Chapter 1258: Yeming, It Hurts
āLet me be honest, I canāt forget you. Iāll never be able to forget you. I love you and will keep loving you in the future. No one is ever going to remove you from my memories and my heart. You already live in my heart.
āAll these years, I used to have nightmares that you would leave me and not want me anymore. Elder Sisā¦ Do you really not want me anymore?ā
A sheen of tears appeared over Tang Moāerās bright eyes and she lifted her eyes to look at the man in front of her.
Having such a heartfelt thing said to her, who wouldnāt be moved?
Of course she would be moved, to be so deeply loved by someone.
But she couldnāt accept it.
Because she wouldnāt be able to respond to his feelings at all.
He had his own life as well.
Tang Moāer pressed her red lips together before saying the cruelest thing she could think of, āIām sorry, I canāt accept your love. Letās never meet again. I donāt ever want to see you again.ā
Letās never meet again.
I donāt want to see you again .
Lu Yeming felt as though he was being ripped apart. As the pain hit him suddenly, his eyes turned bloodshot and a heavy, oppressive devastation seemed to smash through his entire being.
She was the only one who fulfilled his life.
She was the only color in his life.
He didnāt want to be abandoned.
He couldnāt take it if she left him.
Tang Moāer tried to close the door again. But Lu Yemingās foot didnāt budge and he held the door open stubbornly.
Tang Moāer suddenly recalled the distant boy from all those years ago. Back then, he had been so lonely. She had invaded his heart, and as her mom had said, become the demon in his heart
She released the doork.n.o.b and turned to leave.
But before she could, a hand reached over to grab her delicate wrist.
She never looked back, but hot tears rolled down her cheeks. In an instant, her face was soaked with tears.
He held her hand stubbornly, refusing to budge at all. His elegant facade slipped away as he was swallowed by weakness and loneliness. His long fingers tugged on her hand slightly. His touch was wistful and helpless.
Lu Yeming, who had become so famous at a young age, was now standing there with bloodshot eyes. His voice was careful and pleading as he said, āElder Sis, please donāt abandon me, alright?ā
Tang Moāer raised her eyes a few more times, wanting to stop her tears from flowing. But this was to no avail, as hot tears continued streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably like pearls falling from a broken string.
She refused to turn around, only looked at his hand clutching hers tightly and said, āYemingā¦ itā¦ hurtsā¦ā
She said that she was hurting.
Lu Yemingās heart felt like it was being ripped apart.
He couldnāt bear to hurt her.
He couldnāt even stand her even getting hurt a little.
Taking advantage of this, Tang Moāer shut the door.
Looking at the tightly shut door, Lu Yeming slowly lowered his bloodshot eyes. His tall body bent over as a self-deprecating laugh escaped his lips.
He knew that he had been abandoned.
She didnāt want him anymore.
After standing there for a long time, he turned and walked downstairs. Fan Men took in this scene. In all the years he had been with Master, this was the first time he had seen him so devastated.
Master loved Miss Jun as well, but all Elder Miss did was bring Masterā¦ pain.
Tang Moāer leaned against the door weakly. There was a metallic taste on her tongue as she pressed her hands against her mouth. Deep crimson blood stained her pale hands.
She knew her body best and knew that her life was coming to an end.
At this moment, the doorbell rang. A soothing voice floated in from the outside. āElder Sister Moāer.ā
Tang Moāer took out a few pieces of tissue to wipe the blood from her mouth before she opened the door.
āElder Sister Moāer.ā Jun Xiqing walked in and held her small hands.
Tang Moāerās eyes were red. She looked like she had been crying for a long time. Jun Xiqing looked at her pale face worriedly.
Shaking her head, Tang Moāer only held Jun Xiqingās hands back. āQingqing, Yeming must be extremely upset right now. He is a very lonely person, so please donāt let him be alone in the future. Please be by his side.ā
Jun Xiqingās watery eyes were sad as well. How could she remain by his side? She was going to leave soon. She had to.
āElder Sister Moāer, itās no use even if I stay by his side. Youāre the one he wants by his side. After the 20 years you spent together, there is no one who can replace you in his heart.
āAs long as youāre by his side, heāll act like an ordinary person. Heāll have a few girls he likes and give birth to children. Heāll laugh, and heāll be warm and happy. Heāll have a good lifeā¦ But if youāre not by his side, nothing matters to him anymore. His personality has always been cold, so no one knows what will happen to him.
āElder Sister Moāer, I wonder sometimes if I should never have exposed him. He wasnāt wrong in loving you. His love for you took root and blossomed in his heart and grew vines all over as time pa.s.sed. How cruel would it be if you left him?ā Jun Xiqing said in a low voice.
Tang Moāerās pale lips curved upwards and she said, āItās precisely because of this that I have to push him away, donāt you think? He shouldnāt put himself in danger anymore because of me. He should take up the Murong name and rule over the world. He has always protected me, but as his sister, there should come a day when I protect him, right?ā
āElder Sister Moāerā¦ā
Tang Moāer interrupted her gently. āI canāt be by his side anymore. Thereās no such thing as the Red Spider Lily in this world.ā
Jun Xiqingās pupils contracted. She turned her face to look at the Red Spider Lily on the study table. The bright red of the flower was already ebbing.
Tang Moāer squeezed Jun Xiqingās small hands tightly. āQingqing, if the day that I canāt be by Yemingās side finally comes, you have to stay by his side. How can love from his youth be stronger than love that he found by himself after that? You should find your way into his heart when he is at his weakest. He is someone who obsesses over love, so once he falls in love with you, even if he has his regrets, heāll be able to live a good life. Can you do that, Qingqing?ā
Jun Xiqingās heart skipped a beat.
On the ground floor of the apartment.
Lu Yeming hadnāt left yet. A limousine was parked beside the vibrant street, cold light glinting off it as it stopped there like an emperor. Lu Yeming leaned on the car lazily with both hands in his pocket as a cold breeze ruffled his fringe. He attracted many gazes as he stood there, the very picture of elegance.
At this moment, two bright lights shone over as a Rolls Royce pulled over.
The car door opened as a tall figure got out. It was Gu Mohan.
Gu Mohan was in a black coat and a black suit under it. There were silver ta.s.sels on his suit, and they gleamed brightly. He had just come from an important business meeting and walked calmly over to Yeming.
āYeming, you came over as well?ā He stopped in front of Lu Yeming.
As if seeing him for the first time, Lu Yemingraised his eyes to look at Gu Mohan.
When Gu Mohan looked at his bloodshot eyes, those eyes he saw exuded an excruciating sense of pain.