Arriving at the later half of July, with barely ten days of summer break behind me, it honestly felt like itās been an entire month already. But this time around, Iām actually making solid progress with the summer homework for once. Depending on work, I get up fairly early, and I feel oddly satisfied with this lifestyle right now, getting some regularity into it. The serious working mode thanks to my part-time job surely helps with that. What makes me even happier is the encounter born from a good deed of mine.
āGood morning, Sajou-san.ā
āGood morning, Sasaki-san.ā
Unworthy Sajou Wataru is being spoiled by a university girl. The more often she stopped by at the second-hand bookstore, the more she actually started searching for me. Since sheās walking around saying āSajou-saaan~ā with an adorable expression, even my head turns blank, only able to put out a brief āAh, helloā. Why canāt she just find someone more worthy than this kind of man that I am.
āAs always, the summer sunlight and Sasaki-san arenāt too far apart when it comes to the dazzling shine blinding my eyes.ā
āD-Donāt say that. You really are a womanizer, Sajou-san.ā
āIf I was, then all the normies in class are clubbersā¦ā
The only reason I can frankly compliment a beauty like her is exactly because sheās way out of my league. Even if I were to seriously hit on her, itād just come off as a joke.
āC-Clubber? What is that?ā
āAh, wellā¦ā
Sometimes, Sasaki-san really feels like a sheltered lady. Itās like sheās skipped high school all the way up to university. Even the word āWomanizerā she didnāt know until a while ago. I told her that itās an older expression that she didnāt need to remember, but she flat out rejected that. Since itās used by youngsters nowadays, and something that feels more like subconscious than openly stated, itās hard to explain it with wordsā¦
āI kind of feel bad. Like Iām negatively influencing you, Sasaki-sanā¦ā
āā¦Youāre not, Sajou-san. To me and Kou-kun, you are like a hero.ā
āAhaha, you flatter me.ā
ā¦Isnāt she flattering me a bit too much? If I didnāt know any better, Iād say sheās trying to seduce me. But, thereās no way some bookstore employee with an apron around his neck could be a hero.
āIām justā¦not too familiar with how the world worksā¦With Sajou-san in front of me, I feel like a child.ā
āEh, d-donāt say that.ā
Isnāt she getting carried away a bit? Sheās lifting me up to be some kind of god. Why? I donāt get it. Standing, sheād be a Chinese peony. Sitting, sheād be tree peony. Walking, sheād be like a lily. How could someone like her lose confidence like that?
āThe thing isā¦I actually reached a dead end with my studiesā¦ā
āEh?ā
Studies? Let alone reaching a dead end, Iām already off the right trackā¦Why am I being forced to look at reality right now? I feel terrified of university now.
āSo, talking with Sajou-san is a good change of pace. It makes me feel like I became an adult myself, and that Iāve gotten more clever than before.ā
āā¦ā
Umā¦well, yeah. You say the most cruel things with a straight smile like that. Because Iām such a brat, she feels more like an adult? Talking to me is refreshing to her in that way? Thatās what her desires were when she came to meet me? I donāt how to feel about being used in that way and being insulted all the same. Well, sheās a beauty so Iāll forgive her. She is a university girl from a girls-only university (most crucial). No way could I help her in that, being a lowly high school boy after allā¦
āā¦Hehā¦ā
āSajou-sanā¦?ā
When I was laughing at myself yet again, Sasaki-san tilted her head in confusion. Damn it, what a cute gestureā¦My heart wonāt stop racing.Now that itās come to thisā¦Bear with it, my bodyā¦! Gut punch times three!! (Self-destruction)
āIf I can be of any help for you, then just let me know. Use me as you see fit.ā
āE-Ehhā¦? Use youā¦?ā
āYes, with no restraint.ā
Be it Sasaki-san or Natsukawa, thereās nothing more rewarding than helping beauties like them. I mean, that motivation was enough for me to work part-time during middle school. Though, I couldnāt really help Natsukawa in the endā¦But, I got to buy a lot of games.
āIf thatās the case, thenā¦since you are attending a high-level school, do you have some secret hint to studying?ā
āYes, a very simple one.ā
āEh!? What is that!?ā
Oh, sheās biting into itā¦Is she having that much trouble? Well, right now, things have changed, but when it came to getting into the high school I wanted, my motivation was on an entirely different level. Back then, I was using every free moment to studyā¦What horrifying memories.
āWell, itās not really a method, but rather depends on your experienceā¦ā
āI donāt mindā¦! Please, teach me!ā
āThe thing isā¦the results of your studies showing immediate feedback.ā
āFeedbackā¦is it?ā
Now that itās come to this, I need to reveal everything. I always thought Iād carry this to my grave, but since she only thinks of me as a change of pace from studying, I guess it doesnāt matter.
āIn my case, my motivation for studying was to get into the same school as the girl I love.ā
āEhā¦!? T-The girl you like!?ā
My grades were pretty much average even back then. When I heard that āNatsukawa Aikaās aspired school is Kouetsu Highā, I studied as much as I could, working upon unlimited motivation with the goal to end up in the same school as Natsukawa. That is undoubtedly my trick to studying.
āDo you still like that person!? Is she possibly your girlfriend!?ā
Um, are you listening to me? Now that I think about it, I might have gotten caught in some love talk all girls love so much. I feel like we moved away from the topic of studying. Rather than biting into it, her eyes are sparkling with excitement now. This is like being on the night of the school trip, everyone asking who you like.
āWell, I do like her, butā¦Iāve given up. I realized that sheās like the unattainable flower of the school.ā
āS-So wonderfulā¦Her charm made you give upā¦ā
Youāre in the same category as well. With your looks like that, it feels like Iād need to be some high-level hottie to even properly stand next to you. Why are you even giving me the time of the day? Really just to use me?
āA-Anyway! Youāll find more motivation when you actually see the fruits of your labor! You must be aiming for something big, right? You just have to imagine that certain something in your hands.ā
āSomething in my handsā¦something charmingā¦ā
What even is the reason for her diligent studying? For her jobā¦? I hear that you need to study like crazy if you want to become some kind of officialā¦Must be rough. But, maybe sheās just trying to get a good job in order to make her little brother Kouta-kun happy. Weāve been talking for a while now, and I can see that sheās very doting towards him, so maybe thatās her motivation? Or, even without thatā¦
āFor example, like meā¦wanting to be together with the person you like.ā
āLiā!? A person I like!?ā
āAh, you said you had no experience with men, right.ā
āH-How rude! I do have some experience!ā
What!? Ahh, what a shock. I guess beauty like her has had some kind of experience with at least one or two guys. If I was a beauty like her, Iād make my own harem. Man, thatās a bummer. I should just get my work done and head homeā¦ā¦Hm?
āā¦Um.ā
ā~~~!ā
āUm, Sasaki-san?ā
Why is she pointing at me like that? Are you saying that an average conversation like weāre having counts as this āexperience?ā That wonāt do, Onee-san, you must understand what kind of experience Iām talking a bout, even if you are a proper womanā¦You know, that erotic one.
āOh right, sheās a sheltered lady.
āThis barely counts as any experience, you know?ā
āEhh!? Really!?ā
Ah, I think I said something unnecessary. Okay, hold on a second. Can you not look at me with such a pure gaze in your eyes? Ah, if you grab my arm, itāll count as an illicit relationship, you know? You wanna lay your hands on an underage high school student? Fine by meeeeeee!!