Yesterday, I feel the worst before I fucked Marina. I was attacked by an abnormal fatigue and I canât even move a single finger. But, I got aroused by Marina and I became surprisingly energetic from overflowing sexual desire. Iâve ravished Marina multiple times then fell asleep.
Anyway, I surely had the worst physical condition. If you use up all your strength when in youâre that state, your physical condition usually detoriates. But, Iâve completely recovered. I feel very refreshed.
The other thing. Itâs a situation that makes my physical condition trivial.
ăâŠI canât use my ability?ă
Muttering so, I rose from the bed.
If we slept like that yesterday, itâs not wrong to think that sheâs naked.
I can check it if I turn the sheets but my ability can check it without doing that. And yetăŒ
âI canât seeâ
ăHey hey, donât be joking nowă
Covering my eyes with my right hand, I strongly wish to activate my ability. And I released my right hand then looked at the curtain.
Even though I thought itâll come back to normal if I just sleepâŠ
Wasnât it just temporary?
ăWellâŠthis got meă
I mutter as I look at the light coming from the gaps of the curtains.
That has always been the case. Ever since I was old enough to know whatâs going on, no, Iâm sure even before that, thatâs how I always activate my ability. I never made any question about that.
I never thought that I wonât be able to activate my ability.
ăShit, even though itâs a dangerous situation, I feel very good. Whatâs thisâŠ?ă
I canât use my ability anymore. Thatâs supposed to be a serious situation but, I feel awfully calm for some reason. On the contrary, I feel strangely fresh and radiant enough to say Iâve never experienced a morning like this.
Anyway, I have to find out why I canât use my ability.
That should satisfy the conditions to activate my ability. Thereâs almost no trigger for my ability. And yet I canât.
ăCould it beâŠă
Moving my eyes to Marinaâs sleeping face next to me, thatâs when I thought.
Yesterday, Iâve ravished Marina again and again, I felt the best. It felt like Iâve embraced a âreal womanâ for the first time. Itâs my first time I know the âwoman named Marinaâ
I feel that I canât see things visible and I see things that are not visible.
I feel Marina with my five senses.
Her appearance.
Her smell.
Her heat and softness.
I think Iâm unable to use my X-ray ability because Iâve become conscious to the five senses of human they originally have.
Marina pants as her breast shakes while I pierce her up. I certainly felt her splashing sweat and hot sighs.
With our lips pressing each other, I taste Marinaâs tongue twining with mine.
I certainly felt that.
It was my first time noticing how much I depend on my ability and how much my consciousness is stolen by my ability.
I liked that sensation. âI donât need my abilityâ I thought.
âI donât need any special abilityâ Thinking so from the bottom of my heart, Iâm unable to activate my ability anymore?
Even though I canât use my ability, I donât feel any impatience nor anxiety.
I feel my body and soul so light as if the iron chains tying my whole body was torn off.
ăCurseâŠ?ă
Liberated from a curse. I felt those words come out nicely.
Iâve read this in a book before.
They had something like extrasensory like wild animals.
Assuming that is true, why did humans lose that sense?
Itâs because they no longer need it.
Thereâs nothing else but that.
And Rikka, Kamuro Hizuki and I have caused the ancestral genes to wake up.
ThereforeăŒ
ăItâs normal that Iâll lose that abilityă
Scratching my head as I mutter with a sigh, I look at Marina and rose from the bed.
But I changed my thoughts, went back to the bed and massage Marinaâs sleeping huge tits.
ăUmuă
Good tits. But, her nipples are erect early in this morning. What an outrageous one.
Satisfied with the breast massage, I rose from the bed and turned my eyes on the floor.
Rikkaâs fixed on a shrimp position as she was yesterday.
ăThe question is what should I do with Kamuro Hizukiă
Iâm powerless without my ability. My physical strength is not different from normal people.
ăWell, isnât this much convenient than I think?ă
Kamuro Hizuki seeks for a strong man. And I was fairly strong. But, that strength is due to my ability.
âstrengthâ
If thatâs the element of sorting of men for Kamuro Hizukui, will Kamuro Hizuki feel the charm of me who lost his abilities.
Kamuro Hizuki doesnât know that I had a special ability but even if I lose it, that means that Kamuro Hizuki wonât notice that.
But I think thatâs not the case.
I remember my strange affinity with Rikka.
Rikka said that weâre similar.
If Kamuro Hizuki has an ability then itâs possible that she knows I have an ability.
Sheâll somehow notice that I lost my ability.
Even though I lost my ability, itâs a matter of determination to face Kamuro Hizuki. The other side is brimming with the intent to make contact, even if I make contact, it would be troublesome if they donât attack me directly but those around me.
Itâs lucky if she loses interest in me, itâll clear up the problems. If I want to get that result by all meansăŒ
I have no choice but to escape.
I can never resist as I have lost my ability.
Rikka seems to be heavily dependent on Kamuro Hizuki. And yet, she left Kamuro Hizuki when I cut off her consciousness.
If so, she must be thinking that an ally of hers can guarantee Kamuro Hizukiâs safety.
I have Rikka as my hostage but I think I should stop that.
Because I had a thoughtless ability so I try to do something and I was forced to a situation where I canât do anything, this has gotten serious in some meanings.
Should I try kneeling?
Kneeling then asking for forgiveness while crying.
That might be a good hand.
But, Kamuro Hizuki might be in rage as a result.
Kamuro Hizukiâs evaluation of me is high. And yet, if she recognizes me as a âweak manâ sheâll be disappointed of course.
It would be the best if she loses interest in me but if she gets disappointed, I canât deny the possibility of it turning to hate.
âEliminate unnecessary thingsâ
Itâs not strange if she reach such thoughts.
That saidăŒ
ăToday might be the endă
Turning around, I mutter as I look at Marina lying on the bed.
If she can make the enemy fake a suicide without making her hands dirty, then she might just easily kill people.
Kamuro Hizukiâs mentality is abnormal, it might come to that.
ăIf I disappear, will you cryâŠ?ă
Marinaâs an idiot. Iâve given her horrible experience and yet she fell for me. Sheâs really an idiot.
If Iâm gone, Iâm sure there will be a lot of men to court her.
Even if I donât worry about it, I wonder if Marina right now will be fine.
Also, if Marina got caught by a bad guy, Asahina and Yuka wonât stay silent.
ăThis isnât like meă
Muttering so, I scratched my head.
Iâm in a disadvantageous situation no matter how you think about it. Furthermore, I might be killed at worst.
Then should I feel a bit more impatient? Itâs so unnatural that Iâm calm.
Though Iâm telling that myself, somethingâs strange with me right now.
Paying attention not to wake up Marina, I finished changing clothes and go to the first floor to wash my face.
ăAh, good morning, Mota-kun!ă
Turning my gaze to the voice, Yukaâs squatting on the corridor.
Even though I know whoâs somewhere until yesterday, I donât know it now.
ăWhat are you doing?ă
Asking her, I approach Yuka squatting on the corridor, and understood.
It seems that sheâs cleaning the corridor.
ăThat makes me feel Iâm under your careâŠă
Saying that, Yuka laughs bashfully. I swallowed my saliva seeing that.
Because the tank top and the apron is too large for her breasts, Yuka whoâs squatting in front of me standing, I can see her cleavage.
Seeing the cleavage of those boobs, furthermore, furthermore you see, her think pink areola is flickering. I canât see her nipples even though her areola shows up. Even though I can almost see it, I canât.
It canât be helped but I canât see only her nipple.
even though I can see the whole thing if I use my ability, I canât use it right now so I canât see things you normally canât.
ăIâve finished preparing breakfast. Also, the bath is is heated up. I thought that itâs not bad to have breakfast after taking a refreshing bathă
Yukaâs squatting down, looking up at me while talking.
Itâs 6 oâclock in the morning. And she has finished preparing breakfast, bath and sheâs now cleaning.
Just how early did Yuka wake up.
ăYou sweat a lot yesterday, didnât you?ă
ăIt seems that you had sex with Marina-chană
ăAh, yeahâŠă
I was unintentionally surprised by Yukaâs question.
But, she has no right to complain. Marinaâs supposed to be my lover.
ăAre you jealous?ă
ăEh? Jealous? Why?ă
Yuka raised a foolish voice then tilts her head to my question.
ăMarina-chan is Mota-kunâs girlfriend, itâs normal to have sex. It just seemed to be too intense so I thought you sweat a lotă
Yuka says with a smile on her face.
Well, Yukaâs acting ability is extraordinary.
ăIf youâre going to take a bath, I donât mind scrubbing your backă
Saying that, Yuka puts the dust cloth in the bucket then squeezed the dust cloth soaked in water.
Her pink areola is flickering. But, I still canât see her nipple.
ăAh, but before that, Iâll finish cleaning firstă
After squeezing the cloth, Yuka said that then placed the cloth on the floor. Then, she bends forward, putting her hands on the dust cloth.
Her nipples are perfectly hidden that you can say itâs a miracle.
Thatâs unbearably erotic.
ăThere we go!ă
Yuka whoâs bent forward raised her voice then begins to rush.
Yuka runs through the corridor, wiping the cloth. My eyes chase after Yuka and then I saw it.
Yukaâs wearing a shorts but she bent forward and put both hands on the cloth, pushing her ass upwards, so I can see the crotch part of her shorts well.
Thereâs no doubt. Yukaâs not wearing a bra nor a panty. Even if she has no panty, her pussyâs sticking out.
That is unbearably erotic once again.
ăThere we go!ă
Yuka who ran to the end of the floor raised a cheer then runs towards here while wiping the floor.
Is such a thing possible? Her boobs are shaking that much! Itâs swaying left and right without care you know! Even so, just her apron and tank top shoulder straps alone keeps her nipple hidden perfectly.
No, I think itâs not possible to do.
Itâs nothing but coincidence but how long will this coincidence continue.
ăAh! this oneâs dirty!ă
Yuka whoâs running through the corridor stopped after passing through me.
ăUnsho! Unsho! T-This is a stubborn one!ă
Yuka who begins to wipe one point of the corridor is sticking out her ass for some reason. And sheâs absorbed on wiping that spot.
The fabric is digging to her pink flesh sticking out from both sides is seen at the best angle.
I realized when I saw it.
Itâs on purpose.
What the hell. Itâs not just the invisible nipple on the exposed breasts, the pussy sticking out from her pants are all in purpose.
What skill. This is alreadyăŒ
An act of God.1
Though she said that sheâs not jealous and had a smile on her whole face, she was just acting.
She makes use of all her skills.
ăYuka-chan, will you cry when Iâm gone?ă
Muttering that, Yukaâs movement of desperately pushing up her ass while wiping the floor has stopped.
ăI wonâtă
Yuka mutters then stand up. Then she stand in front of me and looked straight at me.
ăI donât have the time to cry. âIâm abandoning youâ I will chase you even to the end of the world until I hear those wordsă
Itâs Yukaâs usual smile. Yuka say that with a serious look.
ăI seeă
Laughing with a mixed sigh, I pat Yukaâs head.
Marina would be smiling with this but Yukaâs expression turned steep.
ăYouâll come back homeâŠwonât you?ă
Yuka asks with her stiff expression.
As expected of Yuka. It seems that Iâm exposed.
ăI wonât enter bath. The âstubbornnessâ might be washed away along with the sweat. Iâll take a bath after I come back. Iâll have you wash my back by thenă
When I tell Yuka, tears gathered in the black eyes looking straight at me.
ăIs there nothing I can do? Iâll do anything for Mota-kunâs sakeă
I want to come along. Thatâs what she probably wants to say. But, Yuka didnât say that.
Mind control. Yesterday, I explained Kamuro Hizukiâs ability.
ăEverything Asahina has said yesterdayă
The three things Asahina said.
Yuka knows that best thatâs why she didnât say she wants to follow me.
ăIâll heat the bath and wait. When you come back, Iâll take responsibility of cleaning Mota-kunâs body. I am Mota-kunâs exclusive onahole but, Iâm not just an onahole. Iâm a very convenient onahole. A very convenient onahole that will do anything for Mota-kună
Tears collect in her eyes, Yuka say that while trembling but her face is smiling.
ăIâm looking forward to ită
Answering so, I pat Yukaâs head then stroked it roughly.
Yuka lets her head get stroked while desperately holding her tears.
I took breakfast and decide to leave early.
Seeing the trembling Yukaâs swollen eyes, Asahina glared at me.
Well, thatâs pretty close.
It feels like sheâs likely to jump when Yukaâs gone.
I stand up halfway taking breakfast and Asahina stand up silently.
Asahina follows me heading to the entrance. Then we come out of the house.
ăHey!ă
As soon as we got out of the house, Asahina speaks out angrily.
ăIâve got a requestă
ăHaa?! I donât care about your request! Iâm the one who has a question here! What did you do to Yuka!? I wonât forgive you depending on your answer!ă
Asahina grabs my chest while pressing me for an answer. Then she glares at me as if sheâs going to kill.
ăYouâll follow Marinaâs instructions as plannedă
ăBut, Iâll give you a special athorityă
ăThe enemy has the possibility to control minds. Therefore, if you feel something strange, you can use your own judgement and abandon meă
ăâŠEh?ă
Asahina doesnât feel like listening to what I say but when she heard the word âabandonâ, her eyes shake as she raise a stupid voice.
ăIf I got manipulated, Marina and Yuka-chan might get confused and get reckless. Therefore, I will give you the authority in that case. If you feel something wrong from me, use that authority and abandon meă
ăTake Rikka to the police and say that itâs all my crime. Also, the images I took are on the top of the desk in my room. If you say that Iâm a rapist with that as a proof, the police will capture meă
ăYeahă
Even if I got manipulated and was made to kill myself, itâs better to settle it alone.
If thatâs the case, Marina and Yuka wonât be able to make calm judgements.
If so, they need to abandon me. Thatâs the best decision that will have minimum damage.
ăI think you can do it since you will never yield to me. If you abandon me, Yuka-chan might have a grudge against you but, if you think about Yuka, abandon meă
Asahina canât say anything back. Sheâs just looking up at me with her shaking eyes.
ăThen, Iâm going ahead. Follow Marinaâs instructions meanwhile. I will leave the timing to you but donât be arrogant and trouble Marina.ă
Saying that, I took Asahinaâs hand thatâs grabbing my chest then turned back.
ăAh, I-I can easily abandon you!ă
I grinned when I hear Asahinaâs voice from behind.
Whatâs left is to head alone.
Weâre already at an overwhelmingly disadvantageous situation here. Then, I have to prepare risking my life and find a means of escape.
Aah, I canât endure this. I feel despair and death close when I fought with Rikka. That made me unbearably excited.
I thought that Iâm crazy more than I thought, I want to laugh it out but, I hold it and walked.
I go towards school where Kamuro Hizuki is waiting. \n\n Â