Suddenly, Sid, standing in front of the desk, laid down a bundle of documents in front of the Lyle.
âWhat are you thinking about so deeply?â
âNothing.â
When I replied with a sulky face, Sid glanced back at the servants in the Oval Office.
They quickly stepped out of the office.
âIs it because you saw the Empress earlier?â
I donât want to admit it, but I was bothered by Milledia.
Lyle replied without releasing his frown.
âIâve never seen Medea run.â
âI thought you would never run, even if the palace was on fire.â
âI always thought she would rather die than disregard a nobleâs dignity and decorum.â
Lyleâs expression at Sidâs reply became severe.
ââŚIs it really memory loss?â
âWhat if it is? Are you going to visit?â
Lyle sighed.
It seems that Medea has become a completely different person he doesnât know.
âNo.â
âThen what are you worrying about? Is it because the union night is in two daysâ time?â
For a moment, Lyle was confused and then stunned.
I was so preoccupied with Medea that completely I forgot that the day of our union was approaching.
Sid nodded as if he was troubled.
âIf she doesnât remember⌠⌠she may refuse.â
âItâs her duty as Empress. She wonât reject it.â
I replied, irritated.
But to my annoyance, Sidâs expression seemed to say, âIs that so?â
âBut it didnât seem to me that she even remembered etiquette. It is even questionable whether something like the Empressâs duty remains in her head now.â
ââŚ.âŚâ
Thinking about Milledia already gave Lyle a headache, now it feels like thereâs already another problem he will stress out about.
Lyle became very uncomfortable.
âWhy donât you go and take a look?â
âIt seems like someone wants me to be close to the Empress.â
âHer Majesty, the Empress has changed. Thatâs a good enough reason.â
Sid, who answered in an even tone, met Lyleâs glare.
The Duke of Caird was not entirely on Lyleâs side, even though their political views were consistent. Perhaps if there were a son between Lyle and Medea, he would be a loyal ally of Lyleâs, unless Lyle abused her greatly.
He might even be willing to deal with Lyleâs uncle, Lord Rowendal.
âArenât you going to be with the empress anyway?â
Lyle did not intend to dethrone Medea even if he did wonder if she was infertile.
I have no intention of adding another task to my pile of burdensome responsibilities like having an affair or taking in a concubine.
The former Emperor had too many affairs, mistresses, and concubinesâhis innumerous infidelities had shocked the country.
Fortunately, the Emperor had only one woman, but rumors spread that the Emperor was cursed because of the his fatherâs excesses.
âIâm not reluctant.â
Just like you have to drink medicine, Lyle thought of Medea as something bitter that must be swallowed and used. Well, not even a must-swallow treatment. Medea was only bitter. Thatâs what Lyle felt for Medea.
I almost spat in my tea.
In a voice that barely swallowed and choked, Medea asked:
âUnion day?â
Her voice increased a couple of notches, loud enough to ring in the room.
The maid-in-waiting looked at Medea with an expression that wanted to point out her lack of propriety.
After losing her memory, she became like a child.
She is the highest woman in the Empire, the mistress of the imperial family. Additionally, if her memory comes back, she was also the woman who would point out everything the maids had done and discipline them harshly.
ââŚYou are the mistress of the Imperial Palace, and you have an obligation to continue the imperial family line and bear itâs heir and descendants.â
In the novel, Medea was only portrayed as a dead empress, but there was no such story of the joint nights.
Medea, who thought that Lyle would never come to her bedroom because of their estranged relationship, was embarrassingly bewildered.
âBut⌠⌠But I donât remember His Majesty!â
âYou can think of it as the first night.â
It was the first night in many ways.
But Medea shook her head.
âNo. Iâm not in that condition. I fell off the second floor and still have a concussion!â
âHis Majesty also witnessed your Majesty running down the hall.â
When the Emperor, who was staring with his mouth open, came to mind, the maid became more embarrassed.
âShe wasnât like this⌠⌠.â
âChit. Is there any other way⌠⌠.â
If it were Medea before she lost his memory, she would have been anxiously waiting for the union night. And her tension and anxiety would have been relieved by grabbing and pulling at the maids as if they were rats.
After recalling the memories of that time, the maid in waiting thought things were better now. The Empressâs attitude seemed to be softer than before.
âHis Majesty is a very chivalrous man. So donât worry, just follow His Majestyâs leadâŚâŚâ
ââŚâŚâ
If he had been really a chivalrous man, he would have stopped by at least once to see his sick wifeâs condition, but the criticism was swallowed.
Lyle not coming to see her was a good thing while she was new in Medeaâs body.
âAh⌠do I have to run awayâŚâ
Medea sank on the sofa with a tired face. Even if you run away, where would you go?
I couldnât figure out what this world was like in the perfectly coordinated imperial palace.
She knew she was perfectly protected because she was an Empress.
What is the level of security in this world? Is it safe to walk out in the streets? If you run away and get a job, what kind of job can you get? What about your identity? Wonât they ask for your ID?
Tens of thousands of worries and thoughts were in my head.
As I started my day with a web novel and ended the day with a web novel, my imagination took off. The branches of my thoughts continued to spread out continuously, depending on various scenarios, and the endless possibilities grew.
âHow secure is it in the capital city? Is it safe even if a lady doesnât carry an escort?â
When Medea suddenly asked this, the maid-in-waiting turned pale.
It wasnât hard to guess what the Empress was thinking, even if she had changed noticeably in just a few days.
âItâs never safe. You could be kidnapped and sold to traffickers in no time!â
ââŚâŚ Isnât lying to the royal family worthy of a severe punishment?â
âIf youâre a regular child, you could be safe. But you are the most beautiful woman in the Empire.â
The maid-in-waiting ignored her beating heart, trembling nerves and managed to speak in a confident, calm tone.
âYour beauty is not obscured by disguise. Please consider the difficulties of those who serve you.â
Medea frowned at the maid bowing gracefully.
âYou seem certain that Iâll run away from home. WellâŚâŚ If itâs dangerous as a woman, you can dress like a manâŚ.â
The maid was nervous as she watched Medeaâs twinkling eyes. She was worried about the Empress, who had made so many mistakes. Thinking so, she dilberated about whether she should increase the number of her servants.
âMaybe we increase the number of guards and escorts by telling His Majesty!â
While thinking of many things, the maid informed the Empress that she had finished preparing for her bath.
The day of the union was the next night, but the original Medea reportedly had to undergo a skincare regimen starting from the day before.
âTomorrow is the problem. How do we avoid it? Are you sure you wonât die if you refuse? UmâŚâŚ should I just close my eyes and get it over with? Even if you do this and that, youâre still very handsome. Plus, heâs the male leadâŚ..â
Meh! Whereâs my pride? I canât believe Iâm falling into this worldâs way of thinking where womenâs rights are weak.
It was the worst.
If I was going to possess someone, couldnât it have been a body with some ability?
There is no answer to my questions.
Meh, I donât even have the motivationâŚâŚâ (Girl, I feel you I havenât even died or lost my internet connection and Iâm depressed af)
Medea sighed as she headed to the bathhouse with her maids.