Horikita was sullen in the morning. It would be great if she cutely puffed up her cheeks and cutely hit a boyâs chest when she pouted.
I say that, but sheâs completely expressionless and silent. She doesnât even acknowledge my existence.
But if I turned my back to her, she might take out her compass⌠School ended and then it was after school.
âDid everyone gather for the study group?â
The first words she said to me were about the study group. She also spoke in a way that heavily implied something.
â⌠Kushida will bring them. I wonder if theyâll participate.â
âKushidaâs bringing them, huh. Did you tell her properly that sheâs not allowed to participate?â
Horikita headed to the library with those confident words. As I was about to walk out of the classroom, I looked at Kushida, who returned a cute wink.
Securing a corner of a long table near the edge of the library, we waited for the students.
âI brought them~!â
Kushida came to where we were waiting. Behind her wasâ
âWe heard about the study group from Kushida-chan. I donât want to drop out that quickly after school. Please take care of us.â
Ike, Yamauchi, and Sudou. However, there was one unexpected visitor. A boy named Okitani.
âOkitani, you also got a red mark?
âAh, uh, no. I was worried because I was right on the border⌠am I⌠not allowed to join? Itâs a bit difficult to join Hirata-kunâs groupâŚâ
Okitani looked up at me with slightly red cheeks. Slender frame, blue hair, and a short-bob hairstyle. A boy weak to girls would immediately shout âIâm in love~!â If he wasnât a boy, it would be dangerous.
âItâs fine if Okitani-kun joins, right?â
Kushida asked Horikita. His score was a 39 after all, so itâs natural for him to be worried.
âIf itâs a student worried about getting red marks, then itâs fine. But you have to be diligent.â
âO-ok.â
Okitani sat down happily. Kushida tried to sit down next to him, but Horikita noticed.
âKushida-san. Did Ayanokouji-kun not tell you? Youâreââ
âTo be honest, Iâm also worried about getting bad grades.â
âYou⌠you didnât get bad tests on that last test.â
âWell, that was luck. There were a lot of multiple choice questions. So for about half of them, I guessed. In truth, I barely passed.â
Kushida cutely scratched her cheek while saying âEheheâ.
âI think Iâm about the same level as Okitani-kun, if not worse. So I want to participate in the study group to avoid a bad grade. Thatâs fine, right?â
I couldnât hide my surprise at Kushidaâs bold and unexpected plan. After confirming that Okitani could join, she turned the tables. Horikita couldnât help but to let her join.
â⌠Fine.â
âThanks!â
Kushida bowed to Horikita with a smile. Bringing Okitani was probably a part of her plan too. She used him as justification for her to join.
âBelow 32 is a red mark. Then is 32 points also a failing grade?â
âIf itâs âbelowâ, then 32 points is safe. Sudou, can you even make that?â
Even Ike is worried about Sudou. Of course these guys would like to know if itâs âbelowâ or âup toâ.
âIt doesnât matter either way. My goal is to make everyone here get at least 50 points.â
âGeh, isnât that too hard for us?â
âItâs dangerous to just aim for the bare minimum. You guys, who arenât even at the mark, are really troubling.â
At Horikitaâs sound argument, the group of failures reluctantly agreed.
âI was able to summarize most of the topics that will be covered on this test. I plan to thoroughly cover these topics in the next two weeks. If you have any questions that you donât know, ask me.â
â⌠Hey, I donât even understand the first problem.â
Sudou scowled at Horikita. I also read the question.
âA, B, and C have 2150 yen collectively. A has 120 yen more than B does. After C gives B 2/5ths of his money, B now has 220 yen more than A. How much money did A originally have?â
A problem involving system of equations. For a high school student, it should be a free point.
âTry using your brain. If you give up from the very beginning, you wonât get anywhere.â
âEven if you say that⌠I donât even know how to study.â
âEveryone else in the school passed.â
The school doesnât decide on admissions solely based on scores. Sudou was probably accepted because of his high physical ability. If you think about it, wouldnât he get kicked out immediately because of his bad grades?
âUgh, I donât know eitherâŚâ
Ike was also puzzled as he scratched his head.
âOkitani-kun, do you know how to do this question?â
âUm⌠A+B+C equals 2150 yen, and A equals B+120âŚâ
Okitani, who somehow avoided failing the last test, started writing down the equations.
Kushida was looking over his shoulder.
âUn un, thatâs right, thatâs right. And then?â
Kushida is certainly bold. Even though she said she was worried about getting a failing mark, she was teaching Okitani.
âHonestly speaking, this problem can be easily solved by first-year and second-year middle school students. If you fail here, you wonât be able to do anything.
âAre we elementary school students thenâŚ?â
âAs Horikita-san said, itâs pretty bad if you canât solve these problems. The first few math problems on the test were about this hard, but even I didnât know how to do the last problem.â
âI can teach you how to do systems of equations if you want.â
Horikita picked up her pen without hesitating. Itâs pitiful, but the only ones who understood how to do the problem were Kushida and Okitani.
âIn the first place, what even is this âsystem of equationsâ thingâŚ?â
â⌠Are you serious?â
Wow, these guys really live without studying at all. Sudou threw his mechanical pencil at his desk.
âNo, stop. This isnât going to work.â
Before even starting, Sudou already gave up.
Looking at his pitiful state, Horikita was fuming.
âE-everyone, wait. Letâs try our best. If you learn how to solve these problems, you can apply your knowledge to the questions on the test. Ok?â
â⌠Well, if Kushida-chan says so, weâll try our best, but⌠If Kushida-chan taught it to us, I would probably work even harder.â
âU-umâŚâ
Horikita stayed silent when Kushida was about to ask her. It was troubling that she didnât say anything. However, if she stayed silent, the others might give up on studying. Kushida made up her mind and picked up the mechanical pencil.
âThis is, as Horikita-san said, a problem that uses systems of equations. Iâll write down what I said as expressions.â
As she said that, she wrote down the three equations. It looks like theyâre trying their best, but even if she wrote down the equations and showed it to the them, they probably donât understand. Rather than a study group, this is more like detention. They donât get her explanation.
âSo, the answer is 710 yen. Do you get it?â
Feeling satisfied, Kushida smiled and looked at Sudou.
â⌠Uh, then can you answer this question? Why?â
âUuâŚâ
She finally realized. They didnât follow her explanation.
âIâm not trying to deny you, but you guys are way too stupid and incompetent.â
The silent Horikita spoke up.
âIâm scared for the future if you canât solve this problem.â
âSo what. This has nothing to do with you.â
Feeling irritated at Horikitaâs words, Sudou hit the desk.
âIt has nothing to do with me. No matter how much you suffer, it doesnât affect me. Itâs just that I feel pity for you. I guess Iâve been running away from painful things all my life.â
âSay what you want to say clearly. Studyingâs useless in the future anyway.â
âStudying is useless in the future? An interesting argument. What makes you say that?â
âEven if I donât know how to solve this kind of problem, I wonât have any trouble. Studying is unnecessary. Rather than sticking to a textbook, aiming to become a basketball pro is much more useful for the future.â
âThatâs wrong. If you learn how to solve that problem, your whole life will be changed. In other words, if you study, youâll have less trouble. Itâs the same thing for basketball. I wonder if youâve been playing basketball to your own convenient rules. Do you run away from difficult things just like you do while studying? From the looks of it, it doesnât seem like you practice seriously. Thatâs the kind of personality you have. If I was the advisor of the club, I wouldnât let you be a regular.â
âTsu!â
Sudou stood up and grabbed Horikita by her collar.
âSudou-kun!â
Even faster than I could react, Kushida stood up and grabbed Sudouâs arm.
Horikita raised her eyebrows and stayed calm.
âI have no interest in you, but I can understand what kind of person you are. You want to become a basketball pro? Do you think that kind of childish wish can simply become true in this society? A half-hearted person like you who gives up easily can never become a pro. Furthermore, even if you become a pro, I donât think youâd be able to get a sufficient annual income. Youâre a fool for setting your sights on such a idealized job.â
âYouâŚ!â
Itâs clear that Sudou is on the brink of losing his control. If he raised his fist, Iâll also have to jump out and hold him back.
âCan you just give up on studying, no, school? And then you can give up on your dreams to become a basketball pro and live a pitiful life working a part time job.â
âHa⌠thatâs just fine. Iâm giving up. Itâs not because itâs too difficult for me. I took a day off from my club activities, but it was a complete waste of time. Bye!â
âYouâre saying some strange things. Studying is difficult.â
Horikita shot him a final blow. If Kushida werenât there, Sudou probably wouldâve hit Horikita. Not hiding his irritation, he stuffed his textbook into his bag.
âHey, is this ok?â
âDoesnât matter. For someone whoâs indifferent⌠itâs pointless to care about someone like that. Even though expulsion is at stake. He doesnât have an ounce of determination to stay in school.â
âI thought it was strange for someone like you who has no friends to invite people to a study group. At best, you brought us over here to call us stupid. If you werenât a girl, Iâd hit you.â
âYou just donât have the courage to hit me, right? Donât use my gender as a reason.â
The study group started moments ago, but it was already crumbling.
âI also quit. Even though a small part of it is because I canât study⌠most of itâs because Iâm irritated. Horikita-san may be smart, but that doesnât mean youâre above us.â
Losing his patience, Ike also gave up.
âI donât care whether or not you drop out of school, so do as you like.â
âWell, Iâll pull an all-nighter for that.â
âInteresting. Arenât you here because you canât study?â
âTsuâŚâ
Even for the usually upbeat Ike, Horikitaâs thorny words made him stiffen. And then Yamauchi also started packing up. Finally, the worried Okitani also stood up, unable to go against the flow.
âE-everyone⌠Is this really ok?â
âLetâs go, Okitani.â
Ike left the library with the hesitant Okitani.
The only ones remaining were me and Kushida. Even Kushida would probably leave soon.
â⌠Horikita-san, why didnât you stop anyone from leavingâŚ?â
âI was mistaken. Even if I got these guys to barely pass, this situation would repeat. And then theyâd give up again. I finally realized that this was a waste of time and effort.
âWhat do you mean by thatâŚ?â
âIâm saying that itâs good to throw away all unnecessary trash now.â
If the students with low grades werenât here, then there would be no labor needed to teach them, and the average would also increase. She came to that conclusion.
âSo that was it⌠H-hey, Ayanokouji-kun. Do you also think the same way?â
âIf Horikita concluded that, then isnât it fine?â
âA-ayanokouji-kun, do you think that?â
âWell, I donât want them to quit, but since Iâm not the one teaching them, I canât do anything about it. In the end, I have a similar opinion to Horikita.â
â⌠I see.â
With a dark expression, Kushida got her bag and stood up.
âIâm going to do something about this. I donât want everyone to separate so quickly.â
âKushida-san. Are those your true intentions?â
â⌠Is that bad? I canât just abandon Sudou-kun, Ike-kun, and Yamauchi-kun.â
âIt doesnât matter whether or not you say those are your true intentions. I donât think that you truly want to help them.â
âWhat are you talking about? I donât know what you mean. Why do you make enemies with your cold words without hesitation? Thatâs⌠Thatâs sad.â
Kushida hung her head.
â⌠See you two tomorrow.â
After those short words, Kushida also left. In a flash, we were back to the two of us. The library was completely silent.
âThat was troubling. With that, the study group is over.â
âLooks that way.â
The libraryâs silence felt ominous.
âOnly you understood me. I guess youâre a bit better than those worthless fools. If you need me to teach you something right now, I can do it.â
âIâll decline.â
âAre you returning home?â
âSudou and the others are heading there. Iâll go chat with them.â
âThereâs no worth in talking to people who will drop out soon like them.â
âIâm just simply trying to talk to my friends.â
âHow selfish. Calling them friends while you sit back and watch them get kicked out. From my point of view, that looks like the most cruel thing you can do.â
Well, I canât deny that. She didnât say anything wrong.
In the end, studying is all about how well someone can motivate themselves.
âIâm not going to say youâre wrong. I also understand why youâd call someone who doesnât like to study like Sudou stupid. But Horikita, isnât it also important to imagine Sudouâs circumstances? If he was only aiming to become a basketball pro, then thereâs not much for him at this school. Donât you want to see why he chose this school?â
â⌠Not interested.â
Brushing away my words, Horikita continued to look down at her textbook.
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