I looked at the place where I could hear a strange breathing while being hugged by Kylian, and Phileal, who was holding back his laughter from afar, caught my eye.
I realized that this was real.
Why the hell was he here?
After I glared at him with resentful eyes, the corners of Kylianâs eyes drooped to an expression that seemed to fit the Kylian I knew. Besides, I was still in his arms, and he looked so perfect that I wondered if he was fine even though he wore uncomfortable clothes all day.
Well, even when he was my husband, I had never seen him disorganized except in the bedroom.
âThatâs a misunderstanding. Duke Percival purposely gave me the wrong directions.â
âItâs true. Believe me.â
Of course, itâs not like I completely didnât believe what he said. Father had always been displeased with Kylian, so itâs likely that he did something like that. Above all else, if it was related to my safety, there is a high probability that he would not have trusted Kylian.
âI wanted to clear up the misunderstanding that dayâŠâ
His golden eyes were full of moisture, and after a few blinks, it ran down his cheeks and touched my cheek. I felt strange because of the warm tears.
âI was going to tell you right away that day. But you didnât want to talk to me, Wife.â
Indeed, thatâs what happened. I was kidnapped and it was so hectic, so I wanted to avoid talking to him. I also couldnât show how hurt I was. As the Young Duke, my value as a hostage was higher than that of the saint, Lilith.
The temple of the Goddess of Life was not a place where they would pay ransom for the saint, who would be able to recover as long as she did not die, and above all, the temple was not very favorable to Lilith.
Because they felt that she had lived outside her so long that she frequently broke the templeâs rules, and that the templeâs image kept falling because of Lilith.
It was different from Father who mobilized all the familyâs manpower to save me and chased after the kidnapper to the end.
Of course, all the kidnappers were captured and handed down the death penalty. But after I got back, he caught them all so they wouldnât die peacefully. For example, he tried to find their families and have them receive the same punishment.
But I didnât want the kidnapperâs fault to be passed on to the family, so I stopped him from doing that.
My father had held executions to set an example for the people and by showing the people of the territory as if for entertainment when the kidnappers were brutally slaughtered by the knights.
At the time, of course, I didnât know that. When I found out, I was also disappointed with Kylian who didnât stop. Because I didnât think they would mock death in that way, no matter how wrong the kidnappers were.
âThere were many other days after that.â
âI was going to tell you. If you didnât keep telling me about my destinyâŠâ
Come to think of it, it was also my fault. After returning to the mansion, I only relied on the Duke. But then, Kylian had a good relationship with Lilith. Of course, there would be no place for me between the female lead and the male lead, and I didnât want to feel miserable at that time, so I wanted to be with the Duke Percival more.
Besides, at that time, I had to stop my father because it seemed that even the family of the kidnappers would be executed.
It was the first time my father had been so angry and rejected me.
âSince then, you avoided me a lot, Wife.â
Drip, drip. The tears fell as he sighed and closed his eyes tightly.
So thatâs why you hate me? I donât listen to you properly, I lived like a bad wife, I bullied you, and argued with you every day? Why did such a wife die in your place?
I didnât feel good seeing him cry. There were a mountain of questions to ask, but my mouth did not open, and Kylianâs grip on me grew so strong that it was harder to hold my breath.
âShe is your destiny.â
âHow can you say that againâŠ!â
His eyes flashed as bright as the sun. I struggled to meet his eyes, so I pushed his cheek with my hand, and his wet lips touched the palm of my hand, giving it a ticklish feeling.
âUhâŠ! Wait a momentâŠ!â
He kissed the palm of my hand and stamped his lips on my wrist.
âWife. You canât go anywhere anymore. Iâm not going to let that happen.â
He answered my words properly, but his actions did not at all. My body tensed as his nose was getting closer.
At that moment, I returned to my original body.
âAH! I should have told you!â
When I opened my eyes, I saw Lewarren.
Lewarrenâs face standing in front of me looked serious, as if he had seen something he shouldnât have seen. After all, I remembered that I said it was not like a dream.
Obviously he was lying in bed before I fell asleep, and I was taking care of him. But now I was the one whoâs lying in bed, and Lewarren was the one whoâs taking care of me. Perhaps that was why I felt I took away the patientâs bed.
âWhatâs wrong, Lewarren?â
His expression was not good. If he was angry, I should have seen the furrowed forehead, the wrinkled brows, and his hunched nose just before he spit out abusive words. But his expression looked a little far from anger.
âYour hair color changed and then came back. AndâŠâ
âYour heart stopped for a moment.â
âThatâs not good? Thatâs dangerous for Lilith!â
Then, this time, he made an incredulous expression. Originally, he wasnât the type of person who had such a lot of facial expressions.
âAre you still worried about Lilith at this moment?â
âIâm borrowing her body for a while, so of course I am!â
He sighed and went silent. He shook his head whether he was dizzy, and put his palm on his forehead and said,
âSleep a little more.â
Alright. Iâll go to sleep and go back to my original body to convince Kylian. The next time I see Kylian in person, I must tell him to forgive me now.
I can see why he kissed my hand. It is right that he should receive it, as he is originally from the imperial family, but he used to kiss the back of my hand often.
âI must convince Kylian quickly.â
âIâm already dead⊠Since I have been living in a human body for a long time, I keep wanting to stay here more and more.â
He will probably stay by my side until I fall asleep. With that thought, I let myself go as soon as my strength ran out.
I fell into a deep sleep without even dreaming for the first time in a long time.
âWhere are you going?â
âWhere you have to be.â
âWhat are you talking about?â
When Phileal said he was taking me to Kylianâs room, he was dragging me in the wrong direction. Besides, he was holding my wrist so I couldnât escape.
Looking closely, Philealâs hands were also messed up. I wondered if he was also learning swordsmanship, so I looked closely but then saw that he had no calluses. I frowned at the thought that maybe it was because of the abuse he had suffered as a child.
âYou have to tell me where.â
âI told you, where youâre supposed to be.â
Maybe I should give up talking to Phileal. Whenever I asked about this, he seemed to give an answer to âthatâ rather than to âthisâ.
âWhy are you taking me?â
âSo you will give me the hair?â
As he smiled and spoke, I regretted what I said yesterday a little. Because I didnât know he was trying to save the high priest with my hair.
So I just followed without a word. I donât think Iâll ever be able to communicate with Phileal anyway, and I donât think heâs going to give me a proper answer.
We passed through several secret gates and passed through black passages several times to reach our destination.
When I got there, I could see why he had brought me here.
It was too glamorous for a prison. However, the walls were transparent like glass, and the inside seemed spacious. Like a dollâs house.
He had a ragged beard and a mess of hair, but my father, Duke Percival, was sitting in his chair and reading a book, as neat and dignified as he had been before.
âAh⊠But! Dad, Iâm actuallyâŠ!â
âAre you here to mock me again?â
Bang! The book flew in front of my eyes with a sound. It hit the clear glass in front of me and fell, and I stiffened in bewilderment at his behavior toward me.
âObviously I warned you. If I leave this place, I will surely avenge my daughter.â
Dad couldnât have done this to me. I have never seen him like that. Why was he so aggressive?
âAh⊠What do you mean?â
âWait a little bit more. I will make sure to personally twist that neck of yours.â
âAh, li-listen, to meâŠâ
âIf youâre going to pretend to be my daughter again, you better stop.â
Acting like his daughter? Lilith? Duke Percival spoke as if he brought a steak knife to a carotid artery.
âDo you want me to make a fuss over you again, you wench? Then will the damn Emperor bastard trust you again this time?â
âNo⊠Please listenâŠ. To meâŠ!â
âIâll count to three.â
It was a sharp knife for a meal. However, blood was pouring out when it was pressed so hard that it was really going to dig into his neck. Perhaps because I was suffocating, my thoughts had already flown away, and my hands were shaking.
âI-I will go! Iâll leave!â
When I looked at Phileal, his eyes were wide open, perhaps he was also flustered. Whatâs going on with this? Itâs a good thing my father is fine, but why was he doing this to Lilith?
And acting like a daughter! Why would Lilith? Phileal, who was watching the situation from the side, spoke up.
âItâs real this time.â
It took me a while to understand the words, even as I was led out by Philealâs hand.
âSo youâre saying it was fake before?â
âDo you want to know?â
The white snake smiled brightly and bowed his back. Then he spoke in a voice barely audible to my ear.
âYes, Anais. It was Lilith Isadora who brought us to this Imperial Palace.â