She couldnât treat his wounds while sitting right beside him, but she could feel the mana radiating from everywhere she could reach. However, since the magic had been cast upon such a large population, the side effects did not fade easily.
âAre you okay?â
Whether he was a little distracted or was reacting to what she said, he shifted slowly. Raising his hands, he wrapped them around her back and buried his nose on her shoulder.
She wanted to see the wounds with her own eyes, but she didnât want to graze over it when doing so. The emperor had been still for quite a while, but then suddenly, he lifted his head and pulled himself off her. His red eyes rested on his palm.
She was worried he wasnât feeling well. He was breathing heavily, which usually happened when he didnât rest well.
She asked again.
âAre you all right, Your Majesty?â
He looked back at her, catching her eyes.
ââŚâŚIâm fine. Iâve caused you trouble.â
âYou mean the wound hurts very badly?â
âYeah.â
âAnd donât say that, Your Majesty. Taking care of your wounds is one of my important ââ
He cut her off.
âNo, this is different.â
Suddenly, he jumped up and sat across from her. He shook his head, running his hand down his face.
Somehow, she didnât want him to be so thoughtful. Without realizing it, she let out words at a flashing speed of light.
âOf course, I donât like someone being too coerciveâŚ.. but if thatâs not the case, itâs okay to have light physical contact if it helps you, Your Highness, to prevent more side effects. Itâs one of the negative effects, so I can understand it.â
His eyes, which continuously seemed to be reluctant to meet hers, shot directly at her at the words. As always, his eyes were as red as rubies.
âYou can understandâŚ..â
âYes.â
âOne of the negative effects?â
âThat is what I think it is.â
As if feeling suffocated, the Emperor pulled the collar of his clothes, loosening it up.
âFrom the way youâre saying what I have never experienced before, it seems like you already know about this. Donât you?â
âI beg your pardonâŚ..?â
âWas there anyone else besides me who asked for any physical contact because of the side effects?â
Naturally, it reminded her of Serek. Then immediately, she erased the thought.
However, the Emperor answered with sunken eyes.
âThere was. Thatâs why youâre acting like it is not the first time.â
She hadnât said anything yet, but the Emperor seemed to have noticed what she was thinking. His eyes had a way of seeing through peopleâs thoughts.
Serek was really not a hot topic, but she had no choice but to admit it.
âThatâs right. ButâŚ.. heâs also someone that I donât want to go near toâŚâŚâ
âThat guy. He looked really stupid.â
âPardon?â
âSeems like weâre on the same level, which is unpleasant.â
âDonât say that youâre on the same level. You get the negative side effects when you use a lot of mana, but he gets so many side effects even with such a low understanding of magic. Itâs completely different.â
He shook his head.
âNo, it wouldnât be that different. Thatâs not the problem here. It is not a matter of effects, but a matter of degree. A matter of morality.â
âWhat do you meanâŚ..Your Majesty?â
Leaning his head as if he was bored, he continued.
âItâs convenient and attractive for me, but in some cases, itâs coercive. I will find a way to improve the current situation. I donât understand exactly what the principle of such impulses naturally is, but I canât guarantee that this wonât happen in the futureâŚâŚ I donât think this is right.â
âIf you think so ââ
âAnd you can firmly deny me if that doesnât seem right to you. If you say no, I wonât touch you no matter how insane it drives me.â
While she listened to his uncharacteristically rapid spouting, her heart sank slowly. Was the Emperor apologizing to her?
Most of all, she was concerned that his eyes were boring the wall of the carriage beside her, not at her.
It was as if they were threatening to shoot people, to consume people alive. The kind of thing that didnât suit her.
She called him.
âYour Highness.â
Instead of responding to her, he began to mutter what was left to say.
âYouâre going to need something. You wonât listen to my magic because you can use magic invalidation, but the difference is far superior.â
âYour Majesty.â
âYou donât have to see me when I use excessive magic. Otherwise, would it be better to grant you the right to secretly carry a dagger?â
âYour Majesty.â
His eyes slowly shifted to look at her the third time she tried to get his attention.
Instead of being clear as ever, his eyes looked chaotic. Perhaps, he was still not free from the impulses he felt. But he didnât seem to have any intention of coming closer to her.
She gave a faint smile.
âAs you say so, Your MajestyâŚ.. I will come up with another plan. But right now, do you mind if I treat you first?â
âYeah, but wait for a moment.â
âI will treat you, but I canât let you be harsh with me. Hugging once or twice is not a great deal. And if I donât consider it as the right path, Iâll be the first to reject it. Thatâs what you wanted, didnât you, Your Majesty?â
He seemed to have a lot more to say, but he sighed quietly before taking off his shirt. Then, he lied down on the bed chair on one side of the carriage. The bed felt so narrow due to his large figure even though the carriage was a huge one.
She placed her hands on the many marks on his back, feeling the heat and slowly dismantling the magic he had used recently. In fact, it was much easier to dismantle the wounds in order because she could see what was exactly spreading the mana and what was written afterwards.
When her hand reached the wound, he let out a low groan, but it subsided soon enough.
However, the magic was so large that its methods were very complicated, but she could cure all the side effects after an hour of disclosure.
Of course, it was to put out the heating effect immediately, and it was not something that would heal in a day. It would have to be treated over and over again the next week to completely quell the pain from the burn marks.
She sat back, pulling her hands off his back.
âItâs done, Your Majesty.â
He sat up. He touched the shoulder, which was the most injured, with his other hand and moved his limbs little by little before nodding.
âYes. It doesnât hurt at all now. And that weird impulseâŚâŚ has also subsided. Thank you.â
He was now looking straight at her.
His consideration was pleasing again. She chuckled quietly.
âYour Majesty.â
âYes.â
âYouâre very sweet, Your Majesty.â
He frowned, still looking at her.
âIâve never heard anyone say that to me before.â
âThatâs from worrying too much for me. You could use your subordinates more to say so.â
His eyes narrowed. Trying to say something more, he sprang up.
âYou donât have to flatter me either. Ask for what you need more confidently. If one asks for something too much, I refuse. Thatâs how I treat my people.â
âBut, Your Majesty ââ
âIâm not angry. I am grateful to you. Iâm not the person you think I am. What if you ask for more? Youâd better be warier of me.â
He shut the door behind him as he finished.
Even after returning to the royal palace after completing all the schedules in the Southern region, the atmosphere was still a little awkward between them. As for her, she wondered if it was something she said that he seemed to be bothered with.
That didnât mean she couldnât help and get his treatment done.
That day was also when she was treating his wounds in his room. She heard an urgent knock.
âThe Empress is here.â
At the sudden notice, she sprang up immediately, but there was nowhere else to escape from the room. In addition, if one had to exit the Emperorâs door in the middle of the corridor, it was difficult to avoid being spotted by other people because of the vast corridors, which were so surprisingly wide on both sides.
She wasnât even allowed to leave at that moment anyway, so she sat down on the chair in the drawing room. And almost at the same time, the Empress Dowager proudly stepped inside.
âThe Emperor has always stayed in his room after he returns from an expedition and doesnât do anything, but heâs been working actively for the past few days. Do you happen to know of the reason?â
âDoes she know something?â
Celestia looked at the Empress, but she couldnât figure out what she was thinking. Horrified, she greeted her more respectfully than ever.
She could feel the Empressâ eyes boring on her back, which made her back sting. She could easily guess how strong her gaze was, even if she didnât meet her eyes.
âAre you ignoring my question?â
The Empressâ voice was cold. Celestia had no intention of going against this foul-tempered Empress Dowager. But what would she have said?
âHis Majesty has been sick since he usually ventures out to war zones, but thanks to me, you can say heâs getting better now.â
She could now fully feel her gaze getting colder and colder in the slightest moment of silence.
She had no choice but to speak up.
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âIâm afraid I have no answer to that question, Your Highness. Thereâs nothing a lowly servant like me can know about anything like that.â
âIt seems youâve made a lot of achievements in one step. Werenât you serving drinks the last time I saw you? Then, you danced with that Emperor, and this time, youâre in his bedroomâŚâŚ. Thatâs too much of a story.â
It sounded like the Empress was saying Celestia had achieved a lot of success.
âPlease do not misunderstand. Iâm justâŚ..â
Instead of continuing her words, she shut her mouth and quickly decided to finish what she was saying earlier.
âThere is nothing I know about His Highness, the Emperor. If it is about his schedule, it is up to His Highness to decide. How would I know ââ
âHow dare you talk back to me? Who else should I ask other than the maid who was chosen by the Emperor for her unrequited love?â