to stand proudly before Akari.
They had a meeting with the Art Club after school.
Theyād decided that they were going to ask Natsuki and the others to help them with the picture theyād use for their graduation movie, and this meeting was for picking who would be drawing it. Although, they had needed to go the advisers for permission first.
āā¦.This is my chance. Itās times like this that I need to have the ālove is like a shark; it dies if it stops movingā mentality.ā
Remembering this quote from a movie heād seen before, Souta invigorated himself.
It was time to put an end to simply being jealous of someone else.
ā„ ā„ ā„ ā„ ā„
After short homeroom ended, Souta and the others immediately headed for the art preparation room, the place of their meeting.
They could have waited in the room until Matsukawa-san, the Art Club adviser, gave them her permission, but since he had feeling thatād just make him more anxious, he decided to wait out in the hallway with Yuu and Haruki.
āā¦.I wonder how long until we know if itās fine or not.ā
He was more restless than the others, but he endured it in silence.
Rather than a cool breeze, the open window instead let in a loud chorus of cicadas.
āAh, a jet stream.ā
Haruki, who was staring out the window, was the first to speak after theyād been waiting for several minutes.
Blocking out the sun with his hand, Souta also looked up at the bright sky.
āWith the sky this blue, you can see it really clearly, huh?ā
āRight? It kinda looks like a line left by a giant white brush.ā
Haruki glanced beside him, as if seeking agreement, but Yuu, the person in question, didnāt seem to be all there.
Although he was also looking out the window, his mind seemed to be elsewhere, rather than on the scene that spread out before his eyes. Oblivious to Haruki and Soutaās eyes on him, he let out a melancholy sigh.
āCome to think of it, hasnāt Natsuki also been like this since this morningā¦?ā
The two were next-door-neighbors, and often went to each otherās houses.
Heād heard that even now that they were in high school, they always spent Saturdays at someoneās house studying or playing games, so maybe something had happened then.
āItās probably best if I donāt try to stick my nose where it doesnāt belong.ā
Glancing over at Haruki, he returned his gaze.
When their eyes met, Haruki only gave a helpless shrug.
Souta answered with a forced smile and faced the window again.
After a while, a buzzing noise echoed through the hallway.
āAh, itās from Natsuki.ā
Haruki and Souta turned around with a start at Yuuās words.
As they waited with bated breaths, Yuu soon struck a victory pose.
āAlright! She said that Matsukawa-sensei gave us the OK!ā
āSeriously?! Thatās awesome!ā
āNow we can have them draw for us without having to be all sneaky.ā
Souta sighed with relief, and Haruki and Yuu also nodded with relieved faces.
Now that the Art Club adviser had given their official permission, that secured them a place to draw the pictures.
And more importantly, they didnāt need to hide what they were doing from the school.
In particular, Akari and Miou boasted a nearly perfect award record.
Although Haruki had also won awards before, since the Film Club hadnāt been around for very long, theyād imagined that it would have been more difficult to get permission to take up Akari and the othersā time with activities that wouldnāt directly affect their reputation.
āMatsukawa-sensei sure is nice to have gotten us permission from the school in spite of that.ā
He was sure that Natsuki and the others had put in a word that theyād continue with their regular Art Club activities, as well.
He straightened himself up, realizing that heād need to brace himself now more than ever to focus on making the movie.
Haruki and Yuu seemed to feel the same way, reconfirming his feelings.
āA movie really isnāt something you can make on your own, huh,ā
Yuu muttered, moved by the emotion of the moment, to which Haruki nodded in agreement to with a serious face that he rarely ever wore.
āIām thankful to the viewers, of course, but also the people that lend a hand in the movieās production. Itād probably be exaggerating a little to say that theyāre the ones Iām filming for, but I want to repay them somehow through film.ā
Haruki spoke in a calm, gentle tone, without sounding worked up.
These were unmistakably his true feelings, and it was clear that the words he spoke werenāt fake in any way.
āI wonder how Haruki thinksā¦.ā
Next to Souta, who stood rooted to the spot as if his heart had been touched too much to move, Haruki suddenly gasped.
He seemed to have realized something, his eyebrows knitting together all of a sudden in a thoughtful expression.
Before Yuu and Souta, who were both wondering what it could be, Haruki muttered in a low voice.
āHey, donāt you think itās really hot today?ā
āā¦.Come again?ā
The moment he finished talking, Haruki started to rummage through the bag hanging off his shoulder.
Yuu also seemed to have missed the timing to say anything in reply, and could only watch him with a blank expression.
The thing he took out was the handheld fan that heād been bragging about during lunch. With the fact that it could be used without having to be plugged into an outlet or USB port being its selling point, Haruki wasted no time in turning it on.
'I think I know what this is. Probably his usual way of hiding his embarrassment?ā
The first time heād won an award, the only thing Haruki had said was, āFilmmakingās just one of my hobbies.ā
Despite the fact that heād get so immersed in it that heād forget to eat and sleep.
Haruki was the kind of guy that thought it uncool to reveal whatever was āoffstage,ā even outside of film, and didnāt like showing himself giving effort. In the first place, it was only the people around him that saw it as āeffort,ā while Haruki probably only thought of it as āwhat should obviously be done.ā
āā¦Thatās way too cool, seriouslyā¦.ā
The words that had unconsciously slipped out of Soutaās mouth had apparently been heard by the person in question.
He tilted his head in confusion at first, but soon after, he gave a shout, his eyes sparkling. He must have understood Soutaās statement in a different context, as he was now holding the fan out proudly.
āRight? I even customized it here and there. I painted it this color myself, too.ā
āHuh? It wasnāt red to begin with?ā
While Souta was genuinely surprised by that fact, Yuu hesitantly continued.
āDonāt tell you, you made it that color hoping itād rotate three times faster?ā
Souta had some idea about what anime he was referencing with that, but he didnāt really think that Haruki would be so cheesy.
However, Haruki answered in an almost sing-song tone,
āBingo!ā
āHow dumb!ā
Yuu and Souta laughed together, while Haruki retorted firmly in disagreement.
āYouāre supposed to complimenting me for how much attention I pay to details, right?ā
āThatās payingĀ tooĀ much attention! Whoād even bother to paint all those small parts~ā
As Yuu laughed with a broad grin, Souta and Haruki started laughing along as well.
While they stood around laughing, they heard footsteps approaching from down the hall.
Looking up, they saw Natsuki waving at them.
āThanks for waiting!ā
āYo. Sorry to take up your time when youāre all busy preparing for the contest.ā
āIf youāre really sorry, then at least treat us to something to drink.ā
Haruki and Natsuki spoke to each other as they usually did, but today, Akari and Miou were here as well.
If it was only Natsuki, who was their childhood friend, there was no need to be modest now, but it was different for the other two. Considering that theyād set aside their time just to meet with the Film Club, it was a given that they show their gratitude.
āAh, thatās right. Sorry, we should have thought of thatā¦.!ā
Haruki waved his hand in the air as Mochita started to head for the vending machines.
āMochita, youāre such a nice guy. You donāt have to do whatever Natsuki says, you know.ā
āYou really are a nice person, Mochita. But itās fine to just let Haruki take care of this kind of thing.ā
It was just after Natsuki replied to Harukiās jest that they heard Yuu deliberately clear his throat and then speak in a frosty tone.
Haruki, and Natsuki, too, would you two quit it for a minute? Canāt you see that youāre leaving out Hayasaka and Aida?ā
At Yuuās words, Souta saw that Miou and Akari, who had come a little later, were standing there looking a bit lost.
Along with the fact that Haruki and Natsuki were childhood friends, they got along extremely well. Miou and Akari seemed uncertain about when to jump into the conversation between them, but they also seemed just generally overwhelmed by how quickly it was moving.
āAkarin looks so cute with that surprised faceā¦.ā
Although he knew that this wasnāt the time for it, Soutaās eyes were glued on Akari.
Every slight movement she made caused his heartbeat to accelerate, and his face burn hotter.
Suddenly feeling someoneās gaze on him, he was pulled back to reality by Natsukiās panicked voice.
āS-Sorry! I didnāt mean you two hanging.ā
Natsuki unlocked the door to the preparation room, and urged Miou and Akari to go inside.
Yuu followed after them, but Haruki seemed to remember something and stopped short.
āIām thirsty now after talking so much. Mochita, letās go.ā
Haruki turned around and looked up at Soutaās face.
He realized then that the gaze heād felt earlier had been Harukiās.
āHeās probably wondering if Iām alright, with my face so redā¦.ā
Haruki and Yuu were completely aware of Soutaās feelings for Akari, to the point that there was no need to try and hide them.
This was probably his chance to take hold of this lifeline that Haruki had thrown him and recompose himself.
āR-Right!ā
āAhhh, my voice got so high!!!ā
Itād be totally obvious now that he was nervous.
Stealing a glance at Akari and the others, he saw that the three girls were standing with confused faces.
Unable to stand being there any longer, Souta ran off in escape.
āAh, hey, wait!ā
āā¦.Well, thatās that, so weāll just go in first.ā
Hearing the sound of Haruki chasing after him, and Yuu settling the situation, he let out a sigh of relief.
But right after, tears of regret started to come forth.
āAhhā¦. I ended up needing help againā¦.ā
He knew exactly what the emotion swirling around in his chest was.
It was self-pity.
āā¦.Ughh, I wonāt lose.ā
āTo who?ā
Haruki, who was now walking next to him, asked.
He wasnāt the slightest out of breath, and had the usual aloof air about him.
āIn times like these, Haruki isnāt the type to scold by saying, āDonāt make me have to chase after you like that.ā And just now, too. I was talking to myself, but he didnāt tease me about itā¦.ā
āHeeey, are you even listening?ā
āAh, yeah! I was just thinking that I wonāt lose to myself.ā
Haruki raised an eyebrow at Soutaās answer.
āThinking about complicated things again, huh?ā
āHuh? Is it really? Isnāt thinking about not losing to yourself a pretty common thing?ā
āWell, it is, but itās not something that simple, you know? Actually, I think itās more confusing to say that happens to just anyone.ā
Unable to grasp what Haruki was trying to say, Soutaās pace naturally slowed down.
Haruki also slowed down his pace beside him, and he spoke in a languid tone, as well.
āNormally, the more experience you have, the easier it is for you to figure out how to solve a problem or avoid making mistakes, right? But the fact that thereās people that keep messing up despite having so much experience is what makes it a complicated problem.ā
āā¦.Ah, I seeā¦.ā
He felt like heād just been given an important hint.
As Souta chewed over the words in his head, Haruki patted him on the shoulder.
āSo thatās why you shouldnāt waste so much time just thinking it over. You should try just acting on the spot, or going with your gut, you know?ā
A famous line drifted up from the back of Soutaās mind.
It matched Harukiās style perfectly, something that Souta lacked.
āSo, just donāt think?ā
āYeah, exactly!ā
Haruki grinned, and patted Souta roughly on the back.
Somehow cheered up by this atmosphere, Souta patted Harukiās back in return.
āOw! Mochita, you donāt have to do it so hard, you know.ā
āThatās my line!ā
ā„ ā„ ā„ ā„ ā„
By the time they returned to the preparation room carrying water bottles, Yuu had finished explaining the basics to Natsuki and the others.
āThat said, itās Haruki, the director, who has the clearest vision out of all of us.ā
Although Haruki grumbled, āHow out-of-character!ā when prompted by Yuu, he continued,
āThe setting is that the heroine, whoās never been in love before, starts showing changes in her art after meeting the protagonist. We want to appeal to the viewers by using pictures to show the delicate, and subtle changes in the heroineās feelings towards the protagonist.ā
There was no hesitation in Harukiās voice as he spoke.
Speaking without faltering, it was clear that he was the ādirector.ā
Natsuki and the others blinked, overwhelmed, and turned to look at one another. Both Akari and Miou were completely silent as well, too stunned to make a single sound throughout Harukiās explanation.
Sensing the tense atmosphere, Yuu looked around at the three girls.
At that moment, Haruki suddenly threw out a question.
āSay, what color do you think love is?ā
āThere it is! The unhittable pitch!ā
Souta couldnāt help screaming in his mind, feeling like his consciousness was fading away.
It was unclear what train of thought led him to it, but Haruki had abruptly asked that ridiculous question.
They would later learn that heād had a specific intention when heād asked that, but at the moment, practically everyone was at a loss with this out-of-context question.
āHuh? What colorā¦?ā
The first person to react was Natsuki, who was the most accustomed to this behavior out of the two other childhood friends.
But even Natsuki didnāt have a clear grasp on the intent behind Harukiās question. The reply and gaze that Natsuki gave Haruki was meant for trying to search for his true intent.
However, Haruki simply stared right back at Natsuki.
āAt this rate, no oneās going to have anything to say, much less the answerā¦.ā
Natsuki, who was just as nervous as Souta was, seemed to have realized Harukiās methods.
āā¦.Pink, I guess?ā
As Natsuki said the first color that came to mind when picturing love, Haruki gave a strong nod.
Miou, as if encouraged by that response, also spoke up hesitantly,
āLove can sometimes be bitter, or painful, so I think blues and blacks would be used, too.ā
Haruki nodded with interest again, and lastly, looked at Akari.
āWhat do you think, Hayasaka?ā
āIād sayā¦. gold, I guess.ā
The moment Souta heard Akariās answer, he was so shocked that he forgot to breathe.
Hearing Yuu mutter, āWhat?ā beside him brought him back to his senses.
Looking around, he saw that Natsuki and Miou were also motionless with surprise.
Haruki was the only one whose eyes sparkled, resting his hands on the desk and leaning forward in interest.
āWhat makes you think that?ā
āIt pretty, and shiny, but it rusts when you leave it alone for too long, right? And when it shines too brightly, it can be blinding, so I think thatās similar to how love can be.ā
In the first place, it was silver that rusts, not gold, and it was difficult for either to oxidize, anyway.
Souta bit down on his lip, resisting his urge to make that kind of comeback.
It would have been an insensitive comment, given the situation, but the reason that made him hold back most of all was the expression on Harukiās face.
He looked truly happy, from the bottom of his heart.
āOhā¦? I never thought Iād meet someone that thinks the same way as me.ā
Those words just now had been the decisive blow.
It was certain that they would end up using Akariās art.
Yuu must have felt the same way, but he seemed intent on going through the process in order.
āSo thatās the general idea.⦠For the time being, would you mind showing us some of your actual works?ā
āAhh, he said āfor the time being.āā
Souta was quick to catch the unsteadiness in Yuuās words.
Natsuki seemed to have noticed as well, and her expression noticeably stiffened. But instead of blaming Yuu, she responded with deliberate cheerfulness.
āWeāll bring a few different things, like oil paintings, and sketches.ā
Miou and Akari nodded as well, and they disappeared into the art room next door.
āHaruki probably doesnāt find anything unpleasant about this situationā¦.ā
Even while they were waiting for Natsuki and the others to return, Harukiās eyes still sparkled, unable to hold back his excitement.
On the other hand, Yuu seemed to be in the same frame of mind as Souta, and held a complex expression.
āThatās right, heās finally realized the weight of this situationā¦.ā
From the beginning, theyād only been planning to pick someone who could draw for them, but in reality, they could only pick one person out of the three.
Since Haruki was used to assessing his own works, he was probably rather lax when it came to reviewing the works of other people.
As for Souta, if he was the one exhibiting something, it was still bearable, but he was reluctant to be part of the ones judging the works of others.
āWe asked them to do this so casually, but I hope Natsuki and the others are alright.ā
While they had a lot of experience with entering contests as members of the Art Club, it was probably their first time competing against, and having their works judged right in front of each other.
Although they were doing this to help the Film Club, along with the fact that the judges were people they knew and that there wasnāt going to be a prize, there was a high chance that just the fact that only one of them would be be chosen had created an unpleasant atmosphere between them.
āWhat should we do? Itād be weird if we just suddenly cancelled it right nowā¦.ā
While he couldnāt think of how to fix this problem, it was hard to overlook now that heād realized it.
Just as heād decided to at least discuss it with Yuu and Haruki and was starting to get up from his chair, the door opened.
āSorry for the wait. Weāll line them up on the desk, so could you make some room?ā
āGot it. Let us know if you need any help.ā
Having answered Natsuki instinctively by accident, Souta gulped.
But it was already too late now. As he watched Natsuki and the others speedily make preparations from the corner of his eye, all he could do now was stand off to the side with Yuu and Haruki.
It was pretty impressive seeing all their works lined up in a row on top of the wood, working desk.
āI donāt have much artistic taste, and I donāt know anything about technique, butā¦.ā
The one that caught his eye was the vivid watercolor painting in front of him.
Since Souta always chose music classes as his elective, he rarely got to see the artwork done by Natsuki and the others. The only times he got to see them were when they won awards and were hung around the school afterwards, or when they were showcased at the Culture Festival.
āBut even so, itās funny that you can still kind of tell who drew which ones.ā
āNow presenting the first contestant, Enomoto Natsuki!ā
As the air filled with tension, Natsuki energetically introduced herself.
And just as Souta had expected, she pointed out the watercolor painting in from of him as her own.
āThe expressions in the characters you draw are really lively. Thatās the kind of thing I like to see.ā
Surprisingly, the very first one to give feedback was Haruki.
Natsuki also had her mouth agape in surprise, and wasnāt able to give any other reaction.
Finding this rather amusing, Souta continued.
āAlso, the colors are really nice.ā
āYeah. The compositionās good too, so it really feels complete, you know?ā
As he tried to keep his comments objective, Yuuās face was bashful like his own.
āHe sure is easy to read⦠But the person heās doing this for probably hasnāt noticed.ā
Looking over at Natsuki with a wry smile, they heard a high-pitched voice ring out.
āW-Wow! You all sound like real art critics making comments like that!ā
Natsuki seemed a bit stressed by how forced their compliments sounded.
Iām happy to hear them, butā¦!
Souta couldnāt help but burst out laughing at how her entire body seemed to be screaming those words.
Yuu and Haruki started laughing as well, and Natsukiās face reddened.
As she stood there dumbfounded, Haruki suddenly stretched out his hand.
āIt was an honest compliment, you know. Itās not often that I get the chance to give them, after all.ā
Natsuki let out a yelp as he ruffled her hair a little roughly. As if that had acted as the trigger, her tone became light-hearted again, as if breaking free of sleep paralysis.
āEhh? You should praise me more on a regular basis!ā
āAh, sheās back to her normal self.ā
Feeling half relieved, and half impressed at how well heād lightened the mood, Souta couldnāt help laughing again. As he gradually started laughing more genuinely, it caught on to Akari and Miou as well.
It was clear that the tension that had filled the room earlier was quickly dispersing.
āā¦.Alright, thatās enough with the flirting.ā
Yuuās low mutter fell upon the peaceful atmosphere.
Confusion rapidly filled the space between them, like a bucket of paint that had been spilled on the floor.
āHuh?ā
Natsuki didnāt seem to process the intent of his remark, and was frozen on the spot.
Haruki, the other party in question, seemed to have clearly understood Yuuās feelings. His eyebrows were furrowed, making a face like heād been caught in the act of something.
Met with this sudden, unpleasant silence, Akari and Miou looked on in confusion.
āIn times like these, I have to do somethingā¦.ā
It was obvious that the feelings that Haruki had for Natsuki were only those of a childhood friend, but there was still a slight chance that Miou would misunderstand.
If that happened, her relationship with Haruki would become complicated.
āTh-Then, next up is Aida-san.ā
Souta forcefully changed the topic to do away with the unpleasant atmosphere.
He looked at Miouās works, which were displayed next to Natsukiās, and commented, āTheyāre very delicate drawings.ā Yuu and Haruki followed suit, and once more, a peculiar tension filled the room.
However, the relief lasted for only a fleeting moment before the room was chilled again, this time by Harukiās remark.
āDonāt the expressions seem kind of stiff?ā
Unlike his positive comments towards Natsukiās works earlier, Harukiās comments on Miouās works were harsh.
Naturally, Souta was taken aback by his unreserved statement, and even Yuu seemed surprised.
āIād say itās more like they look very well-defined, you know?ā
āOh, thereās landscapes, too.ā
Despite the other twoās efforts to bring up the good points, Haruki had only sharp words to say.
āThe technique is good and all, but⦠they feel more like references.ā
They were frank opinions, the type of opinion that Haruki usually gave.
Souta knew that there was no resentment in those words, but to actually be the one hearing them was a different story. It was like being splashed with cold water in the dead of winter, and the words hurt most because of the fact that they didnāt have any ill intent behind them.
āThis isnāt good.ā
Miou was looking down now, and Natsuki and Akari, who stood on either side of her, were looking at her in worry.
Yuu wasnāt blaming Haruki head-on either, but he was still shooting daggers at him.
āThe girls are still here, so they wonāt go starting an argument, will theyā¦.?ā
As he glanced uneasily between the two of them, Haruki was already looking at Akariās pieces.
Unlike with Haruki and Miou, he stared at them silently.
The other members noticed this too, and everyoneās eyes focused in on a single painting.
āAh, this is the first piece that Akari won an award for!ā
Soutaās heartbeat accelerated the moment he set his eyes on the oil painting laid out on the desk.
Since it had been sent to be shown at other schools and exhibitions for so long, itād been a while since heād seen the real thing before his eyes like this.
Just like the title, āThe Cherry Blossoms of Someday,ā said, cherry blossoms bloomed in full glory across the canvas.
It had been about two years ago that heād fallen in love at first sight with the painting that, while illuminated by the bright sunlight, seemed somehow melancholy, as well.
At that time, heād still just been part of the Going Home Club, with nothing particularly eventful in his new high school life.
He didnāt have a part-time job, or go to cram school or anything. He just went straight home after school and watched his favorite movies.
Although those mundane and repetitive days kept him from having any hardships, it was like standing in lukewarm water.
āBut thatās when I came across this painting.ā
It had been right before summer vacation, one day after school in July.
After heād gone back to the classroom to get the assignment heād left in his desk, he had passed through the hallway in front of the art room.
The red ribbon and the words, āCongratulations on Honorable Mention,ā that accompanied it, had caught his eye.
It had been commemorated during a schoolwide assembly, so heād known that the winner had been a first-year, just like him. Recalling what it was, heād glanced over at the canvas casually, and caught his breath with how moved he was.
āThrough her art, I fell in love with Akarin for the second time.ā
The first time had been the day of the entrance ceremony.
Ever since his heart had been firmly captivated by Akariās smile, Souta had never stopped chasing her with his eyes.
He didnāt have the courage to talk to her at all, and after the ceremony had ended, Natsuki had run up to her shouting, āCute girl sighted!ā but heād only been able to watch her go.
And he soon learned that she wasnātĀ justĀ cute.
When heād seen the nameplate underneath the picture frame reading āHayasaka Akari,ā heād been filled with admiration, finding her somehow similar to Haruki. Apparently, itĀ wasĀ possible for one person to be blessed by the heavens with more than just one talent.
āFrom my point of view, those two are like starsā¦.ā
Of course, they were like stars themselves, but the things they created were also like stars that shone in the heavens.
All Souta could ever do was admire them from below.
āLooks nice.ā
The words that Haruki muttered pulled Souta back to reality.
In the end, just as expected, it was decided that Akari would be the one to draw the pictures.
They hadnāt decided it by voting, but by the decision of the director, Haruki.
Although Akari was the one who had been nominated, she had become completely shy. Seeing her peeking out from behind Natsuki, Souta was struck by a strange obligation to protect her.
āUm, Serizawa-kunā¦.ā
āAaaaah?! Akarin! Damn, sheās so cute!ā
Hearing her sweet voice, Souta felt a needle inside of him sway drastically, on the verge of snapping.
That meter was probably labeled with something like āMy Idealā or āSomething Important to a Personā.
āI wouldāve been more happy if it was my name sheād called, thoughā¦. No, I canāt wish for something so luxurious. Iāll settle for being able to witness this sight from up close.ā
As he waited expectantly for what would come next, Akari braced herself and took a step forward.
āCould you tell me a bit more about the movie? Otherwise, I wonāt fully understand the heroineās feelings, and it might be hard to convey the right mood in the pictures.ā
āConvey the right mood, huh⦠Yeah, these two things go hand-in-hand.ā
Although he hadnāt outright said anything, it was obvious just by looking at the smile on Harukiās face. He looked happy to have found someone that shared his point of view, and the same artistic values.
āI guess stars are really just attracted to other stars⦠huh.ā
It would be jumping to conclusions to consider what had sprouted between them to be the same as romantic feelings.
But it wasnāt impossible, which was what made him worry.
āEven if that does even up happening, itās not like I can do anything about it.ā
As he let out a quiet sigh, he heard someone else sigh as well.
Souta moved only his eyes to look for who it was, so that the other members wouldnāt notice.
āAh, I knew itā¦.. Aida-sanās worried, too.ā
Underneath her short bangs, the image of her two āfriendsā was reflected in her unsteady eyes.
One was the person she had feelings for, and the other was the person that might become her rival one day. There was no proof that this would ever happen, but there was also the possibility that it might happen at a momentās notice.
Peoplesā feelings are unpredictable; even though you know it wonāt come true, you still canāt help but wish for it.
āI wish I could just have you all for myselfā¦.ā
ā„ ā„ ā„ ā„ ā„
The screening meeting had concluded in about an hour.
āIt felt really long, but as a same time, really shortā¦.ā
For Souta, it had certainly been intense, in many ways.
āYuu must be tired, too.ā
Although theyād settled the matter about the movieās pictures, they still had a pile of things to do.
The club president, Yuu, had gone back to their room to start making adjustments to the scenario and schedule. In order to divide up their work schedule, he was comparing the timetable to his smartphone, trying to sort out the rough estimates that the director, Haruki, had given them.
āThen, weāll do filming during summer vacation, andā¦. Ah, Natsuki sent a text.ā
Haruki furrowed his brows when Yuu showed him the screen of his smartphone.
āShe wants to know about the next meeting, huh? Well, weāve already told them what weāre looking for, so I donāt think we really need to meet up again anytime soon. We can just leave the rest to Hayasaka for now.ā
It sounded just like the type of reply that Haruki would give; it might sound like he was neglecting them, but he was really just trying to give them freedom with their actions.
Yuu understood his intentions as well, and gave a firm nod.
āGot it. Iāll tell Natsuki that.ā
āThanks.ā
As Haruki got up from his seat after saying this, Souta said to him,
āAida-san isnāt coming today, huh.ā
āā¦.What?ā
There was a hint of annoyance in Harukiās reaction.
It went without saying for Souta, who was the one who had said it, but even Yuu, who was watching from the side, went pale.
āAh, I mean, itās started raining outside. If Aida-san isnāt coming, I just thought itād be a good idea if you went to meet her soon. The clouds look dark, so itās probably going to rain harder.ā
As Souta quickly came up with an explanation, Harukiās expression relaxed.
āIf she hasnāt texted me by now, sheās probably going home with Natsuki and Hayasaka today.
āā¦.Oh, okay.ā
Harukiās eyes looked sad as he stared at his cell phone, and Souta refrained from saying any more.
āIām so stupid. I canāt guess how other people are feelingā¦.ā
Haruki might not be saying anything, but he was probably still worried about what had happened during the meeting. He probably thought that heād hurt Miou.
But, why then? Why had he said it like that?
If he thought that heād hurt her, it wasnāt too late to go and apologize now.
He must have been thinking a lot of things, but in the end, Haruki didnāt say anything. Everyone had things that they wanted to say, but couldnāt put into words.
The cries of the cicadas changed to the sound of raindrops hitting the window until the last school bell rang.